The Loss

 

By Doyle (translated by Singingchris)

 

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Joseph Cartwright, the youngest of Ben Cartwright’s three sons looked proudly into the corral, leaning his arms above the highest corralboard.

The fragile white mare stood in the right corner of the corral and snorted. The weight of its unborn foal was hard to carry.

 

Suddenly the young man felt a warm hand on his shoulder. He turned around and looked into his father’s face. He smiled : “Just a few more weeks to go, Pa!” Ben Cartwright nodded :

“Yes, Joe. Fortunately her pregnancy has been not that hard for her.”  “I can’t wait anymore! Cochise’s first foal! It surely will be the prettiest one which has ever been born on the Ponderosa!” Ben smiled with indulgence. Many good foals had been born on the Ponderosa Ranch. But this one was something really special for Joe. He loved his stallion Cochise, which he had got to his fourteenth birthday more than everything else, and with the birth of the foals, Cochise would show his qualities as a breeding stallion.

Joe had been riding around for months, had visited nearly every ranch around until he found that lovely arabian mare. The price had been unbelievable high. “Are you kidding ? What a waste of money!”, Adam had asked, as if he had been thunder-strucked, but Ben had shown understanding for his son’s passion and had given him the money immediately. Now there had hardly been another topic to talk about on the Ponderosa for some weeks than the upcoming birth.

 

Ray Wilson, the foreman of the cowboys from the  north-willow rode his horse hard unto the ranch yard. Ben’s eyebrows moved, he feared that maybe there would be a problem. Breathless, Wilson jumped off his exhausted and sweat-covered horse. “Wolves! A flock of wolves has attacked the herd and killed some young cattle!” That was bad news. When wolves had once smelled blood, they would attack the herd over and over again. Within a few minutes Adam and Hoss also had been alarmed and the Cartwrights went onto their way up to the mountains.

 

Soon the four man had crossed the flatland and the landscape got stony and clefted. The path also became that narrow so that it was only wide enough for one rider.

 

They were just going to move around a rock-ledge where a narrow creek was running three metres below on their left, when Sport, Adam’s horse shyed and kicked after its behind.

Three wolves were standing at the rock and looked and growled with fire-blazing eyes. When Adam had calmed Sport, he drew his gun and shot the first wolve, but the others could escape.

 

But Sports backhooves hit Cochise hard, who stumbled towards the slope. His back hooves slided and, trying to get his balance back, he fell hard onto his frontlegs and threw his rider into the creek.

 

All that had happened within a few seconds. “Joe!”, Ben screamed frightened when he saw his son falling. “Take it easy, Pa”, Joe replied when he came up soaked. Ben took his rope off the saddlepin to throw one end to Joe when he saw the terrified face of Hoss.

 

Cochise still couldn’t manage to get back on his hooves. Meanwhile Adam had also jumped off his horse and moved quickly to Cochise. He took the bridle and spoke calming words to him. Cochise breathed heavily and remained lying down. Carefully Adam touched the frontlegs and turned down his face.

With Ben’s help, Joe had got up and rushed quickly to his horse. “Cochise!”, he cried out. Adam spoke no word and got up. Anxiously, Joe looked up to him. Ben and Hoss held their breath. They all knew, what had to be done now would break the boy’s heart. Joe’s eyes filled with tears. “Adam! Don’t do this!” Ben moved to his youngest son and put his arms around Joe’s shoulders. “It has to be done, son!” Angry and despaired Joe shook his head. “No! He has not broken his leg! No! It can’t be!” Helpless, Hoss stood next to his brother. Adam came back, holding his rifle. He checked it and drew the drifle to aim it. Joe moved between Adam and Cochise. “Adam! You won’t do this!” He raised his fists with hate and despair in his eyes. “Get outta my way or do it yourself, Joe!”, Adam spoke calm and seriously. “Cochise’s life cannot be saved. He has broken his frontleg.”

Hoss came to his younger brother and begged quietly : “Joe, it has to be done!”

 

Joe looked to Adam who was standing there with his rifle, waiting.

He looked to Cochise, who looked confidently as always in his rider’s eyes.

He looked in his father’s face. It showed sadness.

Joe felt like being caught in a nightmare. Suddenly he turned around and ran away as fast as he could, back to the Ponderosa. He had not been running for a long time when he heard the single shot. He felt sickness but went on running home. Away from this terrible scene.

 

It was hours after midnight when Ben heard the well-known steps on the floor. Calmly the door to Joe’s room opened and was shut in the same way. Ben felt the strong wish to go to his son to console him. But it would be better to leave him alone now.

 

The next morning Ben, Hoss and Adam were sitting round the table. No one spoke even a word. Only Hop Sing tried to bring up a conversation with his employers when he screamed loudly : “Mistel Caltwlight don’t like Hop Sing’s food ?”, but the rancher just looked down-right strong into the Chinese’s face. So Hop Sing better moved into his kitchen to clean the dishes. Joe’s seat was empty.

The Cartwrights finished their meal without feeling hungry. Adam and Hoss took their hats effortlessly and were going to leave the house when Joe showed up on the stairs. Ben hopefully looked in Joe’s face. “Good morning, Joe!”. Joe ignored his father’s words and looked angrily at Adam. “Eh, Adam ? Did you like doing it ?”

Although Joe knew that Adam had done right, it was his temperament which let him say this offending words to Adam. Ben raised his brows and said strictly : “Joseph! I don’t want you to talk to Adam in that way! He only did what had to be done!”

Joe shrugged, but didn’t reply. He turned around and shut his door loudly. Ben looked sadly. “I think time will help him to get over it.”, Hoss said. Ben nodded. “Yes, I hope so.”

“Let’s get going!”, Adam said and went onto the frontyard. Joe words had hitten him hard, but he could understand his younger brother very well. It would take time to wash away the pain over the loss of his beloved Pinto. Until then Adam would be a “Red cloth” to Joe.

 

The following weeks had not been easy for the Cartwrights. Joe went around quietly like a ghost and avoided any conversation with his family. When he talked to Ben and Hoss at least about the work which had to be done on the Ponderosa, Adam was completely ignored by him. Furthermore, he hardly ate and became skinny and pale-faced. Ben felt more and more worried but Joe still did not want to talk about the things which had happened in the mountains. The only thing which was in his mind was the white arabian mare, where he spent hours and hours.

 

It was one evening when dark clouds gathered around and made the sky dark. A storm was coming from the plains of the Sierra and Ben ordered to tighten all loose things which could be blown away. It was already dark when the storm came down on Ponderosa. The old pine tree behind the mainhouse cracked in the sharp wind. Ben, Adam and Hoss were sitting in silence in the living-room and Joe was sitting (as usually during the last weeks) alone in his room.

 

Suddenly the three men in the living-room heard a high-pitched neighing. Immediately they got up and hurried to get out of the house. The sounds came out of the stable where the white mare had been. Adam was the first to enter. The mare lay down in the hay, breathing and sweating heavily. “Oh, what a wonderful moment to give birth to a foal. This horse is almost as stubborn as Joe. This statement resulted in an amused look from his young, but big brother, Hoss. Adam raised his shirt’s sleeves and examined the horse. “The foal does not lie as it should” he said when he touched the horses belly. Ben groaned, had Joe’s bad luck not yet come to an end ? Behind him, Joe entered the stable. Adam looked straight into Joe’s eyes. The message got clear : If he wasn’t able to turn the foal, it and its mother both would die in pain. And Adam wouldn’t let die horse in pain. Joe held his breath and nodded an OK to Adam, so he started to try and turn the foal.

 

The night got long and the storm blew hard around the stable. Adam worked restlessly, trying to put the foal in the right direction. With one hand he carefully moved the foal’s legs within his mother’s belly. Quietly he told Joe when to push certain body parts of the mare from outside. Then it was finally done. In the light of the petroleum lamp two little hooves could be seen at the mare’s uterus. Soon a small head followed. Just one more little effort by the mare, and in the hay there lay a small Pinto-stallion, which almost was his father’s look-a-like.

 

Exhausted but happy Joe watched the little stallion trying to get up on his legs and he helped him wandering to his mother and finding the udder. Joe gave Adam a shy smile. He felt great thankfulness for Adam for he had been able to save both the mare and the foal, although it would still take him a long time to get over the loss of Cochise. But here he saw the successor  of Cochise, standing in the hay and drinking his mother’s milk. Cochise would live on in him. Joe still watched the small foal for a long time, while his familymembers moved quickly into the mainhouse to have breakfast.

 

The foal was a little bit more fragile than his father, but that was the cause of his mother’s  Arabian blood. In distant future it would carry Joe through the prairie and would be the same good friend for him as Cochise had been.

 

The end!

 

 

 

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