Creatus Arrisum Est
  by
  Agnieszka Maria (AMG)
  
 
Thank you for all your help and patience, Diana
  
   
  
  "Have a nice trip!"
  
  Ben Cartwright was a wealthy rancher, quickly approaching the sixth decade
 of age; he had raised three fine sons, with their horizons far wider than
 the whole Ponderosa could cover and
  their hearts bigger than their horizons were wide. The Ponderosa was where
 they lived, a rich, beautiful land with a huge, cosy ranch house on it.
Although  presently greying fast, Ben
  Cartwright still represented the stubborn strength that allowed him to
achieve  so much despite all obstacles; to hide the deeper scars so deeply
that a single smile could cover them. Right
  now, he was going to see his three sons again, after a good couple of days.
 
  
  "Thanks, Roy," he waved at the sheriff, their old tried and trusted friend,
 and sat comfortably – or as comfortably as possible – in the stagecoach
seat.  His ‘boys’ – interesting, how
  parents always perceive their children as… ehm… children, even when those
 have reached the age of 18, 30, or 50. Children. Boys. His boys should be
 waiting in Pine City, on their way
  back, unless the trip took longer for some reason. Adam had a friend close
 by, and would certainly visit him, so Ben decided they would meet there.
  
  The elderly lady on the opposite seat asked in a friendly manner, "Do you
 think it shall rain tomorrow, sir?"
  
  "No, Ma’am, I don’t think so," Ben smiled politely at her, touching the 
brim of his hat in a shortened ‘Hello’. 
  
  "Oh, I am but so ill-mannered," she caught herself. "My name is Marston.
 Mrs Dorothy Olympia Marston."
  
  "Ben Cartwright," this time he took off his hat for a moment. "Pleased
to  meet you, Ma’am."
  
  "Oh, but so am I," she assured him, and asked with great interest, "Have
 you heard about the great drought coming on, too? My goodness, this is such
 a catastrophe!"
  
  Ben opened his mouth to answer, then slowly closed it. The lady didn’t
even  notice he had wanted to speak.
  
  "I say, this is all a penalty for this awful war, Mr Cartwright. I personally
 think…"
  
  The younger lady at Mrs Marston’s side rolled her eyes, and smiled slightly
 at Ben. It seemed she was accustomed to, though annoyed by, her companion’s
 monologuish manner.
  
  "They say there shall be another war. I’m sure you’ve heard of that, Mr 
Cartwright; isn’t it awful? This wonderful, democratic, blooming and flowering 
country devastated by another
  awful war…"
  
  Ben glanced at the desert land they were going through, and kept silent.
 The trip was getting impossibly and unbearably long.
  
  "They say, you know, that if you take a Negro, and bathe him with aspergillum
 in holy water," continued the lady, in a tone suggesting she were telling
 him the most intimate secrets of
  her life, "then the Negro will become white! Do you think it’s possible 
even with those… those… very… please excuse the word… BLACK Negroes?"
  
  It took all of Ben’s willpower not to moan aloud. He sincerely hoped the
 lady would get off at the next possible stop, never to be seen by him again.
  
  "And do you really think, Mr Cartwright, that it would be the same with…
 with…," she lowered her voice in a most conspiratorial manner, "… Indians?
 I have heard they are directly… I
  mean… sons… of this… of… EVIL," she whispered dramatically and shook with
 disgust. "Maybe the holy water would even boil if it touched them – oh,
my  goodness, what horrible
  monsters must they be!
  
  "But as you know, Mr Cartwright, it is said in the Bible…"
  
  Ben set his teeth, and smiled politely at the lady, then rather sympathetically
 at the younger woman; she responded with a smile and a slightest gesture
of ‘just don’t pay attention’.
  
  "It is all said in the Bible," triumphed the lady, then noticed, "We are
 nearing our station. Are you also heading there, Mr Cartwright? My, you
are  such a good companion, a
  conversation with you is pure pleasure," she remarked, and the stagecoach
 stopped.
  
  Ben mutely touched the brim of his hat; the younger lady winked at him, 
and managed not to smile, as her elderly companion "conversed" with somebody
 already.
  
  What relief! Ben wiped his forehead in a theatrical gesture. He was grateful
 to be travelling alone now; hopefully, there were not going to be many more
 co-travellers at the next stop –
  and NO friendly elderly ladies.
  
  ~~~~
  
  Pine City greeted him with the familiar noises of people’s voices mingling
 with their steps, horses, and the creaking of the stagecoach wheels.
  
  "Pa," Little Joe appeared from somewhere amidst the crowd, and held his 
arm. "Here."
  
  Once out of the crowd, Ben hugged Joe with the arm which was free of the
 luggage. "Hello, son."
  
  "Hi." Joe smiled at him, but something was amiss. He didn’t sound like
the  normally cheerful boy Ben knew.
  
  "Something wrong, son? You three fine?"
  
  "Adam’s a bit ill," admitted Joe. "I mean.. he’s been ill… he’s just not
 fit enough yet."
  
  "Ill?" Ben stopped and held Joe by the arms. "What happened?"
  
  Joe sighed. "He was out in the cold… a-and a wolf jumped him… the fever 
already broke, he just sleeps a lot now."
  
  "Cold? Wolf?? Fever???"
  
  "Easy, Pa," Joe tried to calm him quickly. "He’s almost fine now."
  
  "Almost?!…" Ben shot forward towards the hotel building. "How is he really,
 Joe?"
  
  "Just weak and tired, slow down, Pa," his son sounded annoyed. "I don’t 
think it’ll help any if you burst into the room, wake him up and load him 
with questions. He needs his rest."
  
  If Ben slowed down, then imperceptibly. "Which room?"
  
  "I’ll show you," answered Joe simply. "Slow down, they won’t go anywhere."
  
  Eventually, Ben opened the door to the room, to be greeted by Hoss.
  
  "Hey, Pa. I take it Joe told you Adam was resting?…"
  
  "Resting?!" Ben’s voice rose a good couple of decibels.
  
  "Shhht!" His two sons simultaneously put their fingers to their lips. Ben
 toned down his voice, but not his anger.
  
  "What do you mean ‘resting’?!" If one can shout in a whisper, Ben just
did.
  
  "He’s better," explained Hoss calmly. "Just let him sleep, okay?"
  
  "Where is he?" Relief washed anger away at once. Hoss nodded his head towards
 a darker corner of the room; there stood a bed, and a faint coughing answered
 Ben’s concerned look.
  
  Beside Adam’s dark head there suddenly appeared a smiling muzzle of a white
 dog, gazing curiously at Ben.
  
  "He helped us find Adam," explained Hoss quickly, then justified the lack
 of further information with a shrug of his shoulders. "Somehow."
  
  Adam stirred, and sighed in his sleep; his face looked calm, if pale, and
 relaxed.
  
  "He’d caught a chill," explained Hoss. "He was coming back from the Jones’
 when a lone wolf scared his horse away, but Adam killed it."
  
  "Not before it attacked him," growled Ben. Hoss scowled at Joe, but obediently
 admitted, "He got bitten, but it’s not bad, the doctor said. If he hadn’t
 caught the cold, he’d have already
  been up and about."
  
  "Now you’ve seen he’s fine," interrupted Joe, "and we can go eat. You must
 be starving."
  
  "I’ll stay with him," Hoss decided before Ben could say anything. "Don’t
 worry none. Just go."
  
  ~~~~
  
  Ben couldn’t swallow much, he was too busy glaring at the table.
  
  "Pa, you have to eat," Joe admonished him, sipping his coffee. "Adam will
 be fine in no time."
  
  Ben glanced at him, ready to say something about Joe speaking so lightly
 of it, then remembered Adam was indeed better; he wasn’t too warm to the
touch, and seemed to be resting
  peacefully enough.
  
  "You let the dog into the bed?" he asked to divert his thoughts from Adam’s
 health. "Is it at least clean?"
  
  "We washed him and brushed him," stated Joe proudly. "That’s some trained
 dog, he goes out if he needs to. I mean… you know… if he needs to."
  
  For some time they were both silent, Ben trying hard not to think about 
Adam.
  
  "How did you get on… in the meantime?…" Ben toyed with his cup. "Everything
 fine?’
  
  "Sure," answered Joe enthusiastically, but didn’t seem to be hiding anything.
 "You can ask Hoss or Adam," he added honestly, sensing Ben’s scrutiny.
  
  "Hey, okay, I believe you," his father smiled at him warmly. "I just expected
 you all to be fine, and…"
  
  "We are," Joe assured him indulgently. "Come on, let’s go back to them
before  you bore a hole in the chair, fidgeting like that."
  
  "That’s not the tone to be used towards your father," Ben frowned, but
wasn’t  very convincing; not that he tried, for that matter.
  
  "Hey," Hoss smiled at them triumphantly, as they entered the room. "He
woke  up for a moment; he’s fine, just a bit sleepy."
  
  Ben exhaled with relief. "Is he really fine?"
  
  "Yep," Hoss nodded with a smile. "Hey, anybody willing to go for a walk 
with me? These old chairs are mighty uncomfortable," he massaged his lower 
back dramatically. 
  
  "I’m tired," declared Joe. "Go with Pa. Besides, somebody has to stay in
 case Adam needs anything."
  
  "Come on, Pa," Hoss put his hat on. "You must work out the kinks from the
 stagecoach, and the beer isn’t all that bad here."
  
  Ben hesitated, then decided he was still too nervous to sit about. Maybe
 he could buy something for Adam, too.
  
  Truthfully, if it wasn’t for Marie and Joe, Ben wouldn’t quite know how 
to spoil a child. His wife and his youngest, however, turned out to be good
 teachers – so good, that Ben carefully
  began trying to spoil his other two sons, if somewhat subconsciously. Even
 now, as he thought of it, it was funny to buy treats for a 30-year-old man;
 on the other hand, Adam had been
  the least spoiled one, and deserved something to reassure him of his father’s
 love. When he was weakened, he was most likely to take something, otherwise
 he’d have been too
  embarrassed. Ben found the strangest pleasure in spoiling his eldest son
 – it was so unusual – weird rather – for both of them.
  
  He’d buy him something for sure – just to make him feel better.
  
  ~~~~
  
  Ben stroked Adam’s dark head gently.
  
  "Yeah, he was just fine, even ate something," he heard Joe say; Hoss murmured
 something in reply. Ben dearly wanted Adam to wake up, yet understood his
 need for rest, and
  consequently felt torn.
  
  The black eyelashes fluttered, and Adam smiled sleepily at his father.
  
  "Hi, Pa."
  
  "Hey," Ben leaned over to him to be closer. "How do you feel?"
  
  "Sleepy," admitted Adam. "Otherwise fine. Will Hop Sing be there next time
 I wake up?", he asked curiously.
  
  "What…?", Ben seemed puzzled. Adam wasn’t feverish, yet the question seemed
 strange, at the very least. "Do you need him for anything?", he asked carefully.
 
  
  Adam smiled, sensing his father’s unease. "Never mind, Pa, just a random
 thought."
  
  He yawned. "I’m rather sleepy, Pa. ‘Night."
  
  "Good night, son." He must have dreamt something, Ben thought. Only after
 he’d talked to Adam himself, did he feel reassured that everything was going
 to be fine.
  
  The dog gazed at him, with a friendly twinkle in his eyes, then moved his
 tail enthusiastically.
  
  "Hi," replied Ben quietly, and left Adam’s bed with reluctance, to talk 
to his other two sons about going home as soon as Adam was fit enough.
  
  ~~~~
  
  Ben looked at Arris, the white dog of Adam’s. The animal had grown to almost
 twice the size he was when Ben first saw him, but was still the smiling
furry  ball of energy he turned out to
  be at the beginning. Ben thought of this particular adventure of Adam,
and  once again felt thankful for the unexpected intervention of a white
doggy  angel.
  
  *********************
  
  After dealing with the bank accounts, Joe decided a beer would be nice. 
The saloon was clean, or cleaner than you would normally expect, and pleasantly
 humming.
  
  "One beer, please."
  
  "Buy me a drink, stranger?"
  
  The little lady seemed rather nice, and wasn’t very importunate. Though 
Joe wasn’t genuinely interested, he motioned the barman for a drink, out of
sheer politeness. 
  
  Suddenly, an unpleasant shadow appeared at his side.
  
  "This here is me girl," the shadow remarked. His voice wasn’t pleasant, 
either.
  
  "‘This’ you can say about a dog," retorted Joe before he had time to think.
 In the next half second he did have time for an afterthought, though, and
 just had enough time left to dodge
  the fist. It was as unpleasant as the rest of the man, he concluded.
  
  His own fist landed in the man’s stomach, making him double up in pain, 
but not before the intruder’s knuckles connected with Joe’s chin.
  
  "Howdy there," the calm voice reminded Joe of his eldest brother Adam,
just  as the attacker was brutally yanked backwards. The young sheriff smiled
pleasantly,  casually, at the two
  fighters. "Who started it, Billy?"
  
  The bartender leaned over his bar calmly. "The Dockson fellow. The stranger
 here bought Lara a drink as she asked him to. That’s it."
  
  "Dockson, I think I’ll reserve a nice little cell all for yourself, you 
know, like for regular guests," continued the sheriff in the most relaxed 
manner, quickly and effectively taking the man in.
  Again, Joe was reminded of Adam; whatever he was saying, you had better 
watch out for what he was doing, as these two didn’t always go together.
  
  He felt his chin, but even if there was a bruise, it wouldn’t be too big.
 "Thanks," he smiled leisurely at the man behind the bar, and sipped his
beer,  exchanging some casual remarks with
  the bartender, and Lara, who kept smiling at him in a friendly manner,
as  though such events happened here every day. Or maybe she just didn’t
care  too much about this Dockson.
  
  Heading back to the hotel, Joe noticed a change in the weather; some heavy
 downpour was on its way, maybe even a storm.
  
  "Hey, you two old bears, I’m back!"
  
  "So I’ve noticed," grumbled Hoss from his bed. "Thought it was Adam; for
 once you’re earlier than him."
  
  Joe shrugged his shoulders. "He’s not back yet?"
  
  "Uh-uh," Hoss shook his head, getting up slowly. "He said he was coming 
back before supper; he’s not here yet."
  
  "I’ve noticed some nasty clouds in the sky," said Joe, a certain amount 
of concern in his voice. "You think he’s on the way back?"
  
  "I hope so," judging by his brother’s tone, the nasty clouds weren’t any
 news. Hoss was visibly concerned. "I’m sure Adam would like to be back before
 the storm, and he’s unlikely not
  to notice the look of the sky."
  
  "Maybe he’ll make it yet," Joe shrugged his shoulders again, and sat down
 comfortably. "Let’s wait, shall we?"
  
  ~~~~
  
  "Get up, Joe, I’ve had it."
  
  Joe yawned and stretched, as he woke. "What is THAT all about, Hoss?"
  
  A flash of lightning was immediately answered by a roll of thunder. Hoss
 towered over Joe like a real old bear, and impatiently waited for him to
get up.
  
  "I’ve had enough of this. Adam’s not back, and that old skinny horse that
 just came alone to the livery looks awful like the one he went on."
  
  Joe pulled himself up, and glanced worriedly out of the window. "Adam’s 
not back?"
  
  "Nope, he’s not," Hoss growled.
  
  "And… you’re sure that was his horse?"
  
  "Yep, I’m sure," growled his brother again, this time somehow lower.
  
  "I’ll get my gear." You didn’t want to risk reasoning with an angry Hoss,
 and besides, he himself was a bit concerned at Adam’s absence. It wasn’t
like him to stay out in such weather,
  even with friends, if he said he would be back.
  
  The weather was indeed dreadful. After half an hour ride, Joe dearly wished
 he had never left the hotel room. Just then, Hoss nudged him, not all-too-delicately.
 
  
  "Hear that?" 
  
  "What?", barked Joe tiredly.
  
  "That," Hoss moved towards something he was hearing.
  
  Now Joe heard it, too. A barking of a dog, somewhere near by.
  
  "Adam doesn’t have a dog," he observed, but knew the answer before he heard
 it.
  
  "If a dog barks like that, it’s to draw somebody’s attention. Whoever is
 there, is definitely in trouble."
  
  "How do you know?", argued Joe. A deep roll of thunder shook them both.
  
  "That’s how I know," answered Hoss briefly. He sometimes did have Adam’s
 sarcastic manner, Joe thought.
  
  The barking was closer now, and eventually they were able to spot a white
 patch among the trees, which soon turned out to be a rather big, white dog.
 Hoss approached it gently, yet
  quickly.
  
  "What is it, doggy?"
  
  As though it could answer.
  
  "Joe!"
  
  Obviously, it could.
  
  Hoss pulled off his jacket and slicker, and wrapped the limp form before
 him in the garments. 
  
  "He’s injured, must have been a wolf or something," he said quickly. "He’s
 bad off."
  
  "A wolf," agreed Joe weakly, glancing at the bloodied mass a few steps
away.  "I think he killed it."
  
  He noticed the pallor of Adam’s skin, and was immediately aware of the
dangers:  infection, chill, pneumonia, shock… he felt himself pale a bit.
No, not Adam.
  
  "Get him on your horse, and I’ll mount behind him," he said quickly. "Mine
 won’t hold us both, and I’m lighter than you. How’s his leg?"
  
  "Stopped bleeding," said Hoss briefly. "Mount up, I’ll pass him to you."
  
  The dog barked, as though still nervous, and kept by their side. 
  
  "It’s okay, we have him," said Hoss reassuringly, and clicked the horse 
to go faster, as did Joe.
  
  ~~~~
  
  Adam moaned again, but the doctor seemed oblivious to that. He carefully
 cleaned and washed the last of the bite traces, then bandaged the leg tightly
 and covered it. Adam coughed,
  and this time the doctor grimaced a little.
  
  "Let’s see his throat," he said to Hoss. The big man carefully raised the
 fevered body so that the doctor could get a glimpse at his brother’s throat.
 The physician then took out his
  stethoscope, and listened carefully to the ill man’s breathing.
  
  "Wouldn’t be as bad if he hadn’t suffered a shock," admitted the doctor 
at last. "His leg is fairly clean, he didn’t lose as much blood as I was afraid
he would. However, he was out in the
  cold for some time, and is still in shock. I suppose, if you follow my
instructions  to the letter, we can pull him through."
  
  Hoss and Joe both relaxed visibly, but still not completely.
  
  "Is this fever a danger?", asked Hoss.
  
  "I’d like it lower," admitted the doctor, "but we can keep it from soaring,
 I believe. First of all, he must be half-sitting, at least as long there
is a danger of pneumonia, so that he can
  breathe more easily. I’ll leave you some medicine to give him, and please
 make sure he’s warm, even if he thinks it’s too warm for him. Is it his
dog?"
  
  Joe looked forlornly at the animal. It was wet, and dirty, but definitely
 not aggressive, if not outright friendly. He didn’t feel like answering.
He was too worried.
  
  "Sure," he heard Hoss say. "We didn’t have time to wash it properly, sorry."
  
  The doctor nodded. "Does it sleep with his master?"
  
  Hoss pursed his lips, but answered self-consciously, "Sure."
  
  "He could use another source of warmth as well," explained the man. "Once
 you’ve washed it you can let it into the bed, for as long as your brother
 is ill, so that he’s warmer. I’ll check on
  him tomorrow," he got up wearily. "We’ll know more then."
  
  Hoss smiled at the doctor, and let Joe handle the finances.
  
  "He’ll be fine, Hoss?" Joe couldn’t help asking.
  
  "Sure, buddy."
  
  ~~~~
  
  "Definitely," added the doctor. "His fever is clearly down, and the coughing
 fits are less frequent. He should wake up soon. I’m no longer needed here."
 He rose from the bed’s side.
  "Good day to you, gentlemen."
  
  "Thank you, doctor."
  
  "Thank you."
  
  Adam coughed weakly, but nowhere near so awfully as before. Joe sighed
in  relief, then, after a few moments, met Hoss’ gaze, remembering.
  
  "Pa’s coming tomorrow, right?", he asked, not wanting to hear the answer
 really.
  
  ~~~~
  
  "Pa," Little Joe at last spotted his father, and held his arm. "Here."
  
  Once out of the crowd, Ben hugged Joe with the arm free of luggage. "Hello,
 son."
  
  "Hi." Joe smiled at him, but seemingly didn’t manage it very convincingly.
 He could see by his father’s face that the unease was written all over his
 own.
  
  "Something wrong, son? You three fine?"
  
  "Adam’s a bit ill," admitted Joe, ruefully, trying to choose the most delicate
 and careful wording. "I mean.. he’s been ill… he’s just not fit enough yet."
  
  "Ill?" Ben stopped and held Joe by the arms. "What happened?" There we
had  it.
  
  Joe sighed involuntarily. "He was out in the cold… a-and a wolf jumped
him…  the fever already broke, he just sleeps a lot now."
  
  "Cold? Wolf?? Fever???" Too much had been revealed already, clearly.
  
  "Easy, Pa," Joe tried to calm him quickly. "He’s almost fine now."
  
  "Almost?!…" Ben shot forward towards the hotel building. "How is he really,
 Joe?"
  
  "Just weak and tired, slow down, Pa," Joe was rather annoyed. He could
understand  the worry, but this here was unreasonable. "I don’t think it’ll
help any if you burst into the room,
  wake him up and load him with questions. He needs his rest."
  
  If Ben slowed down, then imperceptibly. "Which room?"
  
  "I’ll show you," answered Joe simply. Maybe this would help. "Slow down,
 they won’t go anywhere."
  
  Eventually, Ben opened the door to the room, to be greeted by Hoss.
  
  "Hey, Pa. I take it Joe told you Adam was resting?…"
  
  "Resting?!" Ben’s voice rose a good couple of decibels.
  
  "Shhht!" His two sons simultaneously put their fingers to their lips. Adam
 was better, and when he was well, he was a light sleeper.
  
  "What do you mean ‘resting’?!" If one can shout in a whisper, Ben just
did.  At least he toned down.
  
  "He’s better," explained Hoss calmly. "Just let him sleep, okay?"
  
  "Where is he?" Relief was clear on their father’s face. Hoss nodded his 
head towards a darker corner of the room; Adam coughed faintly from the bed. 
Beside his head there appeared the
  smiling muzzle.
  
  "He helped us find Adam," explained Hoss quickly, then justified the lack
 of further information with a shrug of his shoulders. "Somehow."
  
  Adam stirred, and sighed in his sleep; he was visibly relaxed.
  
  "He’d caught a chill," explained Hoss. "He was coming back from the Joneses
 when a lone wolf scared his horse away, but Adam killed it."
  
  "Not before it attacked him," growled Ben. Joe caught Hoss’ scowl, and
couldn’t  help but chastise himself mentally for his carelessness. Hoss obediently
admitted, "He got bitten, but
  it’s not bad, the doctor said. If he hadn’t caught the cold, he’d have
already  been up and about."
  
  "Now you’ve seen he’s fine," interrupted Joe, "and we can go eat. You must
 be starving." Hopefully, Pa would have calmed down by the time they were
back, and maybe Adam would
  have woken up already, or at least have stopped coughing… And maybe Pa
wouldn’t  go into much detail. 
  
  "I’ll stay with him," Hoss decided before Ben could say anything. Whew. 
"Don’t worry none. Just go."
  
  ~~~~
  
  Ben kept glaring at the table, his meal forgotten.
  
  "Pa, you have to eat," Joe admonished him, sipping his coffee. "Adam will
 be fine in no time."
  
  For a moment Ben looked at him with something akin to anger, but then his
 gaze softened.
  
  "You let the dog into the bed?", he asked almost absently, clearly trying
 to divert his thoughts from Adam’s health. "Is it at least clean?"
  
  "We washed him and brushed him," stated Joe proudly. It was fun – especially
 how Hoss got splashed all over. The dog was fun, generally. "That’s some
trained dog, he goes out if he
  needs to. I mean… you know… if he needs to."
  
  For some time they were both silent, Ben deep in thought; about Adam, probably.
  
  "How did you get on… in the meantime?…," he toyed with his cup, even more
 absently than before. "Everything fine?’
  
  "Sure," answered Joe enthusiastically, and caught Ben’s scrutinising look.
 You never change in this respect, right, Pa? "You can ask Hoss or Adam,"
he added honestly. At least this
  once he could.
  
  "Hey, okay, I believe you," his father smiled at him warmly. He was probably
 too upset about Adam to be angry. "I just expected you all to be fine, and…"
  
  "We are," Joe assured him indulgently. "Come on, let’s go to them before
 you bore a hole in the chair, fidgeting like that."
  
  "That’s not the tone to be used towards your father," Ben frowned, but
it  didn’t sound as though he were too concerned. Joe knew when he could
allow  himself such comments.
  
  "Hey," Hoss smiled at them triumphantly, as they entered the room. "He
woke  up for a moment; he’s fine, just a bit sleepy."
  
  Ben exhaled with relief. "Is he really fine?"
  
  "Yep," Hoss nodded with a smile. "Hey, anybody willing to go for a walk 
with me? These old chairs are mighty uncomfortable," he massaged his lower 
back dramatically. 
  
  "I’m tired," declared Joe. Maybe Adam would wake up again; Joe was glad 
he had woken up in Hoss’ presence; however, he quietly hoped to talk to him
 too, and see for himself how fit
  Adam was. He noticed Hoss’ gaze rest on his father, and went to his aid.
 "Go with Pa. Besides, somebody has to stay in case Adam needs anything."
  
  "Come on, Pa," Hoss put his hat on. "You must work out the kinks from the
 stagecoach, and the beer isn’t all that bad here."
  
  Ben hesitated, then went with Hoss.
  
  Joe sat himself comfortably by Adam’s bed, and stroked the dog absently.
 He was glad Pa had not taken it as badly as he could have, though he had
to admit it might have gone
  smoother as well.
  
  Looking down at Adam, he suddenly felt hungry. Then he realised Adam had
 not had anything to eat – not that he could eat much when unconscious –
but  now, as he had woken…
  He’d surely be hungry next time. Broth seemed like the best choice; Joe 
tiptoed out of the room and asked the cook in the restaurant downstairs to 
send somebody up with some broth
  for his ill brother. The cook, always grave, unless unpleasant, with a
huge  frame rather of a bouncer than a gastronomic master, nodded solemnly,
and  even asked:
  
  "Woken up yet, your brother?"
  
  "Yeah," Joe smiled with evident relief. "I think he’ll even be hungry next
 time."
  
  The cook curved his lips in something close to a smile. "‘Make a light
broth,  he can’t take anything too heavy for the stomach yet. I’ll see someone
up  with it."
  
  "Thanks. Oh, I owe you…" Joe let the sentence hang, waiting for the price.
 The cook muttered in reply, then smirked again. "Hope your brother gets
well  soon. A likable guy."
  
  Joe felt sort of… shaken at the change in the cook’s demeanour, but paid,
 smiled his thanks once again, and came back to the room. 
  
  "Me older brother here’s some charmer," he whispered to the dog. "Here, 
I got you something, too."
  
  The dog reluctantly left Adam’s side, and swallowed the piece of meat quickly,
 though not so much out of hunger, but rather so as not to waste time. Then
 he immediately placed himself
  on the bed, and wagged his thanks, when Joe pulled up the covers some to
 let him under them.
  
  Soon, the broth was there. Joe cooled it a bit, then left it on the table,
 pondering – how to get it into Adam now?
  
  He sat by his brother’s side, thinking, when he heard it.
  
  "Hey."
  
  His brother was smirking up at him; he did not look too bad, Joe decided;
 even did some stretching.
  
  "Hey yourself," Joe broke out in a huge smile. "I thought Hoss told you 
to go to sleep."
  
  "In fact, he did," admitted Adam. "I just woke."
  
  "How are you?"
  
  Adam mumbled something like, "Why does everybody ask me that question?",
 then smiled reassuringly at Joe. "Fine enough." Sounded true enough.
  
  "Have you thought of naming the dog, actually?", Joe stroked the dog; he
 just couldn’t help asking.
  
  "Yeeah," Adam sounded thoughtful. "I’m not sure if it wasn’t that that
woke  me. Something on my mind."
  
  Joe got up, still grinning – and he cared none if he appeared silly with
 the huge grin of relief or not, as long as Adam sounded like himself, so
that you knew everything was fine with him
  – and he went to the table. He heard Adam mumble, and turned to him, thinking
 Adam may be calling him.
  
  "Creare… Creatum… Arrideo – dere… arridere…"
  
  "Adam, what are you mumbling?", asked Joe with kind curiosity.
  
  "Something Hoss told me… Arridere… Arrisum. Now… Creare…"
  
  "I don’t think Hoss told you anything like that," Joe shook his head in 
mock concern. Hoss wouldn’t even know how to pronounce such things, whatever 
they meant. He fetched the
  bowl and returned from the table.
  
  "Do I smell broth?" Adam shifted expectantly. Mumbling seemed momentarily
 forgotten.
  
  "I was kind of hoping to get it inside you," admitted Joe. "You think you’ll
 be able to manage if I hold you a bit more… up?"
  
  "Sure."
  
  Surprisingly, Adam managed to eat all the broth; must have been real hungry,
 decided Joe, thankful for his own thoughtfulness. Finished, Adam remembered
 the dog.
  
  "Did he get anything?"
  
  "Sure did, Adam," Joe assured him. "He saved your life, as it were. My, 
isn’t he a cute dog? He’s smiling at you all the time, have you noticed?"
  
  "A ‘Yes’ on all fronts," answered Adam thoughtfully. Well, if he was thinking,
 he wasn’t as bad off.
  
  "Made to smile, huh?" Joe stroked the dog’s head.
  
  "Mhm," Adam gazed at the dog for a while, then slowly said, "Ille creatus
 arrisum est."
  
  "Eerrr… Huh?", asked Joe innocently. He wasn’t sure what – or who – the 
comment was about. If Adam meant to offend him…
  
  "Hoss said something like: he was created to smile," explained Adam absently,
 still buried in thought. "And that’s exactly what I have just said. In Latin,"
 he added quickly. "I’ve been
  thinking of a name for him… some unusual name, he’s quite an unusual dog…"
  
  "This whatever-you-said is quite a mouthful," decided Joe, too kindly.
Adam  was definitely doing too much thinking. "Go to sleep now, and dream
of something  better, huh?"
  
  "I know I can’t name him with a whole sentence," Adam lay down obediently,
 letting Joe help him. That meant he wasn’t completely well yet. Maybe the
 leg hurt him, or he was simply
  tired. "Maybe… Arrisum? That’s the part about smiling…"
  
  "Still too big," Joe smoothed the covers handsomely, and patted the dog.
 "Go to sleep, will you?", he admonished Adam kindly. Oh, this big brother
 of his…
  
  "Arris," decided Adam sleepily. "That’s shorter. I’ll call him Arris."
With  that, he closed his eyes, and soon his breathing took on a familiar
to Joe,  steady rhythm.
  
  ~~~~
  
  Upon returning, Ben went to Adam immediately, while Joe shared the details
 with Hoss.
  
  "Yeah, he was just fine, even ate something."
  
  "Whew, at least Pa will calm down eventually," murmured Hoss in reply.
  
  Hearing Adam’s weak voice, they turned to the bed, but held back so as
to  allow their father some privacy with their brother.
  
  "He should sleep," muttered Hoss, but cared for his father not to hear
it.
  
  "Hi, Pa."
  
  "Hey," Ben leaned over to him to be closer. "How do you feel?"
  
  "Sleepy," admitted Adam weakly. "Otherwise fine. Will Hop Sing be there 
next time I wake up?", he asked curiously. Joe and Hoss exchanged glances, 
but it was Ben who asked, puzzled.
  
  "What…? Do you need him for anything?", he asked carefully. 
  
  Adam smiled, possibly sensing his father’s unease. "Never mind, Pa, just
 a random thought."
  
  He yawned. "I’m rather sleepy, Pa. ‘Night."
  
  "Good night, son." Ben at last seemed reassured that everything was going
 to be fine.
  
  The dog gazed at him, then wagged his tail enthusiastically. Hoss smiled
 and winked at Joe. Ben left Adam’s bed, eventually, though not without reluctance,
 and together they began
  planning the trip back home.
  
  ~~~~
  
  Joe couldn’t help admiring the dog, Arris. Intelligent, playful, obedient,
 strong… he wished he had such a dog. Then he remembered the last time Arris
 greeted Adam back home,
  throwing him down with the weight and the impact… Well, anyway, the dog 
was just fine with Adam as his master, he decided. The dog had grown since 
then another couple of inches,
  and Adam would not allow such greetings anymore. 
  
  Though, maybe, a smaller one… No, he guessed his father wouldn’t have allowed
 that. Unless it saved Joe’s life, like Arris had saved Adam’s. 
  
  Hmmmm….
  
  *********************
  
  Hoss’ yawning shook the window panes; the bed squeaked and creaked under
 his big frame; countless sheep jumped through the fence – and he still couldn’t
 fall asleep. This was
  unnerving. For once, he was alone, Adam having gone to see a friend, Joe
 to town; instead of rocky ground there was a comfortable bed, and it seemed
 like a perfect time for a nap. If he
  could just fall asleep, that is. Or at least doze off.
  
  He turned back on the other side, with some grumbling noises, and yawned
 more widely and loudly than before.
  
  Maybe he should get up, he thought. Huh. All right, so he would get up. 
  
  The bed groaned.
  
  He fingered the pages of Adam’s book, then decided he wasn’t in the mood
 for reading. He took Joe’s unfinished carving; no, that wasn’t it, either.
  
  With a powerful sigh, he sat himself by the window. He gazed at the bright
 dresses of the pretty ladies, at the laughing men on the pavement, at the
 old man with the pipe, at the two
  neighing horses by the water trough, and the two silent ones, at the darkening
 sky, then at his bed. Adam would be back soon, if he wanted to make it before
 the storm, and he had said
  he’d be there for supper, anyway. Joe wouldn’t stay in the saloon forever,
 either.
  
  If he was to have his nap, it had to be now.
  
  ~~~~
  
  When he heard steps, he sighed greatly. Though, this didn’t quite sound 
like…
  
  "Hey, you two old bears, I’m back!" This was clearly Joe.
  
  "So I’ve noticed," grumbled Hoss from his bed. The nagging worry in the 
back of his mind increased somewhat. "Thought it was Adam; for once you’re 
earlier than him."
  
  Joe shrugged his shoulders, but seemed to lose some of his good humour. 
"He’s not back yet?"
  
  "Uh-uh," Hoss shook his head, getting up slowly. This didn’t look too good.
 "He said he was coming back before supper; he’s not here yet."
  
  "I’ve noticed some nasty clouds in the sky," said Joe, a certain amount 
of concern in his voice. "You think he’s on the way back?"
  
  "I hope so." He’d noticed the weather had got worse, and it did nothing 
to tone down his concern. "I’m sure Adam would like to be back before the 
storm, and he’s unlikely not to notice
  the look of the sky."
  
  "Maybe he’ll make it yet," Joe shrugged his shoulders again, and sat down
 comfortably. "Let’s wait, shall we?"
  
  Sure, they could wait. But Joe’s leisurely manner unnerved Hoss, if he
were  to be honest. He was truly worried, more so with each passing minute.
  
  ~~~~
  
  And even more so with each flash of lightning and each roll of thunder. 
Adam either wasn’t coming back today – which was unlikely – or he was stopped
 on his way. And Hoss didn’t
  think Adam would stop willingly in the middle of such weather.
  
  He drummed his fingers on the table; then he pursed his lips thoughtfully;
 then he got up. Okay, enough was enough.
  
  "Get up, Joe, I’ve had it."
  
  Joe yawned and stretched on his bed. It seemed he HAD managed to fall asleep.
 "What is THAT all about, Hoss?"
  
  A bright flash and a deep roll of thunder answered Joe’s question fully,
 in Hoss’ opinion. He impatiently waited for his brother to get up.
  
  "I’ve had enough of this. Adam’s not back, and that old skinny horse that
 just came alone to the livery looks awful like the one he went on." 
  
  Joe pulled himself up, and glanced rather worriedly out of the window.
"Adam’s  not back?" The news unsettled him, Hoss could see that.
  
  "Nope, he’s not," he growled, unable to hide his irritation.
  
  "And… you’re sure that was his horse?" Now this was distrust. If he said
 so, then it was so!
  
  "Yep, I’m sure," he growled again.
  
  "I’ll get my gear," Joe sounded concerned at Adam’s absence, too. It wasn’t
 like Adam to stay out in foul weather, even with friends, if he said he
would  be back.
  
  The wind howled wildly around them, and Hoss thought it was no use calling
 out for Adam. Both he and Joe kept their eyes open, against the rain and
the blinding lightning flashes,
  hoping for any signs their brother would give them. He could see Joe was
 tiring quickly, but doggedly wouldn’t admit that aloud. Just when Joe cursed
 silently, Hoss thought he’d heard
  something else through the wind and the rain. He nudged Joe in the side.
 
  
  "Hear that?" That was clearly…
  
  "What?", barked Joe tiredly. He HAD had enough, just as Hoss had suspected.
 But Hoss felt suddenly that they weren’t on a hopeless search.
  
  "That," he moved on towards the distant barking of the dog. It had to be
 somewhere nearby, just muffled some by the trees, rocks, and weather.
  
  "Adam doesn’t have a dog," he heard Joe mutter.
  
  "If a dog barks like that, it’s to draw somebody’s attention," he replied
 impatiently. "Whoever is there, is definitely in trouble."
  
  "How do you know?", argued Joe. A roll of thunder shook the earth, and
Hoss  answered briefly, holding his emotions reined, "That’s how I know."
  
  The barking was closer now. Soon, Hoss was able to spot its source – a
fairly  big, white dog. Hoss dismounted, and approached it as quickly as
he could  without scaring it.
  
  "What is it, doggy?"
  
  Then he saw it. Or rather heard it first; the soft moans of pain, coming
 from the dark shelter. Adam’s dark clothes were wet, his trousers cut open
 down from the right knee, and he
  shivered badly. Hoss carefully pulled Adam’s knee from his chest, eliciting
 new groans from the unconscious figure.
  
  "Joe!", he called impatiently.
  
  He pulled off his jacket and slicker, and wrapped Adam in them. He noticed
 his brother wasn’t as cold in the front as in the back, and then saw the
print of a heavy form on the leaves
  beside. The dog. 
  
  "He’s injured, must have been a wolf or something," he said quickly to
Joe.  "He’s bad off."
  
  "A wolf." Joe’s voice was rather weak, and only now did Hoss notice the 
animal’s corpse. Nothing pretty, he had to agree with Joe here. He heard his
brother say, "I think he killed it."
  Supposedly. The knife and Adam’s hand were both bloodied. He put the knife
 in his pocket for now, and concentrated on getting Adam back to a dry, warm
 bed.
  
  Joe looked for a moment as though he were going to be sick, but instead 
he said quickly, "Get him on your horse, and I’ll mount behind him. Mine won’t
hold us both, and I’m lighter than
  you. How’s his leg?"
  
  "Stopped bleeding," said Hoss briefly, and was thankful for this little 
blessing. "Mount up, I’ll pass him to you."
  
  The dog barked; it had followed them, or maybe Adam, to the horses. 
  
  "It’s okay, we have him," he said to reassure the nervous animal, and clicked
 the horse to go faster. Adam needed a doctor.
  
  Adam moaned quietly throughout the way, in the hotel, and during the doctor’s
 administrations. The doctor seemed oblivious to that, or at least too concentrated
 on cleaning and
  washing the injuries, or maybe he was used to it. When he bandaged the
leg,  Adam coughed, and this time the doctor looked worried.
  
  "Let’s see his throat," he said, and Hoss carefully raised his brother
to  enable the doctor to examine him. The man listened then carefully to
the ill man’s breathing. 
  
  Hoss took a deep breath, waiting for the diagnosis.
  
  "Wouldn’t be as bad if he hadn’t suffered a shock," spoke the doctor at 
last. "His leg is fairly clean, he didn’t lose as much blood as I was afraid 
he would." Good. "However, he was out
  in the cold for some time, and is still in shock. I suppose, if you follow
 my instructions to the letter, we can pull him through nicely."
  
  They both relaxed visibly, but still not completely; Hoss was becoming
alarmed  with Adam’s rising fever.
  
  "I’d like it lower," admitted the doctor, "but we can keep it from soaring,
 I believe. First of all, he must be half-sitting, at least as long there
is a danger of pneumonia, so that he can breath
  more easily. I’ll leave you some medicine to give him, and please make
sure  he’s warm, even if he thinks it’s too warm for him. Is it his dog?"
  
  Joe looked blankly at the animal, and Hoss decided quickly, "Sure. We didn’t
 have time to wash it properly, sorry."
  
  The doctor just nodded. "Does it sleep with his master?"
  
  Oops… Wait a second, it tried to… It might. "Sure."
  
  "He could use another source of warmth as well," explained the man. So
that  was it. "Once you’ve washed it you can let it into the bed, for as
long as  your brother is ill, so that he’s
  warmer. I’ll check on him tomorrow," he got up wearily. "We’ll know more
 then."
  
  Hoss smiled at the doctor, and let Joe handle the finances. He was still
 worried sick, and had to think of some way of getting Adam better. If it
be the dog, be it the dog.
  
  Then he heard Joe, or rather Little Joe, lost, scared, and as worried as
 he was.
  
  "He’ll be fine, Hoss?" 
  
  "Sure, buddy."
  
  ~~~~
  
  "Definitely," confirmed the doctor. "His fever is clearly down, and the 
coughing fits are less frequent. He should wake up soon. I’m no longer needed 
here," he rose from the bed’s side.
  "Good day to you, gentlemen."
  
  They quickly said their thanks, not wanting to sound ungrateful, but too
 relieved to mind the formalities very much. Adam still coughed, but nowhere
 near so much or so bad as he had.
  Joe sighed in relief; Hoss gazed at his young brother pensively, a distinct
 thought materialising in his head – a certain thing that he just remembered.
 After a few moments, Joe met Hoss’
  gaze, and Hoss could see he remembered, too.
  
  "Pa’s coming tomorrow, right?", asked Joe, unhappily.
  
  ~~~~
  
  The next day came too quickly for their liking. At least it wasn’t Hoss 
who had to break the news to Pa, and prepare him for the sight of Adam in 
bed.
  
  Eventually, they were there.
  
  "Hey, Pa. I take it Joe told you Adam was resting?…," tried Hoss defensively.
 Here goes nothing.
  
  "Resting?!" Ben’s voice rose a good couple of decibels.
  
  "Shhht!" Pa should really think of Adam’s light sleep, sometimes.
  
  "What do you mean ‘resting’?!" Ben almost shouted. Well, at least now he
 did it quietly enough.
  
  "He’s better," explained Hoss calmly. ‘Cause he was. "Just let him sleep,
 okay?"
  
  "Where is he?" The relief was evident. Hoss nodded his head towards Adam’s
 bed. Adam coughed faintly, and, of course, Ben flinched. The dog smiled
at  the newcomer nicely – at least
  Hoss could have sworn he smiled.
  
  "He helped us find Adam," he explained quickly, then suddenly lacked further
 explanation, so he just shrugged his shoulders. "Somehow."
  
  Adam stirred, and sighed in his sleep; he looked relaxed, and sleeping
peacefully.
  
  "He’d caught a chill," explained Hoss. He had prepared some explanation,
 giving much consideration to what Adam called ‘leaving out the minor details’.
 "He was coming back from the
  Joneses when a lone wolf scared his horse away, but Adam killed it."
  
  "Not before it attacked him," growled Ben. Hoss scowled at Joe – this had
 already been going so nicely – but obediently admitted, "He got bitten,
but  it’s not bad, the doctor said. If he
  hadn’t caught the cold, he’d have already been up and about."
  
  "Now you’ve seen he’s fine, and we can go eat." Joe interrupted them, clearly
 sorry for having revealed the ‘minor details’. They had agreed Pa should
hear as little of Adam’s coughing
  as possible, and most ideally not hear it at all, as it was already subsiding
 anyway. "You must be starving," added Joe casually, but his eyes betrayed
 his hope to persuade Ben.
  Hopefully, thought Hoss, Pa hadn’t noticed.
  
  "I’ll stay with him," Hoss said, to aid his brother, before Ben could say
 anything. "Don’t worry none. Just go."
  
  Left alone with Adam, Hoss sat himself in the old armchair, and stretched.
 He took a deep, relaxing breath, closing his eyes for a moment.
  
  Then, suddenly, coughing reached his ears, and he opened his eyes in panic.
 Had he fallen asleep? So he felt… Adam? Had Adam coughed? He shot out of
the armchair to reach his
  brother’s side.
  
  He was greeted by a weak, almost apologetic smile.
  
  "Hey," said Adam, and coughed.
  
  He woke up, he woke up!!! Hurray!!! "Hey."
  
  Adam was stroking the dog absently – gee, he wouldn’t ever admit to a soft
 heart, but he had one for sure – and gazed at Hoss for a while. Welcome
among  the conscious, brother.
  
  "Sorry I gave you trouble." His voice was quite strong, for somebody who
 had coughed over the better part of the last two days, Hoss thought.
  
  "Nothing we couldn’t handle," Hoss winked at him.
  
  "How’s my leg?", Adam wanted to know. If he remembered anything, he had 
a reason to worry, Hoss had to admit.
  
  "Whole," he said. "Not as bad as you could expect. You’ll be up and about
 in no time."
  
  Adam seemed more at ease now. This must have been what he was so worried
 about.
  
  "You got yourself a nice cold, close to pneumonia, I could say," added
Hoss  honestly. "The doc said it wouldn’t have been as bad if you hadn’t
been in  shock."
  
  "I see." He glanced at the dog, and the animal wagged his tail eagerly.
  
  "He was barking over you, and that’s how we found you," confessed Hoss. 
He felt a pang of guilt that he probably wouldn’t have found Adam by himself.
 "No earthly power can take
  him from your side – or your bed, for that matter. It’s possible he’s been
 somebody’s dog for a time, he’s quite trained, you know, and after the bath
 and brushing he looks quite a
  champion," Hoss grinned. "What will you call him?"
  
  The dog barked loudly, happily. He knew he was spoken about.
  
  "Yyuck!"
  
  Hoss had to suppress a chuckle at the dog’s caresses, as Adam ran his sleeve
 across his face with obvious disgust. 
  
  "I… don’t think that is a good name," started Hoss shyly, then grinned
at  Adam’s glare. "Hey, come on, he just looks like he was created for smiling,"
 he reasoned, with a wink. "Okay,
  now seriously, what will you call him?"
  
  "I’ll think of it," Adam informed him in his usually so annoying all-too-kind
 tone, then patiently, slowly, wiped his face again after a renewed licking.
 Hoss couldn’t help but chuckle now;
  Adam threw him a bad imitation of a smile.
  
  "I’m beginning…"
  
  "Whoof! Whoof!," the dog joined in the conversation happily.
  
  "I’m beginning to consider," continued Adam with martyrdom on his face. 
"To consider ‘Yuck’ exactly the name we need."
  
  "Lie down, doggy," offered Hoss. The dog lay down quietly, obediently,
and  wagged his tail. Hoss grinned sheepishly. Adam grumbled something, then
winked  at him anyway.
  
  "He chose the wrong master, I guess. Listen… I’m kind of tired… will you
 mind if I get some shuteye?"
  
  "Well, I’ll mind if you don’t," Hoss pulled the covers up. It was wonderful
 to see Adam awake again, but he needed his rest badly, whether or not he
would admit it. Adam seemed to
  understand that, or maybe he was simply tired, for he did as he was told.
  
  "‘Night, Hoss."
  
  "‘Night, Adam."
  
  "Whoof!"
  
  "‘Night, Yuck," mumbled Adam, and Hoss swallowed a guffaw. Shht, Adam needed
 his sleep, he admonished himself. Now, anyway, he could calmly wait for
them  to come back – no, not
  in the armchair, he decided, for as uncomfortable as it was, it somehow 
put him to sleep.
  
  Not much later, his father and brother knocked at the door.
  
  "Hey," Hoss smiled at them triumphantly. "He woke up for a moment; he’s 
fine, just a bit sleepy."
  
  Ben exhaled with relief. "Is he really fine?"
  
  "Yep," Hoss nodded with a smile. He was clearly just as relieved. "Hey, 
anybody willing to go for a walk with me? These old chairs are mighty uncomfortable,"
 he massaged his lower
  back dramatically. Hopefully, Joe would take the hint. Pa was supposed
to  go. Adam had coughed once or twice, and besides, something had to be
done  to calm Ben down, as he was
  evidently nervous, and worried about his eldest.
  
  "I’m tired," declared Joe. Thanks, brother. "Go with Pa. Besides, somebody
 has to stay in case Adam needs anything."
  
  "Come on, Pa," Hoss put his hat on, not giving his father a chance to argue.
 "You must work out the kinks from the stagecoach, and the beer isn’t all
that bad here."
  
  Ben hesitated, but eventually followed. 
  
  Hoss saw all too clearly, that Ben’s mind wasn’t with his middle son, but
 with his eldest one; he didn’t mind. Ben always worried if any of them were
 in a worse shape than usual. Hoss
  still found it funny, the way Ben tried to cover his wish to buy something
 for Adam. Hoss would have been the slightest bit envious, maybe, if he did
 not know Adam would not even
  know how to ask for something, never mind think to ask it.
  
  Since Marie, Ben seemed to carefully try to spoil them all, including Adam.
 The thought of spoiling Adam was quite funny for Hoss, but on the other
hand,  Adam had never asked
  anything, and it genuinely surprised him each time to be given something
 for nothing. That’s why Hoss also liked giving presents to Adam. Well, he
 could at least help Pa now.
  
  His father seemed genuinely embarrassed at Hoss’ insight, but after a second
 accepted his help gratefully, and they searched for something together.
  
  ~~~~
  
  Back in the hotel, Ben kept glued to Adam’s side, the purchased book forgotten
 for now, while Joe shared his news with Hoss in a more detailed manner.
  
  "Yeah, he was just fine, even ate something," he was saying, with certain
 relief in his voice. Even if he made as though unconcerned, Hoss wasn’t
fooled.
  
  "Whew, at least Pa will calm down eventually," murmured Hoss in reply.
When  Pa was worried, or nervous, or angry, the atmosphere seemed unbearable
for  Hoss. Upon hearing Adam’s
  weak voice, both he and Joe turned to the bed, but held back so as to allow
 their father some privacy with their brother.
  
  "He should sleep," muttered Hoss, concerned that Adam wasn’t resting as 
he should be, but he knew better than to let their father hear it.
  
  "Hi, Pa."
  
  "Hey," Ben leaned over to him to be closer, as he always did when any of
 them was unwell. "How do you feel?"
  
  "Sleepy," admitted Adam. Nothing new. "Otherwise fine. Will Hop Sing be 
there next time I wake up?", he asked curiously. Hoss raised his eyebrow and
exchanged a glance with Joe;
  Hoss did not follow Adam’s line of thought in much clearer cases, however,
 and therefore decided to let it go.
  
  "What…?", Ben seemed puzzled, and carefully asked, "Do you need him for 
anything?" 
  
  Adam smiled; he knew his father’s unease. "Never mind, Pa, just a random
 thought."
  
  He yawned. "I’m rather sleepy, Pa. ‘Night."
  
  "Good night, son." 
  
  At last asleep again, Hoss thought; also Ben seemed reassured that everything
 was going to be fine.
  
  The dog gazed at Ben, then wagged his tail enthusiastically. Animals always
 sensed a good man; Hoss contrasted that with the usual image of his father
 as a stern patriarch, and couldn’t
  help but smile.
  
  Ben left Adam’s bed, reluctantly, and they could plan to get Adam home
as  soon as possible. You rested nowhere as you rested at home.
  
  ~~~~
  
  Arris – Adam’s dog – was one you didn’t want to have against you. Actually,
 too much admiration for his master was equally dangerous at times, as Hoss
 had observed. With his
  current weight and size, and the impact of his greetings, Arris would have
 had Hoss down easily, not too mention poor Adam. Then again, Arris was a
lovely, and a loyal dog. A friend in
  need… and so on.
  
  Now, how to tell Pa about those little kittens… And how to tell Arris?…
  
  *******************
  
  The horse was not one of the best, but it would have to do. Adam would
rather  if he made it back to the hotel before it began to rain, which was
why he  had cut short his visit to the
  Joneses. He did not trust the horse to develop any extraordinary speed.
  
  Oh, my. The first rain drops greeted his face. He clicked his tongue to 
make the horse go faster. The animal suddenly shied from something, however, 
and Adam hardly managed to
  control it.
  
  "Now, would you go!…"
  
  A dark shadow hit the side of the horse, and this time Adam met the ground.
  
  "Oooff!…" That hurt.
  
  He no sooner heard the low growl than a sharp pain bit into his leg. He 
kicked convulsively to free himself, but then the pain tore his leg apart. 
"Aaagh!"
  
  His gun – gone – he cast a panicked glance around – the teeth dug deeper
 into flesh – knife. He stabbed once, then once more. And once more. And
once  more. 
  
  The dark greyish mass at his leg stopped moving. He struck once more, just
 to be sure. Then, at first calmly, then more and more furiously, he pulled
 at the wolf’s jaws to free himself. The
  rain was coming down hard now. Around… what was around… that looked a good
 shelter… He moaned with each movement, crawling towards the dark nest, cuddled
 into a tangle of
  trees, branches and leaves.
  
  Looked dry.
  
  He shook with cold as he fell onto the leaves. The leg hurt horribly, and
 he realised he had to stem the flow of blood. He cut the trousers leg apart,
 and pulled out his handkerchief. The
  leg was covered in blood; he tied the cloth around it, covering most of 
the bleeding cuts, and pulled the knee to his chest, as he didn’t have any 
tourniquet, and was afraid to lose more
  blood.
  
  The cold shot through him with tiny paralysing arrows. Wind threw shadows
 at and around him; they played and danced in his fevered mind.
  
  Slowly, very slowly, the cold’s piercing arrows left an almost pleasant 
numbness, and he imagined he was warmer.
  
  ~~~~
  
  When he first woke up, the warmth was there. It touched his chest, leg, 
back. He was still cold inside, but he distinctly felt warmth around him. 
He was alone. It was a hotel room, vaguely
  familiar, and a bed. He was lying in bed. Something cold and wet touched
 his face, and he turned his head towards the warm heaviness beside him.
It  was a white dog, with a smiling
  muzzle, and it lay beside him, under the covers.
  
  He felt weak, and understood he must have been ill. The dog snuggled closer,
 and he absently reached to stroke its white hair. His head was heavy, and
 the world waltzed into a whirl, his
  eyelids like lead.
  
  ~~~~
  
  When he woke up again, his head was clearer. The dog still lay by his side,
 and raised his smiling muzzle to greet his new friend. Adam wiped his face
 with disgust. "Yuck!"
  
  He stroked the dog, however; the animal was clearly happy with that.
  
  Adam took his time to take in his surroundings thoroughly. By the window,
 his gaze fell on a huge frame, rather inertly filling the armchair. This
HAD to be an armchair, at least some 10
  years ago it could have been called one. Poor Hoss. Must have fallen asleep
 on his nursing duties.
  
  The leg was less of a nuisance now – Ow. At least as long as it was left
 alone and still. It was clear to him now that he had been ill. He felt somewhat
 weak, but otherwise fine. Well, yes,
  apart from the cough.
  
  The coughing obviously reached Hoss, for he woke, shot out of the armchair
 and was suddenly by Adam’s side, to be greeted by a weak, apologetic smile.
  
  "Hey," said Adam, and coughed.
  
  No face could light up with radiating joy like Hoss’ could, he thought. 
No voice could be as strengthening and warm as Hoss’.
  
  "Hey."
  
  Adam was still stroking the dog absently, as he searched for signs of tiredness
 on Hoss’ face.
  
  "Sorry I gave you trouble." His voice was quite strong, even he himself 
felt better for that.
  
  "Nothing we couldn’t handle." Hoss was always the firmest rock of reassurance
 and comfort.
  
  "How’s my leg?", Adam wanted to know. It felt whole, but he hadn’t seen 
it yet.
  
  "Whole," confirmed Hoss. "Not as bad as you could expect. You’ll be up
and  about in no time."
  
  His matter-of-fact rather than soothing tone put Adam at ease. Hoss never
 lied – he didn’t really know how to.
  
  "You got yourself a nice cold, close to pneumonia, I could say," added
Hoss  honestly. "The doc said it wouldn’t have been as bad if you hadn’t
been in  shock."
  
  "I see." He glanced at the dog, which was visibly smiling at him, for its
 tail moved as quickly as the covers allowed.
  
  "He was barking over you, and that’s how we found you," confessed Hoss. 
"No earthly power can take him from your side – or your bed, for that matter.
 It’s possible he’s been
  somebody’s dog for a time, he’s quite trained, you know, and after the
bath  and brushing he looks quite a champion. What will you call him?"
  
  Truthfully, the white hair was very white, clean and soft to the touch. 
The dog barked loudly, happy with the attention he was getting, and greeted 
Adam heartily once more.
  
  "Yyuck!"
  
  Adam ran his sleeve across his face with obvious disgust. 
  
  "I… don’t think that is a good name," started Hoss shyly, then grinned
at  Adam’s glare. "Hey, come on, he just looks like he was created for smiling.
 Okay, now seriously," his smile was
  friendly, and curious now. "What will you call him?"
  
  "I’ll think of it," Adam informed him all-too-kindly, then patiently, slowly,
 wiped his face again, after a renewed greeting. Hoss chuckled, forcing Adam
 into a bad imitation of a smile.
  
  "I’m beginning…"
  
  "Whoof! Whoof!," the dog joined in happily.
  
  "I’m beginning to consider," continued Adam with martyrdom on his face. 
"To consider ‘Yuck’ exactly the name we need."
  
  "Lie down, doggy," offered Hoss. The dog lay down quietly, obediently,
and  wagged his tail. Adam grumbled something, then winked at Hoss anyway.
  
  "He chose the wrong master, I guess. Listen… I’m kind of tired… will you
 mind if I get some shuteye?"
  
  "Well, I’ll mind if you don’t," Hoss pulled the covers up. His presence 
felt soothing, and relaxing to Adam. Also, the knowledge of his surroundings 
and his own condition let him rest,
  for only now did he realise how tense he had been when ignorant.
  
  "‘Night, Hoss."
  
  "‘Night, Adam."
  
  "Whoof!"
  
  "‘Night, Yuck."
  
  ~~~~
  
  Next time, he woke to find Joe at his side.
  
  "Hey," he smirked up at him, allowing himself some pleasant stretching.
  
  "Hey yourself," Joe broke out in a huge smile. Adam found his genuine joy
 touching, every time. "I thought Hoss told you to go to sleep."
  
  "In fact, he did," admitted Adam. "I just woke."
  
  "How are you?"
  
  "Why does everybody ask me that question?", mumbled Adam, then smiled reassuringly
 at Joe. "Fine enough."
  
  "Have you thought of naming the dog, actually?", Joe stroked the animal’s
 white fur.
  
  "Yeeah," Adam sounded thoughtful. "I’m not sure if it wasn’t that that
woke  me. Something on my mind."
  
  Joe got up with a huge grin of relief, somewhat silly even, and he went 
to the table. He obviously heard Adam think aloud, for he turned back to the
bed.
  
  "Creare… Creatum… Arrideo – dere… arridere…"
  
  "Adam, what are you mumbling?", asked Joe with kind curiosity.
  
  "Something Hoss told me… Arridere… Arrisum. Now… Creare…"
  
  "I don’t think Hoss told you anything like that," Joe shook his head in 
mock concern, then returned from the table, holding something in both hands.
  
  "Do I smell broth?" Adam shifted expectantly, his mumbling momentarily
forgotten.
  
  "I was kind of hoping to get it inside you," admitted Joe. "You think you’ll
 be able to manage if I hold you a bit more… up?"
  
  "Sure."
  
  Surprisingly even to himself, Adam managed to get all the broth in; then,
 suddenly, he remembered the dog.
  
  "Did he get anything?"
  
  "Sure did, Adam," Joe assured him. "He saved your life, as it were. My, 
isn’t he a cute dog? He’s smiling at you all the time, have you noticed?"
  
  "A ‘Yes’ on all fronts," answered Adam thoughtfully.
  
  "Made to smile, huh?"
  
  "Mhm," Adam gazed at the dog pensively for a while, then said, with some
 effort of memory, "Ille creatus arrisum est."
  
  "Eerrr… Huh?", asked Joe innocently. He looked unsure what – or who – the
 comment was about.
  
  "Hoss said something like: he was created to smile," explained Adam, still
 buried in thought. "And that’s exactly what I have just said. In Latin,"
he added quickly, by way of explanation.
  "I’ve been thinking of a name for him… some unusual name, he’s quite an 
unusual dog…"
  
  "This whatever-you-said is quite a mouthful," decided Joe, too kindly.
"Go  to sleep now, and dream of something better, huh?"
  
  "I know I can’t name him with a whole sentence," with some help on Joe’s
 part, Adam lay down obediently. The leg still hurt. "Maybe… Arrisum? That’s
 the part about smiling…"
  
  "Still too big," Joe smoothed the covers, and gave the dog a last pat.
"Go  to sleep, will you?"
  
  "Arris," decided Adam sleepily. "That’s shorter. I’ll call him Arris."
With  that, he closed his eyes, and soon he drifted off.
  
  ~~~~
  
  In his sleep, Adam felt his father’s presence by his side. He always felt
 strange when Pa stroked him gently like Adam was a child. There were voices
 somewhere. He wanted to respond.
  Surely his father wanted to see he was fine.
  
  Eventually, he managed to open his eyes, and smiled sleepily at his father.
 Nothing unexpected, huh, Pa?
  
  "Hi, Pa."
  
  "Hey," Ben leaned over to him to be closer. Adam again felt uneasy, though
 in fact comforted by the closeness. "How do you feel?"
  
  "Sleepy," he admitted. Well, he was. "Otherwise fine." Hey, first Hoss, 
then Joe was there when he woke up, now Pa… "Will Hop Sing be there next time
I wake up?", he asked curiously.
  
  "What…?", Ben seemed puzzled. "Do you need him for anything?", he probed
 carefully. 
  
  Adam smiled; this must have sounded strange, judging by his father’s face.
 "Never mind, Pa, just a random thought."
  
  He yawned. "I’m rather sleepy, Pa. ‘Night."
  
  "Good night, son." 
  
  He scratched the dog’s ear, sleepily, then allowed himself to relax.
  
  ~~~~
  
  Arris turned out a happy and enjoyable companion, full of understanding 
whenever Adam wasn’t able to play with him, or simply couldn’t, but still 
enjoying some fun with his master.
  This could be a nuisance at times, yes; Adam looked at the huge, heavy
white  mass of playful energy, and dearly hoped Arris wouldn’t suddenly want
to jump onto his knees, not since
  he’d grown as big as his master, and at least twice as heavy.
  
  A wonderful dog, anyway.
  
  *******************
  
  He shook sadly and lay down. His people were gone. He didn’t quite know 
where to go. The weather was getting worse, and he had problems finding food.
  
  He smelled a horse; usually where there were horses, there were people. 
Now he heard the horse again, and the unmistakable low growl of attack.
  
  Two shadows wrestled on the ground; the horse must have run away. He watched
 the fight, uncertain as to whether to join in, whether the beast or the
human  was the friend. And which
  the foe.
  
  The wolf stopped moving. He felt the smell of death in the air, and the 
smell of blood. The human was injured. The man had killed the wolf, but it 
was still uncertain: friend, or foe?
  
  The human walked on his forelegs, and one hind leg. The other was injured.
  
  He came closer. He heard the human moan in pain, and saw him crawl into 
the shade of trees. There could be dry shelter there, he decided, stealing 
towards the trees; thankfully, that
  allowed him to escape the worst shower.
  
  The human still moaned, but clumsily pulled out some cloth from somewhere,
 and tried to put it around the injured leg. There was a lot of blood.
  
  The dog felt suddenly hungry. The human was human. Just like his little 
mistress. Darling. She had called him so. No; he had only once attacked a 
human, for the human attacked him,
  and beat him. This human did not attack. This human was injured.
  
  He slowly approached the human. The man was still moaning, and held his 
leg; he seemed badly injured, and shook. He was cold and wet to the touch.
  
  The human probably didn’t even know the dog was there. But he stopped shaking
 so much, eventually, with the dog at his side. He still moaned. No soothing
 sounds seemed to calm
  him; maybe, he didn’t hear them.
  
  The dog, for that matter, heard horses, and people. The human needed to 
be helped – the dog called to them for help.
  
  "Whoof! Whoof!"
  
  He barked louder, when he heard the people come closer. There were two
of  them. He heard the bigger one shout, then talk in a calmer manner. It
was  some friendly human, he felt.
  
  He went with them, as they were taking his human away. He’d have liked
a  master.
  
  ~~~~
  
  The dog definitely hated bathing in soap; was this so difficult to understand
 for humans?
  
  "Either that, or you stay downstairs," boomed Hoss, the biggest of the
people.  "You can’t go to bed with that load of dirt on you."
  
  The dog wanted to be as close to his human as possible. They called him 
Adam. They took care of him, stopped the blood, made him warm; but a friendly 
touch would never do any
  harm.
  
  Eventually, he was free from the soap; he did prefer water. Drying – his
 little mistress did that, too. Was that a brush? He liked brushing.
  
  "Whoof! Whoof!"
  
  "He likes brushing," noted Hoss.
  
  "Maybe he wants to play with the brush," offered the smaller human, Joe.
  
  "Nah, just look at him," Hoss quickly and effectively brushed the ruffled
 white hair. "There you go, boy."
  
  Whee, at last – bed, covers – his human.
  
  "Hey, don’t you go there!" Joe was a little late in stopping the white
mass  of energy from jumping onto the bed and settling next to his brother
Adam.  Hoss didn’t seem upset. 
  
  "The doctor allowed him," he shrugged his shoulders.
  
  His human was hot now; he still shook, and incessantly coughed. He ever 
so slightly reacted to the touch, however.
  
  ~~~~
  
  He slowly, gradually, felt his human go cooler, and calmer, and fitter. 
At last, Adam opened his eyes; then, he noticed the dog beside, and stroked
 him – allowed him to stay. Then the
  human fell asleep again.
  
  Next time, it was simply impossible not to greet the human. Adam didn’t 
seem pleased, yet he stroked the dog. The other human woke, and talked to 
his human. Then they talked about
  the dog; he kept smiling, and told them he was happy. His master again
didn’t  sound happy, but didn’t shout at him. Next time, Adam didn’t say
anything  at the dog’s affection, or his
  happy barking.
  
  "Lie down, doggy," said Hoss. His little mistress taught him that – he
lay  down, and smiled in triumph – he did not forget.
  
  Meanwhile, there came yet another human – likable, and smelling like the
 Papa of his little mistress – but none took him away from his master. Adam
 even began playing with him
  sometimes, then more often. The new little man was also nice, and gave
Arris  – he was named anew – good food. There was a lot of place to play,
new tricks  to learn, a new master to play
  with and defend – he knew how to defend. His people didn’t allow him certain
 games anymore as he got bigger, but all in all, it was the best thing ever.
  
  *****************
  
  Adam Cartwright was definitely a wealthy man.
  
  And right now, he was alone.
  
  Now… head, arm, horse… He’d take the head, he decided. A scratch on the 
temple wasn’t worth mentioning, and the money in Cartwright’s pocket certainly 
was.
  
  He took careful aim.
  
  The growl beside him was too close, so close he didn’t dare breathe. The
 dog took one more step towards the man, and tore the gun out of his grasp.
 The metal groaned agonizingly in
  the massive jaws, and he was suddenly certain that the gun wasn’t usable
 anymore.
  
  "Arris!"
  
  The man in the clearing looked around expectantly. 
  
  "Arris! Where are you, boy?"
  
  The animal stepped back, and he was able to back into the bushes. The dog
 gazed after him, then joined his master, barking happily.
  
  ~~~~
  
  He decided, California wasn’t as bad a place after all. At least there
were  no huge white dogs eating guns.
  
   
  
  The End, eventually.
 
 
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