SHADOW ON THE MOUNTAIN
Dedicated, with respect, to the
North American Indian.
Shadow on the Mountain
By
Jenny Guttridge
A tale of captivity and
compassion.
Fore-tale
Joe Cartwright wound the reins of his cutting pony around the hitching
rail and strode for the house. It was the tail end of a very long, hard day in
the saddle. The sun was sliding down the sky towards the mountains in the west,
and shadows were lengthening across the yard. Spring was turning rapidly into
summer, and Joe had been roping and branding calves since daybreak; he was hot,
dirty and tired. His clothes were filthy, clotted with sweat and dirt; his face
was so coated with grime that it felt like a mask that would split if he
smiled. Right then, Joe didn’t feel much like smiling.
He remembered, but only just in time, to stop and bang the worst of the
dust out of his clothing before he slammed inside. Indoors, the house was
dimmer and cooler but airless. The large and comfortable living area was neat,
tidy and devoid of anyone on whom Joe could vent his temper. Frustrated, he
threw his hat down on the sideboard and ran his hand through his dusty curls.
He brushed himself off some more while he scanned the familiar room. The
furnishings were an odd mixture of sturdy, locally built pieces: the long
sideboard and the timber built table before the fireplace, and imported, French
elegance. All of it was well used. There were woven rugs on the polished wooden
floors, and across the room where the staircase lifted and turned and lifted again
to the upper storey, a bright, Indian blanket had been draped over the
banister. A tall, ornate clock ticked solemnly, and a pine-log fire burned in
the hearth despite the heat of the day.
The room wasn’t entirely deserted. As he turned, Joe caught a movement in
the corner of his eye.
"Hi, Joe." Adam Cartwright, Joe’s older brother by some ten or
twelve years, strolled out of the office area. He looked cool and casual, with
a saucer in one hand and a cup, half raised to his lips, in the other.
"Had a good day?"
Irrationally, it irritated Joe that his brother preferred to drink tonsil
scorching, unbelievably strong, black coffee even on days when the sun dragged
the sweat right out of a man’s skin. What annoyed him even more was Adam’s
nonchalant air of calm. His temper hanging by a thin and remarkably fragile
thread, Joe rounded on him. "A good day? Shall I tell you what sort of day
I’ve had?" Slim and light boned, Joe had to raise his head a little to
look his taller, broader and altogether more muscular brother in the face. He
was undaunted. "I’ve had one hell of a day!"
"Joseph!" The voice raised in reproach was not Adam’s but that
of their father. Ben emerged from behind his leather-topped desk. There was a
frown on his face, and his dark eyes were angry. "You’ll mind your
language and your manners in this house."
Ben Cartwright was of a height with Adam and was built on a similar,
substantial scale. Joe found himself looking up to both of them. The thread on
his temper snapped. "He asked me what sort of day I’ve had, and I’m damn
well going to tell him!" His voice had risen to a shout; his eyes, hazel
brown and flecked liberally with green, were bright with fury. They blazed into
his brother’s face.
Again it was Ben and not Adam who responded, and his voice boomed,
"I told you to put a curb on your tongue!"
Adam sipped his coffee, savoured it and looked at Joe quizzically.
"What’s biting you?"
Joe’s hands went to his hips in a typical Cartwright attitude of
defiance. "I’ll tell you what’s biting me! I’ve been workin’ my guts out
in the dirt and the heat, ropin’ tyin’ an’ brandin’! I was doin’ it yesterday,
an’ I was doin’ it the day before. You were supposed to be comin’ out ta help.
So where were you, huh?" Joe was leaning into his brother’s space, shouting.
"Joseph," Ben said again, in a lower tone that brooked no
further disagreement or dissension, "I think that’s enough."
Setting his cup down in its saucer, Adam held up a placating hand.
"No,
Joe was a young man, young enough that his Pa still called him ‘boy’ when
he got mad. He wouldn’t accept the term gladly from anyone else. And it was the
way Adam said it in that educated, eastern accent of his and with that smug,
patronizing look on his face that really rattled Joe. With an angry, upward
gesture Joe knocked cup, saucer and coffee out of his brother’s hand and sent
it flying across the room. Cup and saucer shattered where it landed. Adam
looked after it, considering the resultant mess, and then looked back at his
brother’s face with that same, questioning expression.
Ben looked from one to the other of them as they faced up to one another.
These two were – had always been – about as different from one another as a
pair of brothers could be. Descended on his mother’s side from blue-blooded,
Adam tucked his hands safely out of the way in his back pants pockets;
his brother was obviously spoiling for a fight, and Adam had no intention of
obliging him. Not right there and then, anyway. He sat on his temper and pulled
a long breath. "Why don’t you just tell me what this is all about,
Joe?" The very reasonableness in his voice raised Joe to rage.
"This week it’s the branding. Last week it was bustin’ broom tails
for the army, and before that we were chasin’ mavericks out o’ the brush. And
where have you been?"
"Your brother has been working here with me," Ben interrupted
sternly. "We’ve been working on the supply quotas for the army, the
tenders for next year’s timber contracts and our investment portfolio."
Adam glanced at his father; his dark-topaz eyes were troubled, but they
held the faintest glimmer of amusement – just enough to raise Joe to new
heights of fury. "I don’t think he wants to hear it,
"You’re damned right I don’t want to hear it!" Anger made Joe’s
youthful face ugly. "It seems to me, older brother, that these days you
just don’t want to dirty your lily-white hands with the real work around here!"
It was an old argument. Ben had been hearing variations of it for years.
"Joseph, you’re not being fair," he said. "You have to
understand that the management aspects are just as important to the running of
this ranch as the physical work."
Joe flared furiously at his father, "Now you’re starting to sound
just like him!" Joe was starting to feel light-headed and a bit sick. His
brother was refusing to react with aggression, and Joe’s initial adrenaline
rush was wearing off. What made it worse, he knew his father was right.
Adam allowed his gaze to drop. He let his breath out in a sigh and drew
another. When he looked up again, the amusement was gone. "I’m sorry I let
you down, Joe. I fully intended to come out this afternoon and give you a hand
with the branding. The bookwork took longer than we expected. I’ll ride with
you tomorrow and help you finish off with the yearlings."
It annoyed Joe that his brother could even apologize gracefully. He heard
himself snap back. "I’ve got this far without you! I can finish the
job!" He knew he was being petulant and unreasonable and couldn’t help
himself.
Ben took a hand in the argument. "I’ve heard enough of this. We all
have important work to do."
"That’s just it. It’s all work!" In his anger, Joe reacted
before he thought. "Work is all we ever do around here. We never do
anything together anymore!" His words were directed right at Adam; he
couldn’t stop them tumbling out one after the other. "We never go fishing,
or hunting, or swimming up at the lake."
He saw the shadow of pain cross his brother’s face and knew that he had
awakened ancient memories. Abruptly, he felt about six years old. He turned
away and bit his lip before he made it worse than it already was.
There was an extended silence in the big room while each man wrestled
with his own thoughts. They all knew that the last time Joe and Adam had gone
hunting together, chasing a renegade wolf into the high country, it had been a
disaster for both of them. Joe had got in the way of a bullet intended for the
wolf. The ball had lodged deep under his collarbone and had proved difficult to
remove. He had almost died of the infection, and it had taken him a long time
to recover. For Adam, the accident had been more traumatic still. He had fired
the shot that had almost killed his brother. His paroxysm of self-recrimination
had all but destroyed him. Only his innate rationality had saved him from the
black pit of despair. The legacy of the incident had been a marked reluctance
on Adam’s part to be involved in any similar undertaking that threw him
together with Joe. Joe had grown to resent it.
Ben said, finally, "I think we should put this aside, boys."
"No,
"It was a long hard winter, and the work has just kept coming at us
all spring. Perhaps it’s time we took a little break." He lifted his eyes
to look at Joe. "How about a little hunting trip, compadre, up in the
hills west of
Joe stared at him. For a moment his brother’s words didn’t quite sink in.
Then his anger soaked away like autumn rain down a sink hole in the desert; a
smile spread across his face, sunlight after the storm. It was followed by a
wave of uncertainty. "Hey, Adam, that would be really great – do you mean
it?"
Adam’s amber eyes sparkled. He cracked a reluctant grin of his own and
then laughed ruefully. "I mean it Joe. Though the good Lord knows what I’m
letting myself in for."
The beaming smile returned to Joe’s face. He stuck out a hand, and Adam
shook it. Ben stepped forward and clapped a hand on both men’s shoulders. It
was a relief for him to see his sons friends again. "When do you boys
figure on leaving?"
Adam looked at his brother. "That depends on just how many of those
yearlings there are left to brand. If younger brother here had been working as
hard as he claims, we should have all the loose ends tied up inside a
week."
Joe aimed a soft, roundhouse punch at his brother’s jaw, and Adam swayed
easily out of the way. Ben smiled benevolently at them both. Adam reached out
as if to ruffle Joe’s hair. Joe ducked, and Adam laughed. "Let’s go and
wash up for supper."
One
High, high above the wooded foothills of the northern
Below, on the ground, something caught her eye. Something was moving,
slowly and laboriously beneath the canopy of the trees. It was far too large to
be prey. The eagle took only rodents and rabbits and an occasional new-born deer.
Still, her natural curiosity was piqued. She was alert to everything that lived
and moved in her domain, in the heavens or on the earth. She angled her pinions
into the wind and altered the sweep of her wings. The fine feathers ruffled
across her back as the airflow changed. Looking down, her bright eyes espied
more clearly. Crawling slowly against the earth were two of the man things,
riding their horses and leading another. Queen of the skies, airborne mistress
of all she surveyed from the top of her highest mountain eerie, the eagle was
not frightened of men. They were interlopers, passers through; there was
nothing for them here. They came, and soon they would be gone, leaving no sign
to mark their passing, not even a fading memory in the avian’s mind. Her
attention shifted. She lifted her wing and slipped away through the air towards
that bare hilltop where the first thermal would form. As the light strengthened
and spread the new day grew apace; it was time to seek for her meal.
Joe Cartwright, still sometimes known affectionately by friends and
family as ‘Little Joe’ though he had long since outgrown the name, was about as
content as a man could be. Riding his favourite pinto mare in the wake of his
brother’s horse, he couldn’t do anything to prevent the grin of pure delight
that still stole, from time to time, across his face. His much longed-for
hunting trip was finally under way. Although Adam had estimated a week to
finish the essential chores at the ranch, it had taken three times that long.
That was the way of life on the sprawling vastness of range land and forest
that formed the hub of the Cartwright’s ever expanding business empire; one job
followed right on the tail of another. It was all vitally important work, and
Joe had started to wonder if, despite his brother’s promise, they would ever
manage to get away. The grin came again as Joe recollected the moment when Adam
had finally brooked no further delays; he had simply stepped into his saddle
and ridden away.
That had been a full week ago. Now, they were riding the high hills close
to the ill-defined line that separated what was about to become
Ahead of him, a vague shape in the early light, Adam sat relaxed in the
saddle; his supple body swayed easily with the motion of his big, dark-coloured
mare. Here in the virgin forest where there were no paths to speak of, he let
her pick her own way up the hill.
It was still night among the trees though the sky was lightening apace.
Adam sat at the highest point and waited for his brother to come up alongside.
He didn’t need to use words, merely gestured with his hand. The expression on
his face said everything. Side by side, the brothers sat and watched the glory
of the dawn as it spread light and colour across the landscape. The sky glowed
in the east with an orange fire, growing ever brighter even as they watched.
Huge and unbearably bright, the edge of the sun arose from behind the rim of
the hills. The treetops were touched with gold.
Joe drew a long breath. No matter how many times he saw it, sunrise was a
sight that never failed to stir his soul. The shallow valley quickly filled
with sunlight and a thousand shades of green. A chorus of birdsong filled the
air, and the brand-new day was suddenly alive with sound and shifting shadows.
Joe’s breath sighed out.
"Ain’t that the prettiest country you ever seen, Adam?"
Adam smiled his slow smile. He was not immune to a little soul stirring
himself, and, caught up in the magic of the moment, he was prepared to agree.
"It surely is, Joe. It’s hard to believe the not far north and east of
here, these hills run out into desert country."
"Is that a fact?" Joe straightened up and lifted his gaze to
the hilltops, seeking for the land that his brother spoke of. "You ever
been there?"
"Once or twice." Adam’s face clouded. "It’s real rattle
snake and scorpion country. Cold at night, hot in the day, as dry as
all-get-out. Hard place even for a jack-rabbit to make a living."
"But we’re not headed that way, are we?"
Adam eased his butt in the saddle, his eyes moving over the contours of
the land; he was already planning their route. "I figure to stick to these
hills a while longer, then angle across the state line and work our way back
down to the Sacramento Valley. I’ve got a real good friend we could visit with a
while before we head for home."
"You mean that fella you went to school with? The one with the fancy
horse ranch?"
"He does a whole lot more than breed horses, Joe. Some of the
schemes he’s got will make your eyes pop!" Adam couldn’t help but sound a
little wistful. It was a note that Joe missed entirely, his thoughts being
centred on something else.
"I sure could use some breakfast, Adam. How come we had to ride out
o’ that place so all-fired early?"
Adam thought back to the bedraggled little collection of log-covered
dugouts, lined with stones, dirty and infested with bugs. They were no more
than holes in the ground where an extended family scraped out a meagre
existence. Nevertheless, they had been offered hospitality, and it would have
been churlish to refuse. The men-folk had gone without eating to feed their
guests, and even then there had not been much: a thin porridge with vegetables
and very little meat. It seemed that game, in this part of the woods, was
scarce. The children had been without shoes.
"You saw how little they had, Joe. I didn’t want them obligated to
give us breakfast as well." Adam had insisted on riding away while the sky
was still dark and spangled with stars – long before anyone else was astir. He
had left two silver dollars on the sacking pillow he had been loaned, the most
he figured pride would allow their hosts to accept. Nonetheless, he understood
his brother’s sentiments. There was a hollow somewhere behind his own
belt-buckle that could do with filling, and, he rubbed a hand across his chin,
he could do with a shave. "If we ride down into this valley real quiet
like, I reckon we might take us a deer. We can boil up some coffee and take a
bath in the brook while the liver cooks."
Joe’s face broke into a smile. "You still got any of those onions
Hop Sing gave us?"
"I’m sure I have." Adam reached down and loosened the saddle
gun in the scabbard under his knee. Hunting had been unexpectedly sparse, and
it had been some days since they’d had fresh meat. He winked at his brother and
nudged the mare into motion. Hauling on the lead rope of the packhorse, Joe
fell into line behind.
In the seven days they had been in the saddle the brothers had just about
talked each other out, but the silence they rode in now was more than
companionable. They were hungry, and they were hunting in earnest. Eyes and
ears were keenly alert. They sat still in their saddles to avoid creaking
leather and communicated only with signs.
It took an hour to ride to the valley bottom, following a vague animal
trail; by then, the day was well under way. The trees grew closer here, the
undergrowth was thicker; leafy bushes and bracken covered the bare earth
between the trunks. Surprisingly, they had startled no game out of the cover,
and the prospect of fresh liver and onions for breakfast was beginning to look
remote. It was as if all the wild things had taken a sudden leave of absence.
The valley was curiously devoid of any life except for the birds and the
smallest animals. Everything was lying low.
The Cartwrights didn’t understand it. Joe urged his horse up alongside
Adam’s and was about to voice his concerns aloud when Adam drew rein and held
up his hand in an abrupt gesture for silence. Adam had seen something move
among the willow trees ahead. He was expecting a deer to come bounding out into
the open, frightened into a desperate dash by the sharp and singular scent of
man. He started to reach for his rifle, then froze. It was not a deer than he
saw moving down at the water’s edge. Holding a breath he listened and heard
men’s voices.
He straightened very slowly, his attention focused ahead. There were
three –no, four horsemen among the trees and two more men in the stream,
drinking and washing their faces in the icy water. They were olive skinned men
on small horses; men dressed in deerskin, men with feathers in their hair.
Joe watched a strange look appear on his brother’s face. It was an
expression of shock, of horror and of fear. Joe looked where Adam looked; he
saw what Adam had seen: brown horsemen on painted ponies down among the trees.
A smile spread across Joe’s face. "Hey, Adam, you don’t have to worry.
They’re only Pauite." Joe had a number of friends among the vagrant bands
of Pauite Indians that often stopped by the ranch. Once a proud and noble
people, they were now mostly broken and cowed - what the white folks called
‘tamed’ - living on handouts and what they could scavenge. Joe liked them and
had sympathy for them; certainly he had no fear of them.
Adam’s breath hissed out through his teeth. "Shush! They’re not
Pauite, Joe. They’re Shoshoni, and that’s war paint on their ponies. Now back
off slow." He kept his voice low, and Joe could hear the tension in his
tone. His alarm communicated itself directly to his brother. Pulling back on
his reins, Joe made his mare step back and then turned her around. The
packhorse, confused, got in his way.
Adam was watching the Indians like a hawk. They hadn’t spotted the
brothers yet; they were still busy at the bank of the stream filling their
water skins. That wouldn’t last. He knew he had only seconds to spare. His
first fear was for his brother. He had to get the boy away from here, out of
danger. Only then could he afford to think of himself. His mouth was dry, his
belly crawling with fear. He leaned close to Joe’s ear. "When I give you
the word, turn the packhorse loose. Ride like the devil out of here. Don’t stop
and don’t look back."
His face pale and his eyes wide, Joe reacted with growing alarm.
"What about you?"
"Don’t you worry about me, buddy. I’m gonna be right behind
you!"
There was no more time for discussion. Joe dropped the rope to the
packhorse’s halter. Looking back over his shoulder, he started the pinto mare
up the trail at a walk. Adam was struggling to get his horse turned around. She
could feel the sudden tension in the grip of his legs, and it frightened her.
She balked and tried to sit down. An expert horseman with the added strength of
desperation, Adam fought her with the bridle. The packhorse, backing off,
snorted loudly.
Down at the stream heads turned, faces came up. A shout arose and then
another, a whole confusion of raised voices. The men in the river ran for their
horses; those already in the saddle turned his way. Adam yelled at his brother,
"Ride, Joe! Ride!"
He saw Joe lash at the pinto mare with the ends of his reins, driving
with hands and heels and shouting encouragement into the horse’s ears. Finally,
he got his own mount facing the way he wanted to go. The mare threw up her head
and rolled her eyes. She squatted down on her haunches. Adam let out the reins
and she leapt and lunged, colliding with the loose packhorse and bowling him
over with her shoulder. He went down with a squeal. Somewhere behind Adam,
someone had got his wits together enough to fire off a couple of shots. Adam
never knew where the bullets went. Aware that his back made one hell of a
target, he leaned low on the mare’s neck and kicked hard. His only instinct,
now, was to get away
The horse fiddled her feet for one second longer and then hit her stride.
She climbed the hill in great, leaping bounds with Adam merely clinging to the
saddle. He didn’t look back to see if the Indians followed; he knew that they
would. Up ahead, Joe had almost reached the sheltering trees. With her longer
stride, Adam’s mare was catching up the pinto fast.
There were no more shots, but silent death whipped past his cheek so
close that he felt the wind of its passing. The arrow lost itself in the
bushes. Another buried itself point first in the ground and stood there,
quivering, as they galloped past. Adam yelled at the mare to run faster. A
willing beast, she laid back her ears. The sweat already lay in patches on her
neck, white where the reins frothed it into foam. Two more arrows whipped past
them. Adam didn’t see where they went. Now he was entering the trees himself;
the trunks would make shooting difficult. He saw a flash of white up ahead –
the pinto mare, still running. He had no idea of how far he was ahead of his
pursuers. He doubted it was far enough.
He heard a dull thud, stone into flesh, and felt the mare falter. He knew
that she was hit, somewhere in the quarters aft of the saddle. Gamely, she
recovered her stride and kept climbing. The trail was steepening now.
Adam had almost caught up with his brother. He could see the white,
frightened face looking back. He had no breath left to shout. He didn’t hear
the arrow go past him, ‘though it must have passed him in its flight. He saw it
suddenly appear, a feathered shaft sprouting from the back of Joe’s right
thigh. Joe clutched at his leg; his face twisted in pain. For a moment, the
pinto lost all momentum. Joe leaned in the saddle, looking for a moment as if
he would fall. Barely, he managed to cling on. He caught the loose, flying rein
and got the mare galloping again before she had properly broken her stride. Joe
swayed wildly. Great horseman that he was, Adam knew he couldn’t stay on the
horse’s back for long.
Adam chanced a glance behind. The trees had closed in on them and for a
moment, the pursuit was out of sight. The pinto mare was losing momentum now,
as Joe reacted to the shock and the pain.
Ahead, the bushes grew thicker and taller, covering the ground with
several levels of green. It was the only place there was to hide. Adam pulled
his horse alongside Joe’s as the pinto came to a shuddering stop. Sliding out
of the saddle, he ran to his brothers side and pulled him, none too gently,
from the horse’s back. Joe yelped and clung to him. Adam dumped him
unceremoniously beside the path. He looped the pinto’s reins about the saddle
horn and slapped her hard on the rump, then did the same to the bay. The two
horses disappeared up the trail. Adam hoped they would keep going long enough
to lead the Indians away. He could hear them coming now, their ponies pounding
up the hill.
With scant seconds to spare, he grabbed his brother up and pitched him
bodily in among the bushes. He threw himself down alongside him and allowed the
greenery to close over them. They didn’t have time to offer a prayer. Adam just
hoped that the Indian’s sharp eyes would miss the disturbance he’d left on the
ground. The first of the Indian ponies pounded past close enough for the
brothers to hear the huff of its breath in its lungs.
The Shoshoni rode silently, urging their ponies with hands and heels.
Their dark eyes and their hawk-like faces strained ahead for a sight of the
hated white men. They failed, in that moment, at the speed they were riding, to
see the faint sign where the horses had stopped, then gone on, unridden.
Adam lay on top of Joe, covering him with his own body for what little
good that might do. They kept absolutely still. Their faces were mere inches
apart. The breathed each other’s breath and smelled the sour sweat of each
other’s fear. Adam’s hand was clamped hard against Joe’s mouth, insurance
against any outcry of pain. His teeth were gritted, edge to edge, and his eyes
were turned towards the horsemen passing, unseen, only feet away. Silently, he
counted them: two and three and four. Then there was quiet. Adam felt Joe move,
starting to struggle against the harshness of his grip. The young man’s eyes
were fixed on his face, so wide with fright that the whites were showing.
Adam’s hand was hurting his mouth, crushing his lips against his teeth. He
could barely breathe. Adam gave an infinitesimal shake of the head. Keep still,
keep silent; Adam knew he had counted six.
At close range they looked into each other’s eyes, both of them wondering
if this was a good day to die. They listened to the silence; the forest was
absolutely still. Even the birds had ceased to sing. The sweat grew cold on
their skins. Joe was in agony. The whole of his leg, and the right side of his
body burned with pain. Adam wouldn’t let him up, wouldn’t let him move. He held
him weighted down with his body. Adam knew there were six.
Sure enough, in a minute more two more horsemen came up the path, riding
slowly, walking their horses. It was an old trick but an effective one,
designed to trap the unwary and the inexperienced. One or two men riding
quietly behind the chase, waiting and watching for grounded quarry to poke up
their heads. They were hunting men. Adam inched his hand towards the butt of
his gun. He was afraid of the upturned leaf, the newly broken sprig still
oozing sap, the glimpse of his yellow coat. His mouth was painfully dry.
The Indians didn’t stop. Without speaking, or pausing, they rode on. Adam
didn’t move. He maintained his relentless grip on his brother. There was a
stone digging into his knee and all his weight was bearing down on it. It hurt
like hell, but his pain was nothing compared to Joe’s. By now, the young man’s
face was sheet-white, and he was shaking. Adam could see the anguish in his
eyes. Even now, Adam wouldn’t let either of them move. It was another old trick
to ride silently back over the same trail in case the quarry was still hiding
out. He didn’t stir until a thrush in a tree across the way gave a short spurt
of birdsong, and something small and unafraid rustled the bracken. Only then
did he let out the long breath he’d been holding and eased his grip on his
brother’s face.
Adam lifted a cautious head and took a long and careful look ‘round. The
woods were empty and peaceful and bright with filtered sunlight. He got up
quickly now. He knew that the Shoshoni braves wouldn’t give up easily. As soon
as they found they were chasing empty saddles they would be back. Adam didn’t
expect to be overlooked a second time. He took a quick glance at Joe’s leg. The
shaft of the arrow had snapped off short to leave an ugly and jagged stump. The
wound itself was bleeding, but not much. The dark stain was spreading only
slowly through the cloth of Joe’s pants.
He looked at Joe’s face, and his eyes were bleak. "We’re gonna have
to move out of here and move quickly."
"I can’t walk, Adam! Hell, I can’t even stand up!" Now that the
immediate danger had passed, Joe was reacting violently to the shock of his
injury. Confused by what had happened, and the speed at which it had happened
he was both angry and very close to tears. One moment he had been riding
through the forest with nothing more pressing than breakfast in mind - minutes
later he was on the ground, bleeding and in pain – in very real danger of his
life.
Adam sucked a deep breath. "We don’t have time to argue about it, Joe."
Reaching down, he hooked a hand under Joe’s armpit and hoisted him bodily on to
his feet. Joe barely stifled a scream by chewing at the inside of his mouth.
The tears sprang from his eyes. Anger and fear boiled over into rage, and he
found himself struggling against Adam’s grip with a sudden resurgence of
strength.
Adam held on to him and shook him hard. He spoke earnestly into his
brother’s face. "Listen to me, Joe, and listen good. They were Shoshoni
braves, and they were on the warpath. They must be a renegade band raiding out
of the desert. They know that we saw them, and they’re going to come back
looking for us. When they do, we’d better be somewhere else."
The urgency in Adam’s low tone, if not his actual words, penetrated the
curtain of terror and bewilderment that encircled Joe’s mind. He stood swaying
on one leg and clinging to Adam’s arms. His face was still bloodless, and he
was sweating up a storm, but the burgeoning panic, which had been about to send
him reeling and crashing through the trees, was, for the moment, averted.
"Where are we gonna go?"
That was a question that Adam’s active mind had been working on for a
while. So far, he had not come up with any reasonable solution. He wasn’t about
to explain that to Joe. With a nod of the head, he indicated the denser trees
further along the valley, away from the path that the Indians had taken.
"This way."
It was immediately apparent that Joe had been right when he said that he
couldn’t walk. The very first step made him chew at his lip to keep himself
from crying out aloud. This pain was razor sharp, the worst he’d ever had -
much more severe than the agony of a bullet. Adam’s only thought was to get
away from the path, the way the Indians would surely ride back. Adam put Joe’s
arm across his shoulder, taking most of his weight. Joe tried another step, and
his injured leg folded under him. Both men almost fell.
With urgency as a spur, they made the best speed that they could, but it
was slow and laborious progress. The terrain was difficult, steep and uneven,
and thickened underbrush hampered every step. Every few yards, Adam threw a
long, searching look back over his shoulder. He saw nothing but the bushes and
trees, now darkly menacing shapes against the sky, but he knew that didn’t
count for anything. He was well aware that a Shoshoni brave could be standing
right alongside him, and the chances were, he wouldn’t know a thing about it
until a tomahawk parted his hair. They were leaving behind them a trail a blind
child might follow, but there and then, he could think of no way to avoid it.
With every staggering step that he took, a fresh grunt of pain was torn
from Joe’s lips.
His strength was leaking away with the blood that now flowed more freely
from the wound. Before very long, he was hanging, dead weight, from his
brother’s shoulders and could hardly move his legs at all.
Anxious to make ground more quickly, Adam scooped Joe up into his arms
and carried him as if he were a child.
Though only lightly framed, Joe was still a full a full-grown man and a
considerable burden. His weight ensured that Adam could not carry him far.
Before very long, the big muscles of his arms were burning, poisoned by
fatigue. His back and legs were aching from the strain, and he was staggering
as his knees turned into jelly. He found a small grassy patch in amongst a
denser clump of trees, a spot where sunlight filtered in dusty shafts through
high branches. He lowered Joe to the ground. On one knee, he knelt to catch his
breath and gather his wits. His lungs were heaving. In something like three
hours they had barely covered two miles from the place where Joe had been hurt.
Adam didn’t fool himself: they’d not be going anywhere else for quite some
time.
The colour of Joe’s face had changed from pasty-white to doughy-grey as
he succumbed further to the shock. His skin was cold and clammy to the touch.
He was clinging to consciousness with grim determination, but he wasn’t finding
it easy. The pain of his wound had become a bone deep throb of raw agony. His
lips and the inside of his mouth were sore and bleeding where he had bitten
them. He rolled his head against the ground, seeking his brother’s face.
Adam was studying their back-trail with considerable anxiety. Then he
turned and found Joe looking at him. He cleared the concern from his face, but
Joe had already seen it, and the worry still lingered on in the depths of his
eyes. He touched his brother on the shoulder. "It’s going to be all right,
Joe. Just take it easy."
It was a lie and both of them knew it. If he’d had the strength, Joe
would have been angry. He ground his teeth together. "What’re we gonna do,
Adam?"
Adam took another long look through the trees before he responded. He was
expecting unwelcome guests at any moment; he had a feeling deep in the gut that
neither he, nor his brother, was going to survive the encounter. He stripped
off his coat and bundled it into a rough pillow to put underneath Joe’s head.
"The first thing I’m going to do is take a look at that leg."
Joe’s pants were soaked with his blood. Adam pulled the long knife from
where it resided in the sheath beneath his shirt, and slit the seam from knee
to hip. The wound was an ugly one. The barbed head of the arrow was deeply
embedded in the fleshy muscle of Joe’s thigh. A stump of the shaft was still
attached and jutted out at an obscene angle. It jerked and moved as Joe
struggled against the pain. The flesh was already an angry purple and showing
signs of swelling. Joe needed medical attention, and he needed it fast. Even
the nearest hedge doctor was fifty miles out of reach. Adam wiped the gritty
sweat from his mouth with the back of his hand. The arrowhead had to come out,
and he was the only man there to do the job. It was not a prospect that he
viewed with relish. He had no water to wash the wound, or even his hands, and
the only tool he had was the eight-inch, Bowie knife.
The smooth curve that led to the point of the double-edged tip was honed
razor sharp. That, at least was a mercy.
Joe was craning around, trying to get a look at the wound that was
causing his so much pain. He was sweating again and starting to shake. Adam
pushed him down with the flat of his hand. "Lie down, Joe. This is going
to hurt, and you’ll have to hold real’ still while I do it."
Joe’s eyes widened as he grasped his brother’s meaning. "Adam?"
Adam shushed him. He sought about for a bit of broken branch about as
thick as his finger. He snapped off a short length and wrapped it in a twist of
his handkerchief. He pushed it in to Joe’s mouth before the younger man had too
much time to think about what he was going to do. "Bite down hard on this.
Don’t yell or you’ll have the red-skins down on our necks."
His teeth clamped tight and his fingers already digging holes in the
dirt, Joe’s eyes were fixed on Adam’s face. They were the mirrors of his soul.
They reflected his pain and his fear, his bewilderment and his growing anger.
Adam wouldn’t look at him. He knew that if he looked into Joe’s eyes, he
wouldn’t be able to do what had to be done.
Adam shifted his position, kneeling alongside the wound. There was no
point in delaying. Thinking about it would only serve to make matters a whole
lot worse for both of them. And Joe was bleeding to death right in front of his
eyes. Wedging Joe’s leg into position and holding it there with his own knee,
he took a firm grip of the shaft with his left hand and cut deep with the knife
in his right.
Joe was expecting pain, but nothing like the continuing wave of agony
that rolled through him. It seared his nerves and stole his breath and brought
the tears springing to his eyes. The cutting, it seemed, went on forever. He
bit down hard on the finger of wood and strangled his scream into a bubbling
yelp of pain. Somewhere amidst the fearful agony, his body forgot to breathe.
He was still trying not to cry out when he ran out of breath. The black edges
of his vision closed in around him and awareness slipped away.
Adam was sincerely thankful when his brother lost consciousness; his body
relaxed and stopped fighting him. He’d had to cut deeper and pull harder than
he had anticipated; there was more blood than he had ever imagined. There was
just so much blood!
The shaft and the arrowhead came out in one piece, which was a blessing
Adam was far too busy to count. At least it saved the necessity of further
cutting. He leaned down hard on the hole that he’d made and was glad when the
blood flow slowed.
The wound needed stitching, but Adam had neither needle, nor gut. Ripping
the long tail from his own shirt, he used Joe’s slightly cleaner handkerchief
as a pad and wrapped his brother’s leg as tightly as he dared. His breath
hissed out through his teeth. He had done all he could. He only hoped it was
enough.
Concerned as he was for his brother, Adam had other things to worry about
as well. Even as he cleaned his hands on the grass, his eyes were searching for
movement among the trees. Always a practical man, he didn’t try to fool himself
for a moment. He knew that the Shoshoni band would be coming after them; he
knew it to the very core of his soul.
The presence of warring Shoshoni in these woods had him more than a
little anxious. Like Joe, Adam was well used to the small groups of Pauites
that lived in the
And then there were the Bannocks. The Bannocks were the truly wild
Indians of romantic legend: illusive, unpredictable and sometimes savage. They
were solitary and rarely seen. Occasionally he encountered an individual or a
group of two or three, passing through as they journeyed from the unknowable
here to the unguessable there. Such meetings were increasingly rare. There had
been a lot more Bannock about when Adam had been a boy.
The Shoshoni were an altogether different matter. They were a desert
dwelling tribe, and these braves were a very long way from home. Their
chieftains had reached an agreement with Brigham Young, the once governor of
Hundreds of miles of desert separated these High Sierra hills from the
dry lands of eastern
Both of them were armed, as always when they travelled. Adam carried his
favoured Colt.44 strapped to his hip. He had one exchange cylinder ready loaded
and packed with grease in the pocket of his coat. That gave him just ten shots
– like most working cowboys, he always carried an empty chamber under the
hammer, sensible insurance against a hole in the leg. He figured that Joe would
have about the same. Their saddle guns were gone with their horses, and all
their other belongings: clothes, food and spare ammunition, were lost when the
packhorse went down.
To sum it all up Joe was badly hurt and in desperate need of a doctor;
they were hunted like animals and in immediate danger of their lives; afoot and
miles from anywhere, they had only the clothes that they stood up in.
Adam made Joe as comfortable as he could, ‘though in truth, there wasn’t
a whole lot more that he could do. Joe’s breathing was normal enough, but his
lips were pale, and his eyes, beneath the closed lids, had sunken back in their
sockets. His eyelashes lay lightly drawn and unmoving against the pale skin of
his cheek. At least, while he was insensible, he wasn’t in pain any more.
Adam looked at the sky. Hours had passed; already, the sun had arched
overhead. Adam allowed himself a small thread of hope. If they hadn’t been
found yet, perhaps the Shoshoni had missed their trail; perhaps they had had
ridden on without even looking for them at all. Hungry – he hadn’t eaten since
the evening before and then only poorly – he settled himself alongside Joe. If
they could keep themselves hidden, keep themselves quiet here, among the trees,
it might be that death would yet pass them by. In the morning, if they were
still alive, he would think of a way to get them both home.
Adam didn’t mean to sleep, but, perhaps, he did. Suddenly chilled, he
woke up with a start. The sun had moved behind the trees, and their grassy
place was shadowed and cold. All about them the woods were dark and eerily
silent as evening approached on soft-shod feet. Unaware of what had awakened
him, Adam looked at Joe. The younger man seemed to be sleeping. At least he was
still breathing.
From behind him, Adam detected the faintest whisper of movement in the
air. His mouth was abruptly dry. The short-cropped hairs on the back of his
neck all stood up on end. His long, lean hand crept slowly towards the butt of
his gun. He turned his head. The black maw of a long-gun was inches from his
face. Lifting his gaze, he looked directly into the painted face and the savage
eyes of a tall, Shoshoni brave.
Two
Joe Cartwright surfaced slowly from a long and frightening nightmare. He
had been in fear of his life, running through a forest. All around him, the
forest had been ablaze. The flames had been chasing him, and there was
something wrong with his legs – his right leg in particular. It wouldn’t work
properly, and it hurt like hellfire. Fast as he ran, or tried to run, the fire
moved more quickly, leaping from tree to tree, closing in on him from either
side, cutting him off from the clear air and the free blue sky ahead. He could
feel the fierce breath of it scorching his neck; the fingers of flame snatching
at his heels. Joe fell, sprawling, with his face in the dirt. The fire was on
him in an instant. Joe was burning, burning! He drew a long breath to scream.
Joe’s yell turned into a loud gasp, and he opened his eyes. He found that
he was lying flat on his back looking straight up into the pre-natural light of
an early dawn sky. The heavens were silver, and the bright points of the stars
were just starting to fade.
The ground underneath him was hard, uncushioned by even a blanket, and it
was very cold. He didn’t have the strength to shiver. Something was very wrong.
His legs wouldn’t move at all, and his hands were bound together in front of
him so tightly that his wrists hurt. He drew breath to cry out a second time,
louder than before. The air that filled his lungs was chill and damp – it gave
him a coughing fit.
There was movement beside him, someone of bulk stirring, struggling,
moving only with hardship and some pain. The figure loomed over him, dark
against the sky. "Joe? Joe don’t yell!" The voice was Adam’s, low,
urgent and intense. Panting against pain and panic, Joe screwed up his eyes as
he tried to make out his brother’s face. It seemed to him that Adam’s familiar,
darkly handsome features bore several marks that Joe didn’t recall seeing there
before, a selection of cuts and bruises that had no accountable cause. And more
than that, Adam was moving only with difficulty, as if his whole body hurt.
Joe let his breath out as no more than a sigh. The terror of his dream
was fading even as its details merged into forgetfulness, but oddly, his legs
still burned with pain. He tried to sit up to find out what was wrong with
them, and discovered that they were bound together as well and attached by a
rope to his wrists. For some reason he couldn’t guess at, he was all trussed up
like a chicken for Sunday lunch. He looked at Adam again, the panic
overwhelming him. Another cry was bubbling into his throat. Adam’s head was
turned away as he looked over his shoulder at something behind him. In the
slowly strengthening light, Joe saw more traces of violence on his brother’s
face. Dark trails of blood had run from a wound by his ear into the collar of
his shirt. Adam’s face was tight with tension, pale beneath his tan; it was
smeared with blood and dirt and darkened by the stubble of an unshaven beard.
Joe caught the gleam of light in his brother’s eye. The expression he wore was
one that Joe had seen only rarely on his older brother’s face – it was a look
of naked fear. Joe tried to speak, but his mouth was too dry.
Joe couldn’t understand it at all. He didn’t know where he was, how he
had come to be there, why he was all tied up, or why he hurt so much. The last
thing he could remember was riding into the valley in the tracks of his
brother’s horse. They’d had nothing more important than the prospect of
breakfast in mind. Now it seemed to be a whole day later, and he was cold and
in pain, and Adam was afraid. He managed some sort of gurgling noise, deep
inside his throat. Adam turned back to him. "It’s okay, buddy. Just keep
quiet." The strain in Adam’s voice and the look on his face told Joe that
he lied and that things were very far from all right; and it was years since
Adam had called him ‘buddy’.
Adam moved again, awkwardly. He seemed to be shielding Joe’s body with
his own from whatever was behind him. It was then that Joe noticed that Adam’s
hands and legs were bound as well.
Adam looked at his brother. In the faint light of the early morning, the
young man’s face was deathly pale with a livid, pink spot on either cheek. His
eyes were wide with alarm and confusion, bright with pain and incipient fear.
Adam lifted his hands, tightly tied together at the wrist with strips of
rawhide, to feel Joe’s brow. As he had suspected, the skin was already tight
and dry and very warm as the inevitable fever started to rage through his body.
Adam feared that the wound to Joe’s leg would become infected. The pain,
already severe, would increase immeasurably as the limb filled up with poison,
and his blood began to sour. Joe needed that doctor, and he needed food and a
warm place to lie and half a hundred other things that Adam couldn’t provide.
He knew that his brother could die of his injury; he seen it happen before.
But, right then, he had serious doubts that either of them would live to see
the sun come up.
Behind him, over by the tiny, well-shielded fire that the Indians had
built for themselves, the Shoshoni braves were arguing again. Their voices
carried to Adam in a series of low pitched and almost guttural grunts. He knew
that they spoke an elegant and sophisticated language; he was unable to
understand a single word of it. He had no doubt at all that they were
discussing their captive’s fate.
"Adam, what’s going on?" Joe rolled his head against the
ground. He was still trying to make sense of what had happened to them.
"Where are we?"
There was little comfort Adam could offer. He found it easiest to answer
the question quite literally. "We’re still in the woods, Joe, but a whole
lot closer to the desert."
It was a mercy that Joe had no recollection of the events that had
followed their capture. Adam would have much preferred to forget them himself.
Beaten and bound, he had been force-marched as gunpoint, several miles across
rough country. Joe, still unconscious, had been half carried, half dragged,
along the ground behind him. Adam had been unable to help him, or to help
himself. It was a miracle, nothing less, that Joe’s leg wound hadn’t broken
open again. Adam didn’t know, and he couldn’t guess, why they hadn’t been
killed outright. He didn’t like to let his imagination dwell on the
possibilities. He had expected to die, at once, on the spot. By now, both he
and Joe should be cold and starting to rot. What he feared most of all was that
the real horror was only about to begin. He looked over his shoulder again.
At the fireside, the heated discussion was over and the war band was breaking
up. The Indians were gathering their few possessions and some of them were
already heading towards their horses. Two of them were coming in his direction.
In the few seconds that he had, Adam felt the knot of fear tighten in his
belly. He wished that there were something he could do to protect his brother
and knew, in the same instant, that there was not. He saw his father’s face.
Joe saw the Shoshoni coming. Tall, savage red-men with painted faces,
feathers in their hair and blood lust in their eyes. He still had only vague
memories of yesterday, but he could see the fear in
The taller warrior stood over Adam. His black eyes glowed with an
implacable hatred. His face was painted in broad, zigzag smears of red, white
and black. The paint had run in his sweat and followed the deep creases of his
face to create a bizarre mask. His lips rolled back to reveal square teeth that
appeared grey in the light. He leaned close and Adam could smell the strength
of his breath and the rancid grease in his braids. The brave reached out a
massive hand and powerful fingers twisted themselves in Adam’s hair.
Relentlessly, Adam’s head was forced up and back, exposing his vulnerable
throat to the edge of the Indian’s knife. Adam raised his hands in an
unconscious and unavoidable gesture of supplication and gritted his teeth. He
was resigned to death; he feared another beating. These Shoshoni knew how to
inflict ferocious pain and could keep a man conscious throughout. Adam had already
experienced it once, and he didn’t want to go through it again. He felt the
sweat burst out of his skin. His mouth was dry with fear.
It was the scar-faced brave with the knife at Joe’s throat that spoke.
His eyes were on Adam. Sharply intelligent, he had worked out the relationship
between the two men. "My cousin would kill you now, White, for what you
have seen and for what you know." He spoke good English in a low, level
tone that was tense with dislike, but controlled.
Adam’s breath hissed. He didn’t know why he wasn’t dead already. It was
an oversight that he expected to be rectified at any moment. The Indian over
him snarled in his face, and Adam smelled his hot, nutty breath again.
"You hear me, White?" the knife-man demanded.
Adam managed a nod ‘though it yanked at the roots of his hair. "I
hear you. What do you want me to say?"
The scarred face jerked in a parody of a grin. It pulled the thick lips
of the mouth sideways. "You are foolish not to be afraid."
"It takes a brave warrior to cut a bound man’s throat." Adam
said it with a snarl and looked the Indian full in the face. He pulled a long
breath that shook in his lungs. "If your cousin wants me dead, why doesn’t
he kill me?" He was pushing his luck, but he knew that he had nothing to
lose. He wasn’t about to let these red-men see how deeply afraid he was; he had
a feeling that they would delight in his terror, and that would only make
matters worse.
Again came that jerk of the face. "I do not share in my brother’s
thought. It may be that you would serve us better alive. And my cousin’s
brother named me chief."
The eyes so close to Adam’s face glittered with rage. "I take
it," said Adam, carefully, "That it wasn’t a popular decision."
Both savage faces worked. He knew he had touched on a sore spot. Even in the
face of imminent death his agile mind was working on a way to turn dissent
between cousins into a tool for his advantage, a way to save Joe’s life, if he
could.
Scar-face tightened his grip on his knife. The edge slipped out of sight
below the line of Joe’s jaw. "My cousin’s brother will decide your fate,
if you survive the desert. You will come with us, or you die now. Chose now,
White. Chose for both." The blade pressed hard against Joe’s neck.
Adam knew what it was that he was being offered; between inhale and
exhale he had to decide. Many of the tribes took captives, usually women and
small children as slaves to help with the soul-destroying work of subsisting in
a harsh and unforgiving environment. It was rare for men to be taken alive. The
experience wasn’t likely to be a pleasant one, and there would be little or no
opportunity for escape.
He could see the terror written plainly on Joe’s face. His eyes were open
so wide that the whites were showing all the way ‘round. His body was starting
to shake. Adam felt the grip of fear in his own gut: a hard, balled up fist of
dread. It was the fear of the unknown, the fear of pain, the primordial terror
of death. He touched his lips with the point of his tongue. He hoped that Joe
would forgive him for the decision he had to make. "I chose life."
The face above him smiled a thin, cruel smile. Adam felt the edge of the
steel, cold and keen against his neck.
The scar-face said, "You know you make a bargain, white-man?"
"I know it." Adam’s breathing was shallow. The blood buzzed in
his head.
The painted Shoshoni tightened his grip in Adam’s hair. He hissed into
Adam’s face. "I would see the colour of your blood, white man." The
knife moved, and fresh blood flowed from the wound below Adam’s ear.
The Shoshoni moved quickly and they travelled light. They carried barely
more than their weapons and the clothes they stood up in. As the edge of the
sun broke the eastern skyline, they were already crossing the strip of sparse
grassland that separated the last of the woods from the place where the desert
began. They had put Joe up on a horse – Adam was grateful for that – and they
tied him securely to the pony’s back. His hands still bound before him, at the
end of a rope, Adam was made to walk. He knew that being on foot, as a helpless
captive while others rode, was designed to humiliate him and, eventually, to
weaken him. In Adam’s mind there was no doubt that it would accomplish both.
Somewhere along the way, he had lost his coat and his hat. He knew that before
the next day dawned, he would have serious need of them. At least he had been
left his clothes and, most important of all, his boots.
Before the sun had fully risen, the war band was heading into dry
country. Aminotek was war chief. He led the way, riding out in front on his
painted, grey pony. He wore no paint on his face; he bore his hideous scarring
as a badge of his courage. He headed due east, into the dawn, and he went at a
steady pace.
Immediately behind him on a big, black, mean-mannered gelding rode his
cousin, Kalikasi, medicine chief, he of the painted and deeply folded face –
the man who wanted Adam dead. He had taken the lead rope to Adam’s hands
himself, and he made sure that he kept it tight. After them, in single file,
rode the other Shoshoni braves. One of them led Joe’s pony by the rein and
another the two spare horses the party possessed.
They rode, not together in a bunch, but widely spread across the
landscape, each man following his own path. It made their trail obscure and
hard to follow and their numbers difficult to count.
Dawn, in the desert, was a beautiful thing to behold. The sky was banded
with green and gold and apricot shades as the high, silver clouds reflected the
God-given light. The brush-land, still cold, was grey and green, clothed
knee-high to a horse in mist. Visibly creeping, as the sun climbed higher, the
shadows of single, sentinel trees, the last guardians against the encroaching
wilderness, fell over the land. They pointed and beckoned, the dark fingers of
fate.
The air was cool and damp with the mist. It smelled of peppery dust, and
it tickled the nose. As the morning drew on, that self-same air would become
searing hot, scorching the throat and the lungs and pulling the last drop of
moisture from the pores of a man’s skin. Above all, the desert was silent:
nothing moved, no birds called, not even a cricket buzzed to break the
stillness. The Indians rode quietly, each man alone. Even the ponies moved
without sound; there was no jingle of harness or clink of iron shod hooves on
the stony ground. The figures drifted like ghosts into the brightening, morning
light.
Adam stumbled and tripped. Not for the first time, he fell, landing
heavily on elbows and knees that were already raw and bleeding from repeated
contact with the unforgiving earth. The impact drew an involuntary grunt of
pain that was quickly stifled. His pride wouldn’t let them see that he was
hurt. He knew that was what they wanted most. This time, he stayed on his knees
for a while to recover his breath. He had learned that he got no reward for
getting right back up on his feet.
Kalikasi stopped the black horse and waited for him without looking at
him. He considered the white man beneath his contempt and would not lower
himself to show his impatience.
Taking a moment to look about him, Adam searched for Joe. All the other
riders had disappeared into the desolation. He began to understand how they
could come and go like wraiths on the wind, no one seeing them, no one knowing
that they were even there. They merged so perfectly with their environment that
it was impossible to locate them. He could only hope that Joe was all right.
Because he knew that he had to, he climbed back to his feet. He was
thirsty, and his back and legs were aching. It was difficult to walk with his
hands fastened in front of him, and his feet were hurting. High-heeled riding
boots were not designed for long treks in harsh country. Kalikasi moved off at
once, jerking on the rope and making Adam stumble again.
Gradually, the dry range gave way to saw grass and scrub and the soil to
sand and stone.
Still facing east, Adam was walking right in to the sun. The glare hurt
his eyes, and the details of the landscape were lost in the dazzle. As the
morning wore on, the temperature climbed steadily. He felt as if the gates of
hell had opened before him and he had walked right in. Unbelievably dry and
soaked in his own sweat, his head was starting to spin. He was becoming
confused and disorientated, lurching from side to side on legs that no longer
obeyed the dictates of his mind. Now, the rope was pulling him along. Every
step was a renewal of agony. He staggered and stumbled repeatedly against the
ground.
Inevitably, he fell again. Kalikasi allowed his horse to walk on several
paces, dragging Adam behind. This time, it took him a whole lot longer to get
up. It was a warning, and Adam heeded it. His face cut and scraped, he had
learned not to fall over.
The water hole was little more than a mud-patch at the very edge of the
desert. Surrounded by rocks and vegetation no less sparse than the surrounding
wilderness, it was sunk low down in the ground and did little to advertize its
presence. From every direction it was invisible. The Shoshoni knew where it was
and found it unerringly. There was only one way down into the basin, a narrow
path that switched back and forth between frost-shattered boulders. The nights
out here were ferociously cold.
Driven by desperate need, Adam would have used the last of his strength
in a frantic dash for the water. Kalikasi held him back, snubbed tight against
the side of his horse by the rope on his hands. Adam’s tongue had swollen to
fill his mouth; his dry lips had split and bled and dried again. The salt of
his sweat stung in his wounds. Breathless, panting in the merciless heat, Adam
looked into the medicine chief’s painted face. In Kalikasi’s deep-set eyes he
saw implacable hatred and contempt for his weakness.
The Shoshoni had water bags on their horses, the still-hairy skins of
small animals tied off at the neck. They were not thirsty. They were content to
hang back, waiting and watching, as silent and still as the land that contained
them. It was as if they expected a trap. Allowed to stand still, just for that
moment, and to rest his weight against the horse, Adam’s head began to clear.
Bit by bit, he puzzled it out. He figured his first guess had been about
right. The Shoshoni had spare ponies with them that must once have had riders.
This group had to be part of a larger war-band that had dispersed into the
hills and the desert. Without doubt they were being pursued. It was the
brother’s bad luck that they had ridden right into them. It occurred to Adam
again, how slender the thread was by which their lives hung.
It was more than an hour before the Shoshoni braves were content that
they were alone in the landscape. To Adam, it was a fair slice of eternity. At
a given signal that he didn’t see, they emerged all at once from the sun-bright
wilderness. By then, Adam was on the point of collapse. He was barely clinging
to awareness. Spots danced in front of his eyes, and his legs had turned into
jelly.
Kalikasi grunted and jerked cruelly on the rope, but he allowed Adam to
lean on the horse as they went down the rocky path. At the bottom he pushed him
away with his foot and sent him sprawling headlong onto the hot earth. Adam
crawled to the water on his knees and his elbows. It was muddy and warm and
thick with scum. He plunged in his face and drank like an animal. It was the
sweetest of nectars, and he never wanted to stop.
Aminotek stood over him, legs astride, and twisted his hands in his hair.
He yanked him up and away from the water. Adam fought him insanely with his
bound hands, trying to get back to drink some more. Aminotek knocked him down
and hit him hard alongside the head with the end of the rope. "Fool of a
white man," he snarled in to Adam’s face. "Would you drown in your
own blood?"
Adam came slowly to his senses. He remembered what he had forgotten: that
a man starved of water mustn’t drink too much all at once. At best he would
make himself sick; at worst he’d burst his gut and die a lingering death. He
wiped his sleeve across his mouth.
"I guess I wasn’t thinking straight. What about my brother? He needs
water as well."
Aminotek looked across at Joe, still tied to the back of the horse.
White-faced, the young man was slumped forward against the animal’s neck. He
might have been unconscious – or dead. The black-eyed gaze switched back to
Adam’s face. The white man still had the light of madness in his eyes. Aminotek
looped Adam’s tether twice around a rock. It would be enough to keep him away
from the water. "Your brother will have what he needs," he said
curtly, and he stepped over Adam’s legs and walked away.
Adam watched him go. His breathing was steadying and he was starting to
think more clearly. He looked around him. The Indians, who had been watching
him with varying degrees of scorn, and some small amusement, had returned to
their tasks, filling their water-skins and allowing their ponies to drink,
generally preparing themselves for a long hard trek. One of them, on Aminotek’s
instruction, had gone to Joe and lifted his head by the hair. He was pouring
small amounts of water into the young man’s mouth. Adam was, apparently, being
ignored.
Left to his own devices, Adam contemplated escape. The black horse stood
not far away, its reins trailing on the ground. It wore no saddle, only a faded
blanket and daubs of red paint on its sweating hide.
The animal turned its head towards Adam and snorted as if it could read
his mind. Adam thought about it some more. If he could get his sore and bruised
body as far as the horse and get himself on to its back, there was just a
chance that he could get out of here, dodging the arrows and whatever bullets
the Indians had. Riding hell for leather across the desert he might just be
able to find some help – and to get it back here in time…
The black horse shook its head in negation, and Adam had to agree. It
might be his last chance of freedom, but he would have to go without Joe. The
Shoshoni could travel much faster without captives; if he made good an escape,
or died in the attempt, his brother wouldn’t live out the hour. He turned his
head and found Aminotek’s eyes on him. The war-chief’s face was inscrutable,
but Adam had the feeling his mind had been read. He had been allowed to think
exactly what he had thought and to reach the conclusion that he had reached.
Adam couldn’t run away, hell, he couldn’t even walk! And he couldn’t leave Joe
behind.
They encouraged him to relieve himself in the rocks well away from the
water – they wouldn’t be stopping again before nightfall – and before they set
out they allowed him to drink again, but sparingly. This time they put him up
on a horse, which was as well because his legs had failed and he couldn’t walk
any more. They tied his wrists to the pony’s neck and passed a loop under its
belly to secure his legs. By mid-afternoon the little party of horses and men
were moving out into the blazing heat of the desert.
Still thirsty and hungry and exposed to the heat, Adam’s suffering could
only increase. An expert horseman for twenty years he had no trouble staying on
the horse’s back, even without the help of a saddle. The appaloosa was a
gelding and relatively well behaved. He also had a backbone like a saw-blade’s
edge and a slightly erratic gait. These two, combined with the rough terrain,
threatened to cut Adam in half.
The Indians rode as before, widely spread across the country. One of the braves
led Adam’s pony, and another, Joe’s. Kalikasi rode alone. The desert was
desolation incarnate, a hellish expanse of naked stone. The rocks heaved and
swelled like the waves of an ocean, frozen in time. Heat waves shimmered and
dust devils danced on the flats. The sky was an unturned, burning bronze bowl,
and the air held the breath of hell.
One by one the riders faded away into the shivering distance, lost in the
haze of sand and sun like wraiths on a misty night. On the rocks where they
passed, there was no sign at all, nothing to show that they had ever been…
Three
Hat in hand, Hoss Cartwright took the two steps down from the stoop into
the yard. A huge and powerful man, he drew a long breath that filled his lungs
to capacity. His mighty chest swelled until the fine, white linen of his shirt
strained against the buttons that held it together. Self effacing and modest to
a fault, Hoss hated wearing his best, Sunday go-to-meeting suit and the tight
fitting, highly polished brown-leather boots that went with it, with a
heart-felt sincerity. On this particular afternoon of early summer he wasn’t
minding it one bit. He no longer noticed the black ribbon at his throat that
had cost half an hour of painstaking effort to manipulate into an elaborate bow,
or the constriction of the caramel-coloured broadcloth across his shoulders, or
the pinch of the boots. He might have been walking on air.
He took the time to savour the moment. He knew that this was going to be
one of those pivotal moments that he would carry with him, in memory, for the
rest of his life.
The afternoon was sliding slowly and surely into evening. The dome of the
sky was a deep, true blue with the sunlight slanting steeply down from the
west. It lit the little farmstead with a soft, golden light.
The Fletchers had worked long and hard to resurrect the ramshackle
property from the wilderness it had become when Nathan Boxer and his sons had
been running the place. Hoss and his brothers had helped out whenever they
could. Now, at last, it was beginning to show some return for all their
efforts. Fletcher had built a brand new house on the site of the old,
sway-backed shack, and his wife had planted roses to climb over the porch to
the roof. Already the plants were showing new growth – a promise of continued
prosperity to come.
The previous autumn, before the first snows, the Cartwrights had raised a
new barn – a gift from family to family – and Adam, Hoss’s elder brother, had
designed one of those fancy bath-houses he was so all-fired fond of all of a
sudden, and that was to be built this year.
Beyond the barn there was a new corral and a long row of fence posts that
followed the curve of the road to the belt of cottonwood trees that marked the
edge of the farm. The fields were planted with long rows of corn, softly green
and yellow and white in the afternoon light. A dozen head of cattle grazed in
the meadow beside the stream. Two milk cows and four horses occupied the
corral, and a whole clutch of golden-brown chickens scratched about in the yard.
Altogether, it was an achievement of which the family could be justly proud.
Hoss let the breath out in a long and satisfied sigh. Life was good.
Everything he had hoped for had come about, and he was a happy man. Right
across the yard from where he stood, a diminutive figure waited beside the
corral fence. A small, faired-haired woman in her blue, best dress, she was
gazing out across the fields towards the trees beyond. Hoss recalled, abruptly,
why he was here, all dressed up like a turkey at a Thanksgiving feast, and what
he was going to do. A big smile spread over his broad, bluff face. As far as he
was concerned, the worst part of his ordeal was already over; now, he just had
to ask Mary Fletcher one simple question, and he was already pretty sure of the
answer.
All his senses were pre-naturally sharp as he crossed the short distance
between them. In a flutter of bronzed feathers, the chickens scattered in front
of his feet. He both heard and felt the crunch of earth beneath the soles of
his boots. Crickets buzzed in the uncut grass beside the well. A cow flicked
her tail and tossed her head, bothered by a long-tailed fly. Somewhere over the
meadow a red-breasted thrush lifted its voice in an evening song. In a final
glimmer of glory, the sun set behind the shoulder of the mountain, and the sky
in the east grew dark.
In the fast fading warmth of the afternoon, Hoss felt the cool brush of
the mountain’s breath in the breeze against his cheek. The air smelled of
summer grass and distant pine.
The light fell softly on Mary Fletcher’s face. Her skin was delicate,
flawless, almost white. The pale column of her neck rose to a jaw-line a trifle
sharp. Her nose was narrow and finely tipped; her mouth seemed to Hoss to be
ever on the verge of a smile. He loved the sound of her ready, bubbling
laughter. Pale, golden hair swept back from her face into a loose bun at the
back of her head. A thick tendril had artfully escaped the pins and coiled
itself against her cheek. Hoss found the urge to take that curl of hair and
coil it ‘round his thick fingers all but impossible to resist. Mary’s
cornflower-blue eyes, just two shades darker than the dress she wore, were
wistful as she looked towards the meadow where the mists were starting to
gather in profusion down by the stream.
She sensed Hoss standing behind her, felt something of the heat radiating
from his big body. A tender smile touched her lips. "Isn’t it beautiful,
Hoss?"
Hoss lifted his eyes from the woman he loved to look at the darkening
landscape. He had to agree. "It sure is, Miss Mary." He reached out
and placed a hand on the top rail of the fence, half encompassing her in his
arms. "I don’t reckon as I ever seen anythin’ half so pretty in my whole
life." He wasn’t referring to the scenery and Mary Fletcher knew it. A
flush of colour rose into her throat.
Suddenly, she stiffened. "Oh, look Hoss! Look! A shooting
star!"
Just in time, Hoss looked east to see the single streak of brilliance
fade across the darkest third of the sky.
"Hoss, do you think it’s an omen, just for us?" Mary wrapped
her arms ‘round herself. Her eyes were aglow. "I’d like to think it’s a
sign sent by God especially for us. A sign that no one else in the whole wide
world can see."
Hoss was a little uncertain of how to handle this romantic sort of talk.
"Well, Ma’am, iffen that’s what you want ta think, then that’s what we’ll
say it was: a sign ‘specially for us."
Mary laughed lightly, but the sound was a trifle forced. She was feeling
just as anxious as he was. She turned to face him, her big, gentle giant of a
man. Hoss stepped back to give her space. Bashfully he turned the rim of his
high-crowned hat ‘round and ‘round in his hands. He was a nervous as a
schoolboy on recital day. His belly was all filled with ladybug wings, and his
legs belonged to somebody else. He found it hard to look into the lady’s face.
"Mary, I bin a-talkin’ ta yore
Mary prompted gently. "And what did my Pa have to say?"
The big smile started to creep back onto Hoss’s face. "Your Pa say’s
it’s just fine by him iffen I ask you, only I gotta ask you." Hoss
frowned. He wasn’t at all sure that he understood all the convoluted
proprieties of this, even though Adam and his Pa had explained it quite carefully,
several times. He remembered what Adam had said and breathed.
Somewhat uncertainly, he began again. "Mary, I know I ain’t nothin’
special ta look at, but I’m big, an’ I’m strong, an’ I sure know how ta work
hard."
Mary reached out to touch his face. "Hoss, you’re kind and generous
and as handsome a man as any woman could ever want to meet."
"Heck, Mary, I sure ain’t no oil paintin’." Hoss’s cheeks
flared pink.
Mary watched his face. It was plain that the big man was having
difficulty. "What was it you wanted to ask me?"
Hoss gazed at her. All the fancy words and phrases that Adam had
carefully taught him had flown clean out of his head. He guessed that he would
just have to get it said in his own way after all. He flushed furiously. Bashful,
he looked at his boots, then lifted his eyes to her face again. They were the
palest blue, bright and hopeful. "Mary," Hoss drew a breath. He’d
remembered that much at least. "I’d kinda like fer you ta be my
wife."
"Oh, Hoss!" Mary was so relieved; she had thought he would
never pluck up the courage. "Yes! Of course I’ll marry you!"
His hands went round her instinctively as she moved in close against his
chest. She closed her eyes as he lowered his face, and felt the first touch of
his lips.
Hoss was bouncing home in the wagon in the very last of the light. He
figured that he was about as happy as a man had any right to be this side of
that
Hoss had big plans. He was going to build a fine house up in the high
country. He had a spot already picked out in his mind: a place where the view
of the lake was truly superb, a place where there was fresh, running water,
unspoiled stands of magnificent timber and pastureland with good grazing. He
and Mary would raise pedigree bulls and fine horses and a whole big passel of
kids. He couldn’t wait to tell his Pa all about it and to see the look of his
brother’s faces just as soon as they got home from their trip.
The Ponderosa, on a summer’s evening, was a beautiful place to be. The
grasslands, devoid of animals now that that the cattle had been moved to high
grazing, lay empty under the wide, open sky. The tussocky grass that had fed
the winter herds was starting to re-grow; the scent of its growing was a heady
aroma on the cooling evening air. The hills beyond were already in darkness,
and the sky was changing from silver to velvet black.
Hoss let the cantering horses run through the ford of the stream without
even slowing them down. Water sprayed out in great fans from the wheels, and
Hoss laughed aloud with the sheer joy of being alive.
He was almost home and anticipating supper: hot coffee and a great slab
of fresh apple pie, when he caught sight of the horses. They were grazing alongside
the road quite close to the house, where no one’s horses had any right to be. A
slight frown clouding his generous features, Hoss hauled on the thick, strap
reins and brought the running team to a halt.
Sitting quiet and motionless on the high seat of the wagon, he listened
and searched the trees with his eyes. Except for the fidget of the horses and
the jingle of harness, the night was utterly silent and still. Hoss would have
sworn there was no one about.
Hoss set the brake and wound the reins around the lever. He climbed down
over the wheel. The nearest horse, a large, dark coloured mare, eyed him warily
as he approached. Hoss held out a hand. The mare threw up her head and danced
away from him. He saw her eye gleam in the light of the rising moon. He caught
up the trailing rein.
"Easy now girl, easy." Hoss spoke gently and unselfconsciously
to the horse and after a few, calming words she gradually quieted. Hoss stroked
her nose and breathed into her nostrils. He felt her hide quiver. "What
you doin’ out here all be yore-self, huh?"
By way of an answer, the mare snorted and nuzzled his hand. Although she
was skittish, she was missing human company, her stall in the barn and a
generous measure of oats. Hoss looked ‘round suspiciously at the nearby patch
of woodland. There was still no one about. With the skill of an accomplished
expert, he checked the horse over. Apart from a few scuff marks and a missing
shoe, she appeared to be undamaged. She shivered and snorted, shaking her head.
Hoss spoke to her again: soft, soothing words. He looked at the saddle on her
back.
The scowl that had settled onto his face deepened. No one had ridden the
mare for a very long time. The leather seat of the saddle was dirty and bits of
the harness were broken. Hoss went over it bit by bit, moving more and more
slowly, until he came to the stock of the long saddle gun. His lips set into a
thin, tight line as he pulled the rifle out from under the saddle skirts. The
gun was achingly familiar; there was no doubt at all that it belonged to his
elder brother. Hoss looked at the other horse, now standing in the full light
of the moon. It was Joe Cartwright’s pinto mare.
His scowl ever deepening, Hoss worked his way backwards over the mare’s
dark hide. When he got near her rump she flinched away from him and tried to
step on his foot.
"Easy girl. Easy." The big man murmured soft endearments.
"It’s gonna be all right. Ol’ Hoss is gonna take real good care o’
you."
A long way behind the saddle, in the fleshiest part of the muscle, he
found an ugly wound all clotted up with blood and dirt. Out of the festering
mess stuck the broken-off stump of an arrow. Hoss ground his teeth together.
There was no surer sign that his brothers were in all sorts of trouble.
Ben Cartwright rode home that night with a smile on his handsome, if
ageing, face. Altogether, it had been a successful day. It had started before
first light with a new foal born in the barn: a fine dark colt with all of
Monarch’s good looks and the promise of speed from his mother’s side. Often as
he had seen it over the years, that miracle of birth always left him amazed and
rejoicing. And then, in the morning light, he had taken the long ride up to
John Parkinson’s holding, up beyond Painter’s Ridge
Parkinson had been a neighbour and a cordial, if not close, acquaintance
for a good long time. Now, the years had taken their toll, and old John and his
wife Helen had decided to sell up and move away to spend their retirement years
somewhere out by the ocean. It had taken a whole day’s wrangling on Ben's part
– Parkinson was ever the man to drive a hard bargain – but he had bought the
place, lock, stock and barrel, for a fair and reasonable price. The Parkinson
place lay in a valley deep in a fold in the hills. It had timber and water and
some pretty fine pasture. The house was well built and plenty large enough for
a small family, and there was space alongside to expand. On his way home, Ben
had got to thinking that the little ranch would make a handsome wedding gift
for a marrying son.
The trail topped the rise and he stopped to let his horse blow. From
where he sat he could see the home ranges laid out before him like a darkling
map in the moonlight. The pine forests were black, and the lake, a silver
mirror that reflected the sky. Set in amongst its surrounding barns and
outhouses and the web-work of fences that formed the corrals, the big house was
all lit up like a beacon. It was blazing light into the night at an hour long
after everyone should have been safely in bed. It was then that Ben felt the
very first inklings of concern. He kicked his horse into a weary canter and
rode swiftly down the road that led home.
This time, for once, Paul Martin’s distinctive buggy was not parked in
front of the house. Ben heaved a massive sigh of relief as he stepped down from
the saddle. The family doctor was also a personal friend, but in recent months
he had been required to make all too many professional calls on the Cartwrights
for Ben’s peace of mind. All through the house, the lamps still burned. Perhaps
Hoss was simply too excited to sleep; perhaps a small celebration was already
in progress. The smile returned to Ben’s face as he approached his own front
door.
Hoss had been pacing the floor for hours, wearing a path in the floor in
front of the hearth. He had the unmistakable feeling that he ought to be doing
something, but right there and then in the middle of the night, he wasn’t at
all sure what. He was never so glad as when he heard his Pa’s horse pull up in
the yard outside.
Ben came in through the door in a rush. The big smile and the ready words
of congratulation died unspoken on his lips. One long look at the expression on
Hoss’s face was enough to tell him that something, somewhere, had gone
seriously awry. His first thought was that Mary Fletcher had turned his big son
down. Instinct alone told him that this wasn’t the case; the two were perfectly
suited and very much in love. Ben dumped hat and gloves on the sideboard and
strode across the room. He took that long, last moment of not knowing to pull a
steadying breath.
"What is it, son?"
Hoss gave him an unhappy look. "It’s Joe an’
Ben let the breath out carefully, suppressing the sudden feeling of dread.
Time enough for that later when he had discovered all the facts. "What
makes you think that?"
In short, terse sentences, Hoss told him. "I found their horses on
the road home tonight, grazing in the north quarter. Critters hadn’t been
ridden in quite a long stretch. No sign of Adam or Joe, but all their gear was
still on their saddles."
Ben’s mouth was suddenly dry. All thoughts of celebrations and weddings
were dashed out of his head. He searched desperately for a plausible
explanation. "Did you check the horses over? Was there any sign that there
had been a fight?"
Hoss’s face took on a look Ben had seen only once before – that day long
ago when he had come down the staircase to tell his father that Adam had been
shot in the belly. "There weren’t no blood on the saddles, Pa, but you
know that don’t mean nothin’. Adam’s horse had an arrow stuck in her butt. It’s
been in there one hell of a time, an’ them critters have come through some
pretty rough country all by themselves. Their legs is all cut, and they sure
were hungry."
Ben stared at his son, and Hoss saw the dawning horror in his father’s
dark eyes. He knew very well the effect this news was having, and it was news
that he hated to give.
Ben swallowed hard. There was great lump in his throat that wouldn’t go
down and a hard knot of dread in his belly. "I been hearing about Indians
raiding up North and across the line into
Hoss stood in front of the fire with his back to the flames. His
shoulders were hunched, and his hands were thrust deep into his front pants
pockets. His broad features were creased up into that deeply perplexed
expression that he wore when he was struggling with problems inside his head.
"They sure as heck run into Indian trouble,
Ben insisted on going over to the barn and, with painstaking care,
looking over both of the horses himself. As Hoss had said, there were no
injuries on Joe’s horse – just the signs that she had been living rough for
some time as she made her way home. Adam’s horse was a whole different story.
Hoss had cut out the arrowhead and done what he could to clean up the wound,
but there was a massive infection and the animal was seriously lame. Ben
wondered if it wouldn’t be kindest to put her down, but he just couldn’t do it;
somehow she was a last link with Adam, and Hoss seemed convinced that he could
get her walking again. He decided to give her a chance to recover.
The conclusion he came to was inevitable. Whichever way he looked at it,
resourceful as they might be, two of his sons were in serious need of help. He
looked at Hoss across the back of Adam’s horse.
"We won’t be able to do any backtracking. The trail’s too old, and
it’s been raining up in the hills. But we know which way Adam was planning to
go, north through the hills as far as Pyramid Lake and then a long swing west
and south, stopping off to visit with that friend of his in the Sacramento
Valley."
"That’s one awful big country out there, Pa, even if Adam didn’t
change his mind along the way and go someplace else. You reckon we got a cat’s
chance o’ findin’ them?" Hoss was unhappily dubious of their chance of
success, and he had to add, reluctantly, "Even if they are still
alive."
Ben’s dark eyebrows clashed together. "What do you mean, still
alive?"
Hoss was increasingly uncomfortable. He found it more and more difficult
to look his father in the face. "Pa, I reckon you just gotta face it. Adam
an’ Joe have run into some pretty serious trouble out there. Somethin’ –
something awful might o’ happened to ‘em."
Angrily, Ben’s voice started to rise. "What would you have me do?
Sit at home by the fire and wait and see if your brothers ever manage to find
their way back home?"
Hoss sighed heavily. "You know I didn’t mean nothin’ like that,
"Then we’ll look ‘til we find them!" Ben wasn’t prepared, right
there and then, to admit to any more sinister possibilities than that his sons
were lost and afoot in the hills.
"Yes, Sir." Hoss scuffed his boots in the dirt. He looked about
as miserable as Ben had ever seen him, and he felt much that way as well. He
gazed at the horrid wound on the horse’s rump. It was indisputable evidence
that his brothers had run into more than a little trouble. He guessed his Pa
just wasn’t going to be able to see it that way for quite some time. Hoss
feared the worst, and he hoped to heaven that he was wrong.
Ben’s anger abated as rapidly as it had come. He came out of the mare’s
stall, running a hand over her rump as he passed. He felt empty, drained, and
sick to his stomach. He put his hand on Hoss’s shoulder. "Let’s go and get
some rest. We’ll start out first thing in the morning – follow the route they
would have taken and see what we can find out."
Side by side, walking close together for comfort and companionship, the
two men made their way back across the yard to the house. They put out most of
the lamps, leaving a solitary light burning on the porch over the door, and,
eventually, they retired to their beds. There was little sleep to be had for
either of them that night.
*******
The heat leeched quickly from the
barren lands as the solar orb slid into the west. The days were hot in the
desert, with the sun beating down without mercy and little water to be had. The
nights were bright and starlit and bitingly cold. There had been no fires lit
and no hot food prepared. The little party of Shoshoni warriors and their two,
bound captives had existed solely on stale-tasting water, dried meat and little
cakes of hard, gritty bread.
For days uncounted, they had been riding steadily north and then west
into these dry, brown hills. They rode, for the most part, silently, one behind
the other. The unshod hooves of the ponies made little noise on the stony path,
and each horse stepped, almost exactly, into the tracks of the one in front.
For Adam Cartwright, the razor-backed appaloosa pony had become his own,
personal instrument of torture. With his head hung down almost to his knees,
the animal followed the horse in front on a long, loose lead line. He walked
lazily and often stumbled, which added to Adam’s agony.
Adam had begun to despair. He had been separated from his own kind,
removed from any semblance of civilization, mistreated and abused. What made it
worse, he couldn’t see any way back. Physical pain had become a way of life.
Every evening, Adam had provided the Indians with their principle source of
entertainment. He couldn’t count the beatings he’d taken, and his body was
covered in bruises and blood. It was a tribute to the skill of his abusers that
no bones were broken, and he still had all his teeth.
Adam was hungry and thirsty, and he couldn’t remember a time when it
hadn’t been so. He hurt in more places than he could begin to think about.
Added to his anguish was his concern for Joe. Several horses behind him, his
brother lay slumped across his pony’s neck like a man already dead. Any attempt
to look for him earned Adam another blow.
Evening was fast approaching when the path, barely discernible as it
switched back and forth among the rocks, took a final turn and delivered them
into the heart of the Shoshoni encampment. The settlement was so well concealed
among the surrounding rocks and scrub that it would be all but unnoticeable
unless a man stumbled right into it. Their arrival did not come as an
unannounced surprise. Far-flung watchers had seen them approaching, and word
had been carried ahead. There was no rapturous welcome, merely a quiet
acceptance of their coming.
With a single slash of a sharp-edged blade, Adam was cut free from the
horse. His hands still bound, he allowed himself to slide gratefully from its
back. He felt as if its saw edged spine had all but cut him in half. The relief
of not having to sit astride was an exquisite agony all of its own. His legs
were all of a tremble, and he couldn’t stand unaided. He stood clinging to the
animal’s neck with his fingers entangled in its stringy mane. Without breaking
his stride, Kalikasi walked past and cuffed him along-side the head.
Adam went down hard and stayed down. He had learned the long way ‘round
that getting right back onto his feet was an open invitation to anyone with the
inclination to knock him down again, and his audacity could earn him another
beating. From his vantage point, close to the ground, he took the opportunity
to look around.
Upon close examination, the settlement proved to be a village of
considerable sophistication. As an engineer, Adam was impressed. The shelters
were large and well constructed, each one providing living space for several
people. Built out of materials gleaned from the surrounding area, and
incorporating the natural rocks into their structure, they all but disappeared
into the background. Animal hides were draped across doorways and window
openings, and the roofs were thickly thatched with scrub and bundles of desert
grasses. The whole place had an air of semi-permanence, and Adam got the
impression it had been here, hidden among the hills, for some time.
Outside each shelter, a small cooking fire burned, but little smoke
escaped into the still sky of evening. Adam smelled the wood-smoke and the
aroma of cooking food. His pinched and empty stomach clenched with hunger, and
thick fluids flooded his mouth.
The still-functioning, carefully calculating part of his mind observed
the people. He counted thirty or so Shoshoni braves and, perhaps, a dozen
women. They moved quietly and effectively about their business, taking no
notice at all of a lowly, beaten-down captive. They were all adults, young or
in early middle age. He saw no old people and very few children, and,
listening, he could not hear the pipe of children’s voices. More and more he
became convinced that this was a splinter group, split off from the main tribes
across the desert, used to moving fast when they had to and melting away into
the landscape. His fear re-established itself.
Their clothes were of leather, mostly well worn, and were the all the
shades of the earth. Here and there was a flash of brighter colours, of blue
and of red, a blanket, a necklace, a bit of bright quill-work woven into a
shirt. He saw fringed skirts on a woman, a rabbit-skin cloak on a man. There
were hides stretched out on wooden frames to dry and elaborate baskets,
beautifully made, some only half complete.
A brave shouted something incomprehensible at him and made an angry
gesture. Adam knew it was time to get up, unless he fancied taking another
kicking. He got his feet under him, but his knees buckled as he straightened
up, dumping him unceremoniously back in the dirt. It hurt, but Adam wouldn’t
let the pain show. He gritted his teeth. He made another try, and, this time,
he got as far as his knees. The brave yelled at him again, full in the face,
and grabbed him by the elbow. Another pair of hands on the other side helped
haul him up onto unwilling legs. Adam staggered. As he was led unsteadily away,
he caught a fleeting glimpse of his brother. Two of the Shoshoni half lifted,
half carried him into one of the shelters. It seemed that he must still be
alive.
Adam wasn’t given the chance to look back. He was marched and, when he
stumbled, dragged, to a shelter at the end of the village where a larger fire
burned within a circle of smooth, rounded stones. Adam was thrown, or, more
nearly, dropped, on the ground. He landed with enough force to break open the
dried-up cuts of his knees. He choked off the gasp of pain before it reached
his lips. Through a blur of tears he saw a kaleidoscope of faces turn slowly
about him. He saw Kalikasi’s deeply creased features, now all but devoid of paint,
and Aminotek’s deep-scarred cheeks. Adam saw nothing noble about the savage
faces; he saw naked hatred in some, impassiveness in others.
His senses wavered. He had been many days in the sun without his hat, and
he was afraid that the heat of the desert might just have cooked his brain.
Still on his knees, he straightened his back and filled up his lungs. He clung
desperately to his awareness. He couldn’t afford to pass out now.
Instinctively, he knew that whatever fate he had been riding towards was about
to confront him. If he was to survive, he was going to need his wits about him.
The spotted hide that covered the doorway of the shelter lifted, and
another Indian stepped out of the dimness within. A tall man of immense
strength and stature, he stood tall and straight against the sky. Adam, still
gasping for his breath, had to lean back on his heels to look up at him.
Like the others, he wore a deerskin shirt, tough hide trousers with a
breechcloth over the front, and loose fitting leather boots. Around his neck
were several necklaces of seashells and assorted beads and, at his belt, a
broad bladed knife in an elaborate sheath.
He was the oldest of the Shoshoni that Adam had yet seen, although his
hair, worn long and loose, with only a plain band of rawhide around his
forehead to keep it in place, was still a glossy raven-black. His deeply
bronzed face was smooth skinned and severely handsome with wide features and a
narrow nose; his eyelids had a slight epicanthic fold, and his mouth was a
thin, straight line. He looked at Adam out of black eyes that burned; it was as
if he could see through into his very soul. Adam met his gaze squarely,
refusing to flinch.
It was not Adam to whom the Indian addressed himself – it was to the
surrounding crowd which must, by then, have included every Shoshoni in the
camp. He spoke a few words, short and sharp, and a furious conversation erupted
over
Many braves spoke; each seemed to have the right. Each man stepped into
the circle of stones to express his opinion and was allowed to speak for as
long as he wished. The evening grew long, and Adam’s senses began to swim
again. The principle argument was between Aminotek and Kalikasi, as it had been
all along. One saw a use for Adam’s life; the other wanted him dead. Both had
his say in the circle of stones, and the handsome Shoshoni listened carefully
to both sides. Adam reasoned that this had to be Kalikasi’s brother, the leader
of the band and the man who had the final say of life and death. He tried to
think of some way to sway the ultimate decision - and came up empty.
Eventually, the discussion became circular. The chieftain called a halt
to it. He said one sharp word, and the argument ceased. The chief spoke several
short, clipped sentences. Kalikasi dissented angrily. The chief spoke again,
and his brother fell silent, glowering; his face was furious and dark with
blood.
The tall chieftain gazed round at the gathering, his dark eyes
challenging. It had grown dark while the men had talked, and the temperature
was dropping rapidly. Adam, who had been broiling in his own sweat all day, was
now shivery cold. The sea of bronze faces glowed gold in the firelight; the
flickering light of the flames danced on their skins. No one else offered
opposition to his will.
The chieftain loomed over Adam. His expression was remote, aloof, his
physical presence imposing. "I am Washatak, chief of these people"
The voice was stern, the words spoken in perfect, cultured English. "You
are now my captive, white man, the property of the niwini, the people, and less
than a man. Do you understand me?"
Adam met the chief’s gaze squarely. He pulled a breath. "I
understand that I have been taken from my people and brought here against my
will." He held out his bound hands to prove his point. "My brother
and I have done nothing to harm the niwini, nothing to deserve this." He
allowed his anger and his defiance to show in his eyes; in truth, there was
little he could do to hide them.
Kalikasi snarled at him angrily. "Are you not a white man? Was it
not the white man who drove our peoples out of the east, across the mountains
and into the desert?" He encompassed the whole of the surrounding, arid
hills with a sweep of the arm.
"Am I responsible for the doing of all my people?" Adam
retorted. "Can one man stand against the wind what blows from the
desert?"
Washatak said something in his own language, and Kalikasi subsided again,
‘though his eyes still burned with rage. Washatak reached out and took a brand
from the fire. He held the burning end close to Adam’s face. Adam smelled the
smell of singeing hair and knew it was his own. He felt the heat of the flame
on his cheek and feared for his eye, but he would not cringe or move away.
Washatak held out his other hand, open, palm up. Adam saw the deeply etched
lifeline, forked and broken twice. He looked into the Indians eyes.
"Know that I hold your life in my hand, white man. Remember that you
are mine." Washatak closed the hand into a fist. Adam felt the strong
fingers about his heart. The flame moved closer, a tiny fraction. Still, he
would not flinch.
"If I free you," Washatak said, "do you give me you word
you will not run away?"
"The word of a white man!" Kalikasi spat and turned his face
away. Washatak ignored him. He watched Adam’s face.
"Do you make a bargain, white man?"
Adam gazed directly into the obsidian-dark eyes. The flame burning so
close to his face reflected in their depths. He saw cruelty there, hard and
bright, and courage, and something else – something akin to curiosity. His lips
were dry. He touched them with his tongue. "I would not leave without my
brother at my side."
The eyes narrowed just a fraction. Adam held them evenly with his own.
The burning brand held steady. Without speaking further, two men from different
worlds reached some glimmer of understanding.
Washatak tossed the brand back into the fire and made a sharp gesture to
one of the watching warriors. Impassive, the brave stepped forward with a sharp
edged blade and, with two swift strokes, sliced away the leather throngs that
bound Adam’s wrists.
Adam’s hands had been bound so tightly, and for so long, that they were
useless. Still on his knees, he tucked them under his armpits. Gently, he
rocked back and forth, trying to ease the pain as the blood flowed freely
through his fingers once more. He was careful not to let the anguish show on
his face.
Kalikasi stepped into the circle of stones and confronted his brother.
"You do not listen to my warnings, Washatak, but I will tell you, as I
told Aminotek, if this one stays alive, the blood of our people will run red
into the sand. I am medicine chief. I have seen it written in the clouds of the
morning; I have heard it whispered by the wind in the night." He spoke
proudly and with the authority of his office. The movements of his body
betrayed the emotions he felt. There was no doubt at all that he meant every
word that he said. There was an edge to his voice, barely concealed within his
anger. Adam wondered what it might be.
Washatak gazed at Kalikasi, a bleak expression on his high boned face.
"I hear your words, brother."
Kalikasi snarled, "But you do not listen!"
The chieftain held up his hand for peace. Kalikasi stiffened, still
fuming with anger, and stepped out of the circle. Washatak looked down at Adam.
The firelight danced across his high-boned features, touching his inscrutable
face with gold. "Remember your promise, white man. We have a
bargain."
Adam lifted his head and spoke boldly; having lived this long, he figured
he had nothing to lose. "Washatak, my brother is dying."
The Shoshoni chief had already dismissed him from mind and turned away.
Now, he turned back; for a moment, Adam had his attention. "If my brother
dies, our bargain dies with him." Adam held the chief’s dark gaze, and his
tone was uncompromising.
Washatak’s eyes burned; an angry muscle twitched in his cheek. He gave
Adam a long, hard look. Then he barked a command and made a swift gesture with
his hand before he walked away.
A burly brave seized Adam by either elbow and lifted him onto his feet.
They marched him forcibly back through the village. His legs were still
unresponsive, and he found it difficult to walk. He supposed he was fortunate
that they didn’t make him crawl. For a moment resisting his captors, he looked
back over his shoulder; the chieftain and the council fire were already out of
sight.
The moonless night was velvet black, the small cook-fires bright pools of
light in the darkness. Dark eyes in fire-gilded faces turned to watch him pass.
Adam’s thoughts were becoming confused. He fought his way through a pain filled
nightmare and couldn’t wake himself up.
Before he reached his destination, his legs collapsed completely, and he
was dragged the last few yards. They lifted up the flap of a shelter and dumped
him unceremoniously inside.
Adam found himself on his face on a hard earth floor. He concentrated,
first of all, purely on breathing, in and out, His lungs hurt; every last inch
of him hurt. He was hungry, thirsty, and he was in pain. His wrists were raw
where the rawhide had bitten into his flesh; his face smarted where the flame
had seared his cheek. His ribs hurt where he had been kicked, and his back hurt
from the beatings. Adam didn’t know why he was still alive. He doubted it was
through any altruistic feeling on the Shoshoni’s part. They had some use for
him that he hadn’t yet fathomed. He knew that it was a state of affairs that
could be reversed at any time. At last he got his hands under him and pushed
himself onto his knees.
He listened to the darkness. Far off he could hear men talking – the low
rumble of his captor’s voices as they sat outside by the fires. Inside the
shelter was the sound of breathing: his own, harsh and rasping as his body
struggled for some measure of recovery, slowing, steadying as it was achieved.
But not all the breathing was his. There was someone else breathing, lighter
and faster, like an animal.
The shelter was not entirely dark. The flap at the entrance had not
fallen completely into place, and the light of the fire outside filtered in
through the gap. As Adam’s eyes gradually adjusted to the gloom, he took a long
took ‘round. He discovered that he was in the same shelter as Little Joe. His
brother lay flat on his back on a woven rug on the ground. A rough blanket
covered his legs. It looked as if he thrown it off in his fever. On hands and
knees, Adam crawled to his side.
"Joe, Joe!" Adam’s voice was harsh from lack of water and from
the hardships he had endured. "Joe, can you hear me?" He put a hand
on Joe’s arm and felt the heat of his fevered flesh burning through his shirt.
Joe didn’t respond to his voice, didn’t seem to hear him. This skin of his face
was hot, tight and dry. It was a marvel to Adam that, after all he had been
through, Joe was alive at all.
Adam looked towards the doorway. He was frantic for help, on the verge of
panic, but he knew very well that if he stuck his head outside neither he nor
Joe would live to see morning. He had no doubt at all that his brother was
dying, and there was nothing he could think of to do to prevent it. Adam closed
his eyes, just for a moment, then climbed unsteadily to his feet. He had to do
something – get someone – no matter what it cost him. Hands clenched, he turned
to the door.
Four
Adam didn’t make it quite as far as the world outside. Before he reached
the draped hide that closed off the entrance it was lifted aside, and he found
himself confronted by two Shoshoni braves coming the other way. They were both
huge men; between them they filled the doorway. Their backs were to the light,
which meant that Adam couldn’t see their features. He did see the steely glint
in their eyes, and he knew that they meant business. One of them said something
to him in the Shoshoni language – gave him a curt order. Hands spread, Adam
took a long step backwards, positioning himself squarely between them and his
brother. The brave who had spoken backhanded him roughly on the sore side of
his face. In a blaze of pain, Adam went sprawling. He scrambled on hands and
knees to protect Joe, but both the braves were as big and as strong as he was -
and there were two of them. They moved in on him threateningly.
Adam was at a considerable disadvantage, and pretty soon he found himself
back on the ground with a muscular arm locked tight around his throat, and a
razor edged blade at his throat. A trickle of blood ran from a newly split lip.
His breath hissed, but he had the sense to stop struggling.
A woman moved the curtain aside and followed the braves into the shelter.
She carried a lamp, a faint flame in a small bowl of oil. Lit from below, her
face was young with a blunt narrow chin and the wide flaring cheekbones common
among her people. She had huge dark eyes that glanced only once in Adam’s
direction to make sure that he was subdued. The rest of her features: nose and
mouth, were small, which made her eyes seem even larger. Her hair was darker
than
A second woman followed the first, older and thicker set. She carried a
variety of pots and dishes on a woven tray. She didn’t look at Adam at all.
The lamp was set down close to Joe’s head but safely out of the way. The
light that it shed was dim but even and steady, enough for the women to work
by.
The two women knelt by Joe’s side, the tray on the ground between them.
Adam didn’t like it one bit. He made another brave bid for his freedom and came
up hard against the sharp edge of the blade at his throat. The other brave
punched him hard on the side of the head. Stunned, Adam came to the inevitable
conclusion that he would end up with his throat cut, or else beaten into a
pulp. He couldn’t do Joe any good at all. He could only lean against the arm
that held him and watch while the women did their work.
Between them, they rolled Joe onto his side. The younger woman pulled a
knife from the sheath that she wore on her leg above the knee: a double edged,
flat bladed knife. Adam snatched at his breath, and his muscles tensed. He felt
the warning tightening of the warrior’s arm.
Wielding the knife deftly, the woman cut away Adam’s makeshift dressing,
now many days old. Adam winced at the sight of his brother’s leg. It was
purpled and swollen from groin to well below the knee. The skin was tight and
shone in the light of the flame. It was little wonder that Joe was so ill.
The Indian woman was undismayed though the injury must have stunk. Her
face remained impassive. Adam licked dry lips and watched as she used the edge
of the knife to lift the blood crust and let the poison out.
Adam’s senses reeled, but Joe didn’t seem to notice. His face didn’t
flinch and his breathing stayed quick and shallow. Adam made himself relax and
tapped the warriors arm. "Okay, you big lummox. You can let me go."
Whether the man understood him or not, Adam didn’t know, but the brave
recognized the surrender. He grunted acceptance and loosened his grip,
straightening to stand over Adam with the knife still poised in his hand.
Joe’s ugly wound was cleansed with water, then dressed with a thick,
herbal ointment and packed with a fist-sized wad of desiccated moss. Adam knew
that many of the western tribes used washed, dried moss to dress open wounds.
He’d been unaware that the desert Shoshoni knew the trick too. He had heard
that the results were often good, although he had no idea why.
The women wrapped Joe’s leg, moss and all, in a clean strip of cloth.
Rolling Joe onto his back, they opened his shirt to the waist and spread his
chest with a pungent salve. Adam assumed it was to make Joe breathe; it made
him gasp from across the room. Together, the women lifted Joe and poured
something into his mouth, holding his nose to make him swallow. Joe didn’t wake
up but he gulped the draught down like a man. The young woman covered him up
with an ancient and moulting buffalo robe.
The two women gathered their things together, and the younger one spoke
sharply to the two braves who were guarding Adam. One of them answered her; the
other merely grunted. Neither of them was very happy at what she said. She
gestured them away impatiently. Kneeling down at Adam’s side, she reached out to
touch his face, her fingers probing the ugly scorch mark on his cheek. He bore
the pain without flinching, meeting her dark eyes with a steady gaze of his
own. With her fingertips, she smeared thick salve onto the burn. Then she was
gone, following the other woman and taking the braves, and the lamplight, with
her. She left Adam in the absolute dark.
Feeling his way, Adam crawled to Joe’s side. "Joe, are you all
right?"
If he heard at all, Joe couldn’t answer, but Adam would have sworn that
his breathing was easier. Adam stretched himself out beside him, partly for
warmth and partly for the comfort of familiarity. All they had left in the
world was each other. Very shortly afterwards, exhausted, he slept.
*********
A lifetime of waking in the first, grey light had embedded the habit deep
in Adam’s bones. He opened his eyes as the first touch of morning silvered the
eastern sky. It was utterly dark in the shelter, and for the space of three,
slow heartbeats, Adam didn’t know where he was. Then he remembered. He held his
breath, listening. Joe was still alive. Adam could hear the burble and whistle
of the air that moved his lungs.
Adam reached out in the dark to touch his brother’s face. Joe’s dry fever
had broken during the night, but now he was sweating; his clothes were damp,
and his face and hair were wet. Adam spoke to him softly,
"Hey, Joe. Little Joe? You’re gonna be all right."
Joe mumbled something through swollen lips: something about water and horses
and there not being enough of either. Adam couldn’t make out the rest.
"It’s okay, little brother. I’m gonna get you a drink.
Adam brushed the hair back from Joe’s sweating face in an automatic
gesture of affection. Little Joe, at his best, could be a real pain to a man,
infuriating and irresponsible. He was as dear to Adam as another human being
could be. Refusing to dwell on grim possibilities, Adam got to his feet.
His own body had made a remarkable recovery, calling on extra reserves.
He still had stiffness and sore spots all over, but his legs would obey him,
and his back straightened easily. He felt so well he was almost light headed.
He lifted the hide from the doorway and stepped outside.
The village was not yet astir. No lights showed anywhere, and the
shelters were darknessess deep in the shadows. His guards, if he had any, were
not in evidence. Across the way from where he stood a rangy black dog scratched
idly for fleas. The fire had burned down to ashes; there was scarcely a glow.
Adam fed the glow twigs and blew on it gently. Soon, he had a bright blaze
going, enough to give a little warmth on a chill desert morning and just enough
light to see by. He took another, long look around.
He found several baskets filled with pine nuts, a much worn blanket and
several discarded scraps of cloth, and he discovered a water-skin, partially
filled, hanging from a pole. He left the pine nuts and gathered the rest,
taking it with him into the shelter. With the flap folded back, enough of the
pre-dawn light filtered in for him to see what he was doing. He gave Joe a
drink, lifting his head and pressing the opening of the water skin against his
lips. The water came out with a rush and got both of them wet. Joe coughed and
spluttered but at least he swallowed and got some inside him.
Adam took a mouthful himself, a small one. The water was stale and flat
and tasted of hide. It was the sweetest drink he had ever had. He resisted the
urge to swallow it all and gave some more to Joe.
With a scrap of rag soaked in water he bathed Joe’s hands and face,
talking to him quietly, trying to elicit some response. Joe’s face was grey and
drawn with pain, making him appear older than his years. His lips were
bloodless and his eyelids almost transparent, veined in blue. He tossed his
head, trying to escape from Adam’s ministrations as he struggled to some
semblance of awareness. Then, at last, he opened his eyes.
Joe was delirious, or, perhaps, he was dreaming. He muttered something
incoherent, cried out abruptly and tried to focus pain bright eyes on Adam’s
face. Feebly, he moved his arms and legs. He looked as if he was trying to swim
through warm molasses and not making much headway.
"Adam? I hurt!" Joe mumbled his words as if his lips and tongue
were numb and not responding properly to the thoughts he tried to express. He
struggled to make his words intelligible. "My leg hurts so much! Where are
we? What’s goin’ on? Why is it so dark in here?"
Adam didn’t know what to tell him, how much his brother could cope with
or what he would understand. Clearly he didn’t remember anything about their
capture, or their painful journey north. That, maybe, was a mercy, but it put
the burden of information squarely on Adam’s shoulders. He drew a deep breath –
there was no point in trying to hide the truth. He tried to keep it simple.
"We’re in a Shoshoni village, Joe, held captive."
Joe stared at him. "Can’t be! Can’t be, Adam." He shook his
head against the ground. "Ain’t no Shoshonis this side o’ the
desert."
Adam glanced towards the doorway. The daylight was steadily
strengthening. Outside, beyond the walls of hide and wattle, he could hear
movement and voices. He turned back to find Joe watching him, disbelief and
worry on his face. "I think they’re renegades, raiding across the border,
hiding out in these hills."
Joe’s skepticism turned into fear; Adam watched it happen. "They’re
gonna kill us, Adam! How we gonna get out o’ here?" Frantic, Joe tried to
get some coordinated response from his body. He floundered on his back like a
stranded turtle. Adam dabbed the sweat from his face and tried to calm him.
"Hey, you concentrate on getting better and leave the worrying to me. I’ll
find a way to get us both out of here." It was a promise that came easily
to Adam’s lips – the need to comfort was strong. He had no idea if it would be
possible to keep his word. He hadn’t figured out yet why they were still alive.
Adam could see that Joe’s attention was drifting away again. His eyelids
drooped and fluttered and closed as sleep and fever claimed him again. Adam
pulled the blanket over him and then the buffalo robe. In these northern desert
lands, nights and mornings were cold. Joe couldn’t afford to take a chill.
Adam returned the water skin to the pole where he’d found it, hanging it
up by its braided cord. It was a basic form of good manners that he’d learned
in a Pauite camp. In the early light of the morning, the village was coming to
life. The women were tending the cook fires with the youngest of the children
clinging to their skirts. The nearest child gazed at Adam with huge and curious
eyes. A dog barked until someone kicked it, and somewhere a baby cried and was
quickly quieted, put to a woman’s breast. It was a scene of quiet and
industrious bustle
A small group of older children, perhaps about a dozen and all of them
boys, walked purposefully by. Dressed in buckskins and leather like miniature
versions of their fathers, they carried sticks and slings and bows and arrows,
weapons Adam knew they could wield with fearful accuracy. The little group had
an air of determination and suppressed excitement; clearly, they were off on a
hunt.
One of the older women finally gave Adam some food. Without speaking, she
handed him, of all possible things, a blue, enamelled plate and a hall marked
silver spoon that had come, at one time, all the way from
It was a battle that he had to win, and win it he did, but at a cost. The
fight left him exhausted and shaking. He knew he couldn’t eat any more.
Thinking to take what was left to his brother, he started towards the shelter.
The woman spoke to him sharply and pointed away. Adam didn’t understand
the Shoshoni, but he took her to mean that she would tend to Joe. Hands spread,
he backed off. He had no other choice.
Adam got no chance to rest his bruised muscles or tend to his numerous
sore spots. He was put in the charge of the women and set to do women’s work.
For the most part, the men-folk ignored him. It was beneath the dignity of a
warrior to notice a slave. Adam was left in no doubt that was exactly what he
had become. He was soon made to understand that his value was less than that of
a decent horse, something more than a dog’s.
Although they pretended indifference to his presence, they were clearly
aware of the physical threat he represented. There were always one or two
braves within sight, rifles cradled in their arms. Adam wondered again why, if
he were such a danger, they were keeping him alive.
The women equipped themselves with long, whippy sticks to beat him with,
and some of them took a delight in using them. Adam took the abuse stoically
and without complaint; he didn’t allow the pain of it to show on his face or
reveal the fury he felt inside. By midmorning, the novelty of ill-treating him
had worn off; the women drifted away to tasks of their own. The children were
more of a problem. There were more of them than he had first thought, and a
hoard the younger ones followed him about. They taunted him and threw sharp
stones and chanted incomprehensible songs at which everybody laughed except for
Adam, who did not understand.
The village was more extensive than he had imagined, spreading over
several hillsides and the valleys in between. The shelters, of hide and canvas
and woven willow-wands, were in little clusters amongst the rocks. Some of them
were in social groups, probably families living together; some of them were
clustered about a single hearth, while some had a fireplace all of their own.
The water supply, and the village’s principle reason for being where it
was, was a spring that cascaded, fresh and clear, from beneath a shelf of hard,
grey rock. It filled a series of natural stone basins as it cascaded down the
hill, petering out in a pool in a shallow valley where it evaporated entirely
away in the heat. The horse herd was kept in a fold of the hills well away from
the dwellings, confined in corrals made of brushwood. Every day they were
driven up to drink at the lowest watering hole. Adam was made to understand
that he was allowed nowhere near the horses.
Most of his work on that first morning involved hauling water, carrying
it from the topmost pool in tightly woven baskets sealed with pitch. He used
the opportunity to learn his way about. He was aware that knowledge would be
the key if he and Joe were to survive, and his sharp eyes missed nothing. In
the afternoon he walked with several women and a lame, piebald pony to the
nearest good stand of trees, several miles away.
Watched over by a mounted brave, they gathered firewood, sticks and
brush, anything that would burn. Looking about him, Adam could see that there
was precious little left to gather. These woods were all but exhausted, and the
Shoshoni women would soon have to forage further afield to find this, the most
basic of necessities. In any event, the village would soon have to move. The
winter supplies were almost used up, and game was scarce in these desert
fringes. In order to stay alive, the Shoshoni band would have to trek north and
west, into the denser forests where game was abundant, or south towards the
ranches and the spreading settlements of the white man. That portended a conflict
that Adam found too terrible to contemplate.
Adam drifted away from the group, gathering up an armful of kindling as
he went. The woods consisted, for the most part, of live oak with their
eternally green foliage and their distinctive, rounded shapes, interspersed
with sycamore and the silver-branched digger pine.
From the top of the hill, he could see the next valley. The woodlands
continued quite some way looking, deceptively, almost like parkland, before giving
way, once more, to the dry, stony hills of the desert. The distance was
shrouded in dusty haze. Here and there Adam saw indications that other springs
of water might break the surface, following the ancient fault line north. If he
were right, and he thought that he was, then there might be a highway across
the desolation after all. Two men on foot, travelling slowly from watering
point to watering point, could work their way towards civilization. If Joe
could walk. If Adam could steal food and blankets – he balked at a horse. If
they could escape the Shoshoni encampment and evade the men that would come
after them.
Adam heaved a mighty sigh. It was a tall order; there were one hell of a
lot of ‘ifs’. Adam was counting on skill and luck and patience. Slavery was not
a life he was prepared to accept for himself, or for his brother. Already, a
small part of his crafty mind was fixed on escape and planning accordingly.
A sound came from behind him: a horse’s hoof on stone. Adam turned. The
stern faced brave on the spotted horse was close by and watching narrowly. He
carried a rifle in his hand and a bow on his shoulder. Adam doubted he’d
hesitate to use either. The warrior said a sharp word and gestured with his
long gun. His message was clear: no further! Collecting sticks as he went, Adam
made his way back through the trees.
By the time the work was done, and both people and the limping horse were
heavily laden with firewood and headed back towards the village, it was late
afternoon. The sun was sliding into the west towards the mountains, now, in
these northern parts, out of sight around the curve of the world. The sky
turned a rare shade of apricot only seen over desert hills.
The wood was distributed amongst the cook-fires and Adam, released for
the day. He was near to exhaustion, so tired he could barely walk. Stumbling,
he made his way to the upper pool and dropped to his knees at the water’s edge.
It was deep evening, and the sun was setting. He raised his eyes to heaven but
found he couldn’t pray. His father’s god had abandoned him. He felt very much
alone.
The reflection in the water was a face he didn’t know. His cheeks were
hollow, bruised and scrapped and darkened with a beard he hadn’t known he’d
grown. His eyes were sunken into his head, and they stared right back at him,
filled with the horrors he’d seen. For a long, drawn-out moment, he stared at
himself, trying to see the man that he’d been – the man that he thought that he
was. For an instant he glimpsed someone he recognized, but then the dark water
rippled and swirled and swept that person away.
In a gesture of fury Adam smashed his fist into the water, shattering the
stranger’s image into fragments and releasing his pent up despair. He couldn’t
afford anger, couldn’t afford grief, couldn’t afford any outward display of
resistance. It would make him appear too dangerous to keep alive. He was mad at
himself for getting into this mess in the first place, mad at himself for
endangering Joe, worried and angry that he couldn’t see any immediate way to
get them both out of it.
Whatever the Shoshoni’s reasons for keeping them alive, he had to play
along until an opportunity to escape presented itself. Once Joe was healed,
they could slip away north and west, following the route that he had planned. For
the first time Adam seriously contemplated regaining his freedom. His eyes
glittered, and his face became sly. He knew that it was essential to keep such
thoughts to himself. He drew long breaths and calmed himself, banished the
anger from his eyes.
Cupping water in his hands, he bathed his face and neck, and, then, he
drank, a carefully measured amount. In a low, well-balanced crouch he rested
his hands on his knees and looked to the west, squinting into the sunset. The
dry, rolling hills were burnt orange and black, stark against the cinnamon sky.
A stand of dry brush grew high on the ridge, and a single tree, half of it long
dead and skeletal, the other half very much alive, verdant and green, stood
sentinel at the crest. It was a landmark that Adam set in his mind.
A warm wind blew up off the desert. Adam breathed deep and listened to
the evening quiet. A mile away, close to the desert’s edge, a corncrake gave
vent to its rattling cry, while closer, unseen on the hillside, a pair of
partridge fluttered and settled. The horse herd stirred in the valley below,
while in the village behind him the cook fires began to glow against the
gathering darkness. Shoshoni children laughed as they played, and, somewhere
below him, away to the left, a woman was singing.
A narrow path led down through the rocks, tracing the channel where the
water flowed from one pool down to the next. Straightening, Adam followed it.
The last of the light danced on the water, gilding the ripples as they spread.
A woman knelt at the water’s edge, rinsing some small garment. It was she that
sang: a low, slow chant that held the rhythm of the Earth. Adam moved closer,
looking about him. No one moved to stop him. It seemed that the braves had
tired of watching. With his brother held captive, they were sure that he
wouldn’t escape.
Stepping with care, all but silently among the stones, Adam came up
beside her. The woman looked up with a start. Finding the tall white-man
standing so close, she snatched at her breath, her lips slightly parted, her
liquid eyes dark; her song was quite forgotten. He was unguarded and she,
unprotected. For a moment her face was afraid.
Spreading his hands, palms out, Adam lowered himself to a crouch.
"It’s okay. I’m not going to hurt you. I don’t mean you any harm."
The woman found his tone reassuring. She sat back on her heels and looked
at his face. Adam recognized her now. She was the same woman who had come into
the shelter the night before, the one who had tried to help Joe. Adam gazed at
her. There was no denying that she was lovely; he could see that now: a classic
beauty of her type. She had the rose-brown skin and oval face of the pure
Shoshoni - not a girl but a full-blown woman with interesting curves in all the
right places. Adam estimated her age at about twenty-five; old enough to be
both a wife and a mother, yet she wore the braids and the beaded armbands that
said she was still a maid. He felt the need to speak to her but didn’t know how
much she would understand.
"I want to thank you for what you did for my brother - and for
this." He indicated the side of his face with a curtailed sweep of the
hand. The woman followed the gesture with her eyes. The burn on his cheek was
healing quickly, the redness already starting to fade. Adam held out his hands
in what he hoped was a gesture of friendship. "Without what you did, my
brother would surely have died."
The woman looked at him boldly. "Your brother is young, and the
spirit is strong in him. He would not willingly ride the dark horse of
death." She spoke flawless English, but slowly. It was a language she
rarely used.
Adam smiled. The expression lightened his face. "I guess you’re
right at that. Never the less, I am in your debt."
Her expression became seasoned with scorn. Evidently, the gratitude of a
white slave was worth less than nothing. Adam spread his hands again. "I
have nothing to give you."
"I did as my brother bid me. He would have both alive.
Adam’s mind worked furiously. This woman, a healer, was sister to
Washatak, and also to Killikasi, the medicine chief. He might find a way to use
that relationship to his advantage - and to Joe’s. It crossed his mind, but
only briefly, to take her captive and hold her against the release of his
brother. He was bigger and stronger and could take her easily. Adam believed in
respecting women, but he was not above using them when the occasion arose. The
moment passed. He would only be bluffing and the Shoshoni would kill Joe
instantly, right in front of his eyes. Right then, Adam found himself more in
need of an ally. Carefully, he asked the question that pressed him. "Would
you know why you brother wants us alive?"
Her face unreadable in the darkness, she gazed at him without speaking.
If she knew, she wouldn’t tell him; he could see it in the set of her jaw. He
made a helpless gesture. "For whatever it’s worth, you have my
gratitude."
The scrap of cloth that she had been laundering had drifted away towards
the centre of the pool. Both of them noticed it at once and made a simultaneous
grab. The water splashed, and their fingers brushed beneath the silken surface;
his were warm and hers were cool. Both of them laughed at the unexpected
encounter.
Sobering first, the woman drew back. She lowered her eyes, then looked at
him directly. Adam found her gaze somewhat disconcerting, and then experienced
a pleasant feeling deep inside, a sensation that he couldn’t immediately
identify. He smiled at her, and she smiled back. He rescued her laundry and
offered it to her, a small sodden scrap. She took it as if it were a gift,
wrung out the water and folded it neatly, adding it to the basket at her side.
Adam stood up and offered her his hand.
From beyond the rocks, Killakasi watched as Adam lifted the woman onto
her feet. He saw her smile and heard him chuckle as they exchanged a quiet
word. The medicine chief’s deeply folded face was without expression, but his
black eyes burned with bitter hatred as he watched them walk away toward the
village and the warmth of the fires. He’d seen all too clearly the smiles on
their faces and the looks in their eyes.
The children’s hunt had been successful; meat was roasting at every
hearth. There was a mixture of birds and lizards and small animals, whatever
they had been able to catch or bring down with their primitive weapons. Adam
didn’t look too closely at the portion he was given; he ate it ravenously and
washed it down with a hot, herbal tea. This time his stomach offered no
rebellion, and the food settled comfortably. Replete and aching with
exhaustion, he moved towards the shelter, and, this time, he was allowed to go.
A tiny fire had been lit inside. Aromatic twigs were charring slowly,
filling the air with fragrant smoke. It made the eyes smart but it seemed to
help Joe’s breathing. A small lamp with an open wick stood close beside his
head. By the faint and uncertain light, Adam could see that his brother was
awake.
Joe’s face was drawn; his skin was ashen white, stark against the
darkness of his curls and drawn as tight as parchment over the fine bones of
his face. Adam put out a hand and touched him with his fingertips. His body was
warm but no longer burned so furiously with fever. "Hello, Joe. How are
you feeling?" Adam even managed a smile.
Joe rolled his head towards him. "Adam, where’ve you been."
"I’ve just been out doing some work, little brother. Something you
wouldn’t know much about." With a heartfelt sigh, Adam lowered himself
down beside Joe, stealing just a little of the shabby blanket to cover his legs
with.
"I thought they’d killed you!" Joe grabbed at him. "I thought
you were dead."
"Not yet, Joe. Not quite yet." Adam’s eyelids were already
drooping. Carefully, wary of over-strained muscles, he stretched himself out
flat.
"Adam?" Joe shook him as hard as he could. "How we gonna
get out of this, Adam? How we gonna get home?"
Adam might have offered platitudes, encouragement and hope; he might have
counseled patience and caution; he might even have laid intricate plans,
plotting their escape, but Adam’s breathing slowed and steadied. Dark eyelashes
settled against his cheek, and he was already deeply asleep.
Five
Ben Cartwright shivered and subsided further into the fleece lined folds
of his coat. As long as he had lived in this country – and he had lived here a
very long time – it never ceased to amaze him how the land could burn like the
anti-room of hell in the daytime, yet be so bitterly cold in the night. In the
light of the early morning, his breath turned white, puffing into steam the
moment it left his mouth. Worn and grey with exhaustion, Ben’s countenance was
as bleak as the landscape he surveyed from the back of his horse.
Spread before him was an endless vista of sand and naked rock and
frost-splintered shale with very little vegetation, just sparse scrub and
brush. There were no trees and no bushes and only coarse desert grasses growing
where their roots found shelter in cracks and crevices. The only creatures he’d
found alive in four days were a nest of diamond-backs he’d come across by
accident. It was a harsh and unforgiving country; any man who made a mistake
out there wouldn’t get a second chance. That was a thought that made him
shudder again and, this time, with something other than the cold. In this
first, faint light there was very little colour, only tones of black and grey.
Everything was lightless, lifeless, a desolation as chilled and as stony as old
Ben’s heart.
His dark eyes, heavily shadowed and sunken deep into his head, held
sorrow and despair as a stone-built well holds water, but a grim determination
lighted them from within. It was this remorseless gaze that he turned upon his
son as the big, bulky man, bundled into his coat, came walking slowly back
towards him along the fringes of the desert.
Hoss’s face was crumpled and folded into an expression of abject misery
that had become permanently fixed in these last few days; the big man’s sunny
spirit was noticeably and understandably absent. Not only was he having to deal
with the loss of his brothers, but his Pa’s foul temper as well. He trailed his
horse behind him on a long, slack rein. "I can’t find no trace o’ nothin’
on these here rocks,
Hunched over in his saddle, Ben didn’t turn his head. "We found
traces of horses back by that waterhole," he intoned. "They must have
come this way."
"Heck, Pa, them signs were three, four weeks old. I can’t even say
fer sure they was Indian ponies. An’ even if they was, there ain’t nothin’ ta
say Adam an’ Joe was with ‘em." Hoss took off his hat and ran a hand
through his thinning hair. They’d been trailing back and forth through these
woods and up and down this line of desert for days without reckoning, from well
before dawn until it was too dark to see. In all that time they’d scarcely met
a living soul. It seemed to Hoss that they were not one inch closer to finding
his brothers, and the relentless search was taking a heavy toll on his father.
He hated to see it, but he was helpless to act. Ben was ruthless in his
determination and relentless, driving himself, his son and their horses to the
brink of total exhaustion. If Hoss tried to argue, he encountered his father’s
wrath. Ben wouldn’t rest, even for a day; Hoss was afraid that he would drive
himself into an early grave.
Ben pulled himself more erect. "Those people living back there in
the woods told us Adam and Joe were still riding north when they left their
place."
"I know they did
"What are you saying, boy?"
Hoss had the grace to look sheepish. He scuffed his boots in the sand.
"Heck, Pa, I don’t hardly know what I mean. It’s just that we’ve spent
weeks wanderin’ ‘round in these hills, and we ain’t found no sign of Adam or
Joe."
Ben glared. A muscle ticked in his cheek. "Are you suggesting that
we give up?" His voice was rising, starting to boom.
With a sigh, Hoss shook his head. "You know I wouldn’t never suggest
nothin’ like that, but we ain’t even got no clear idea of which way they went.
If Adam an’ Joe got clear o’ them Indians they might o’ high-tailed it north,
or turned west, into Californy. Adam might be soakin’ in that fancy bath-house
that friend o’ his built right this very minute, drinking beer an’ swappin’
stories."
Ben thought about it. He consulted with the empty void in his heart. He
knew that he could depend on Adam’s cool head to think his way out of trouble,
and Adam could take care of Little Joe. Sense told Ben that they would have
gone west, crossed the State line and sought help from the settlements in
The sun was now above the horizon, a molten ball of gold. Already, he
could feel the first brush of its fiery breath against his face. The shadows
were creeping, gradually shortening; it was time to be on their way. He
gathered up his reins. They needed to get some miles behind them before the
heat of the day arrived in full force.
"We’ll keep riding north along this line," he said decisively.
"If Adam came this way he would have left a sign, something to show us
which way he went."
"Yes, sir." Hoss sighed.
Both of them knew that Adam wouldn’t have gone into the desert of his own
accord; if he had come this way, it wouldn’t have been because he had a choice.
It was unlikely that Adam had been capable of marking a trail.
Impatiently, Ben waited while Hoss turned to his horse and lifted himself
into the saddle. Their backs might be aching and their backsides starting to
feel the strain, but neither one of them was prepared to stop looking. Even as
Hoss lowered himself carefully into the leather, Ben was already on the move,
nudging his gelding along the rough line off herbage that marked the desert’s
edge. Hoss picked up the lead-rope of the packhorse’s bridle and followed on
behind.
The air grew steadily hotter as the morning drew on. Waves of heat beat
up off the desert; dust devils danced on the shale and the warm wind, the
devil’s exhalation, began to blow out of the wilderness. The glare of the sun
had no mercy; it sucked the sweat right out of the skin, and men and horses
began to suffer. The shadows shortened to almost nothing, and there was nowhere
to hide.
It was almost
"We’d better have something to eat and rest the horses. Then we’ll
turn west again, take another turn through the hills." It was a decision
drawn from him reluctantly. Ben still had a feeling that, against all rhyme and
reason, Adam and Joe had gone into the desert.
"Yes, sir." Hoss’s face was compressed in that same, perpetual
frown. He kicked his feet free of the stirrups and lifted himself to step down.
Then he froze into stillness. A look of intense concentration settled on his
broad features as he gazed into the distance. "Say, Pa, looks like
someone’s coming."
Ben turned, staring hard in the direction Hoss indicated. A huge plume of
dust hung over the middle distance – dust kicked up by men on horses travelling
the dry country, fast. The riders were still more than two miles distance, tiny
figures that defied identification. Mindful of what he had heard about raiding
parties, and the arrow in Adam’s horse, Ben moved closer to his saddle gun. "Can
you make out who they are?"
Still on the back of his horse, Hoss had a higher vantage-point. He
squinted his eyes half shut against the glare of sun on stone. "I don’t
reckon them’s Indians,
Ben hoped that his son was right. The two of them were very vulnerable
out here on the edge of the desert. There was little cover and nowhere to ride
to for help, and the column of riders was turning their way. Clearly, they had
been seen. If they were Indians, then they were in serious trouble. He tried to
imagine who else might be riding in this hot, dry country, and riding out in
force.
Then Hoss relaxed in the saddle, and the breath sighed out of him. He
pulled a huge spotted bandanna out of his pocket and mopped the sweat from his
brow. "Ain’t nothin’ ta worry about,
"The army?" Ben was incredulous.
"It’s a whole gold-darned column of pony-soldiers. Whoo-ee!"
Hoss whooped and took off his hat, waving it in the air to attract attention –
a completely unnecessary device. Even Ben’s somber face broke into a grin.
Plainly recognizable against the grey and green and gold of the
landscape, a double file of soldiers emerged from the dust. There were some
twenty or more, rough, tough men, as hard as the army could make them and
dressed in cavalry-blue. Every one of them was covered from hat to boots in a
substantial layer of sweat and dirt, evidence that they had been riding hard
for a very long way. The man out in front held up his hand and the column
slowed, pulling up in an uneven line of sweat stained horses and jingling
harness twenty yards away. The officer walked his horse forward and threw Ben a
smart salute.
"Lieutenant Christian Henry Harwell, sir, of the Second Battalion
Ben stepped forward to shake the offered hand. "I’m mighty glad to
see you lieutenant. My name’s Ben Cartwright, and this is my son, Hoss."
Hoss and the soldier exchanged polite nods of acknowledgement. Ben went on,
"We certainly didn’t expect to run across the
"And I didn’t think to find white men, either, Mister Cartwright;
not live ones anyway." Leaving Ben wondering at this cryptic remark,
Harwell turned to the next man in line. "Sergeant O’Toole, tell the men to
climb down and rest their butts. We’ll spell the horses a while."
"Yes, sir!"
The word to dismount went swiftly down the line, and tired men swung down
from weary horses. Grateful for the chance to stretch their legs and relieve
their bladders, they men broke ranks. Harwell stepped out of his saddle and
joined Ben on the ground. He brought his canteen with him and cordially offered
water.
Ben sipped politely and passed the canteen to Hoss. The amenities taken care
off, Ben said, "I didn’t know the army was posted this far east."
"A temporary unit only, though we’ve been here nine months already.
We’re riding out of Prion, Mister Cartwright, chasing Indians."
"Bannocks?" Ben scowled.
"Shoshoni."
"I thought the Northern Shoshoni were a peaceful people."
"Indeed they are." Harwell retrieved his canteen and took a
drink himself. "Especially since they’ve moved beyond the
Ben looked at him askance. "Savages?" In his book it was a word
not to be bandied lightly.
"That’s what I called them, and that’s what they are."
Harwell’s eyes were diamond hard and his tone equally unyielding. "They’ve
been raiding back and forth across the border, killing, looting, burning. They
always ride back this way, melting into the desert, impossible to trace."
Harwell turned and squinted into the glare as if he knew his quarry was there,
hiding just out of sight. Ben took the moment to look the soldier over.
What he saw was a well built man of military bearing, trimmed and
hardened by years in the saddle until all that as left was pure soldier – a man
who had spent his entire adult life in the army and was now well past middle
age.
Without turning, Harwell asked, "And what brings you and your boy
all the way out here into God’s abandonment?"
Ben’s expression turned grim. "I’m looking for two other sons. They
were hunting through these hills. Their horses came home without them."
Harwell banged his hat against the gold-striped leg of his pants,
knocking a little of the dust out of both. "I’m very much afraid, Mister
Cartwright, that if your boys have been afoot in this country very long - well,
to be blunt, I don’t give much for their chances." He looked at Ben
squarely. "And if they ran into those hostiles, you’d better hope they
died fast."
Ben’s face set into a hard, grey mask. His hat in his hand, he watched
Harwell walk away to check on his men. He wouldn’t believe it. It couldn’t be
true. Adam and Joe couldn’t be dead. Surely he’d have felt their passing as
they died. The world would be a dark and empty place without their presence in
it: their laughter, their everlasting bickering, their sometimes-fierce
disagreements and their abiding love. And yet here was the world: bathed in
bright sunshine, full of colour, men going about their business, talking,
eating and drinking and tending to their horses, their lives going on. How
could the world still be turning without Adam on it? Ben just didn’t know.
He became aware of Hoss standing behind him, a big, brooding presence
with a scowl on his face. Hoss’s very attitude echoed Ben’s thought.
Ben strode after Harwell. "Lieutenant, can I ask you a favour?"
Harwell looked him up and down thoughtfully. "You can ask, Mister
Cartwright. What’s on your mind?"
"You’re heading out into the desert after these Indians. Can we ride
along with you, my son and I?"
"And why would you want to do that?"
Ben made a helpless gesture. "It’s just a gut feeling I have. I
think my sons went that way, but it would be suicide for the two of us to ride
out into that desert alone. If we could ride along with your party – well, we
might just come across some sign."
"Well, I think you’re clutchin’ at straws." Harwell hung his
canteen back on his saddle horn. "You’re welcome to come along, but I’ll
tell you now, I don’t intend to go very far out: just a few miles. My men have
been riding hard for a week, and they’re tired, and they’re saddle sore, and
the horses are just about done."
"I understand." Ben was genuinely grateful. "I appreciate
it." He walked back to where Hoss was watering their horses. He didn’t
catch the sympathetic look in Harwell’s eyes or see him shake his head.
The column of soldiers formed up in twos, and Harwell gave the signal to
move out. Ben and Hoss, with their packhorse in tow, fell in at the end of the
line. The desert was a terrible place, surely hell on Earth. The sunlight,
direct from above and bouncing back with a dazzling intensity from off the
white rock, was enough to sear a man’s eyes. The heat burned through his shirt
and sucked the moisture right out of his body. The land was as dry as a
desiccated bone.
Harwell set out at a smart, spanking pace, but it couldn’t be maintained.
Soon, the rate of progress had been reduced to a shambling walk, the horses
strung out, one behind the other, all across the landscape. The animals
stumbled often and walked with their heads hung down. The men sat slumped in
their saddles. It was an appalling defensive formation; if the Indians had
chosen that time to attack, the soldiers would have been wiped out in minutes.
An hour passed and then another. If he had not known it before, Ben began
to understand the futility of the task he had set himself. The desert
wilderness was just too vast, too inimically hostile and too cruel for him ever
to stand a chance of finding his missing sons. He came to realize that, even if
Adam and Joe had come this way, following this same path, the most he could
hope to find of them were dry and shrivelled corpses.
From somewhere up ahead someone raised a shout. Ben’s thoughts snapped
back into focus. Ahead of him, horses and men were milling about in some
confusion. Men were pointing to the sky and yelling to one another in
excitement. Hoss rode up alongside his father. "Hey, Pa, will ya look at
that?"
Ben lifted his head and looked where Hoss pointed. Against the pale glare
of the desert sky, sinister shapes were circling on outstretched wings. Carrion
birds. Ben counted four, and then another joined them.
Sergeant O’Toole bellowed an order and the soldiers came to attention
like the grizzled veterans they were. Aches and pains and grumbles forgotten,
they closed their ranks, reforming their double column. Ben and Hoss cantered
their horses along the line, one on either side. Harwell was sitting at the
front, his gaze still fixed on the sky.
Filled with fear, Ben pulled up beside him. "What is it? Is it my
sons?"
Harwell mopped his face with a large, red handkerchief. "I don’t
reckon, Mister Cartwright. Take a look for yourself."
From the place where they sat at the top of the ridge the ground fell
steeply away to the floor of an ancient sea. A long way down and a long way out
the reason for the bird’s interest was apparent. Two covered wagons stood in
the midst of an ocean of sand, looking for all the world like a child’s
broken-backed toys. There was no sign of life, but the bloating carcass of an
ox lay sprawled on its side, together with other unidentifiable but ominously
familiar forms. Ben traded looks with Hoss "They look like settler’s
wagons."
"Sure do,
Ben turned to Harwell. "Aren’t you going down?"
"All in good time. Mister Cartwright." Harwell gave and order
to O’Toole, who organized the men. The word passed swiftly along the line, and
the cavalrymen drew their long guns from beneath the leather skirts of their
saddles. Now fully alert and riding close together in a tightly knit fighting
unit, the soldiers started forward. The trail, if such it was, was steep and
stony; it flattened out as it reached the basin floor. The men had to go down
it in single file, each protecting the man in front’s back. Nothing occurred to
interrupt their progress, and it soon became apparent that the attack had taken
place several hours before.
The closer the riders came to the wagons, the more obvious it became that
they were confronted by a human disaster. The canvas of one wagon had been
split open all along its length, and the detritus of human lives spilled over
the sides and onto the strangely crystalline sands. The canvas flapped lazily
in the Devil’s Breath wind; that and the carrion eaters were the only things
that moved. The landscape was littered with the remnants of packed up homes and
dead men’s dreams. The contents of both wagons had been spread far and wide.
Without speaking, the grim faced soldiers rode among the scattered possessions:
a woman’s purple dress - silk, doubtless her Sunday best, all slashed into
ribbons, a shattered dinner service of blue and white china, a child’s doll
without its head and spilling sawdust stuffing, a broken music box and the
bloody body of a dog.
The second wagon had lost two of its wheels; they lay in shattered ruin.
The wagon leaned at a crazy angle. A once loved upright piano had tipped out of
the back and reclined upturned in the dirt. The keys, white and black, grinned
up at the sky.
Beyond the wagons, one of the carrion eaters, disturbed in its feeding,
flapped its way heavily into the air. In amongst the clothes and the other
belongings lay the bodies of the people: two men and two women, three girl
children and one boy who had almost, but not quite, grown into a man. They had
died quickly in the heat of the battle, but the manner of their dying did not
make pleasant viewing.
Grim-faced, the soldiers dismounted and tended to their horses. Stoic to
a man, no one showed outward emotion, but their feelings was clearly expressed
in their hushed and gruff voices and the shadowy looks in their eyes. Only the
steady flap of the canvas and the jingle of harness broke the profound silence
of the afternoon.
Ben stepped down from his saddle. The harsh crunch of the sand beneath
his heel was loud to his ears. Looking about him, he saw that horror that he
felt himself reflected in every man’s face. He handed his reins to Hoss and
went to join Harwell and O’Toole. They looked at him curiously but didn’t
object. Ben was old enough to have seen death before in all its many guises.
Together, they carried out the unpleasant business of checking the bodies. It
didn’t take long. None of them expected to find anyone alive, and they
encountered no surprises.
They walked slowly back towards the wagons. Harwell pulled out his red
handkerchief and wiped the sweat from his neck. He glanced fleetingly at Ben,
as if reluctant to look him full in the face. "Indians, Mister Cartwright.
Shoshoni without a doubt. Probably the same bunch of renegades that we’ve been
chasing."
Ben fingered the remains of a broken arrow, gazing at the feathered
shaft. "But this is senseless slaughter!"
"It’s slaughter all right." Harwell laughed harshly and without
mirth. "And in more ways than one. They’ve not only run off the livestock.
They’ve taken every gun and round of ammunition that they could find."
Hoss had heard the tail end of the conversation. His face contorted as
the weight of concern added itself to the anguish of what he’d seen. The fate
of the settlers, especially the children, had hit the big man hard. He shook
his great head. "Injuns with guns. That’s real bad,
"Yes, son. It is."
As both the Cartwrights were well aware, it was illegal in many parts of
the west to sell or supply Indians with firearms – and with reason; white
settlers wanted the upper hand in any conflict. The red-men stole and often
killed for what guns they had.
Ben looked again at Harwell. "Isn’t it kind of unusual to find
settlers all the way out here in the desert?"
"It can happen from time to time. There’s still good land to be had
for the taking in
Ben gazed around at the scene of devastation. "And this is what they
get for their trouble."
"Sometimes it happens this way. Sometimes they run out of water, or
their stock dies on ‘em. Sometimes they just seem to give up."
"It makes you wonder what a man’s dreams are worth."
Harwell and O’Toole efficiently organized a burial detail. Clearly, it was
an unpleasant duty that they had carried out before, and many times more than
once. It was impossible to dig deep in the stony soil. Instead, they scrapped
out a shallow trench a short way from the wagons and put the bodies there.
Unable to tell which children belonged to which adults, they laid them all
together and piled rocks on top until everything was hidden and, hopefully,
safe from the night prowlers of the desert. It took most of the afternoon, and
by the time the job was done the sun was tumbling down the sky towards the
west. Soon it would start getting dark, but none of the men wanted to stay the
night at the site of the massacre.
They all stood with their hats in their hands and paid due attention
while Harwell spoke some high sounding words about resurrection and eternal
life. He read out a short verse from the bible he carried in his saddlebag and
said the last word, "Amen." It didn’t take long, and it didn’t seem
much of a memorial to mark the passing of so many lives.
In the hot and breathless evening, the soldiers prepared to ride out.
They packed the shovels back onto the baggage animals with the weary
resignation of men who knew that they would need them again before too long.
Ben lingered a while beside the grave, his silver head bowed. His
thoughts were all in confusion. Somehow, the words spoken seemed inadequate;
the passage read from the Book in which he placed his trust was hollow, without
meaning. Without any doubt, he stood now in The Valley of the Shadow of Death,
and Ben was very much afraid. He wished that he could pray, but for once the
words eluded him. There was no peace for him on earth, or in thoughts of God’s
heaven.
A footfall behind him alerted him to the looming presence of his son at
his shoulder. Ben knew that Hoss understood him well enough to know the
feelings that roiled inside him, if not the exact thoughts in his head. Hoss
fiddled awkwardly with the brim of his hat. "Pa, I reckon it’s time to get
our selves out o’ here. The lieutenant seems to think we can put two, three
miles behind us afore it’s too dark ta see. We sure don’t want ta sleep with
all these dead folks."
Ben drew a long breath that shuddered. "Of course, you’re
right." He set his hat on his head and strode to where Harwell talked with
O’Toole. Hoss remained behind beside the mass grave, his head bowed in thought.
Harwell interrupted his conversation and turned as Ben approached. His
face was carefully reserved. If you’re ready, Mister Cartwright, we’ll start
back now. There’s still a good hour of daylight left…"
Ben pulled up in surprise. This wasn’t at all what he’d been expecting
and he was little short of dumbfounded. "Start back? But the tracks lead
off north/ Aren’t you going after them?"
"Not this trip." Harwell shook his head at the very idea. "I
figure this is as far as we go."
"But they’ll get away!" Ben couldn’t help the tome of
indignation or keep the expression off of his face.
Harwell turned to O’Toole. "Sergeant, explain to Mister Cartwright
how short we are of food and other supplies."
"Enough hard tack and beans to last us three days," O’Toole
said promptly. "And not enough grain for the horses for two."
"That’s quite apart from the water situation, "Harwell added.
"If we ride for an hour before sunset, by mid-day tomorrow we can be out of
these badlands and into the hills. We need to kill us some game, get some fresh
meat."
Ben’s face was stricken. "But my sons! Thos Indians might know what
happened to them – might know where they are!"
Harwell looked at him squarely at last, and his face was filled with
regret. "You’ve seen what happened here, but in case you don’t understand,
let me spell it out for you, clear and simple. If your sons ran into one of
these raiding parties, then your sons are certainly dead. I’m not chasing these
Indians any further into the desert. Look about you! The horses are beaten and
so are the man."
Hoss came up beside his father, leading their horses by the rein.
"Reckon what he says is about right,
Furiously, Ben rounded on him. "So we’re back to that, are we?
You’re trying to tell me your brothers are dead as well!"
Hoss’s uncomfortable expression became agonized. "I wouldn’t never
tell you nothin’
Like that,
Ben drew a long breath but before he could speak, Harwell interrupted.
"You’re a civilian, Cartwright. It’s not my place to order you around, but
I suggest that you ride into Prion with us. Rest up a while, get yourself some
fresh horses, and then, if you want to ride out and look for your boys some
more, well, that’s entirely up to you."
Ben noticed that Harwell was talking across him, addressing himself to
Hoss, as much as to himself – somehow, he didn’t have the strength to be angry.
His big son was nodding reluctant agreement. "He’s makin’ good
sense,
Hoss might have been thinking that a couple of square meals might come in
handy as well, but he wasn’t about to say so out loud – not where Ben could
hear him, anyway.
Abruptly, the weight of Ben’s years descended onto his shoulders. He
looked from Hoss to Harwell. For a moment it seemed they were conspiring
against him, but, then, good sense prevailed. "I suppose you’re right,"
he said with a sigh.
For a long anguished moment he stared into the haze and the lengthening
shadows. He felt as if he was turning his back on Joe and Adam, as if he were
walking away and leaving them behind. His lips tightened grimly as he set that
thought firmly aside. He wouldn’t contemplate any such proposal, even in the
privacy of his own mind. Once he’d obtained supplies and fresh horses, he would
be back; silently, he promised his missing sons that.
O’Toole gave an order and the soldiers mounted their horses. Turning
again, Ben took his reins from Hoss’s hand and lifted himself onto his own
saddle. As the troopers moved away, he took a last lingering look to the hills
in the north, fixing their contours in his mind. Then, he fell in at the end of
the line. Leaving the sad remains of the wagons behind them, the column of men
rode slowly, but steadily, into the west, out of the desert and into the
setting sun.
*******
In the late, afternoon light Adam made his way to the pool. Hunkering down
on his haunches, he studied his reflection in the dark, flowing water. The eyes
that gazed back at him were still haunted, but they were calmer now, the eyes
of a man in control. They were his own eyes, dark, misted amber and no longer
those of a stranger.
He sat back on his heels and opened the razor. Until very recently it had
belonged to the somewhat taciturn woman who was mainly responsible for giving
him food. She had refused outright when he’d first asked her for it, driving
him away with angry gestures and words he had not understood. It had taken long
hours of patient persuasion, spread over several days, to convince her that he
wanted it, not to do himself harm or to fight his way free, but only for the
purpose for which it had first been made.
The blade was old and uncared for, spotted and pitted with rust. Adam
cleaned it as well as he was able with a mixture of water and gritty soil, then
honed the edge sharp on the side of his boot. He wetted his face and, with the
aid of a fragment of mirror, carefully scraped away his beard. It was a long
and painful operation that left his skin sore and inflamed. He considered the
results to be well worth the cost. For the first time in a long time he felt
clean again, and something approaching a man. The face that gazed up at him out
of the water was instantly recognizable. He had lost a great deal of weight;
his cheeks were hollow and the skin stretched tightly over the fine bones of
his face, but friends and family would have recognized him without hesitation.
Adam stood up, straightening easily, his body a well-oiled machine. He
was as lean and as fit as he had ever been in his life. Hardship and work and a
Spartan diet had honed him as fine as the razor’s edge. He’d tightened his belt
by a couple of notches, and the well-defined muscles of his back and shoulders
strained the cloth of his shirt.
Folding the razor and tucking it safely into the back of his belt, he
stood quite still and listened intently in the way he had learned to listen. He
heard, first of all, the beat of his heart and the pulse of his blood, then the
trickle of water over the stones and the breath of the wind from the desert, a
cricket, a bird, the rustle of some small mammal and, further away, the
everyday sounds of the village. Plain and distinct came the babble of voices,
of men and woman and children at play, the yap of a dog, the cry of a babe and
somewhere, as always, the singing. Adam’s lips twitched in the slightest of
smiles; he knew well the song, and he knew the singer.
Moving with silent and feline grace, a skill he had recently brought to
perfection, he went down the path to the lower pool.
The woman came daily, always at the same time and always to the same
place. Adam contrived to be there as well, whenever his duties would allow, and
she had come to look for him. She came to wash small items of clothing, to
rinse the bunches of herbs from which she concocted her medicines, or merely to
freshen her face after a hot and dusty day. Always, she sang the same, haunting
song. It was like the call of the wild, the summons of that distant lake in the
High Sierra, the whisper of the winter wind.
Adam crouched down beside her, and she looked up at him; her dark eyes
smiled. "Greetings, Willomenka," he said in Shoshoni. "Has the
day gone well for you?"
The practiced words came fluently now, although the gesture of hands and
fingers that were a part of the language were still stiff and awkward, stilting
his meaning like a heavy accent.
The woman responded, speaking clearly and slowly so that he could follow
the form of the words. "Greetings. The day has been long and hot, but the
fires still burn brightly in the lodges of the people. The wife of Rianomott
has been delivered of her child, a small brave whose father is well pleased.
Mioma is recovering well from her fever, so one had been born, and no one has
died. All is well, and the sun will arise in the morning."
Adam formed a gesture with his hand. "I am pleased that the people
prosper…" He stumbled badly over the personal pronoun.
Willomenka giggled at his clumsiness and rearranged his fingers. "It
pleases me…"
Adam repeated it after. He had to learn the formal language before the
everyday speech would come easily.
She reached out a hand and touched his face. The blade had snagged the
last of his scabs, and bright blood beaded there. She had never seen him before
without the facial hair; the strength of character she saw there fascinated
her. Her fingertips traced his lips and the contour of his jaw.
The sound of some commotion in the valley below distracted them from each
other. Men’s voices were raised in excitement, something rarely heard among the
Shoshoni. Rising quickly, Adam and Willomenka got to their feet and went to the
one place from where they could see the cause of the disturbance.
A dozen young braves had ridden their painted ponies right into the
valley, driving a bunch of broad-backed cattle in front of them. Willomenka
raised her arms and waved with pure delight. She and several other women set up
a ululation. The braves in the valley responded with whoops and yells and
brandished their long guns in the air. Adam felt the long disused muscles in
his cheeks begin to ache as his face broke in to an unaccustomed smile.
Tonight, and for many nights to come, there would be fresh meat in the lodges
of the Shoshoni.
Adam walked back through the gathering twilight to the shelter he shared
with Joe. The hides had been tied back to the supporting posts to provide the
bedridden man with fresh air and a view of the outside world. Joe lifted
himself on an elbow as his brother ducked inside. As always, he was pleased to
see him. "Hey Adam, what’s all the excitement?" Joe had seen people
running and heard some of the shouting, but he had no idea of what it was all
about. Unlike Adam, Joe had steadfastly refused to learn Shoshoni and was often
isolated among the women, who spoke nothing else.
Adam gave him a sudden, lightening fast grin that brightened his face
like a ray of sunshine. "It looks like we get beef tonight, Joe. They just
brought some cattle in."
"Beef? That’s great!" Both Cartwright brothers were heartily
sick and tired of the dubious gleanings of the desert. Any variation in the
diet would be welcome and beef, a luxury.
Joe struggled to sit up, and Adam bent down to give him a helping hand,
lifting him easily into a sitting position and propping him up against the
bundled-up buffalo robe. Joe ran a hand along his thigh, rubbing away some of
the pain. His leg still hurt him most of the time. "I’ll sure be glad when
I can get up and about again. I’m agettin’ sore just lyin’ here."
Adam looked at him closely as he rearranged the blankets. Joe had lost
weight as well. His face was a whole lot thinner, but since his fever had
finally broken, he’d regained a lot of his strength and some of his zest for
living. He was starting to get restless, and Adam knew that was a problem he’d
have to deal with before very long. "You’re gonna be as fine as a frog’s
hair." He fussed with the bedding some more.
Easing himself back against the makeshift pillow, Joe cracked a wry grin
at Adam’s familiar reassurance. "As soon as this damn leg heals, I want ta
dance right on out o’ here."
"Sure you do Joe, and you will. You’ve just got to give it
time." Adam’s voice held a hint of reservation, and Joe looked at him
sharply.
"You are plannin’ on getting’ us away from here, aren’t you,
Adam?"
Adam looked into his brother’s face and saw the bright anxiety in the
hazel, green-flecked eyes. As always, Joe was trusting him, relying on him, and
there was no way he could let him down. He glanced quickly all around to make
sure they weren’t overheard and hunkered down at Joe’s side.
"Of course we’re gonna get out of here. But don’t make the mistake
of thinking it’s going to be easy. It’s going to take a while, and it might
involve a lot of walking. First of all you have to get up on your feet and get
your strength back."
Joe did not look reassured. He gazed earnestly at his brother, as if
trying to see the truth in his face. Adam had learned only too well down the years
to conceal the way he was feeling. He saw Joe’s shoulders slump with the weight
of his disappointment. "I can’t live with these people, Adam. I can’t
stand their way of life. If we stay here, one way or another, I’m gonna
die."
Adam put a hand on his shoulder; he had an uneasy felling that, somehow,
Joe might just have the truth of it. "I’m going to get you away from here.
Don’t worry, we are going home."
The smell of roasting meat drifted through the village, enriching the
evening air. The Shoshoni made no distinction between man or woman, warrior or
captive when it came to distributing food. Everyone who needed it got a share.
Joe and Adam ate roast beef that evening until their bellies bulged.
The village was filled with a rare excitement; there was an air of
celebration that Adam didn’t quite understand. People were running everywhere,
shouting and calling; children played in the open long past the usual hour.
There was an overwhelming sense of expectation and occasion.
Adam was lowering the hide walls of the shelter back into place when
Willomenka arrived. She brought with her, as always, the draught of the
medicine she insisted that Joe take each evening. Joe pulled a face but
swallowed the sour stuff down. Like his elder brother, he had learned that
resistance was futile. Willomenka settled the young man down for the night, and
then she turned to Adam. "I have come to fetch you." She told him in
much improved English.
Adam stopped what he was doing. "Fetch me for what?"
"It is a night of true darkness and there is to be a gathering at
the council fire. Washatak had said that all shall come."
Adam hesitated, holding back. He didn’t believe a blanket invitation
would really include him or that if it did, that any good would come of it.
"
Willomenka laughed at his look of concern. "It is to be a rejoicing.
What you would call a party? To welcome the new child now that has been
purified and to thank the spirits for the gifts they have given. There will be
natik- winappi."
"Natik- winappi? What’s that?"
Willomenka corrected his pronunciation and added, "A telling of
stories."
"But my brother…" Adam didn’t like the idea of leaving Joe
alone in the night.
Willomenka misunderstood his hesitation. "You brother is still among
the unwell – he will not be expected."
Joe was already dozing, drifting into sleep. The dose that he had been
given was a powerful soporific. Adam knew that he would sleep without stirring
for hours. While he slept, he healed. Adam couched down at his brother’s side.
"Joe, I’m just stepping out for a while."
Joe peered at him blearily - in his dream, he was already somewhere else.
"Sure, Adam. You have a good time, now."
Willomenka took Adam by the arm and steered him through the village.
Everyone else was going the same way, chatting and laughing and carrying
torches. A large, low fire had been kindled within the ring of stones. It threw
up a tall, glowing column of heat and light that challenged the dark of the
moonless sky. Already, the people had started to gather: the men, the women and
the children of the Shoshoni band. A group of the women did a shuffling dance
of celebration, singing a rhythmic chant that kept them in step. The men of the
tribe seated themselves cross-legged on the ground in a wide circle, their
chieftains in their midst. The firelight gilded their features with highlights
of dancing gold; it reflected from the dark depths of their eyes and shone on
the handsome ornaments that adorned their bodies.
The brand-new father and mother, together with their child, were decked
out in robes of feathers and given a special place of honour. Adam recognized
many faces that he knew: Washatak and Aminotek and perhaps a dozen more. There
was a general hum of excitement and expectant conversation, little bursts of
music and singing, talking and laughing on every side.
Adam, as no more than a captive, sat outside the circle among the women
in their beads and bright head-clothes, and the smaller children. Still, he was
close enough to see and hear everything that happened and to feel the heat of
the fire on his face.
Kalikasi, medicine chief, dressed in his full regalia of spotted pony
hide with a ram’s horns on his head, ran out of the darkness and leapt into the
fire-lit ring of stones. His deeply folded face was freshly painted with
chevrons of black and red. On his chest was an elaborately patterned
breastplate of coloured quills and beads. Several ornate necklaces hung about
his neck made of amber beads, tightly coiled seashells and yellowed-ivory
teeth.
In his hand he carried a rattle, a dried and painted gourd with the seeds
still inside it, mounted on a carved and feathered stick.
To the sound of a slowly beating drum and the shaking of the rattle,
Kalikasi began to dance. He strutted and postured with his body and gestured
with his hands; soft booted feet shuffled ritual patterns in the dust. Slowly
but surely he circled the fire while the drummer raised his voice in a high,
wailing chant. The audience stilled and listened and watched, and even the
children were quieted.
The scene took on a mystical quality: the fire, the dance and the beat of
the drum. Adam found himself bemused and bewitched by the magic as he caught
his first glimpse of his captor’s spiritual life. His face became rapt with
wonder.
The tempo of the drumming increased and Kalikasi danced faster and
wilder. Whirling and twirling with fringes flying, he twisted and turned in the
firelight. He crouched and leapt and spun about, cavorting like a dervish. His
feet flashed in the light of the flames and his skin shone with the sweat of
his exertion. It was amazing to Adam that such a big man could move so quickly
and with such intrinsic grace.
The singing stopped; the drumming ceased. Kalikasi planted both feet
firmly and turned from the waist in a circle. Holding the rattle at full arm's
length and shaking it softly, he started to tell a story in a high-pitched
singsong monotone.
The tale he told was the first tale of the Shoshoni people: the story of
coyote who fetched the niwini out of the underworld, carrying them in a great
basket given him by the spirit people. Coyote, being a curious sort, opened the
basket, though the spirits had bidden him not to, and, just a few at a time,
the tribal peoples had made their escape.
With gesture and facial expression, the story was told in the ritual
language. Adam’s limited Shoshoni was barely equal to the task. He was glad
that Willomenka was close at hand to lend him a word or two.
As soon as the first story was told, Kalikasi danced again, ‘round and
‘round in the fire-lit circle, shaking his rattle and pointing, first at one
man and then at another until, apparently at random, he made his choice. He
thrust the rattle into the chosen brave’s hands and that man, hook-nosed and
unsmiling but seemingly pleased with the honour, took his place inside the ring
of stones.
And so another tale was told, in a different style and at a different
tempo. Adam found himself fascinated, all but entranced by the legends that
unfolded as the tellings went on all through the evening. Some tales were
happy, some were sad, the recountings of heroic deeds and magnificent
adventures through the worlds, both real and imagined, of the Shoshoni people.
Each one was old, and yet each one was new, made fresh and vibrant with the retelling.
It was the way in which the history of the niwini was handed down through the
generations, a manner steeped in tradition; the way the tribe remembered who
they were and where they came from.
The telling went on long into the night. In between each story Kalikasi,
master of ceremonies for the evening, would dance as before and then select
another brave, handing him the carved rattle, the totem Willomenka called, in
her own tongue, The Story-Stick.
At one point, late into the night, fresh wood was piled onto the fire.
Flame leaped again towards the sky and scattered glowing, golden sparks among
the observant, eternal stars. New waves of heat beat outwards onto the faces of
the watchers. Liquid refreshment was passed hand to hand - first a weak and watery
beer brewed from the locally growing grains. It lulled Adam’s senses with its
mildness. Then he was handed a shallow bowl that contained fermented mare’s
milk. An altogether more potent draught, it burned its way into Adam’s nose and
made him splutter, much to the amusement of the women. The Shoshoni drank it
with impunity, but the fumes went straight to Adam’s head.
Kalikasi danced again, circling the fire as before, his form silhouetted
by the flames. When he stopped, his head turned slowly as he scanned the faces
in front of him. He singled out Adam. A muscle twitched at the side of his
mouth. Stepping through the circle of braves, he pushed the Story-Stick into
the white man’s face.
Adam was taken by surprise, shocked into immobility. He met the medicine
chief’s dark and glittering eyes and found them filled with hatred and
hostility. A murmur went through the assembled crowd: anticipation and
uncertainty. Adam’s palms were suddenly moist. He knew very well that whatever
Kalikasi’s plans might be, they were not likely to be good for his health.
"What do you want me to do?"
Kalikasi didn’t speak. Instead, he shook the rattle under Adam’s nose.
Willomenka leaned towards Adam. "You must take up the challenge. To refuse
would be shameful."
Kalikasi’s intention was clear: he wanted to embarrass Adam as much as
possible in front of the assembled village. Adam knew that it was essential not
to lose face. As a mere slave, his status was lowly enough as it was, and
besides, his pride was at stake. Taking the rattle from Kalikasi’s hand, he got
to his feet and stepped into the ring of stones.
Adam was sweating. The heat of the fire was fierce on his back. He turned
a full circle, looking at the burnished faces. The muttering died away into a
silence broken only by the crackle of burning wood. All of the dark, Shoshoni
eyes were upon him; there was an air of expectancy as everyone waited to see
what the white man would do. Adam sought and found the faces that were
important to him, Kalikasi’s, watchful and crafty, Willomenka’s, full of
encouragement and eagerness, and that of Washatak. The chieftain was leaning
forward, his face intent. He was curious to see how the white man would conduct
himself.
Adam wished that he taken a bigger slug of the mare’s mild drink. His
mouth was a dry as a bone. He thought back swiftly over his recent reading,
searching his mind for something suitable. What he came up with was the
It was twenty-four years since the
Snarling with rage, Kalikasi leapt at him. Adam saw firelight glint on
the blade of a knife. He took a long step backwards but couldn’t retreat any
further; the fire was right at his back, and he could feel its heat on his
spine. By now the entire assembly was up on its feet, gesticulating and arguing
wildly. Adam had had many enemies in the village who hated him simply because
he was white. It dawned on him, then, that he had friends as well.
Quivering with unconfined fury, the medicine chief screamed an accusation
Adam did not understand and brandished the knife in his face. Adam had only the
rattle to defend himself with. He prepared to do battle.
A single voice raised itself above the commotion. "It is
enough!" Washatak stepped into the ring of stones. Under his fierce and
unrelenting glare the tribe began to settle.
Kalikasi turned on his brother.
"This white dog uses the sacred rituals to threaten the tribe!"
Washatak made a dismissive gesture "The white man has answered the
challenge that you laid before him."
Whichever way this was going to go, Adam wished they would make up their
minds. His butt was starting to burn.
Kalikasi turned around, scanning the faces of the assembled warriors,
judging the mood of the crowd with an expert eye. "I have had a
vision!" he declared loudly. All faces turned towards him. "I have
seen that this white man will bring death and destruction down on the heads of
the people. The village will be no more! Now he has offended the spirits. They
demand that he pay with his blood!"
The crowd muttered darkly. Washatak glanced around. He too was a leader
of men, could taste in the air what his people required. "If the spirits
demand the white man’s blood then they shall have it."
Kalikasi crouched, his arms spread wide. His face split into an evil
smile. Adam braced himself. The only plan he could think of was to step smartly
aside and let the medicine chief plunge directly into the fire. "But three
drops only," Washatak said "No more."
Kalikasi’s smile turned into a snarl. He changed his grip on the knife.
Adam stood firm as the knife came close. He knew there was no escape. He felt
the blade nick the side of his face.
Satisfied, Washatak turned away and the incident was over. The crowd
began to disperse. Kalikasi snatched the Story-Stick from Adam’s hand and
tossed it into the fire.
Six
It was a depressed and exhausted column of men that straggled into Prion.
Bone weary men rode on weary horses through thick, yellow mud that came half
way to the horse’s knees. It had been a much lengthier patrol than had ever
been intended. Their supplies had long since been exhausted, and men and horses
alike had been foraging off the land. On this side of the hills the rain had
fallen steadily for six days out of seven. The incessant drizzle had made
camping unpleasant and travelling difficult and uncomfortable. Having covered
no more than twenty-five miles in the last three days, every one of the
soldiers was glad to be home.
The township, perched on the rim of the
with false fronted structures built entirely of wood lining the covered
boardwalks on either side. Any number of side streets led into a maze of less
pretentious buildings interspersed with alleyways, stables and yards. Big Hoss
Cartwright had seen the like of it a hundred times before.
He picked out the impressive, two-story building half way along the
street, the one with the recently touched up paint-work and the big gilded sign
that proclaimed ‘The Premier Hotel’, and reined his tired horse in to the rail.
With a fancy name like that, Hoss figured the place had a better chance than
most of having clean sheets on the beds. His father pulled in alongside him.
The fact that he hadn’t disputed his son’s choice of stopping place made Hoss
look at him sharply. Ben had been strangely quiet all day, and Hoss was starting
to worry about the state of his health.
Hoss stepped down from the back of his horse and went around to offer his
father a hand. Ben was quite grey with exhaustion, but his eyes, as dark the
night, burned fiercely with determination; Ben Cartwright still had his pride.
He climbed down from the saddle without any assistance, even if he did hold on
to the saddle horn for one moment longer than might have been expected. He
filled his lungs with the damp, cold air and gathered himself up to his full height.
All the men were hungry, cold and tired and soaked right through to the skin,
Ben no less so than any of the others, but he wasn’t about to ask for help from
anyone. He favoured him son with a withering stare.
"If you’re going to stand there in the rain, would you mind moving
aside and letting me up on the boardwalk?" he said gruffly. It was his
first attempt at humour in a very long time.
Hoss stepped back, highly embarrassed; he became aware that rainwater was
sluicing from the brim of his hat. Feeling rather foolish, he gave a wry and
dutiful grin. "Yes, sir."
First Lieutenant Christian Henry Harwell rode up beside them and stepped
smartly out of the saddle. He joined the two Cartwrights on the boardwalk
outside the hotel. Hoss and his father took a moment to look around them. Hoss
pulled a face.
"Hey, where are all the folks in this town?"
From where they stood they could survey the dismal spectacle the town
presented in a state of relative comfort. For the time of day – about three thirty
in the afternoon – there weren’t a great many people about. The persistent rain
had served effectively to keep all but the most determined townsfolk indoors.
Three bonneted ladies stood close together in the doorway of the general store,
heads bobbing, tongues wagging, deep in conversation. A canvas-covered wagon
with a driver hunched against the rain and a pair of mealy-nosed mules up front
trundled slowly past, doubtlessly headed for home. Neither man nor animals were
in much of a hurry; they couldn’t get a whole lot wetter than they already
were. Outside the saloon a line of saddle horses, tethered hip to hip, gave
away the place where most of the men-folk had retreated to escape the weather.
The discordant notes of a tinny piano could be heard from across the street.
Grey clouds hung low over the rooftops, cold water dripped relentlessly from
the edge of the awnings. Here and there along main-street, lamplight started to
glimmer in several of the stores, pushing back the encroaching gloom and inviting
any passing patrons to step in out of the cold.
Harwell, mopping his face with his already damp handkerchief, chuckled
wryly. "It always rains this side of the mountains. You should see this
place when the sun comes out. It’s not such a bad little town."
"Pa," Hoss turned to his father. "why don’t you go on inta
the hotel? Book us a room an’ order us up somethin’ ta eat. I’ll go find a
stable an’ take care o’ these horses."
Ben looked at him as if he were about to put up a fight, then acquiesced.
" Arrange to get us fresh horses while you’re there. I want to ride back
as soon as we’re able." He turned his attention to Harwell. "I’d like
to thank you lieutenant, for letting us ride along with you. I appreciate all
you’ve done. If you’d be so good as to carry my compliments to your commanding
officer and tell him that I’d like to call on him first thing in the morning.
I’d like to organise a search for my sons."
Harwell touched the brim of his hat and shook Ben Cartwright’s hand.
"I’ll be sure and do that, but I don’t hold out much hope that he’ll be
able to oblige."
"You just tell him," Ben said grimly. A trace of the old
authority rang in his voice.
Hoss and Harwell watched him disappear inside the hotel. Harwell glanced
regretfully at Hoss and quickly looked away. "I’ve told you this before,
Cartwright, but you don’t have one chance in hell of finding those brothers of
yours. Not alive, anyway. And if he finds them dead - well, I hate to think
what a thing like that could do to a man like your father.
Hoss heaved a sigh. "I know what you’re sayin’, lieutenant, an’ I
sure know you mean well. I guess we just ain’t ready ta stop looking yet."
Harwell looked even more regretful. "The army’s camped just on the
other side of town in a bunch of disused buildings the town council, sort of,
gifted us. When your Pa wants to talk to the Major, you just point him in that
direction." Harwell turned towards his horse.
"I’ll be sure an’ do that. Lieutenant…" Hoss called him back.
"You got telegraph wires strung from here to
"Sure have. Telegraph Office is three blocks down on the left."
A frown settled on Hoss’s broad features. "Think I might just send a
wire ta that friend o’ my brothers. Check an’ see if Adam an’ Joe made it that
far."
"I guess it’s worth a try." Harwell stepped into his saddle.
"I wish you luck." He touched his hat and Hoss watched him ride off
the way the other soldiers had gone.
"Reckon I’m sure gonna need it." He muttered under his breath,
and turned in the other direction.
Following Harwell’s directions, Hoss found the telegraph office easily
enough. He borrowed the counter clerk’s stub of a pencil and spent a good half
an hour laboriously composing suitable words, paying a dollar to have them sent
south down the wire to
Then he did as he’d said he would do and led the footsore horses to a
livery stable that lay back behind the taller buildings, arranging with the
owner for stalls with straw and grain for all three, all for the princely sum
of a dollar a day. By the time he was back on
In marked contrast to the street, the lobby was warm and dry and
comfortable. It was filled with yellow lamplight and the gleam of polished
wood. Red brocade curtains, old but of good quality, muffled the sounds from
outside and dominated the room. There was a pair at each of the windows and at
every doorway too, tied back with braided, purple cord. Along the wall to
Hoss’s right was a massive, ebony counter with a bright brass rail around the
base, a bell, a large, leather-bound book and, on the wall behind, a row of
labeled keys. Beyond the draped curtains at the end of the room, a wooden
staircase ascended to the bedrooms on the upper floor. A short passageway and a
wide, open doorway gave onto the dining room. Hoss stood for a moment, his hat
and two rifles in his hands, and dripped on the floor. He sniffed with sincere
appreciation at the aromas that drifted tantalizingly from that direction. It
was a very long time since he had eaten a properly cooked, square meal.
His rang the bell on the counter. There was a shuffling in the back room
and a small, bespectacled clerk in an ill fitting, rusty-black suit emerged
behind the desk. He bustled about in a business like manner, straightening pens
and peering as Hoss over the golden rims of his glasses. He spoke with a
mid-western twang. "Something I can do for you, mister?"
"I guess so that there is." Hoss leaned on the counter.
"My Pa came in here a while ago and booked a room fer the two of us. A big
built, grey-haired man, name o’ Ben Cartwright."
"Ben Cartwright?" The clerk consulted the hide-bound ledger.
"Ah yes."
Reading the book upside down, Hoss followed the pointing finger with his
eye. Instead of the familiar, copperplate hand, his father’s name was scrawled
untidily on the page. Hoss felt a thrill of foreboding.
"Room seven." The desk clerk said. "Top of the stairs,
turn left, the room at the end of the hall."
"Thank you kindly." Hoss nodded his head and turned to the
staircase. Then the smell of good cooking caught his attention again.
"Say, what time d’you folks serve up dinner around here?"
"Seven sharp," the clerk said, brightly. "Today we’re
having roast pork and sweet potatoes with gravy and sour apple sauce."
The big man’s face broke into a grin. "Hey, now, you make it sound
just like home."
"Er, Mister Cartwright, about your father…" Hoss turned back.
The clerk looked uncertain, concerned. "He didn’t look so well to
me."
Hoss thought for a moment, then slowly shook his head. "Reckon he’s
probably just tired. We’ve bin a long time in the saddle." Once again, he
turned to the stairs.
The door of room seven stood open, though Ben hadn’t yet lit the lamp. In
the light that spilled in from the hallway, Hoss could see his father sitting
on the edge of the bed.
Hoss went in to the room. "Hey, Pa, what you sittin’ here in the
dark fer?" He dumped the two guns on the second bed and unloaded both sets
of saddlebags from off his shoulder. He hung his tall hat on the bedpost and
struck a match for the lamp.
Ben looked up as the pale light strengthened and filled the room. He
appeared to gather his thoughts and return, in his mind, from a very long
distance. "Is it dark already? Hoss, you’ve been a long time." His
voice held the faintest hint of complaint.
"I went along an’ got us some store-bought clothes,
Hoss had stripped off his own damp and dirty clothing, washed his torso
in cold water from the jug and towelled himself off while he was talking. He
contemplated his face in the mirror and decided that shaving would be taking things
just a tad too far. Ben still hadn’t moved from the bed. "C’mon, Pa, ain’t
you hungry?"
"Hungry?" Ben looked at him vaguely. "Well, I guess that I
am. Roast pork, you say?" He pulled himself together and untied the string
on his parcel.
Hoss reached for the shirt he had bought for himself: a striped silk
affair in two shades of blue, tightly woven to keep out the cold. It was the
only one the store had kept in his size.
Ben dressed slowly but resolutely in the green shirt that Hoss had bought
him, but hesitated over the black-leather vest. He fingered the fringes and
silver trimmings. Hoss knew too well what his father was thinking – that the
vest was too much like Adam’s to bear. He took the garment out of Ben’s hands.
"Let me help you here,
For a small, provincial hotel, the dining room had a luxurious and
imposing atmosphere. White linen graced every table, together with matching
china and sparkling glassware. Lamplight shone from every corner, and a crystal
chandelier hung overhead. Two pretty waitresses, alike enough to be sisters,
were serving the food. The whole was bathed in a warm, golden glow and the
murmur of conversation.
A manservant in shirtsleeves, black shoes and cravat showed the
Cartwright men to a table. Ben called a waitress over and ordered a bottle of
wine from the small, but attractive, selection. Hoss asked for pork and
potatoes for two. "An’ make my portion a great big one," he said with
a cheeky grin. "An’ cherry pie fer dessert."
The girl, blonde and blue eyed, returned his look with a bright, saucy
smile. Hoss followed her hungrily with his eye. He was beginning to feel more
human: more like a proper man. He shook out his napkin in anticipation while
Ben poured out the wine. "Hey, Pa, ain’t she jist a pretty little
thing?"
"Hm?" Ben looked up distractedly then turned to look the way
his son was looking. "Well, I suppose that she is. But you keep your mind
on your business. Remember the reason we’re here." The gravely tone and
the bite in Ben’s voice made him sound almost normal again. With a steady hand,
he filled the glasses to the brim. "A toast," he said sternly.
"To Adam and Little Joe. Wherever they might be."
"Adam an’ Little Joe," Hoss echoed, far from happy. He knew
that his father was stubbornly refusing to face the facts. Hoss had been
talking to the cavalrymen, and he knew how unlikely it was that his brothers
had survived afoot in the wilderness, even if they hadn’t encountered the
Indians.
"Pa, I got somethin’ ta tell you."
"Tell me? What’s that?"
Hoss looked up as the food arrived. The pretty waitress smiled as she put
loaded plates in front of the men, and Hoss found himself smiling back. The
roast pork smelled delicious and there was a big piece of crackling with both
meals. Hoss licked his lips and picked up his fork. The meat simply melted away
in his mouth.
"You said you had something to tell me."
"Oh, yeah. That’s right." Hoss chewed and swallowed and
refilled his mouth. "While I was out I called in the telegraph office they
got here in town. Figured I’d send a wire down the line ta that friend o’
Adam’s that he talks about so much: that fella that breeds fancy horses."
"Brett Hansen?" Ben supplied, frowning. "You cabled Brett
Hansen?" He didn’t sound too pleased by the idea.
"Reckon I did." Hoss forked more pork into his mouth. He was
hungrier than he could ever remember. "I wired him ta see if Adam an’ Joe
might’ve made it over the hills ta his place in the
Ben put down his fork. His meal was almost untouched. "Well, I guess
you did the right thing there." His tone belied his words of approval.
"If Adam crossed over the border then I’m sure he would have headed for
Hansen’s ranch."
Hoss realized that his father had been clinging to that fragile hope. If
Hansen wired back that Adam wasn’t there, that hope would be dashed beyond all
repair. Perhaps sending that cable hadn’t been such a good idea after all – but
done was done.
Ben pushed his plate away. Hoss pulled a face. "Hey Pa, ain’t you
gonna eat more ‘n that?"
"I don’t think so. I’m not as hungry as I thought I was. I think
I’ll go up to bed." Ben got to his feet. "What are you going to
do?"
Hoss still ached from weeks in the saddle. He knew just what he needed to
put matters right. Still chewing he said, " I figured I go use that fancy
bath-house they got alongside the bank."
"Then I’ll see you later."
Hoss watched his father walk away. Ben’s face had turned grey again. He
looked very tired, and, Hoss had to admit it, he looked old. His sure stride
was weary, and his back was bowed. Hoss knew very well, deep down inside, that
if his brothers were dead, if they never rode back out of that all-engulfing
wilderness, then Ben Cartwright would never get over it. The atmosphere in the
room had grown suddenly colder. He found that his appetite had faded completely
away.
Hoss made use of the bathhouse just as he’d planned. He felt the need to
be by himself. He needed some time to think, and the privacy of the
high-backed, brassbound bathtub was as good a place as any. Hoss washed his
hair and soaped himself down and settled back into the hot water for a soak.
He didn’t know what to believe. The last thing in the world that he
wanted to think was that his brothers were dead, but a man had to be realistic.
Adam was as resourceful and as clever as they came, and he knew better than
most how to live on his wits – and, Hoss remembered fondly, he had all that
fancy education to back him up. Joe was young and hot-headed, and, sometimes,
he didn’t think things through, but he was quick-witted and clever; most of
all, he was just plain lucky – the ultimate survivor. None of those things would
do either of them much good with a Shoshoni arrow stuck in his back. Hoss
thought grimly of the bloody stump he’d cut out of Adam’s horse.
And the big man had other things to think about as well. There was his
father’s health to be considered. No longer a young man, Ben Cartwright was
making himself ill with worry and privation. It was Hoss’s responsibility to
see that he got home.
Responsibility. Now there was a word to conjure with. It was a concept
that began to weigh heavily on the big man’s shoulders. There was the great,
sprawling ranch that was the Ponderosa, the heart and home-place of the growing
financial and business empire that Hoss, with his home-loving and easy going
nature, found difficult to understand. Adam had been the driving force behind
it all: Adam, with his razor sharp intellect, his patient persistence and his
intuitive grasp of commerce and economics. If Adam and Joe didn’t come back,
the responsibility for all of that would fall to Hoss as well. Ben Cartwright
had left the family business in capable hands, but it wouldn’t fend for itself
forever. Sooner or later they would have to go back, and a Cartwright would
have to pick up the reins, if only for the sake of his father’s wife and his
own, beloved, baby brother.
His own marriage to Mary Fletcher was something he’d have to put on hold.
He couldn’t imagine his life without her, but he was going to be a busy man as
he struggled to fill his brother’s shoes. It wasn’t the kind of life he’d
envisioned with Mary; he wondered what she would make of it all.
The bath had grown cold. Rather than order more water heated, he rinsed
himself down with what remained in the jug. He rubbed himself down with the
rough cotton towel and clambered back into his clothes. Outside the night was
dark, chilly and damp. Making his way along the boardwalk to the saloon, he
ordered another drink. A shot of good rye whiskey warmed its way to his belly,
and he chased it down with another. Then he said goodnight to the new friends
that he’d made, some soldiers and a couple of cowboys from out of town, and
crossed the street to the hotel.
The lamp in the room was turned very low. Ben Cartwright was asleep. He
was wrapped in his blankets and breathing deeply; his clothes lay scattered on
the floor. Hoss picked up the green silk shirt and ran it through his fingers
before he draped it over the chair. A frown on his face, he sat down on his bed
and contemplated the dark hump of his father’s sleeping form. It wasn’t going
to be easy to convince him to give up the search. Ben’s family had always been
his reason for living. With two sons gone, especially Little Joe, Hoss was
afraid that the old man might simply fade away.
Hoss sighed. Ben had always tried to be even handed, to hand out praise
and rebuke to his sons in equal measure, as they deserved. None the less, it
was an ill kept, if unacknowledged, secret that Joe had always been his
favourite. Leastwise, Hoss had always suspected it, and he knew that Adam had
thought so too. Undressing quietly, he turned out the lamp and slipped beneath
the sheets.
Sometime towards dawn, he must have slept; the good Lord knew he was
tired enough. By the time he woke up, daylight was spilling in beneath the
curtains.
Hoss sat up quickly and scrubbed his face with his hands. He had slept in
far later than was his custom; his eyes were sticky and the taste of the rye
was still in his mouth. Clad in his undershirt and long, drawstring drawers, he
got out of bed and went to the window.
Looking out on an alley, the room had a deeply angled view of the street.
Hoss could see that there were already plenty of people about in the bright,
early sunlight. The street was drying, steaming gently, and indication that it
was growing warm. Having done their worst, the rainclouds had moved away to the
south. Hoss yawned and stretched and scratched where it itched.
"Hey, Pa, looks like we overslept. Iffen we don’t shift out britches
we’re sure gonna miss breakfast."
Ben didn’t answer. Hoss looked ‘round. His father lay much as he had the
night before, all wound up in his blankets as if he’d tossed and turned a good
long while before he’d finally drifted off into sleep. His face was as pale as
the pillow he laid on; his lips were an unhealthy grey.
"Pa?" Hoss went over and shook his shoulder. "Pa, are you
okay?"
Ben stirred and muttered fretfully, but he didn’t wake up. His skin was
warm and dry to the touch, as if he were running a fever. Hoss scrambled
quickly into his pants and rushed for the door.
The little clerk with the gold rimmed glasses had just come on duty
behind the desk. He looked up in amazement as the big man thundered down the
stairs in his vest and his socks and just enough in between them to keep
himself decent. Hoss bellowed at the top of his lungs. "Hey Mister, you folks
got a doctor in this here town?"
The clerk gaped. Hoss reached over the counter and lifted him by the
shirt. "You got a doctor, I asked you!"
"Sure we got a doctor," the little man stammered. "We got
Tom Cowery. He does all the doctorin’ we need."
"You send someone ta fetch him real quick. My Pa’s took sick in our
room."
Dressed more respectably in shirt, pants and boots, Hoss paced back and
forth in the hallway outside the door. The doctor, who looked more like a
middle-aged store clerk than a medical man to Hoss’s untutored eyed, had been
with Ben for sometime. The door to the room was firmly shut.
From time to time, Hoss thought he heard voices, but he couldn’t make out
the words. He couldn’t work out what was taking so long. He hesitated in front
of the door, a huge and brooding presence. He had a good mind to go right in
there and find out for himself what was going on. His hand hovered over the
knob. Then he thought better of it. His face worked. He turned on his heel and
paced away, wearing a track in the long, red rug.
Ten minutes later the bedroom door opened and Tom Cowery stepped out. A
tall, lean and greying man, he carried him hat and his bag in one hand and
closed the door behind him with the other as Hoss bounded up.
Hoss’s blue eyes burned into his face. "Well, Mister Cowery, what
can you tell me?"
In a professional manner, Cowery drew Hoss away from the door. "Your
father’s running a fever, Mister Cartwright."
Hoss’s scowl deepened. "Heck, I’m the one who told you that. What’s
causin’ the fever? How long is he gonna be sick?"
"No easy way to answer that last one, and I can’t say for sure what
the problem is. There’s no indication of disease – just a general malaise and
an overwhelming feeling of tiredness."
Hoss regarded him with disgust. "Well, you sure ain’t much of a
doctor."
Cowery wasn’t insulted. "I’m all there is, Mister Cartwright, unless
you want to call the army in. Keep your father in bed ‘til that fever breaks,
then feed him up as much as you can. That’s about all you can do"
Hoss heaved a sigh. "Reckon that’s easier said than done. You just
don’t know my
"Sure thing. He was awake when I left him. You can go in. I’ll leave
my bill with the clerk."
Cowery disappeared down the hallway. Hoss knew it wouldn’t be easy to do
as the doctor ordered. Ben Cartwright was a notoriously difficult patient; as
soon as he began to feel the least bit better he be out of bed and back in the
saddle whether Hoss liked it or not. Composing his face, he turned to the
bedroom door.
The sun had moved in the course of the morning and no longer shone
directly in through the window. The room, with its simple furnishings: two
beds, the chair, a tall, mirrored dresser, already smelled of sickness and
fever. The colours: pink and green and grey, were strangely muted. Ben lay flat
on his back in the bed. His face was still pale, but his dark eyes burned.
"Hoss? That you, boy?" His voice, a mere echo of itself,
cracked on the question. "Come over here."
"Yes, sir. I reckon it’s me." Hoss closed the door, and,
positioning himself where his father could see him in the light from the
window, he settled himself on the edge of the bed. Ben struggled to sit up.
Hoss put out a hand to prevent him. "You didn’t ought ta do that,
Ben scoffed at the very idea. "Ha! He’s no doctor. He’s admitted as
much himself. Knows more about horses than he does about people." Not
making much headway against the weight of the blankets, he glared at his son.
"Help me sit up."
Hoss was reluctant but dutifully arranged the pillows behind his father’s
back. "You ought ta be sleeping…"
"Sleep!" Ben’s anger was rising: rage at the whims of fate and
at his own weakness. Hoss was an available target. His voice grew stronger.
"I don’t have time to sleep! I have to get out of this bed and go see that
army Major. Do something about organizing a search for you brothers."
Hoss felt his face crumple. He hoped that it didn’t show. "You just
ain’t well enough ta do none o’ them things. You gotta rest up an’ get some
food inside o ya. Heck, you can’t even get outta that bed!"
Ben had arrived at the same conclusion. He pawed at the crumpled sheet.
Hoss fetched a damp towel from the dresser and cooled his father’s face.
"You just lie quiet now an’ get some sleep. I’ll go an’ speak ta this
Major fella. See what he reckon we c’n do." He was very careful to keep
every trace of doubt out of his voice.
Reaching out, Ben covered his hand with his own. "You do that, son.
You get him to order some sort of search, you hear?"
"I hear you,
"Hoss?" Ben made a final effort before sleep claimed him again.
"Don’t you ever give up on your brothers."
"No, sir." Hoss looked mournful as he made the promise. "I
sure ain’t about ta do that."
Ben was asleep. Hoss pulled the covers up around his shoulders, then
reached for his gunbelt and his tall, felt hat. With a last look towards the
bed, he stepped out into the hallway and closed the door quietly behind him.
With the consent of the Prion town council, the army had taken temporary
possession of some disused buildings on the south side of town. The business
had once belonged to a local freight haulier and general merchant but had been
defunct for some time – taken over, and then closed down by a larger operator
based in
The timber-frame buildings had fallen into dereliction, but the army had
made some repairs. The warehouses that had once stored sacks of corn and piles
of half cured hides, coils of rope, carpets and pots and pans and all the other
paraphernalia a growing community needed, ranged along two sides of a square.
They now provided living accommodation for the rank and file of the men. Army
horses and army mules filled the rebuilt corrals on the third side. Various
outbuildings had been demolished and the timber reused to form part of a
defensive stockade. The rest of it was still under construction.
The officers had taken up residence and set up their headquarters in the
long, low building that had once been the company offices. These, with the
smithy and the cookhouse made up the fourth side of the square. A flag
fluttered from the corner of the roof; smoke drifted across the yard from a
shattered stump of chimney, and the sound of the blacksmith’s hammer rang in
the air. Underfoot, the ground was still unpleasantly sticky, churned into mud
by the constant passage of horses and men and broad-wheeled supply wagons. The
air smelled of mud and of horses and hot iron from the forge, and the savoury
aroma of stew wafted from the cookhouse door.
Hoss Cartwright rode the horse he had hired across the middle of the
square and drew rein beside the board that declared in large, chalked letters,
‘Company Offices’. He climbed down from the saddle and stood in the mud,
absorbing the details: pink underwear hanging like pennants from washing lines,
a squad of men drilling on the far side of the square where the ground was less
wet, the shrill squeal of a fractious horse. Somewhere someone was singing in a
rich, baritone voice.
He gathered his determination. Looping his reins around the rail he
stepped up onto the porch. The frosted glass doors still bore the legend ‘
MacEnroy Storage and Haulage’ in chipped, golden letters. He turned the knob
and went inside.
When he’d spent some time waiting, the sergeant on duty showed him into a
cramped office space that was both bedroom and workroom to the man within. A
modestly sized and neatly made bed filled one corner, with a jug and basin on a
dresser close by. A huge, wooden desk, three chairs and a trunk took up most of
the rest of the room. Dusty sunlight spilled in through the window and the air
smelled of leather, whiskey and ten-cent cigars. The man sitting behind the
desk looked up from the paperwork that threatened to sweep down off the desk
and engulf him. He got to his feet and held out his hand.
"Sorry to keep you waiting, Mister Cartwright. My name’s Granger,
Sydney Granger. I’m officer commanding. I must confess I was expecting an older
man."
"That’s quite all right, Major Granger."
Hoss took the seat he was offered and used the moment to look the man
over. Granger was solidly built in a typically military manner, broad in the
shoulder and deep in the chest. He looked like he’d once been a horseman, but
his hips were beginning to spread; too much time spent riding the chair at the
back of that desk was what Hoss guessed at as the probable cause. His grey hair
was thinning, showing pink scalp underneath, and he wore long side-whiskers as
if to compensate. His grey-eyed gaze was direct.
"That’d be because you were expectin’ my Pa," Hoss said.
"but he couldn’t make it. He’s took sick over at the hotel."
"I’m very sorry to hear that." Granger settled back into his
chair and made a steeple out of his fingers. "Nothing serious, I
hope."
Hoss wriggled uncomfortably in the seat that was really too small for
him. "That fella Cowery’s been ta see him. Says he’s just plumb tuckered
out. Pa had the typhoid fever a few months back. His health ain’t never bin
quite the same since."
"That can happen to a man." Granger contrived to look suitably
sympathetic. "It can take a very long time for a man to get over the
typhoid, and riding around in those hills for so long can’t have done him any
good. Cowery’s a good enough man - mean’s well and all that - but he’s got no
real medical qualifications. Tell you what I’ll do. I’ll send the Divisional
Medical Officer along to check your father over, just to be sure."
"Well, I’d appreciate that, Major. It’s real’ kin o’ you. But that’s
not the thing that’s botherin’ my
Sitting back, Granger clasped his hands together over the mound of forms
and reports. "Lieutenant Harwell told me about your brothers. A bad
business, that. White men running headlong into Shoshonis." Sadly, he shook
his head.
Hoss was unhappy. He knew he was asking a difficult thing. "My Pa
wants you ta send out some patrols, see if you can find ‘em. He just ain’t
gonna rest easy ‘til he knows fer sure what happened to Adam an’ Little
Joe."
Granger’s eyes searched his face. "It might be a mercy if he never
knows. In any event, I can’t send out parties to search for just two men. Until
they finally get around to building that new fort they keep talking about, out
by the
Hoss twiddled the brim of his hat, turning it ‘round and ‘round in his
lap. In the silence that suddenly dwelt in the room he could hear the bellow of
the drill sergeant from all the way across the yard and the tick of the Major’s
ebony-cased clock from the dresser shelf. The hammering from the forge had
stopped.
"So what do you propose to do?" Major Granger asked quietly.
Hoss drew a long breath. In his own mind he could see well what the major
was saying, but he knew how his father would feel. "I guess we’ll go on
lookin’. Just as soon as my Pa can ride."
Granger leaned over the desk. "Now see here, Cartwright…"
"It ain’t no use you tryin’ ta talk me out of it. I promised my
"You and your father are civilians. I can’t order you to stay out of
the hills. We don’t have a state of martial law here – not yet, anyway. But I
would suggest that you take your father back to the rest of his family. There’s
not a lot of good he can do here, you know - after all this time it’s unlikely
you’ll find any trace of your brothers."
"I appreciate what your sayin’ major." Hoss heaved a mighty
sigh. The consensus of opinion was that Adam and Joe were dead – and he had to
admit it certainly started to look that way. "But I reckon we’ll just keep
on lookin’ a little longer."
"All right, all right!" Granger held up his hands in surrender.
"I’ve done what I can to dissuade you, but if you’re absolutely
determined, I’ll tell you what I’ll do: I have a regular patrol riding out
early next week. If the doctor says you father’s up to it, the two of you can
ride along with them.
Hoss expression lightened a little. At least he would have some good news
to carry back. "That’s mighty good of you, major." He got to his
feet, and Granger stood up too.
"Don’t thank me. I’m not doing you any favours - just protecting my
own back. If the pair of you rode out and ran into a Shoshoni raiding party –
well, I’d feel responsible for what happened to you."
Hoss decided that the Major was a good and honest man; he was doing his
best to be helpful but his hands were tied by circumstances. "I’ll thank
you anyway an’ so will my
Outside, the sudden jangle of the bell at the cookhouse door summoned the
soldiers to table. "Let me offer you lunch," Granger suggested with a
smile. "The officers eat the same as the men – just off better plates, but
the food’s not bad if you don’t mind stew."
Hoss managed to smile at the joke. "That sounds just fine, but I’d
better be getting’ back. My Pa will be wantin’ ta know what’s goin on."
Walking outside with him, Granger watched as he got on his horse.
"Be sure and convey my respects to my father. I’ll send the doctor along
this afternoon."
Hoss touched the brim of his hat. Reining his horse away from the rail he
walked him back across the square and rode slowly back into town. He knew that
his father wasn’t going to like what he had arranged, but it was the best he
could do.
*******
Adam looked at the ring of rapt faces. A sea of dark eyes was fixed on
his face. Since the night of the natik-winappi his reputation as a teller of
tales had steadily increased. Each afternoon, quite late in the day, a circle
of children gathered around him. At first, it had only been small ones and some
older girls, demanding that the white man tell them stories. Reluctant at
first, eventually he had bowed to their wishes and related the fairy tales he’s
heard as a boy, adapting them in his increasingly fluent Shoshoni into terms
that they understood. They had been captivated and entranced by the images he created,
and, quickly, the word had spread. Now there were boys in the circle: proud
young braves, and many of the women had gathered to listen to the magic of the
white man’s tongue. Adam had extended his repertoire. He found his young
audience to be particularly enchanted by the tales of the Arabian Nights, of
the tales of the brothers Grimm and the old Germanic legends: the stories of
Odin the mighty and Thor with his hammer and the mischievous god Loki, who lay
bound by a magical chain to a rock at the heart of the world. That was the one
that they never tired of, but however much he embellished the telling, they
liked the ending to be the same. When he was sure that he had their attention,
he went ahead and finished the tale. Then, as always, the children went quietly
away.
Willomenka came towards him through the press of dispersing children. She
held out her hands to him, touching him briefly. Adam’s flesh chilled. He
smelled the scent of her skin and of her hair: the scent of a woman. His body
tightened; for Adam, it had been a very long time. Carefully, he drew away.
The woman’s eyes sparkled with delight. "You speak so well to the
young ones," she said in Shoshoni.
"I’ve had practice." He replied, smiling.
"You have a family?"
"Three brothers, my father, my father’s wife." Adam’s face
became wistful as he thought of the home and the people he missed.
"And do you tell stories in the lodge of your father?"
"Sometimes, to the young one. But, mostly, I read."
"Read?" Willomenka frowned at the unfamiliar word. "What
is ‘read’?"
Not finding the Shoshoni he needed, Adam lapsed into English. "From
books, with covers and pages." He mimicked the action of opening a book.
"The language of my people is written down."
Willomenka copied the gesture. "Can you teach me this – read?"
"Of course I can teach you." Adam was glad to agree.
"When? When will you begin?" The woman was filled with
excitement.
Looked beyond her, distracted, Adam said, "Soon. I’ll teach you
soon." Two Shoshoni braves had stepped into the clearing among the rocks
that Adam used as his story-telling arena. One of them was Aminotek, the scars
on his face livid in the angled, afternoon light. He fixed Adam with an iron
hard stare. "You, white man, will come."
Willomenka turned. "What is this?" she demanded, her eyes
angry. "What do you want with this man?"
Aminotek stood with his arms folded, a long barrelled rifle cradled
against his chest. Adam didn’t doubt for a moment his readiness to use it.
Behind him, some way back, the second warrior was equally unsmiling and
similarly armed. Both of them focused their fierce attention solely on Adam.
Aminotek did not repeat his command. Willomenka became anxious. She stepped
between her cousin and Adam as if she would defend him. "Why do you want
him?"
Aminotek made no reply, merely waited. Adam pulled a breath. Against the
two of them, he could offer no resistance, and he didn’t want the woman
involved in a scuffle; it was not in his nature to hide behind any woman’s
skirts. Firmly, he moved her aside. "It’s all right. I’ll go with
them."
Willomenka looked from man to man. Her face was afraid. Adam stepped past
her and started down the path towards the village. He didn’t look at Aminotek,
but he was aware that the tall brave fell in close behind him.
He was apprehensive. Once before he had been called to account for some
minor misdemeanour and had been severely beaten. He could take the punishment
without flinching – it was something he had steeled himself to – but it wasn’t
a prospect he viewed with delight. He looked back over his shoulder.
"Would you mind telling me where we’re going?" Aminotek merely
grunted and pointed. Adam wasn’t reassured. He found himself delivered to the
ring of stones that encircled the council fire. Without ceremony, Aminotek gave
him a shove in the back that sent him to all fours in the dirt. It was an
attitude of obeisance he was becoming rather tired of. He prepared himself for
the inevitable kick or a blow with the butt of the gun. They didn’t come.
Instead, Aminotek gave him a look of unveiled contempt, turned on his heel and
walked away.
Adam gathered himself and got to his feet. He was very much aware of eyes
upon him. Everyone who passed looked him over; no one stopped and no one spoke.
He wiped his palms on his thighs.
The doorway of the chieftain’s shelter was draped with the hide of a
spotted pony. Washatak lifted it aside and stepped out into the reddening
light. It was the first time that Adam had seen him close-to since the night of
the story telling. The chief’s handsome face was stern. Legs wide apart to
steady himself, Adam straightened his back and lifted his head, he knew that
any overt display of apprehension would be met with contempt and might even
cost him his life. Above all things, the Shoshoni valued a man’s personal
courage, and he had learned to contain any fear that he felt. He met the
chief’s eyes with a look of his own that didn’t, quite, amount to defiance.
Washatak folded his arms and looked him over, head to toe and back. The two men
were much the same height, broad of the shoulder and lean in the hip. Washatak
was older, heavier, darker eyed. The full mouth twisted in a sardonic smile.
"You conduct yourself with decorum, white man. You have not tried to
escape."
Dryly, Adam confessed, "I wouldn’t have got very far."
"Never the less, you have kept your word."
Adam resisted the urge to shrug. It was a gesture the Shoshoni did not
use and regarded with suspicion. He kept his voice even. "We have a
bargain. My brother lives."
"And soon he will walk again, my sister tells me." Washatak
paused; a frown creased his handsome face. "The women speak well of you;
my sister goes so far as to call you a friend."
Adam wondered where all this was going. "I am proud to be the friend
of Willomenka.
The two big men eyed each other warily in a silent battle of wills that
Adam couldn’t afford to win and didn’t want to lose. Washatak said, abruptly,
"You have a name." It was a statement as much as a question.
Adam bristled. Among white men, names were given, not asked for. Besides,
the Shoshoni did not name horses or dogs; to steal a man’s name, as Adam’s had
been stolen from him, was to deny his humanity. He had gotten used to thinking
of himself in similar terms; to surrender his name to Washatak was like handing
over a part of his secret identity. He swallowed his pride. Drawing a long
careful breath he forced himself to relax. "My name is Adam
Cartwright."
Pondering, Washatak said, in English "This means ‘first man’, does
it not? And the name of your father’s clan? Together they make the name of a
warrior. Adam Cartwright, I give you back your name." Washatak made a
gesture. "Sit."
Setting his own example he sat down, crossed-legged beside the fire and
looked at Adam expectantly. Adam lowered himself cautiously and crossed his
ankles. It was a position of vulnerability he was not altogether comfortable
with. Adam understood that this was a concession of considerable significance.
He had spent many weeks as a lowly and much despised servant; now his status
had suddenly changed, and the chief himself was making overtures. Adam was
suspicious of his motives, but that was just one more thing he determined to
keep to himself.
Washatak summoned a woman who poured bowls of hot tea from a battered old
kettle that sat in the flames. Adam sipped and grimaced. The brew was a strong,
herbal concoction, and he could feel the tingle of its narcotic properties on
his tongue. He resolved not to drink too much of it. Washatak saw the look on
his face, and his eyes glinted with amusement.
Adam gazed at the Indian chief over the rim of his bowl. "What is it
you want?" he asked quietly. "Why do you keep me alive?"
"Perhaps only for your company." Washatak sipped his drink and
smacked his lips in appreciation. "If I had wanted you dead, I would have
killed you a long time ago." Adam acknowledged that fact with a slow nod
of the head. "You are an intelligent and educated man."
"I’m sure you don’t value me for my education or my
intelligence."
Without any readable expression in his dark eyes, Washatak continued to
gaze at him. "That may be a part of it. Do you object?"
"I’m hardly in a position to offer an objection."
Around him the village was slowing into its evening rhythm. The smell of
wood-smoke and roasting meat drifted on the air. He was acutely aware of the
murmur of voices: talking, laughing, singing. He and the chief were alone on an
isolated island in a sea of warm humanity.
Still watching, Washatak drank again. "I also am an educated man,
Adam Cartwright. I once went to the white man’s school, and I am wise in the
ways of my people, as you are wise in yours."
Setting his bowl aside, Adam inquired again, this time more guardedly,
"What do you want of me?"
"Your company. Your conversation."
"And what else?"
The full lips quirked. "I would have you listen to the ancient tales
and learn the ways of the people. You will remember in the way of the white
man. You will write them down." Washatak gestured with thumb and
forefinger, mimicking the holding of a pen.
"Why would you want me to do that?" Adam didn’t believe for a
moment that was all there was to it. There were deeper, darker things involved,
convoluted purposes that he could not, for the moment, discern. For his own
sake, and for Joe’s, he was prepared to play along.
Washatak's eyes hardened to ebony in a face carved from granite.
"Long ago, the white man drove the Indian peoples away from the shores of
the ocean onto the plains, and from there into the deserts where nothing grows
and little can live. Now, we can go no further west. Beyond these hills are
still more white men with their fences and their cities. The time of the red
man is over. There is nowhere left for us to go."
Adam could hear the hollowness in the other man’s voice, the faint tones
of resentment carefully restrained, the pain and, beneath it all, the anger. He
felt compassion stir in his soul. "It doesn’t have to be that way."
With an air of greater wisdom, Washatak shook his head. The beaded braids
swayed from side to side. "I have had visions. I have seen the future in
my dreams. Once, the tribes of the red man darkened the landscape with their
numbers: the Apache, the
Instinct and stone-cold intelligence told Adam that what the chieftain
told him was essentially the truth. It was a fact that since the enactment of
the Indian removal act of eighteen-thirty, the same year that Adam had been
born, the tribal peoples had been moved ever westward. They had witnessed the
wanton destruction of their sources of food, the grazing of their animals and
their hunting grounds taken over by vast herds of cattle, or torn up by the
plough as more and more white settlers flowed in an endless river to California
and to Oregon. Attempts had been made by some few to reconcile two opposing
ways of life – most notably the Mormon’s experiments in communal living.
Mostly, the white man had killed and burned everything that stood in his way,
massacring women and children and driving the Indians before them as he swept
across the continent. It was not a history Adam was personally proud of, and he
was not surprised that the Indians had answered in kind. He searched for
something to say.
"I’ve heard talk of reservations: places set aside where the tribal
peoples can live in isolation and follow their own way of life." He chose
not to add that he’d also heard of the Trail of Tears along which the whole
Cherokee nation had been forcibly removed from their south-eastern homelands to
reservations in the west and the sorry story of what had become of them there.
"And do you believe this, Adam Cartwright?" Washatak asked
softly. His eyes were fixed on Adam’s face.
Sitting there in the quiet of the evening with the dome of bright stars
lighting the sky above his head and the warmth of the fire on his face, Adam thought
about it. Considering again all that he knew, he wasn’t prepared to offer that
assurance.
Washatak took his silence for an answer. A look that resembled grim
amusement came into his face. "We will talk often, you and I. When you
return to your own people, you will do as I have asked."
Adam hesitated – then inclined his head. "I’ll do it."
The woman came round with the kettle again, and Adam held out his bowl
for a second serving. He was convinced that he hadn’t heard all of it yet by a
long, long way, but for the moment he considered the mere suggestion that
one-day he might go free worthy of a small celebration.
Seven
The Cartwright men, father and son, reined their horses to the side of
the trail and eased themselves in their saddles. It had been a long, hard,
up-hill climb; the animals needed a chance to blow, and it was sweet relief for
the men to take the weight off their seat bones. Ben pulled out a large
handkerchief and mopped at the sweat on his face and neck. The morning sun was
already halfway up the sky and burning hot and bright in his face as he looked
towards the eastern limit of the hills. Sunlight glistened off the dense canopy
of foliage that filled the valley below and turned the sky from blue into
molten gold.
Ben Cartwright looked, and felt, much better than he had a week before.
Several days of enforced, if much resented, bed-rest had made a whole new man
of him. To be sure, he had lost some weight: his barrel chest still filled out
his shirt but his hips and thighs were lean and his pants hung baggily around
his seat. His face was a lot less grey and his eyes were fierce and alert; his
determination to find his missing sons remained unabated and he was filled with
a restless, if fragile, energy. At his side, Hoss, a looming and brooding
presence, offered silent support.
Along the path, rapidly drying now after the over-night rain, the ragged
line of soldiers straggled by on their mud-spattered horses. To the untutored
eye they might have appeared a slovenly, even a careless body of men. Ben
Cartwright had learned differently. They might slump and sway in the saddle,
but these were seasoned and experienced men, veterans of many campaigns against
the Apache in the south and the Comanchee and the Cherokee in the east. They
knew very well how to preserve their energies without ever relaxing their
alertness.
Henry Harwell rode up alongside Ben and pulled his horse to a halt. He
had already loosened his tunic; now, he took off his hat and wiped his red
handkerchief over his balding pate. "Hot day, Mister Cartwright. Looks
like summer’s finally getting’ started."
Ben sat back down in the saddle and rested his hands on the horn. You
certainly have a different climate this side of the mountains. Back home on the
Ponderosa it’ll be hot enough to make a rock sweat and so dry a man would be
glad of the moisture."
Harwell chuckled. "You must admit, this is one beautiful
country."
Ben lifted his head and looked. "It certainly is." From where
he sat at the top of the trail, he could see for fifty miles. This part of
northern
The trees were widely spaced, allowing for a substantial undergrowth,
mainly grey-green buck-brush and tangled Manzantia that, in autumn, would bear
an abundance of sweet berries and provide forage for birds and all manner of
wildlife. The hills rolled into the purple mists of distance, their forested
appearance broken only where settlers had cleared the land. It was truly a
God-given country, and Ben tried hard to rejoice, but when he looked into his
heart he found it empty, devoid of the love of the Lord.
"There’s a clearing up ahead," Harwell said, quite oblivious to
Ben’s inner conflict. "Water and grass for the horses. We’ll call a halt
there, rest the men."
A frown appeared on Ben Cartwright’s face, but he tried to contain his
impatience. The nearer he got to the eastern desert the more urgently he felt
the need to go on. He gathered up his reins. "You lead the way lieutenant.
We’ll follow on behind."
Harwell replaced his hat and turned the gesture into a makeshift salute.
He kicked his horse into motion and cantered after O’Toole. Ben and Hoss sat
and waited until the last of the men had ridden past, then fell in at the end
of the line.
Harwell knew the area well, and he has been had been right about the
clearing. Twenty minutes further on down the trail they came to a place where
the trees opened out and let the sunlight through to the ground. The hillside
was too steep by far for a man to build himself a house, but the grass grew
lush and knee high to a horse and was sweetened with the last of the season’s
flowers. A crystal-clear stream ran down though the meadow, and the air was
filled with the music of water and the sound of birdsong. The men stepped down
from their saddles and loosened the cinches, allowing their horses to graze.
Just a few minutes later, the soldiers had several fires alight, spread
out along the banks of the stream, and lots of water put on to boil. Ben had
discovered, early on, that the army ran on hot coffee: black, strong and
sweetened with blackstrap molasses added direct to the pot.
Hoss held out his hand for his father’s canteen. "Here, Pa, let me
fill that for you."
"Thank you, son." Ben handed over the battered container, and
while Hoss hunkered down beside the stream, he went to speak to Harwell.
"I’m thinking, lieutenant, my son and I might leave you this afternoon;
push on east at a faster pace, work our way back towards the desert.
Harwell scowled. "I wouldn’t advise that, Mister Cartwright. The
Shoshoni are raiding all through these woods. No telling where they are or when
they might strike next. Two men alone, I wouldn’t give much for your
chances."
"I’m not going to find my sons this far west," Ben said,
grimly.
Harwell looked at him candidly. "Mister Cartwright, you’re not going
to find your sons at all." It was an argument that had gone back and forth
several times in the last few days. The two men were no closer to reaching an
agreement than they had been at the outset.
Ben cleared his throat, but before he could make his usual, indignant
response, O’Toole’s shout rang through the clearing. "Riders coming in,
lieutenant! Riders coming in!" Ben and Harwell turned to look, and Hoss
straightened up from the stream. Two men were riding up the trail from the
valley below.
At first, they were just vague figures obscured by distance. As they came
closer it was clear that they were both big men, heavy set, dressed in tough,
well-worn clothing and bundled into thick woolen coats despite the heat of the
day. Both were bearded and longhaired, evidence that they had been a long time
away from civilization, and both rode a solid, dark coloured horse and led
another, loaded with gear. They splashed through the stream and came to a halt
as Harwell stepped forward and held up his hand.
"Good morning to you, gentlemen."
The man on the lead horse, dark haired, his beard streaked with grey,
took off his hat to reveal a bronzed and balding scalp that shone like gold in
the sun. His face, brown and creased like old leather, split in a ready smile.
Surprisingly, in amongst all that mass of beard he had a perfect set of white,
even teeth. "’Mornin’ lieutenant. My name is Argyle, and this is my
partner, Sefton McShea."
"Step on down an set awhile." Harwell invited cordially.
Argyle glanced around at the cavalrymen. The white teeth flashed again.
"Don’t mind if we do, just for a moment. That coffee sure smells
good." He and McShea swung out of their saddles. "We’re headed out
west and south. Plan to spend some time in the city while you boys in blue
clean the savages out of these hills." Argyle squatted down beside the
fire and accepted a mug of the strong, dark brew. "Thought we might treat
ourselves to some girls and some likker."
Ben looked over the packs on the horses. There were hides and horns and
canvas wrapped bundles, pots and pans that had seen better days, shovels and
guns and a two-headed axe. The harness and gear was all well worn but
serviceable, the equipment of men used to fending for themselves for long
periods in wild country. He hunkered down beside Argyle who gave him a friendly
grin. "My name’s Ben Cartwright. This is my son Hoss."
Argyle nodded and shook Hoss’s hand, looking the big man over.
"Pleased ta meet you."
"You bin huntin’ these hills long?" Hoss asked him gruffly.
Hoss’s guarded expression said that he didn’t like this man a lot – perhaps it
was because he smiled too much.
"Since early spring."
Anxiously, Ben asked, "Have you seen two men, probably afoot. One’s
tall and dark, a big man, much like yourself but some years younger. The other
has a mop of brown curls.
Argyle sipped his coffee before answering, careful not to burn his lip.
"Mister Cartwright, we ain’t seen nothin’ in these hills but vermin. An’
afoot sure ain’t a good place ta be." He nodded to McShea who got up and
went to their horses, rummaging about in the packs.
"You’ve seen what it’s like." Harwell joined in, addressing
himself to Ben "Every homestead we’ve passed has been abandoned. Men have
taken their stock and their families and every danged thing that they could
carry and headed for the towns. Who can blame them? I tell you, you’d be a fool
to go on alone."
McShea came back and dumped a sacking wrapped bundle on the ground. Ben
smelled the sharp stink of decay.
Argyle opened the bundle. "Like I said, all we’ve seen lately is
two-legged vermin. Found one or two strays and picked up some headpieces.
Thought the army might be payin’ a bonus." He looked hopefully at Harwell.
All eyes were fixed on the grizzly trophies: four or five half-cured
scalps had fallen from the bag onto the stones of the riverbank.
"Not yet, we’re not." Harwell said heavily. "But that
might come."
Argyle shrugged good-naturedly. "Guess we’ll just hang on ta these
fer a while then. Genuine Injun. Have ta be worth somethin’" He stuffed
the hanks of hair back into the sack. "Thank you kindly, gentlemen, for
your hospitality." Finishing off his coffee, he stood and stretched and
then turned to his horse. Swinging into the saddle he gathered his reins and
with a nod and last smile kicked on up the trail. Ben and Hoss Cartwright stood
either side of Harwell and watched until Argyle and his silent partner had
ridden out of sight.
Ben found that his hands had wound into tight knuckled fists. His soul
burned with hot indignation. "That’s the sort of men the west could well
do without," he said grimly. "Men who kill and butcher human beings
for the sake of a profit."
Harwell gave him a quizzical look. "Human beings, Cartwright? You’ve
witnessed first hand what those Shoshoni raiding parties can do. They murder
women and children and torture their men. How can you call that human?"
Eyes ablaze with righteous fury, Ben turned his anger on him. "That
doesn’t make it right, Goddamn it! Can’t you see it’s a vicious circle? We kill
them and they kill us. If someone doesn’t put a stop to it, it’ll never
end!"
"Oh. We’ll put a stop to it," Harwell assured him with
vehemence. "Just as soon as we find out where those Indians are holding
out, we’ll send out a full detachment and wipe them off the face of the
land."
"Hey,
Ben looked at his son and saw the concern n his eyes. He knew that Hoss
still worried about the state of his health and swallowed his anger. He looked
up the now-empty trail. "You’re right, son. There’s no point at all. What
we have to do is find out what happened to Joe and Adam."
"Yes, sir." Hoss responded unhappily. "That’s what we’re
gonna do."
Harwell looked from one to the other. "You look tired
Cartwright."
"I’m all right," Ben said shortly. He wondered how much Harwell
had been discussing him with Hoss. "How long before we reach the desert?"
"Several days at least – if we get that far. I’ve got some friends
that live right in the next valley. I thought we’d stop there for a day or two,
give the horses a chance to rest. It’ll do you good to sleep in a bed for a
change."
Ben bristled, then gulped down his pride. He knew the lieutenant meant
well, and, to be truthful, he’d not be sorry for a good night’s sleep. Every
night since they had left Prion had been spent on ground that was hard, cold
and damp. His back and his belly ached, and he found it hard to consume the
amount of water that he knew his body needed. He had taken to the saddle a
whole lot sooner than the army doctor advised, driving himself with an
evangelistic fervour, and now he was paying the price for his audacity.
Exhaustion, the medic had called it, a blanket term that included a multitude
of otherwise minor ailments that normally wouldn’t mean very much, but added to
the weakness left over from his bout of typhoid, had combined to make him a
very sick man. The lecture had been interspersed with a number of terms Ben
didn’t much like, such as, ‘A man of you age’, and, ‘Taking it easier’.
The doctor had spoken to Hoss as well, the two of them talking in low
voices outside the bedroom door. Ben could imagine what had been said. He was
well aware of Hoss’s constant, concerned observation and the resident look of
worry on his face.
Once the fires were extinguished and the coffeepots packed, the soldiers
climbed back into their saddles and formed a rough column. O’Toole gave an order
and waved his hand in the air; two by two, they started down the trail that led
into the valley. At this time of year, this side of the hills, it rained almost
every day. Today proved to be the exception; the sky remained bright and clear.
With the amount of moisture that was already down on the ground, the woods
became hot and steamy as the day wore on and filled with midges and flies. The
men sweated and swotted and got sore where the leather rubbed. It made an
uncomfortable ride.
Harwell called another brief halt beside the swift and turbulent stream
that ran through the valley bottom. Then they pushed on along a well-worn
pathway that ran by the water’s edge for some distance before turning up among
the trees and climbing to the shoulder of the next hill. Here, the trees were
noticeably thinner, due to someone’s use of an axe. The stumps were obvious,
some of them new, and there were clear paths were the logs had been dragged
out.
Long before they reached the top of the rise, they all knew that something
was wrong. The woods were very quiet, much too quiet – all the wildlife had
gone – and the smell of charred timber sharpened the afternoon air. No one
spoke. Grim faced and silent, all the men rose to the ridge. Below them in the
flat-bottomed valley was a scene of absolute devastation. The homestead had
burned to the ground. Of the neatly built house and the box-like barn nothing
remained but blackened ruins that still smouldered long after the flames had
gone out. Drifts of dark, acrid smoke still drifted across the ground. His face
set like stone, Harwell lifted his hands and rode on down the path. Singly, or
in twos, the troopers followed, each man in his own good time.
From close at hand, it was very clear what had happened. The attack had
come suddenly, sweeping down from the trees that fringed the valley rim. The
fences were broken and the stock driven off; the planted ground had been
trampled. Only the outhouse stood undamaged, a solidly build and macabre
monument to civilized living.
The woman had died of a gunshot wound. She lay in the yard, still
sprawled where she’d fallen, midway between the house and the well. Her skirt
was a vibrant splash of colour, brilliant blue among the grey and the brown.
Not far away was an upturned bucket, the mute witness of her final errand.
Harwell stepped down from his horse and crouched at her side, reaching out a
hand to brush the cold flesh of her neck. Ben joined him, handing his reins to
Hoss. Gently, he turned the woman over. Bright blue eyes stared sightlessly at
the sky.
Harwell said, tonelessly, "Her name was Margie. She’s been married
to Michael for seven years. They had three little girls." His voice broke
on the word.
Ben released a long pent breath. He knew that Harwell needed time to
collect himself. "Don’t worry. We’ll find them." He stood up and
gazed around at the ruins. The soldiers were stunned by the horror, picking
sluggishly among the remains, not really knowing where to begin. Someone had to
take charge. He called to Hoss and O’Toole. "Let’s get these men
organized. Hoss, see about getting the horses tended. Sergeant O’Toole, I guess
you’d better break out those shovels again. It looks like we’re going to need
them."
It didn’t take a great deal of searching to find the rest of the family.
The man and his children had taken shelter inside the house. They found them
huddled together among the ashes and buried them in a neat row of graves. This
time it was Ben who read the service and spoke the empty words. Afterwards,
Harwell stopped by his shoulder.
"I want to thank you, Cartwright – for everything you’ve done."
Ben nodded brief acknowledgement. "Think nothing of it. Were these
people good friends of yours?"
"I’d known them quite a while," Harwell answered sadly. Then,
visibly, he shrugged back into the military persona. "Best get the men fed
and then start back."
"Start back?" Ben caught at his arm. "Aren’t you going
after the – the renegades that did this?"
Harwell turned back, looked at him and sighed. "There’d be no point
in it. Look about you." He made a wide, sweeping gesture with his hat.
"These ashes are almost cold. They have to be two - three days ahead of
us. We’d never catch up."
"We can try!"
"And get ourselves massacred like these poor folks?" Harwell
planted his hands on his hips. "We’re fighting a war here. This is just
another skirmish that we’ve lost. When the final battle comes, we want to be in
a position were we can be assured of winning. I know that you’re still hoping
to find some trace of your sons. If I were you, I wouldn’t consider going on
alone. For the sake of the rest of your family, you ought to go home." Ben
watched him walk away.
Standing just behind his father, Hoss fiddled with something held in his
hands. His broad face worked as he struggled with the words he needed to say.
"Pa, I gotta tell ya; I reckon that army fella’s right."
For Ben, the world stopped in its tracks. He still felt the heat of the
sun on his face and smelled the smoke in the air; distantly he heard the
troopers talking, tending the animals, cooking their food. None of it had any
meaning. The colours, the greens and the golds and the blue of the sky all
faded away into grey. His mouth was filled with the taste of ashes.
"Did I hear you right, boy?" he asked in a voice that rasped in
his throat.
Reluctantly, Hoss lifted his eyes and looked him full in the face.
"Yes, sir. I reckon you did."
"Are you telling be that you think your brothers are dead?"
"No. I ain’t sayin’ that." Hoss kept his voice low, refusing to
match his father’s rising anger. "But we sure ain’t gonna find ‘em riding
‘round and ‘round in these hills, an’ it ain’t gonna do either one o’ then no
good iffen we get ourselves killed."
Ben drew a long breath, steadying himself. His nails were hurting the
palms of his hands. "So what are you proposing? Let’s have it out in the
open."
Hoss lowered his eyes and fiddled some more with the long, straight
stick. "I reckon as we should go back to Prion with these soldier boys,
an’ then we should think about goin’ on home."
"And give up the search?" Ben’s heart had turned to stone in
his chest.
Hoss held up the stick so that Ben could see it clearly. It was the
feathered shaft of an arrow. "If they’re still alive, Pa, I reckon they’ll
find their own way home." He threw the arrow down in the dirt and slowly
walked away. A big man, with the weight of the world on his shoulders, he
didn’t want his father to see the tears that ran down his face.
*******
Pain was a thing Joe had learned to live with, a constant, nagging companion
that dwelt inside him, a parasite that drained his strength and his resolution
and kept him an unwilling prisoner in the close confines of the shelter and the
space immediately around it. Joe hated the pain, and, in a way, he had come to
love it – it sharpened his edge, and it was something on which he could vent
his anger. Joe was a very angry young man.
It was true that over the course of time the pain had changed in its
nature. When he had first been wounded, and Adam had cut the arrow out of his
leg, it had burned like the all-consuming fires of hell. As the weeks had
passed by, it had become a chameleon serpent, twisting and turning and changing
its face, every day presenting a different aspect. Tonight it was dormant, a
low-level throb in his hip and his thigh and an ache in the back of his knee.
Joe was determined to walk again; he didn’t care how much it cost him in
pain and sweat and tears. It was the single goal towards which he could direct
all his pent up energies, all his rage and frustration, all his burgeoning
despair. Balancing carefully on his one good leg, he tucked the makeshift
crutch under his arm and took a tentative step.
The fiery serpent tightened its coils, and a fresh blaze of agony seared
through his ravaged back. Joe bit down hard on a yelp of pain, but this time,
for once, the leg didn’t buckle under him and pitch him face first into the
dirt. The shelter, just high enough for a man to stand up in, afforded four
long, lame steps in one direction and four back the other. Joe made the most of
it. Chewing his lip and with tears in his eyes he hobbled back and forth for
nearly an hour.
He was still hard at work, although almost exhausted, when Adam came
home, ducking in lithely under the flap. Surprised to find Joe up on his feet,
he pulled up short. His face was unreadable. Carefully, he lowered the hide
back into place and stood with his hands on his hips. "Well, it’s sure
good to see you up and about. How’s the leg holding out?" His low voice
held the old, familiar drawl: slightly mocking, mildly amused, the tone that
told Joe he was still very much the younger sibling.
Joe looked at his brother over his shoulder; his face was full of
resentment. "It’s no thanks to you that I’m upon my feet. Where in hell
have you been?"
The faint smile faded from Adam’s face. "I’ve been out earning us a
living."
Turning awkwardly on the crutch, Joe confronted him. "You’ve been
out with your Indian friends!" His voice rang loud with accusation, and
his eyes were burning with rage.
Adam took a long step forward. "You don’t have the faintest idea
what you’re talking about."
"Don’t I?" Joe glared. "Do you deny it? We’re supposed to
be getting out of here – or is that something you’ve conveniently
forgotten?"
Adam looked swiftly over his shoulder, afraid that they might be
overheard. His voice was a hiss. "For the love of the Lord, Joe, keep your
voice down."
Ignoring the warning, Joe continued to shout. "So just what plans
have you made for getting us away from here?"
Adam moved swiftly with panther-like grace, closing in on Joe and
clamping a hard and unyielding hand over his mouth. Surprised, Joe was knocked
completely off balance. Losing his grip on the crutch he staggered. His wounded
leg collapsed under him in a blaze of pain, and Adam managed to catch him just
in time to break his fall. Adam eyes glittered, flicking to the doorway in
alarm as he listened for any indication that Joe’s outburst might have been
overheard. All remained quiet, but he kept his hand locked firmly across his
brother’s face, cutting off both his voice and his air supply until Joe began
clawing frantically at his fingers. Only gradually did he relax and release his
ferocious grip, allowing the younger man to grab a breath of air as he was
lowered with gentle strength on to the bed of furs.
Adam straightened slowly. He stood over Joe, his own breath coming in
great heaving gasps. The lamplight gleamed in the dark of his eye and the bulk
of him loomed with menace. "If you don’t keep quiet we’ll both end up with
our throats cut." He took a moment to steady himself. "I’ll decide
when it’s time to make a break for it, and that won’t be ‘til you can walk five
miles without a limp."
"That’ll take forever!" Joe put a hand to his mouth. He could
still feel the pain where Adam’s strong fingers had bitten deeply into his
flesh. He worked at his jaw, then rubbed at the pain in his leg. He looked up
at his brother. In the light of the lamp he saw him clearly for the first time
in a very long while. Adam was lean and remarkably fit. Where Joe had sawed at
his curls with the edge of a knife to keep them under control, Adam had let his
black hair grow, capturing it on to the nap of his neck with a finely braided
strip of leather. His face and the skin of his arms were burned brown by the sun
and the harsh desert winds. He had taken to wearing his shirt unbuttoned; the
only thing that distinguished him from his Shoshoni captors was the dark hair
that curled on his exposed chest.
Joe lifted his lip in a sneer of contempt. "Just take a look at
yourself, Adam. Take a good, long look. You look more like and Indian than you
do a white man. Next thing you know, you’ll be braiding your hair and taking
that squaw for a wife."
Adam’s hands clenched into white knuckled fists, and, for a moment, Joe
thought that he would strike him. His face was that of a stranger, and Joe
wondered how close he was to the truth. Then, very gradually, Adam relaxed. He
turned away so that his face was hidden in shadow, and Joe couldn’t see his
expression. "I’m not going to hit you, Joe." His voice sounded
strained and hollow. "You just don’t understand."
"Then why don’t you explain it to me, elder brother?" Joe’s
anger was burning white-hot. "Why don’t you tell me exactly what you’re
planning?"
Adam looked at him then. His dark face was wary. "I don’t have time
for this right now."
"Don’t have time," Joe repeated. "It seems to me you don’t
ever have time. You’re too busy with your brand new friends!"
Declining to answer, Adam headed abruptly for the doorway. Joe called him
back. "Adam, why don’t you trust me? Perhaps I can help."
Adam stopped, his hand on the hide. He looked over his shoulder, then
turned and walked slowly back into the light. He crouched at Joe’s side and
punched lightly at his cheek with his fist. "It’s not that I don’t trust
you, Joe. The Lord knows, you’re my brother."
Joe sat up, gathering his sore leg under him. "Then what can I
do?"
Hesitating, Adam chewed at his lip. Then, quietly, he said, "The
least I tell you the better, Joe. You just concentrate on getting your strength
back. When we leave here, we’ll be traveling hard and fast."
Joe’s eyes glittered with rekindled hope. "Then you are planning
something. You’re getting out of here, and you’re taking me with you"
Amusement lit Adam’s face. "D’you think Pa would ever let me hear
the last of it if I went home without you?"
Joe grinned. He held out his hand, and Adam clasped it warmly.
Night was falling as Adam made his way through the Shoshoni village,
threading his way among the rocks and the scattered shelters, following the now
familiar path. The valley was already shrouded in darkness. The hill, with its
skeletal tree, was silhouetted against the fading light. The heat of a hot,
summer’s day in the desert was leeching away into the clear, evening sky.
Already, the air smelled cleaner and fresher, and soon, as the stars came out,
it would become quite cool. Families had gathered at their firesides, talking
quietly and playing with their children, using the flames to light their work.
The Indian women were always busy, weaving baskets and blankets, working with
hides, picking over the grains that they’d gleaned from the desert grasses. Men
worked exclusively on their weapons, cleaning guns and making bows and arrows.
An expert stoneworker could fashion a perfect arrowhead in less than half an
hour. It was a skill that Adam admired. Voices called to him out of the gloom,
some of them greeting him by name. There were even some men who acknowledged
him now: a curt nod of the head or a shift of the eyes.
Adam was careful to acknowledge each salutation – he couldn’t afford to
offend anyone – but the greater part of his mind was reliving the argument with
Joe. He could understand how his brother felt. Joe was young and always
impatient. He was eager to be well again, anxious to be free, and, most of all,
he wanted to go home. It was an ambition that Adam fully intended to
facilitate, and, indeed, he shared it himself. He had come to respect and to
admire the Shoshoni people; he knew of their dreams and had shared in their
lives. He had no wish to become one of them. He missed his home and his family
and his own, carefully constructed life.
So far he had stolen nothing, hidden nothing away – to do so would be to
invite discovery and ultimate disaster. Instead he had observed, without really
seeming to do so, all that went on. He had watched and learned where certain
items were stored and planned how he might obtain them quickly and easily when
the moment arrived. Things he knew would be essential if he and Joe were to
survive in the desert: water skins and dried food and blankets and even a
weapon, a rifle that a careless brave kept just inside the door of his shelter.
Taking it would be a chancy business. Adam was still debating with himself the
wisdom of taking the risk. At the same time, he had made himself a familiar
figure about the camp, maintaining his role as servant and slave. The Shoshoni
had accepted him as part of their society; he could go anywhere, do anything,
and hardly be noticed. It was all a part of his master plan, his carefully
contrived preparations. Joe had asked for his trust, but Adam didn’t even trust
himself. He lay awake in the night, afraid that he might betray himself in the
depths of his dreams and be overheard.
Adam hurried his steps to Washatak’s shelter. He was expected, and,
already, he was late. The two men had developed a healthy, if guarded, respect
for each other, and it had become their habit to sit late into the night
discussing their differing histories, their dreams and, sometimes, their fears,
and drinking the strong, herbal tea. Products of two, vastly different
cultures, both were men of intelligence with a keen drive to learn from each
other. Despite his private reservations, Adam looked forward to their
conversations; he had always been one to enjoy an honest exchange of views.
Tonight, however, he simply wasn’t in the mood. The row with Joe had
disconcerted him more than he cared to admit.
The council fire burned brighter than usual, golden flames licking
against the night, and there were many more people about. Men moved silently
among the shelters: half seen forms in the darkness. Lost as he was in his own
concerns, Adam walked into trouble before he knew it. Figures moved up close
behind him, cutting off his retreat. Adam turned, his senses suddenly alerted,
but it was too late; he was already surrounded. Barely managing to retain his
balance, he was jostled roughly into the circle of stones.
Washatak was there already together with the members of his council. Adam
knew their faces, among them the scarred countenance of Aminotek and that of
Kalikasi, freshly painted in stripes of black and red. The medicine chief wore
feathers in his hair and a necklace of shells and amber beads that glowed blood
red in the firelight. He watched Adam with open animosity. Washatak too, was
unsmiling, his handsome features gilded by the flames. Adam sensed danger. The
air was thick with it. He could see it in the Shoshoni faces and read it in
their eyes.
Adam raised his face and looked Washatak in the eye. He spoke boldly,
knowing that reticence would gain him nothing among these people. "I
wasn’t expecting an audience." Normally their discussions were more or
less private with just the two of them present and sometimes an interested
spectator or two.
His face unmoving and without expression, Washatak said, "The time
for talk is over. Now you will show your worth to the people."
Teeth clenched together, Adam drew a long, careful breath. He cursed
himself for all sorts of a fool. He had allowed himself to become comfortable
and complacent. Plainly, he was not the only one who had a hidden agenda.
Keeping his voice low and under control he asked the fateful question.
"What is it you have in mind?"
Kalikasi pointed a crooked finger. Teeth clenched, he snarled. "Do
not trust him, Washatak. As surely as the snow hides the mountain in winter,
this one will surely betray you."
Washatak made a curt, angry gesture that cut his brother’s tirade short.
He held Adam’s eye with his own. "As you’ve seen for yourself, there is
little food left in these hills: there are no deer for the hunters, little
grain for the women to gather; there is no firewood and no shelter from the
winter storms. Shoshoni bellies are empty and the children cry. The time has
come for the people to leave this place."
Adam touched his tongue to dry lips. All these things had been obvious a
long time, he was being told them for a purpose; he was afraid to find out what
that purpose might be. "But where will you go?"
Eyes shifted in fire-lit faces as glances were exchanged among the
braves. Washatak answered for all. "Some will go north into the forests of
the land you call
Adam was astounded and very much afraid; he shook his head in negation.
"That’ll take you right into the
Drawing himself to his full height, Washatak folded his arms across his
chest. "The land is rich and fertile there. We will make it our land
again."
Adam answered quickly, "The ranchers and farmers will fight for
their homes. You won’t be able to drive them out."
"We have tested the strength of the white man. They run before us
and hide in their towns and their cities. They will not stand and fight."
"That’s not the way it’ll be," Adam said firmly. "They’ll
call the army in."
Kalikasi’s smirked with amusement, and Aminotek’s scarred lips twitched.
Adam realized that they knew something that he didn’t. He was afraid to find
out what it was. Washatak eyed him with speculation. "You know of a white
man’s town called Prion?"
"I’ve heard of it," Adam admitted with caution. "You can’t
be planning to attack Prion. There are over a thousand people there. Lots of
men with lots of guns. All of you will be killed."
Washatak smiled a wintry smile. "For more than six seasons the white
man’s army has been in Prion. Many blue-coated soldiers living behind their
high, wooden walls. They hunt us through the hills as if we were animals."
To his alarm, Adam found that his body was shaking. He made an effort to
steady himself. This information was new to him: something that he hadn’t known.
"That’s all the more reason to stay away from there. The army will wipe
you out to a man."
"The war party will ride towards Prion," Washatak stated
implacably. "You will ride with them. You will go into Prion and talk to
the army major. You will convince him to lead the soldiers out of their
fortress to a place that my cousin will show you. The warriors will be waiting,
and they will kill all the blue-coats." He made it sound simple.
Adam could imagine the slaughter; it made his blood run cold. Appalled, he
started forward, intending to do he didn’t know what. He found himself seized
by the arms from behind. "You can’t expect me to do that! I can’t betray
my own people!"
Washatak leaned back against his heels. "Then you will watch your
brother die." The words fell between them, as hard and as cold as stone.
Adam struggled to quell the unruly thumping of his heart, to clear his head of
the senseless buzzing of his blood. He needed to use his intelligence to think
his way out.
Kalikasi’s eyes gleamed in the unsteady light; a smile of malice split
his face. Adam knew just how much the medicine chief would enjoy hurting Joe,
and he had no doubt at all that he himself would be next on the bill of fare.
The heat of the fire burned on his face, but the sweat on his skin was cold. He
had grossly underestimated the guile of the Shoshoni, and, now, he had to pay
the price.
Back in control, he shrugged off the hands that held him. He sought
furiously for a solution. "You don’t need to do any of this. I have a
ranch away to the south. I can bring cattle to feed the people: as many as you
need."
Kalikasi leaned towards him, closer than his brother, close enough for
Adam to smell his breath and the bear grease in his hair. His face wore a
savage sneer. "And can you give back the hunting grounds that your people
have stolen? Can you heal the earth that has been broken by the white man’s
plough? Or replant the Pinion Pine cut down to build the white man’s
houses?"
Adam drew back. He had no answer to give. He had to play the cards that
fate dealt him. He had to be cunning if he was to survive. He turned his eyes
to Washatak. "When do you plan to do this thing?"
"All is prepared," Washatak said. "You will leave
tonight."
Looking beyond the circle of firelight, Adam could see the movement of
horses and men, the glint of weapons and the gleam of war paint on Indian
faces. He prayed the Shoshoni were not good at reading expressions for he knew
his own face was sly. "What happens to my brother?"
Washatak, watching him closely through narrowed eyes, seemed to see
directly into his soul. "For as long as you play your part, Adam
Cartwright, your brother will live. He will be hostage against your
betrayal."
Adam wiped damp palms against his legs. It was all he dared ask for.
"I don’t have a great deal of choice in the matter."
They brought him a horse, a wall-eyed black with an ugly scar across his
face and a manner as mean as his looks, and they gave him a coat that had seen
better days and an ancient, much-battered hat. The gun and the gunbelt fetched
out from Washatak’s shelter were undeniably his own. It would rouse suspicion
for a white man to ride into Prion unarmed.
Adam settled the holster on his hip with an air of resolution and
tightened the cinch on the well-worn saddle. He exchanged long looks with
Washatak as the Indians mustered about him on their painted ponies. They
understood each other’s motives, and they knew each other’s minds. Both were
fighting for a cause that they believed in: Adam for his brother, the Shoshoni
chieftain for his people’s way of life. In a way they were fighting with each
other, white man against red man. It was a battle Adam had to find a way to
win. It was in that fleeting moment that a fragile friendship died.
Adam climbed into the saddle and gathered up the reins. With a long, last
look behind him, he kicked the black horse into motion and joined the eerily
silent procession as it rode towards the hills.
Eight
The lamps beneath the boardwalk-awnings had been lit and were glowing
brightly in the gathering gloom as Ben and Hoss Cartwright trailed in to Prion
at the rear of the column of soldiers. If the town had been busy before, now it
had the air of a boom-town. Seeking shelter from the increasingly frequent
Indian attacks, all the settlers from the surrounding area had moved, with
their families and their stock, into safety. With the army in residence and
offering protection, Prion was proving a popular place to be. The wide street
was filled with horses and wagons, oxen and strings of pack-mules. The
boardwalks were thronged with people, and all the stores were open and doing a
thriving trade. Beneath the horses’ hooves the road was still sticky, although
it had not rained for several days. Soon the surface would dry to a rock hard
consistency and begin to turn into dust. Overhead the moon already rode high in
the sky, pale faced and almost full above the scudding clouds. Both men were
hungry, dirty and tired, but, by mutual consent, they reined their horses in at
the rail outside the saloon. There would be lots of time later for a meal at
the hotel, a visit to the bathhouse and a good, long sleep. Right now, they
were both in serious need of a drink.
It was a relief to climb out of the saddle. They stood for a moment in
the cool of the evening, filling their lungs with the damp, fragrant air and
stretching the kinks out of much-abused muscles. Then, in unspoken agreement,
they stepped up on to the boardwalk and pushed through the batwing doors.
If the town was doing good business, then the saloon had attracted its
share of the trade. All the tables were taken; men sat drinking and playing
cards and stood, hip to hip, at the long and battle-scarred bar. The air was
dense with the smell of coffee, of whiskey and food and cigar smoke, men’s
stale sweat and the cheap, heady perfume favoured by the good-time girls. There
was a general buzz of conversation, the occasional sharp bark of laughter and
shouted curse; the noise flowed back and forth. A frock-coated player tortured
a tune from an ancient upright piano. There was no room to dance.
In amongst the brightness and sparkle, Ben Cartwright’s mood was bleak.
He pushed his way bullishly through the crush to the bar. Amongst the faces in
the painted mirror, he caught a glimpse of his own: older, greyer, haggard,
unshaven, the face of a man who had loved too often and lost too much. His dark
eyes were empty; his soul ached with pain. He put a coin on the counter and
ordered two tall, foaming glasses of beer. One he passed silently to Hoss and
both men drank, washing the grit and the grime and the arid taste of
frustration and failure out of their throats.
Since leaving the burned-out homestead, their relationship had changed.
Outwardly they were still father and dutiful, obedient son, but both of them
knew that a subtle alteration had taken place. Hoss’s personality had finally
come to the fore: patient, serene and self assured with the ability to make
swift, but carefully considered, decisions and a stubborn insistence on doing
what he knew to be right. They hadn’t done a great deal of talking in the last
several days; each was concerned with his own somber and introverted thoughts.
For the most part, they had been content to draw whatever comfort they could
from merely being in each other’s company.
Hoss drank from his glass, almost draining it dry in a draught.
"This sure is good beer,
Ben knew that Hoss wasn’t sure where he stood: how his father felt about
his outright refusal to pursue the search on their own. Ben wasn’t sure how he
felt himself. Stunned by his grief and his sense of loss and still, at times,
feeling unwell, he was prepared, for the moment, to rely on his big, dependable
son. Drawing a long breath past the constriction that had taken up permanent
residence in his chest, Ben looked down at the beer in his glass. The fluid was
a rich, dark amber, the exact same colour as Adam’s eyes. "Yes – the
beer’s just fine."
"Reckon as when we’ve finished this we ought ta go on over and see
if they got any rooms left at the hotel," Hoss suggested.
Ben was about to answer in the affirmative when a strong, polished voice
challenged him from behind. "Mister Ben Cartwright?"
Ben and Hoss turned together. A figure was coming towards them through
the press of people that crowded close to the bar. A big man, tall and broad,
he had dark brown eyes and neatly trimmed sable-brown hair just visible beneath
a southern-style hat. His clothes, dark brown in colour both above and below
the belt, were expensive and cut with style, but dirty and travel worn, as if
their wearer had ridden a long way in a hurry and hadn’t had time to clean up.
He swung a lame leg from the hip in a very heavy limp, and he had the air of a
man who expected recognition.
The stranger stuck out his hand. "My name’s Brett Hansen."
"Brett Hansen?" Mentally fumbling for the face or the name, Ben
took the hand and shook it. "You’re Adam’s friend – the one with the big
spread in the
"Adam and I got to know each other in college. We’ve been friends
for a very long time." Hansen looked at Ben oddly, as if trying to match
the mortal man before him with a paragon he’d only heard tales about.
"When I got your cable saying he was missing, I rode up from
Gazing miserably into what was left of his beer, Hoss answered in his
father’s place. "No, Mister Hansen, I don’t reckon as we did."
Scowling, Ben listened as Hoss went on to relate, briefly, the entire
tragic story of how his brothers’ horses had arrived home without them, and how
he and his father had searched in vain for them ever since, scouring the hills
and deserts and all the land that lay in between. Hansen’s earnest, evenly
featured face settled into lines of deeper concern. Ben could see at once how
Adam had been drawn to this man; both westerners in the strange and sometimes
threatening environment of the far-away, east-coast school, a sense of mutual
support and protection would have pulled them together. Added to which, they
looked to be two of a kind. Both had the same, educated accent and both had the
same, dark good looks, although Hansen’s face was a fraction narrower in the
cheek and the chin, and he stood and inch or so taller. Both were born
horsemen: long in the back and lean in the hip - wide-shouldered, deep chested
men who could work all day and play most of the night and still have energy
left over for more. Ben recalled Adam saying, sometime in a letter, that Hansen
was older by more than a year, but that they shared many interests together and
not only inside the classroom.
Watching Hansen’s face as he listened to Hoss’s story, Ben saw shadows of
Adam’s expressions: his studious look of intense concentration when something
just had to be right, his brow creasing frown, even the wickedly impish grin
that could emerge so suddenly and startle… Ben gave his head a sharp shake and
brought himself back to the present. Remembering his manners, he offered to buy
Hansen a drink.
"Don’t mind if I do. Bourbon, if you will." Hansen stepped up
to the bar.
Ben gestured to the bartender who produced a bottle and glass from
somewhere below the level of the counter and proceeded to pour two dark fingers
of liquor from one to the other. "A southerners drink," Ben observed.
Generous lips twitched in a sudden, fleeting smile. "My mother was
from
Ben was taken aback. ‘Devious’ was not a word he would normally associate
with his eldest son. Hansen raised his glass, then paused and looked at him
with sympathy. "What do you plan to do next?"
Ben’s beer glass was now empty. With a weary sigh, he put it back on the
bar. "It’s something my son and I haven’t yet discussed, Mister
Hansen."
Hoss cleared his throat. With a long and doubtful look at his father’s
face, he said, "We appreciate you coming all this was to help us out,
Mister Hansen, we surely do…"
The quick, friendly smile came and went. "Call me Brett."
"But it kinda looks like somethin’ awful might o’ happened to Adam
an’ Li’le Joe."
Now, Hoss carefully avoided encountering Ben’s stony stare. These were
words that he hated to utter; catching his father’s eye would have made them
impossible. "Leastwise, that’s what the folks round here tell us. To tell
you the truth, Pa and I haven’t rightly decided what we ought ta do."
A muscle twitched at the side of Brett Hansen’s jaw. "I wouldn’t
want to intrude, and I certainly hope that you’re wrong about that. Whatever
you decide, believe me, I’m willing to do anything I can to help find out what
happened to Adam and his brother. I’m only sorry we couldn’t have met in
happier circumstances, gentlemen."
"So am I, Mister Hansen," Ben said. "So am I."
Hansen touched his hat and nodded – first to Ben and then to Hoss –
before turning and limping away.
Into the unquiet silence that he left between father and son, Hoss said,
wistfully, "That Brett Hansen seems like a real’ nice fella,
Ben looked after Hansen’s retreating back. He swallowed down the anger
that had risen, at Hoss’s intervention, like bitter gall into the back of his
throat. For all he knew, Hoss might just have called it right. He had to agree
with his big son’s appraisal. "He certainly is."
"I sure wish Adam had been here to introduce us proper-like."
Hoss looked as unhappy as Ben had ever seen him.
Ben thought about Hansen. He didn’t remember Adam ever mentioning that
his friend was crippled. He reflected it was just like his son to disregard
such a thing as a minor matter when enumerating other virtues. He clapped Hoss
solidly on the shoulder. "Let’s get over to the hotel and see about
getting ourselves somewhere to sleep."
"Sure thing,
As they stepped away from the bar, heading for the hotel, there was a
minor stampede as men rushed to take their places…
*******
The room, which had once been the front office of MacEnroy Storage and
Haulage, was filled with creeping night-shadows. A single lamp hung above the
duty sergeant’s desk. It cast a pool of dusky yellow light over the scatter of
papers that lay on the table, the gravy stained plate that was all that
remained of the sergeant’s last meal and the whisky bottle that was providing
his evening’s entertainment. The graveyard-shift that tended to be very quiet
and didn’t provide a great deal to do. The light glanced off the top of his
head and turned his grey hair to tarnished silver; it fell over the edge of the
table into a pool of gold on the floor. With half of the whiskey already
secreted inside him, the sergeant was more than a little drunk.
Adam leaned his hands on the table and glared furiously into the bleary
grey eyes. "I said, I need to see the man in charge," he repeated
with as much insistence as he could muster without actually raising his voice.
The sergeant blinked owlishly back at him. Adam knew what the soldier was
seeing: a dirty and ragged white man with a deeply tanned face and torso and
unkempt hair tied in a bunch behind his head. His face was further darkened by
several days’ worth of unshaven beard, and his eyes burned with an irrational
fervour. He couldn’t blame the man if he thought him mad.
The sergeant shook his head, but slowly and carefully, as if it were made
of porcelain, and he was afraid that a sudden movement might make it fall off.
His faded and teary grey eyes focused on Adam’s face. "’Fraid you can’t do
that, Mister."
Exasperated beyond belief, Adam allowed his breath to hiss out through
his teeth. This man’s obstinacy and his inebriated condition were as much as he
could cope with. "Look, I know it’s late, but this is important."
"Then why don’t you tell me all about it?" Remembering
something of his duty, the sergeant searched among the litter for a clean piece
of paper and a short, blunt pencil. Finding them both, he wetted the lead on
his tongue, "What d’you say your name was ag’in?"
Adam told him, and, laboriously, printing the letters in a big, bold
hand, the sergeant wrote it down. Adam resisted the urge to pick the man up by
his blue-tunic collar and shake him until his teeth dropped out. He steeled
himself to patience. "I know where the Shoshoni encampment is. You’ve been
looking for it too far to the south. You have to go into the desert. It’s
hidden much further north and east, in a range of dry, rolling hills with a
single tree, half alive and half dead, standing alone on the top."
The sergeant scribbled a few more notes, then stopped and peered
myopically at what he had written as if he couldn’t quite make it out.
Adam sighed. With as much forbearance as he could muster, he said,
"Just wake up the major, will you. Let me tell it to him."
"Can’t do that." The sergeant shook his head with a little more
certainty, then looked as if he instantly regretted his daring. "Just
can’t do that."
"I told you it’s important! I can take you right to their
camp." Adam’s voice was rising as he started to lose his temper. Somehow,
he had to make this drunken fool understand the urgency of the situation – to
make him listen! Little Joe was depending on him.
"An’ I heard you," the sergeant said testily. "An’ I tol’
you I can’t wake him up. That’ll be ‘cause he ain’t sleepin’."
Carefully, Adam breathed in and out, grabbing his anger by the tail,
twisting it down and hog-tying it with fierce determination. He ground his
teeth together and leaned forward onto the desk. Tightly, he said, "Then
let me talk to him."
"Can’t do that neither." The sergeant gave him a look of
triumph. "’Cause he ain’t here!"
It was unlikely that the duty sergeant ever knew how close he came to
having his teeth broken there and then. He chose to chuckle at his own, poor
joke.
Adam’s long, brown hands wound themselves slowly into fists. "Then
tell me where I can find him."
The sergeant looked at him shrewdly. Then, all of a sudden, he was not
nearly so drunk as he had been before. "The major’s dining out tonight
with the mayor and his daughter and some very important people in town. I don’t
think it’d be a real’ good plan fer you ta go interruptin’ their meal,
Mister…" he consulted the piece of paper. "Cartwright?" He
frowned for a moment over the name as if it stirred a memory somewhere deep
down inside. Wasn’t somebody looking for someone called Cartwright? The memory
shifted and wriggled away. He looked Adam full in the face. "Why don’t you
come back in the mornin’, when you’ve had a chance ta clean up some?"
Adam straightened up slowly, a tall, dark and impressive man despite the
layers of dirt and the tattered clothing. He was becoming more and more
desperate. "The Shoshoni are holding my brother. His life is at
stake!"
Half rising, the sergeant jabbed a stiff finger into his burnished chest.
"Iffen the Injuns have got your brother, don’t reckon as you got no
brother no more."
"My brother’s alive!"
Thinking about it, the sergeant subsided. "Then that’s a real pity,
Mister. A white man in the hands o’ those murderin’ savages… I feel sorry fer
him, I surely do." He reached for the bottle.
Adam acknowledged that it was hopeless. He looked at his hands and found
that they were shaking. He let loose the pent up breath he’d been holding.
"The major will be here first thing in the morning?"
"Sure will." The sergeant poured whiskey into his glass with a
very steady hand. "Can’t say as he won’t be hung over, though." He
vouchsafed Adam a wink.
"I’ll be here." Adam uttered it as a threat.
The sergeant nodded agreement. He would agree to anything. By morning his
watch would be over, and he would be asleep in his bed. He watched as the lean,
long-haired stranger headed out of the door and breathed a sigh of relief. Then
he frowned. "Cartwright," he muttered. There was something
about that name. He’d heard it recently and he just couldn’t place it, nor the
face either; he hadn’t seen it about in the town. He sighed and settled back in
the chair; he guessed that it must take all sorts to make up a world. Sipping
his drink, he put his feet on the table, kicking the papers aside.
Adam stood on the veranda and raised his face to the sky. The breeze was
blowing stiffly out of the northeast, driving the clouds before it across the
face of the moon. After the blast-furnace heat of the desert it was nothing
short of pure pleasure to feel the cool, damp wind on his skin and to smell all
the scents of the forest; each type of tree had a different aroma. He drew a
long breath; his finely tuned senses tested the air. He smelled the far off
rain, falling, now, on someone else’s patch of the woods, the scent of pine
resin and alder flower, the freshly dropped scat of a deer. When the wind
veered around, more into the north, it carried with it the, stronger, harsher
odours of the town: the sharp smell of wood-smoke and closely packed animals
and altogether too many men. If he listened hard he could hear them, even from
here: a general low buzz of conversation, high, pealing laughter and the loud,
discordant music of a piano – all the trappings of a form of humanity he
thought he had left behind.
Looking at the sun-brightened face of the moon, haloed in silver light,
Adam couldn’t stop himself thinking about Joe. He wondered what his brother
might be doing right now: whether he was eating properly, if he was in pain.
He, too, might be looking up into the night sky and thinking of home. Adam
experienced a pang deep in his heart. He felt more than a little guilty about
leaving his brother behind without even a word, although he’d been given no
choice in the matter. Washatak had sworn that Joe would be safe, but how far
could he trust the Indian’s word?
Abruptly, Adam needed a drink. He searched through the pockets of the
old, battered coat and came up with several small, silver coins. It wasn’t a
great deal of money, not enough for a meal and a bed, but sufficient, perhaps,
for several glasses of cheap, rotgut whisky. Adam knew, without a shadow of
doubt, that the coat’s owner would not be asking for his money back. If a man
could drown his sorrows ‘til the sun came up… He buttoned his shirt over his
chest and cantered the ill-tempered black into town.
There was no room for his horse outside the saloon, so he rode to a
hitching rail across the street and tied the gelding up there. Although it was
almost
The barroom swirled with brightness and colour; men pushed and shoved and
talked too loudly. They laughed and shouted, and a group of them scuffled
around the piano: a half-hearted fight between friends. Two or three poker
games were still in progress: earnest faces over white fans of card. The
lamplight glittered on the coins on the tables.
Several brightly-clad ladies worked through the crowd, swapping one lap
for another with gay abandon as the whiskey and the money flowed. Their painted
faces were harsh and artificial to Adam’s unaccustomed eye. After the ordered
peace and decorum of the Shoshoni village, he was disorientated and slightly
confused by it all.
He found a place at the bar and ordered himself a bottle; the coins just
about covered the price. The first drink burned its way down and lay like a
pool of molten fire in his belly. It made him snatch at his breath and tighten
his grip on the glass as the fumes burned in the back of his nose and made his
eyes water. He resisted the urge to cough. The raw whiskey made him feel real
again: part of the world that he truly belonged to.
Dirty and dishevelled as he was, he was no more so than many of those
around him, and he smelled almost as sweet. Not everyone had the price, or the
inclination, to make use of the bathhouse next to the bank. For the most part,
his neighbours at the bar barely spared him a glance. He was just another
unhappy refugee from the Indian troubles, taking shelter in the town and buying
himself a quiet, late-night drink.
Pouring another glassful, this time, he sipped it slowly. He savoured a
bite of it on his tongue. The scalding fury under his heart subsided into a
comfortable glow that spread itself slowly through his body and took the edge
off his pain. Gradually, as his unease faded, and he started to relax, old
habits reasserted themselves; he began to see the faces in the back-of-the-bar
mirror, to watch men’s eyes and the expressions that betrayed their thinking.
It was a skill that a man learned early if he was to stay alive. His sharpened
ears picked up snatches of conversation, his awareness switching from one to
another as his interest waxed and waned.
One man’s voice, lifted above the others, captured his attention. Adam
shifted his position until he could see the speaker’s face in the mirror. A
balding, bearded trapper-type in leathers and furs held court at a table just a
few feet away. His voice was not especially loud, but it had that peculiar,
penetrating quality that carried it, clarion clear, half way across the room.
Adam found himself part of an attentive audience as Corrigan
Argyle, hunter, trapper, woodsman and general scavenger related his
recent adventures.
Argyle was a man who held his liquor well. Although he had consumed the
best part of a bottle of the local liquid fire, he wasn’t drunk. He was
expansive and bright-eyed and sweating profusely as he gestured to the crowd.
"Me an’ McShea, here, we was headed fer
"What you gonna do then?" another man at the table inquired -
an unshaven soldier with a hollow diamond atop the three, golden stripes on his
arm.
Argyle sat forward into his seat and sloshed more whiskey into his glass;
he almost emptied the bottle. His smile faded a little as he sobered himself
but didn’t quite die. With an air of theatrical confidentiality, he said,
"Well, I’ll tell you, friends, there’s money ta be made out o’ those renegade
savages… a whole heap!"
"An’ how d’you reckon that out, Argyle?" a lanky cowboy in an
oversized hat made the inquiry. He sat at the next-door table, leaning back in
his chair and looking over his shoulder.
"Don’t hardly seem decent," an older man said, "making
hard cash out o’ other folk’s sufferin’. Heck, some o’ those people were
neighbours o’ mine. Amid the general jostling and muttering, he found himself
pushed to the front.
Argyle gazed up at him in a friendly manner. "What good’s it gonna
do ‘em iffen you-all stay poor?" He made a wide gesture, drawing men
closer - a big man, larger than life. He said, with an air of secrecy belied by
the sheer volume of his voice, "Gather round me, now, friends, an’ I’m
gonna tell ya all how it’s done. In fact…" He winked at McShea who drank
on, silently, unperturbed, "I’m gonna show you."
He made a great show of unhitching the little canvas bag that hung at his
belt. Still watching in the mirror, Adam found himself with a close up view as
Argyle tipped his small pile of grisly trophies out onto the table. He didn’t
turn round, didn’t dare face Argyle directly. It wasn’t the whiskey that burned
in his belly now; it was rage. He knew only too well what the greasy hanks
were; they might once have belonged to men he had known. His breath came short
and his hand clenched so tight ‘round the glass, for a moment it seemed he
might crush it.
A ripple of comment went ‘round the room as men shuffled backward and
forward, some craning their necks for a better look, while others recoiled from
the stench of death and decay. The older man, who had raised the objection,
stumbled back into the press of men behind.
"But there ain’t no price on Injun hair," the lanky cowboy
objected.
Knowingly, Argyle smiled. "I reckon that’s all about ta change.
Ain’t that so, sergeant?" he winked at the soldier.
"There’s sure been talk about it." The sergeant looked
uncomfortable. "The price I heard mentioned is twenty dollars a
piece."
"There you are, friends." Triumphant, Argyle made another
generous gesture. "Twenty dollars a head! Ain’t that worth a little ride
to the desert?"
"As long as it ain’t your hair that’s lifted," the cowboy
observed. "Ridin’ out after them Shoshoni’s nothin’ short o’ suicide, I
reckon."
"Not if you ride along with the army," Argyle said, smugly. He
looked at the sergeant. "You tell me the Major’s got reinforcements?"
Slowly, his gaze still fixed on the hair, the soldier nodded.
"Another eighty men. They rode in this morning."
Argyle looked around, victorious. "There you are then! It’s only a
matter of time ‘til the army finds out where them Injuns is hidin’. Sure as the
cock crows in the mornin’ they’ll ride out an’ get em, an’ we can ride with
‘em. All a man has to do is clean up a few stragglers ta make himself a nice
little nest egg."
A ripple of excited agreement ran through the crowd. The noise level
increased as small groups of men broke away to discuss and to argue. Some
pressed closer to the table to get a better look. Torn between the need for
prudence and the desire to shut Argyle’s mouth for good, Adam felt his stomach
sour. He knew where the Indians were lying in wait, but they were expecting a
much smaller force; and he had directed the army around the ambush, giving them
vital directions for finding the Indian camp - always assuming that drunken
sergeant remembered what he had told him. There was going to be a battle of
monumental proportions and whatever happened, whichever side won, a lot of men
on both sides were going to die.
And somewhere, caught in the middle, was Little Joe.
Wheels were already turning. Adam couldn’t stop the army, and he couldn’t
stop the Shoshoni raids, but he knew, that whatever it cost him, he had to try
to save his brother. Throwing back the last of his drink, he headed for his
horse.
*******
It was
As he had worked, Hansen had sung: a wordless, almost tuneless hum that
calmed the animal and gave a rhythm to the strokes of the brush. It had taken
an hour to clean the sweat and the trail dirt from the stallion’s skin and
polish the dappled-grey coat. Now it was finished, it gleamed in the lamplight
like watered, silver silk. The horse had his ancestry deep in the blue-grass
country, with a generous dash of Arabian in his blood. He was tall in the
shoulder and wide in the chest, and he had a bottomless heart.
Satisfied with the job he had done, Hansen laid the brush and the
polishing-cloth aside. He gave the stallion a pat on the neck and whispered a
final goodnight. Then, he slacked off the halter-rope just enough for the
animal to reach his feed bucket - but not enough to entangle his legs – and
gathered up his coat. The bobbing of the lamp marked his uneven passage as he
made his way to the front of the barn. The light slid like liquid over the
ranked rumps of the horses, occasionally catching the glint of a harness buckle
or the gleam in an animal’s eye.
The big barn doors stood open for ventilation. Hansen hung up the lamp,
leaving it burning, and shrugged his wide shoulders into the coat. The night
had grown colder and his breath was starting to steam. And it was darker; one
by one, the street lamps had been allowed to go out. Hansen was tired. It had been
a long day, and the damp of these northern forests made his crippled leg ache
abominably. His limp, as he made his way back to
There was nothing unusual in that, of course. He was a man who’d had
enough to drink and was heading home to his bed. But he was in one hell of a
hurry, and there was something about the way he moved… Hansen abruptly changed
his own plans and direction. Despite the lame leg, he could put on a turn of
speed when he had to, and that’s what he did right now.
Rounding the corner, he saw the fugitive figure disappear into the mouth
of a gloomy alley. Hansen followed, slowing his step. The alley was very dark,
and he sensed danger. His quarry was there. He had lifted the stirrup and was
tightening the cinches of a dark, ill-made gelding. Hansen hesitated, but he
was sure. He knew this man; he knew him very well indeed. Still, he was
careful. He knew the risk he was running. He moved very slowly, making sure
that the light from the street still fell on the side of his face. Hooking his
thumbs on the edge of his belt, he said, very softly,
"Adam Cartwright? They told me you were dead."
Adam spun on his heel, dropping into a gunman’s crouch as he turned. As
if by magic, his big, black Colt appeared in his hand, and Hansen heard the
distinctive, double click of the hammer going all the way back. Hansen had
always wondered at just how fast Adam was with that gun; there was only one man
he knew who could beat him, and that was himself. He was glad that they were
the best of friends, or, in all probability, both of them would be dead.
A shard of vagrant light reflected from the cold, dark metal. Hansen saw
Adam’s chest rise as he drew a long breath. A strange menagerie of emotions
flowed over his face: fear, hatred and anger among them. Hansen waited them out
and then smiled his winning smile.
"I knew it was you the moment I saw you. There’s no other man in the
world with that same, hip-sore lurch in his walk." He looked at the gun,
still held rock-steady, aimed at his middle. "Are you going to use that
thing or you going to put it away?"
Adam sighed and straightened slowly out of the crouch. The gun lowered.
"Brett Hansen. What in hell are you doing here?"
Hansen kept smiling. He maintained his casual, hip-shot stance, a
position he knew his friend found familiar. He could tell that Adam was wound
up tight as a spring; he was right on the edge of precipitate action. Hansen
didn’t want to push him over. Out of control, Adam Cartwright would be a very
dangerous man. He said, carefully, "I could ask you the self-same thing. I
heard the Shoshoni took you - probably killed you. I came to find out if it was
true."
Adam hesitated, then responded shortly, "I was taken." He eased
back the hammer and slid the Colt back into his holster. Turning again to the
horse, he fiddled some more with the harness; he looked like he was planning a
long, hard ride. His back was stiff with tension. His whole attitude spoke of
scarcely contained rage.
Hansen took a step closer, moving around so that he could see Adam’s
face. He looked his friend over, top to toe. Beneath the worn and dirty
clothing, hardly his usual garb, Adam’s powerful frame was lean to the point of
emaciation, but corded with muscle and sinew - evidence of relentless hard work
on a barely adequate diet. It was Adam’s face to be sure, but not the face of
the laughing young rake that had taken New England by storm, not that of the
suave lady’s-man of Sacramento City and San Francisco, or even the charming but
hard-headed business man who could trade a horse for a barrel of nails and get
the best of the bargain. Thin and sharply angled, pale beneath a deep, golden
tan, the familiar features were drawn and etched with pain.
It was the eyes that trapped the attention. Hansen knew them to be a
dark, tawny gold, eyes capable of expressing profound emotion: the windows to
Adam Cartwright’s soul. Now, they were sunk deep in their sockets and filled to
the brim with fear.
Quietly, so as not to spook him, Hansen asked, "Then what are you
doing here?"
Still busy with the saddle, Adam didn’t look at him. "They sent me
to lead the army into a trap, but I can’t do it, Brett. They’ll all be
killed."
"I hear the army has been reinforced: nearly a hundred extra
men."
Adam’s hands stilled, and, now, he looked at Hansen. The sunken eyes were
haunted. He was angry and scared and uncertain. The muscles worked in his jaw.
"Then the Shoshoni will be killed."
Hansen stepped closer. He could feel the fierce energy boiling off Adam’s
body, blasting through his clothes in waves of radiant heat. "I don’t
understand you, Adam. Which side are you on?"
Adam stared at him for an endless moment of time while he thought about
it. Very slightly, he shook his head. "Lord help me, Brett; I’m damned if
I know."
Snatching his rein from the hitching rail, he swung himself into the
saddle. Cruelly, he pulled the black’s head around. Stepping back quickly,
Hansen got out of the way.
"Where do you think you’re going?"
Lips parted, eyes bright, Adam looked down at him from the back of the
dancing horse. "I have to save my brother!"
Kicking hard, Adam let the reins slip through his fingers and the gelding
leapt away: a standing start to a flat-bellied run in a single, lop-sided
stride.
"Adam – Adam!" Hansen yelled after him, limping into the
street. "Your Pa and your brother are here!"
Above the drumming of the horse’s hooves and the thunder of the heart in
his chest, Adam couldn’t have heard him. He didn’t turn back. Hansen could do
nothing else but watch him ride away.
*******
Ben Cartwright sat down on the edge of the narrow, slat-sprung bed and
tugged off his boots. His body language and his facial expression spoke whole
volumes of what he thought of the accommodation. It seemed that being wealthy
and influential in
It resembled a gaol cell more than a bedroom, with a door in place of the
bars. There was a single small window – set too high up in the wall for even a
tall man to look through – and not enough floor space for even a table or
chair. Just the two, small beds had been squeezed inside, one against either
wall. A jug and a basin perched on a stool in between them, and a lantern hung
on the wall. The price for all this excessive luxury was a princely dollar a
day.
Hoss sat down on the other bed, knee to knee with his father. Both men
would rather have paced up and down and avoided the need to look directly into
each other’s eyes, but there simply wasn’t the room. They knew very well that
there were one or two things that they had to get sorted out between them, if
only to clear the air. Hoss clasped his big hands together between his knees
and stared at them, a scowl on his face.
"Pa, I hope you’re not still mad at me for not backing you up when
you wanted ta go chasin’ in ta the desert after that Injun raidin’ party."
Ben dropped the second boot on the floor with a clatter. He shot his son
a dark glance from beneath lowered brows and proceeded to massage the toes of
his stockinged foot. "No, son," he said with a sigh. "I’m not
still mad at you. ‘Though I was for a while there."
"Well, I’m sure glad about that." Hoss entwined his fingers and
made them into a cat’s cradle. "That you ain’t still mad, I mean."
Lowering his foot to the floor, Ben assumed a position similar to that of
his son, elbows on thighs, hands clasped together. "I feel I owe you an
apology, Hoss. No, I mean it!" He held up his hand as Hoss started to
protest. "I think I’ve treated you rather badly over all this. I just
can’t bring myself to believe that your brothers are – gone." Even now, he
couldn’t bring himself to say the fatal word. "Not like this; not simply
vanished into thin air and not ever coming back. It’s just too much – too much
to bear." His deep voice cracked, and he had to blink back a tear.
"I know what you mean, Pa, really I do." His eyes still
lowered, Hoss’s face crumpled a little more. "But I reckon we just gotta
face facts."
Ben couldn’t help himself. "And what facts are those?" The
angry bite was back in his voice, and he instantly regretted it.
Hoss shifted uncomfortably on the bed. "Pa, I reckon you an’ I gotta
decide what we’re gonna do next."
"Now that Adam’s friend is here…" Ben brightened perceptibly.
Hoss knew what his father was going to say. "It just ain’t gonna do
no good, Pa!" His cry was anguished. "Two men or three men ain’t
gonna make no difference! If we run in ta that Shoshoni war party, every one of
us ’ll end up dead!"
Ben stood up and turned, trying to pace. There wasn’t the space for it,
so he turned again, feeling foolish. He tucked his hands into his front pants
pockets. He tried to be reasonable, to think clearly, but his emotions kept
getting in the way. He knew how Hoss must have been feeling. It was hard for a
man to be pulled in different directions by different kinds of right. It was
time for the big man to have his say. "So what are you proposing."
Hoss’s shoulders lifted in a heaving shrug. "I guess I think we
ought ta go home."
"Go home." Ben echoed, bleakly. He thought about it and for a long
time silence lay between them. Home without Adam and Little Joe wouldn’t be
home at all, just a house filled with memories and the echoes of laughter,
whispers of words spoken in jest and in anger, shimmering ripples in the fabric
of time. He wondered if he could live with it. He supposed that he had to. He
sighed and sat down again, finally resigned. "Yes, I suppose you’re right.
I guess we’d better go home. We’ll leave first thing in the morning."
The decision made, there didn’t seem anything left to be said. Both men
sat with the light of the oil lamp bathing the backs of their bowed heads. Each
was so lost in his own, deep, dark thoughts that neither reacted when the
hammering came at their door. Only when the noise was repeated did Ben get up
and slip back the latch. He was surprised to find Brett Hansen on the
threshold, his hat in his hand and a very curious look on his face.
Ben remembered his manners and stepped aside. "Mister Hansen, come
in. You’re up and about very late."
"Just my usual habit." Hansen smiled crookedly. "I’m sorry
if I’ve disturbed you." He looked around at the confined space. "It
took me a while to track you down."
Hoss stood up and shook his hand. With three, big men inside, the tiny
room became even smaller. Hansen stood awkwardly between Ben and his son.
"I’m sorry we can’t offer you anything in the way of
hospitality," Ben told him, ever mindful of his duties as host. "As
you can see our quarters are somewhat restricted. I’m glad that you’ve come by.
I have to tell you that Hoss and I have decided to start for home in the
morning."
"Mister Cartwright," Hansen said quietly, "I’ve just seen
Adam."
Ben simply stared at him, stunned, not comprehending. It was Hoss who
recovered first. "Did I hear you right? Did you say that you seen
Adam?"
Hansen was smiling. "I’ve seen him all right. I spoke to him. Hell,
I even smelled him. I’m telling you, he’s alive, and so is his brother."
Abruptly, Ben sat down on the bed. "Adam and Joe are alive?" It
seemed ironic that when he had given up hope and was at his moment of deepest
despair, fate sent a ray of sunlight shafting into the gloom. He looked up at
Hansen, his eyes bright with tears. "My sons? Where are my sons?" He
made to get up, to start for the door in his stockings. Hansen held up his
hand.
"He’s gone – back to the Shoshoni camp to rescue his brother."
Ben ground his teeth while Hoss managed a laugh. "Hey Pa, don’t that
sound just like my big brother?"
Hansen told them the story as Adam had told it to him. Then he looked
from one to other, waiting while they digested the new information. "Now
tell me again what you’re going to do tomorrow."
It was Hoss who responded instantly, with a fierce burst of
determination. "We’re gonna find my brothers, an’ we’re gonna get them out
o’ there!"
"Hoss," Ben said with a deep, heartfelt sigh, "we don’t
even know where the Shoshoni encampment is."
Brett Hansen laughed out loud. "That’s not likely to cause a
problem. I could track that three legged pony Adam was riding through the
red-hot coals of hell and out the other side. I’ll lead you right to him."
Despite his anxiety and the urge to get moving, Ben insisted that
everyone get two hour’s rest, each in a bed with his boots off. None of them
got a wink of sleep. By the time the first, exploratory tendrils of dawn crept
into the sky, all three men were up and dressed and out in Main Street with
their saddle horses and two, laden pack animals. It had occurred to Ben that
Adam and Joe would need horses to ride, and with Brett Hansen’s help he had selected
the packhorses accordingly. It would be the work of moment to cut the bundles
away and leave the two rescued men with serviceable animals to ride.
It was cold and all the men were wearing their coats. They were tense
with expectation and anxious to be on their way. Hansen was still insistent
that he could follow Adam’s horse. "The mud’s still very stiff up in those
forests," he maintained, "and that black gelding was throwing his
hind leg out wide. By the time we hit the dry country, and I can’t see the
tracks any more, we’ll know for certain which way he’s headed."
None of them were expecting an interruption, but they got one anyway.
Hoss was tying the last of the bundles in place when he saw the rider
approaching. He touched Ben on the shoulder. "Hey, Pa, ain’t that
lieutenant Harwell comin’?"
Ben turned and looked. "It certainly is."
Harwell cantered his horse down the centre of
"I see you’re planning to leave, Mister Cartwright." He cast an
experienced eye over the patiently waiting horses. "A private
expedition?"
Ben answered, cautiously, "It’s no secret. I’m going to look for my
sons."
"And to find them, perhaps?" Harwell smiled a knowing smile.
"We had a visitor last night, over at the stockade: your son, Adam
Cartwright. He left detailed instructions of how to find the Indian camp. The
duty sergeant wrote them down. I know very well the place your son mentioned:
the place with a half-dead sentinel tree." His eyes danced from one face
to another, reading their expressions. He said, "We’re riding out this
morning with every man we can muster. We’re going to deal with those savages
once and for all. Major Granger sends his complements, sir, and asks if you’d
care to ride with us."
From the tone of his voice it wasn’t and invitation they were expected to
turn down. With meaningful looks as each other, the men climbed into their
saddles and rode alongside the lieutenant, heading out of town.
Nine
With his hands bound tightly behind his back, Adam could do nothing to
save himself. Aminotek’s shove in the back sent him sprawling into the dirt.
Only by wrenching back his neck and twisting his head to the side did he manage
to avoid inflicting still more damaged on his already bruised and battered
face. Several braves, in passing, took the opportunity to kick him while he was
down.
He used the moment to take stock of his physical condition. Nothing was
broken – he was fairly certain of that, although he had been beaten with sticks
and rifle butts and kicked on so many occasions that every inch of his body
screamed with pain. His ribs were sore, and every breath that he drew seared
his lungs with raw, bright agony. His legs, when he was allowed to use them to
stand on without someone knocking him down, or to walk without being dragged at
the end of a rope, were relatively undamaged - but then, Adam thought, in his
present circumstances, everything was relative. Except for the encircling bands
of fire where rawhide bit into his wrists, he couldn’t feel his hands at all.
There was grit in his mouth and dust in his eyes. Over his cheekbone, the long,
deep gash had opened again for the umpteenth time and was bleeding. He could
feel the tickle of fresh blood flowing and see carmine spots appearing, as if
by magic, in the dirt just inches away from his face. It crossed his mind, in a
dry and distant quirk of humour, that the wound would need stitches if it
wasn’t to leave a nasty scar.
The fall had winded him, but he knew, from experience, that it wouldn’t
be wise to stay too long where he was. Moving warily, but otherwise ignoring
the pain from a dozen torn and twisted muscles, he gathered himself and got his
legs under him, raising himself to his knees.
In the circle of stones surrounding the council fire, he was surrounded
by silent, watchful faces: those of the war party who had waited vainly for the
column of soldiers to ride out of Prion to the pre-arranged killing fields, and
those who had remained behind. Contrary to what most white men believed, the
Indian faces were not without expression: far from it. Adam had learned to read
the shielded emotions that hid behind their eyes and to hear, without the need
for words, the feelings of anger that dictated their rigid postures, the hatred
and the contempt. He couldn’t find it in himself to blame them. He felt the
tension in the air, like a rogue summer storm come down from the foothills:
dry-lightening fit to strike down at a man out of a clear, blue sky and leave
nothing behind but burned bones and his boots. Most of the faces, he
recognized; some of the men, he knew. He tried to face up to them squarely, but
his eyes kept sliding away.
Washatak ducked out of the shelter, a tall and imposing figure. He wore
feathers in his hair, and his face was daubed with war paint: red and blue
stripes on either cheek and a white chevron on his forehead. His clothing was
formal: a blue and white quilled breastplate over his buckskin shirt; strings
of jade and jet and amber beads hung about his neck and reflected splinters of
afternoon sunlight into Adam’s eyes. To Adam, confused by the pain of the
mistreatment he had endured, he was a darker blur against a copper sky.
Washatak looked at Adam and then at Aminotek, over Adam’s head. "Is
the battle over? Why did you not send word?"
Expressively, Aminotek spat into the dust. "There has been no
battle. The white man betrayed us. He came back without the soldiers!"
Washatak’s stern gaze fell on Adam, and it was a heavy burden to bear.
"I do not doubt the word of my cousin, white man. What have you to
say?"
Adam found it difficult to say anything at all. His lips had been smashed
against his teeth, and they were cut and bruised. His mouth was dry and
swollen; for more than twenty-four hours he had been denied water. The heat and
dehydration made it hard to concentrate on the words. "There are many more
soldiers in Prion than you thought. More than twice your number. If you had
fought with them, all of you would have been killed."
Aminotek made an angry gesture. "The white man takes us for fools!
We have counted the numbers of the soldiers many times."
Carefully, so as not to bruise his brain any more, Adam shook his head.
"That’s not right," he mumbled, his senses swimming. "Army’s
been reinforced. More men."
Snarling, Aminotek accused him, "Now he calls us cowards!"
Washatak stared into Adam’s face. His eyes were implacable, blank faced
mirrors of darkness. "Why did you return?"
Adam’s chin dropped onto his chest. He struggled to organize his thoughts
into some coherent pattern, but, it seemed, his mind was running slow. He’d had
such a crystal-clear plan in his head. All he’d needed to do was to ride to
where the Shoshoni lay in ambush, explain to them than an attack on the
soldiers would be worse than useless: would be suicidal! Then the braves would
go north with the women and children, into the forests where food was abundant
and they could avoid contact with the white man for half a generation or more.
He’d wanted to explain to them how men of different cultures could get along
together if they would only talk to each other and each would listen while the
other man spoke. But they hadn’t heard him out. Instead, they’d pulled him from
the back of the horse and beaten him until he was senseless. Confused by pain
and injury, he didn’t understand where it had all gone awry. Somehow, he still
had to make them understand – lives depended upon it: their lives and his life
and Joe’s. But he was so weary, and it hurt so much to think. In the end, he
put his reasons onto their simplest form. "I came back for my
brother."
Aminotek sneered. He looked at the chief. "He is our enemy as much
as the blue coats. Have you not said that if the white man was a traitor, then
he would die?"
Washatak stood, arms folded, and gazed impassively at the distant,
desolate tree "I have said it."
Aminotek raised his rifle high in the air. "It was I who saved this
one’s life! Now I claim it!" Around him the mutterings of general
agreement rose to a roar as braves raised their voices in angry shouts of
acclaim.
Washatak said nothing. He continued to look away. Aminotek jabbed at Adam
with the butt of his rifle, hitting him in the face. Adam reeled. He tasted his
blood, hot and coppery in his mouth and wondered vaguely how much new damage
was done. Aminotek hit him again, hard on the side of the head. The blow to the
temple stunned him. Adam went down, and, this time, he stayed there. The rifle
butt lifted once more, this time for the killing blow.
*******
A long line of soldiers, strung out through the hills, with all their
attendant mule trains and wagons could, of necessity, move only slowly. While
Ben appreciated the logistics of moving so many men over such a distance and
such difficult terrain, and still maintaining something that resembled a
military formation, he found the snail’s-pace endlessly frustrating. Something
deep in his gut was driving him to hurry. Somewhere up ahead on this very long
trail, Joe and Adam were needed him. With a father’s instinct, long sharpened
and tested, he knew that the sand in their hourglass was running low.
Looking back over the broad spread of his horse’s rump, he could see the
faces of the men riding behind him: men of experience, men he could trust, men
who knew exactly what they were doing - if only they got there in time. He
wished that he could feel as confident about all the men who rode with him.
Trailing along at the end of the line, was a little contingent of civilians:
Corrigan Argyle and his partner, Sefton McShea, and another half a dozen or so
others from Prion had tagged themselves on for the ride. Ben didn’t know their
motives or their reasons for coming, but just them being there made him feel
distinctly uneasy. He was experiencing that itch that Adam sometimes mentioned,
right in the middle of his back - and he didn’t know why.
Kicking the big bay hard in the ribs, he cantered on to catch up with
Hoss who was riding ahead with Hansen. One thing Ben was grateful for, Hansen
and Hoss had become firm friends in the two or three days since they’d met: two
men drawn together by their desire to find Adam and an overwhelming affection
for horses. They were deep in conversation, leaning out of their saddles with
their heads close together, when Ben pulled up beside Hoss. His big son looked
at him, his face screwing up into a frown, as he saw the expression that still
graced the older man’s countenance.
"Hey, Pa, what you scowling at?"
"Scowling? I didn’t realise I was." Ben made an effort to clear
his face, but, despite it, the grim look remained.
Hoss glanced at Hansen who was watching the exchange with fascination.
Hoss merely waited. He knew if he left it a while then Ben would say more. They
rode for in silence until Ben looked over his shoulder again as that itch
reasserted itself. When he turned back, the frown was still there and as deeply
entrenched as ever.
"I don’t know why Granger let those men ride along," he said in
the end, fretfully.
"Argyle and McShea?" Hoss knew whom his father was talking
about: this was a conversation that they’d had before.
Hoss shifted uncomfortably in his saddle as if he too had the Cartwright
itch. "Guess there wasn’t a whole lot the Major could do ‘bout it. ‘Sides,
reckon it’s best ta have them fellas ridin’ up alongside us. Wouldn’t want ‘em
trailing two, three miles behind."
Brett Hansen, sitting tall on his silver-grey stallion, agreed.
"Hoss is right, Mister Cartwright. Whatever mischief they might be up to,
at least we can keep an eye on them: nip the trouble right in the bud."
"Mischief?" Ben suppressed a shudder and the urge to look back
yet again. "I think it’s more than mischief they have in mind. I never
thought I’d say it about any man, but I’ve got a gut feeling that those two,
Argyle and McShea, are just plain evil."
Surprise appeared on Hoss Cartwright’s face. He shot his father a rapid
glance, then hastily looked away. Ben felt ashamed. He was a pious and
God-fearing man, and his sons were unaccustomed to hearing him utter such
sweeping condemnation. He couldn’t help himself; he couldn’t withdraw the
words. The past months had wrought changes in both of them that were hard to
understand. He sucked in a breath, squinting up at the sun and the sky,
estimating their rate of progress. "I just wish we could get there more
quickly."
"What worries me," Hansen said, unexpectedly, "is what the
Shoshoni will do when they see the army coming."
"Huh?" Hoss looked at him sudden alarm. "What you gettin’
at, Brett?"
Hansen swivelled in his seat and surveyed the slowly snaking line of men
and animals as it descended, at a snails-pace, out of the high country and into
the dry lands that bordered on the desert. They were starting to kick up a fine
cloud of dust. "Those Indians are going to see this column coming half a
day’s travel away. They might just take it into their heads to murder Joe and
Adam before we can get anywhere near them."
Ben pulled up his horse with a jerk on the reins that made the gelding
toss his head in protest. While it hadn’t occurred to him before, now that it
was spelled out in plain language the possibility was blindingly obvious. His
sons might be dead when he found them.
Hoss had seen it as well in a vision of blinding clarity. "We gotta
do somethin’ Pa!"
"I’m going to do something." Ben gathered his reins. "I’m
going to talk to that army Major."
"Hold hard, Mister Cartwright." Brett Hansen nudged his
stallion over until the horses stood close together. The three men looked for
all the world as if they were sitting at the side of the trail to let the
animals blow. With hooded eyes and carefully shuttered faces, they watched as
the soldiers plodded by. "It won’t do any good to talk to the Major,"
Hansen went on, speaking quietly. "His hands are tied. He has all the
rules and regulations written down for him, and I don’t think he’s a man to
step over the line. Besides, how would you hide this many men?"
Ben looked around him at the long lines of soldiers, the teams and the
wagons, the mule train trailing behind. There was no way they were about to
sneak up on anyone let alone a band of wary and ever watchful Shoshoni.
"What do you suggest?"
"Well," Hansen scratched thoughtfully at his stubbled chin.
"One or two men could slip out quietly after the camp settles down for the
night. If they rode across the desert as fast as they could, heading north an
east, they might be able to sneak past the Indians and grab Adam and Joe out
from under their noses before the shooting show starts."
Ben weighed up the risks. "We know more or less where the Shoshoni
encampment is. Adam made it plenty plain, a half-living sentinel tree on the
top of a hill. Should be visible for miles."
I reckon you an’ me could find that place easy enough, Pa," Hoss
said with determined reassurance. "We c’n get Adam an’ Little Joe out o’
there. I jist know we can!"
Frowning, Ben glanced over at Hansen. "It a shame you didn’t get to
talk to Adam: find out what his plans were."
Hansen fiddled with the reins of his fancy bridle, turning the plaited
strands over and over in his square, work-hardened hands. He avoided looking at
Ben Cartwright’s face. "I got a good look at Adam’s eyes, Mister
Cartwright," he said, softly. He remembered the eyes. They had been wild,
almost insane. "To tell you the Lord’s honest truth, I don’t reckon he was
thinking too straight. He set out to rescue his brother, but I don’t imagine he
was any too clear in his mind about the way he was going do it."
Ben’s frown deepened. "All the more reason to get the two of them
out of there as quickly as we can." He looked at Hansen. "What will
you do?"
A lazy smile split Brett Hansen’s face. "I guess I’ll ride along
with these pony-soldiers. See if I can’t arrange for them to be there in time
to do you gentlemen some good when you need it."
Resolutely, Ben pulled himself straight in the saddle. "That’s
settled then. That’s what we’ll do. Hoss and I will leave as soon as there’s
moonlight enough to light the way."
*******
"Stop!" Kalikasi leapt into the circle.
The medicine chief was half unclothed. He wore only a buckskin loincloth
and a coil of brilliantly striped fabric wound around his hips. His horned
head-dress was set on his head and there were soft leather boots on his feet.
Black hair tightly braided and his face devoid of paint, his torso was
completely hairless and slick with sweat; it glowed red-gold in the
increasingly reddish light of the sun. There were strings of bright beads about
his neck and scarlet feathers in a bunch at his waist. Strips of leather about
each knee were adorned with hollow seed heads that rattled with each shuffling
step. In his hand he carried a totem stick, carved with the emblem of coyote,
anointed with oils and deeply endowed with magic: the potent symbol of his
office.
Chanting in a sing-song voice, he made a slow circuit, arm outstretched,
his fingers pointed at every face. Deferring, albeit reluctantly, to his
authority, the braves gave way before him; even Aminotek, his face a mask of
incandescent rage, stepped back. An open space appeared around Adam’s prone
body.
Arms folded across his chest, Washatak waited with patience until the
chant was ended. "What do you say to me, Brother?"
Kalikasi turned his head quickly, and, more slowly, his body followed.
His face was alive with raw emotion; his eyes burned bright with an inner fire.
"I am the Puhagan," he announced, "I am possessed of the
power. I have fasted. I have bathed in the sacred water. I have purified my
body and my soul." Turning again, he went ‘round the circle. He made
contact with every man’s eye. Each one, in turn, looked away. He held out the
totem stick so that all of them knew his authority. "I have burned my
blood in the flame of a new kindled fire and watched the drift of the smoke
through the stars. I have sprinkled the ashes on a bowl of still water."
"And what have these things shown you?" Washatak asked. Alone
of all the warriors, he seemed unimpressed by the medicine chief’s display of
his power.
Kalikasi spun again, fur and feathers flying. "The spirits have
whispered into the silence," he said with a sibilant hiss. I have heard
the echoes of the past, seen the shadows of what is to come. I have seen fires
consuming empty lodges. I have heard the wails of women and children. I have
smelled the death of Shoshoni men carried on the evening wind. This one…"
He pointed down at Adam. "has betrayed the trust of my brother and of the
people."
At his feet, Adam stirred. He was fighting back against the black tide of
unconsciousness that threatened to sweep him away. Seeing him move, Aminotek
gestured angrily with the gun.
"Then tell me, Wise One," he said with contempt, "why this
one should not die now."
Kalikasi looked at him with grim satisfaction. "He will die, cousin,
but this death comes too easily. Our chieftain has said that first, he shall
witness the death of his brother."
A murmur of comment ran through the assembled Shoshoni. Dark heads nodded
agreement, approval.
Adam, half aware, half hearing what was said and only half understanding,
tried to object - tried one more time to make them listen. He had to make them
understand that the army was coming, that the soldiers would be following him,
that the Shoshoni had to get away. It was the reason he had come back, that,
and to save his brother. Something wasn’t working right; his mouth was
unconnected to his brain, and the words came out in a jumble. Squinting against
the glare of the sky, he made out Kalikasi’s face. Struggling desperately to
maintain that fragile grip on his senses, he blinked, groggily. Unwisely,
perhaps, he shook his head in an effort to clear it. The men, the faces, the
world itself progressed around him in a slow and stately dance.
Leaning down from a towering height, the medicine chief took his head by
the hair, lifting it cruelly and turning it so that he could look directly into
Adam’s face. Adam mumbled something incoherent. Kalikasi smiled. "Do not
thank me, white man. Tonight, when the moon rides over the desert, you will die
a thousand times."
Ignoring Adam as if he had already ceased to exist, Washatak issued
several, curt orders before he turned away. All Adam saw of him were the
fringed legs of his trousers as he stalked away. He tried to call out to him,
to plead, to beg if he had to, at least for Little Joe’s life. Despite the
clamour that raged in his head, his voice emerged as a croak.
Two big braves lifted him onto his feet. Unable to stand unaided, unable
to walk, the most he could do was stumble between them through a village
rapidly filling with twilight. He was aware, in an unreal manner, of the faces
that watched as he was led away. There was harsh accusation in all of their
eyes. Half of him felt the need to explain, to tell them it wasn’t the way that
it seemed; the other part, so tired and full of pain, didn’t care any more.
There were far fewer people than he remembered. No children called, and
no dogs barked. Where he recalled shelters, there was nothing but discarded
sticks and tumbled stone. Perhaps, he decided, with all the punishment he had
taken, he was remembering wrong.
This evening, no Devil’s Breath wind blew in from the desert; everything
was quiet and abnormally still. As the sun set behind the western mountains,
the sky turned from gold into silver, silhouetting the half-living tree on the
hill.
Tripping, Adam would have fallen without the man on either side. They
dragged him the rest of the way on the toes of his boots and dumped him,
without ceremony, on the ground inside an all-too-familiar shelter.
"Adam!" Joe threw his crutch away and crossed the shelter in
two limping strides.
Adam’s long hair had broken loose from its bindings and was lying in wild
disarray. Crouching, Joe clawed the dark strands away from his face.
"Adam." Joe’s voice broke. He brushed his brother’s swollen and
discoloured features with the tips of his fingers, as if his touch might
somehow heal the lacerations and take away the pain. "Adam, what have they
done to you?"
To his surprise, Adam answered: something profound about having the hell
beaten out of him. Looking at him, Joe had to agree about that. It was just
like the Adam he knew to fight his way back from the dead. Through sudden
tears, he managed to smile.
Adam flinched away from his brother’s touch, then rolled his head. He
struggled to focus recalcitrant eyes on Joe’s face.
"Joe? You got any water?"
"Huh? Sure thing, sure thing!" Stretching out, Joe reached
across the floor and hooked the canteen by its plaited strap, pulling it to
him. It was less than half full. The contents sloshed emptily as he lifted it
to Adam’s crushed lips.
Adam drank and coughed and paused to catch his breath, and then he drank
again. Joe helped him hold up his head. The water, warm and stale after
spending all day in the heat of the shelter, lay like a cool pool in his belly.
It revived him amazingly. He rolled on his side. His senses were still reeling.
Lit by the tiny flame, the shelter and its contents revolved slowly but started
to settle down. "Help me sit up, Joe. Get me out o’ this, will you?"
Joe realized that his brother was bound. Supporting his head against his
chest, he struggled with the rawhide that tied Adam’s wrists. The thin, leather
strips had been applied wet, and had tightened as they had dried. Adam’s hand’s
were dark-blue and bloated with congested blood. Joe worked at the knots,
tearing his nails in the process, until he got them to loosen. Adam sat up and
flexed his fingers. The joints moved stiffly, and they hurt like the devil,
but, as fresh blood flushed through them, their colour changed quickly from
black, to blue, to a fiery red. Joe soaked a cloth in water and dabbed at his
brother’s face.
"Ouch!" Adam winced. Taking the cloth, he applied it himself to
his various cuts and abrasions.
Joe sat back and studied his brother, rubbing at the ache in his own leg
as he did so. "Y’know Adam," he said with a glint in his eye,
"ain’t gonna be no use you chasin’ them gals fer a while. Lookin’ like
that, you’ll scare ‘em half way ta death."
Adam tried to smile but it came out a grimace. His laughter was forced,
hollow, laced with his pain. A bead of blood appeared on his lip, and Adam
dabbed at it with the cloth.
"They told me where you went," Joe said, his voice low and
level. "And they told me what you went to do. I didn’t believe it."
Adam met his eyes evenly. "Go on not believing, little brother. I
couldn’t go through with it."
"I knew you couldn’t." Joe grinned, but his eyes were afraid.
"What you come back for? Why didn’t you just keep on going? You could have
gotten clean away."
Adam gave vent to a deep, throaty chuckle. This time, it sounded normal,
just like the Adam that Joe knew so well. "I guess I had some unfinished
business ta take care of back here."
Joe’s face coloured. Now he was embarrassed and angry and pleased all at
once. "You shouldn’t have come back for me. Y’know that? Now we’re both in
this same awful fix."
Adam smiled ruefully and fingered his jaw. "You could be right about
that. I thought they’d listen to me: at least hear what I had to say. But white
men or red men, they only hear what they want to hear. Reckon I’ve made a real
mess o’ things."
Swallowing hard, Joe choked back the lump that formed in his throat.
"I’m real’ glad you came back for me, Adam, but you shouldn’t have done
it."
Adam’s smile died. "Don’t thank me too soon. They’re planning to
shave the hides of both of us before morning."
Joe simply stared at him. His chest heaved as he absorbed the full horror
of what his brother had said. "You mean we’re gonna die?"
"I wouldn’t expect to live through it." Adam said soberly. He
dabbed at his face again and inspected the resulting stains on the cloth.
Satisfied that the bleeding had stopped, he put the rag aside. "I guess we
have to get out of here - tonight - right now. You up to walkin’ that five
miles?"
Joe rubbed at his leg; entirely honest, he said, "Hell, Adam, I
doubt if I c’n manage fifty yards. How ‘bout you?"
Adam sighed. "I don’t reckon either of us have a whole lot of
choice."
He sought for, and found, an inner reserve: enough strength, he hoped, to
get the both of them out of there. Gathering himself, he climbed stiffly onto
his feet and probed his sore ribs with his fingers. At least his hands were
working again, and their colour had returned to normal. The pain was receding,
‘though his wrists were still raw from the bite of the rawhide. Looking around
the inside of the shelter, he took a rapid inventory. There wasn’t a great deal
that they could carry away with them: the blanket, the buffalo hide, the canteen,
which was now almost empty. There was no food and no weapons, and, somehow,
they had to get out of the shelter. He had no doubt at all that there were
armed Shoshoni not too far away from that door. Moving very gingerly, he began
to make up their bundles.
*******
Limping slightly, and favouring a certain stiffness in the small of his
back, Major Sydney Granger came back from the wagon carrying a box of cigars.
As Hoss had once suspected, a long period of duty riding a chair behind an
office desk had left him unused to the back of a horse, and, now, he was paying
the price. Nevertheless, Granger was as tough as they came, the veteran of a
long and distinguished career. He was a man who liked his creature comforts,
but he also knew his duty, and he wasn’t about to allow a little transient
soreness to get in his way. Opening the lid of the box, he offered cigars to
his guests.
Ben Cartwright took one, cut the end with a silver trimmer and leaned
forward to puff it alight from the long match held for him by lieutenant
Harwell.
"Thank you, Major. That was a wonderful meal." And the truth of
it was, it had been. As Granger was fond of saying, he ate from the same pot as
the rest of the men, but the stew, while not exactly a ‘Hop Sing special’,
wasn’t bad. Eating from china bowls with spoons made of silver had turned it
into a gourmet feast for hungry men. There had been a good brandy served in
crystal goblets to wash it down, and now
The cigar box passed on to Hoss. "No thank you, Major, sir."
The big man held up his hand. "Now if you got a little chewin’
tobacco…"
Granger straightened up, easing his back. "I’m sure lieutenant
Harwell can oblige."
Harwell dutifully produced a pack and handed it over. Granger lit a cigar
of his own and returned his attention to the elder Cartwright. "I’m glad
you felt able to join me, Ben."
"It was good of you to ask us. I certainly didn’t expect all this –
out here." Ben gestured with his free hand at the table, set with white
linen, at which they had eaten: the dining-chairs, the wine, the cigars. If he
were honest, he was somewhat confused by it all. Granger travelled with all the
comforts of home conveyed in a wagon; rumour had it, among the rank and file of
the men, that he even slept in a bed. "I must confess, I find it – rather
surprising." Ben wondered, with one part of his mind, if Adam and Joe had
gotten enough to eat.
Granger chuckled and blew a perfect smoke ring. He watched as it rose
slowly, shivering, into the sky. "I see no reason at all to live without
the basic trappings of civilization, even in this back end of the woods."
He chuckled with good-humoured bon-homie.
Ben looked around him. It certainly did seem incongruous, this elegant
dining suit set down in the last stand of trees before the infernal wilderness
of the desert. "It’s always a pleasure to enjoy civilized company,
wherever you find it - which is why I wonder that you allowed Corrigan Argyle
and his cronies to ride along with us."
"Why I put a bounty on Indian scalps, you mean?" Granger
examined the glowing tip of his cigar. "Strategy, Ben. Strategy. Feeling
was running high in the town. Men wanted to play their part: to help with what
we were going to do. This way I have the volatile elements riding with me where
I can keep my eye on them; I can keep them under some sort of control."
Privately, Ben was doubtful. "You really believe those men will obey
your orders?"
"It doesn’t really matter if they do or not." Granger shrugged
his shoulder. "As long as we wipe out this band of renegade Shoshoni, just
about anything goes."
Ben’s voice was like gravel. "At this point, I’m only interested in
rescuing my sons."
Granger gazed at him thoughtfully. "I understand your position, Ben,
and as an objective, that’s very noble indeed. If it’s possible to get your
boys out, then that’s what we’ll do, but you have to see it from my point of
view. The lives and the livelihoods of men and women depend of us driving out
this nest of renegades and making sure that they never come back. I can’t
endanger the success of this mission for the lives of any two men."
Ben and Hoss exchanged troubled glances. Later, the diner-party over,
they walked back through the trees towards the army encampment. The night was
very dark, the moon not yet arisen. A band of glorious silver stars arrayed
themselves across a midnight-black sky. Below, in poor imitation, the watch
fires of the soldiers speckled the plain. Off to the left, in amongst the
trees, the long tethered rows of horses and mules shifted restlessly at their
ropes, disturbed by the drifting scent of smoke and the aura of pre-battle
tension in the air. The two men could feel it themselves, hear it in the
lowered tones of the conversations, see it in the stark, tense faces that
lifted to watch them as they passed. These were men prepared to fight and die
for what they believed in.
Without speaking, Ben touched Hoss on the shoulder. Silently, the two of
them stepped off the path into the total darkness beneath the canopy of
live-oak leaves. Both of them held their breath. No one had noticed them going;
the nightlife of the camp went on undisturbed. Men slept in their bedrolls,
feet to the fires. Men sat on their saddles, smoking and talking, some of them
playing cards. The sound of a mouth organ played very quietly drifted through
the encampment and then was quickly hushed. No one looked in their direction.
Ben touched Hoss’s arm again and they melted into the darkness.
Brett Hansen had saddled four horses, the fittest and freshest that he
could find. He was waiting with them on the other side of the trees. After ten
or twelve minutes of stumbling about in absolute darkness, stubbing their toes
and stifling their curses, Ben and Hoss came across him. He greeted them with
his usual grin.
"Follow this fold in the land due north until you’re out of sight of
these army fires, then head east and angle away to the north. That should put
you right on track for that range of hills that Adam mentioned." He
pointed out the long straight furrow, ploughed by God’s hand, in the earth.
Ben offered his hand. "I’d like to thank you, Mister Hansen."
"Just give my best wishes to Adam. Tell him I’ll catch up with him
very soon."
"I’ll tell him."
They led the horses to the edge of the trees. Hansen held up his hand for
quiet. Not far away, two men were talking. A cigar butt glowed briefly in the
dark. The army had sentries all around the encampment. These two had found a
comfortable place to settle. They sat on a log with their backs to the trees.
One of them had a bottle, and they passed it back and forth. Neither of them
was drinking in earnest, just sipping judiciously to keep the chill from their
bones. They looked like they’d settled in for a long, cold watch.
Hansen eased the leaves back into place. His bright smile flashed in the
darkness. From a deep, inner pocket he produced a pack of red-backed
pasteboards and mimed the motions of making a deal. Ben nodded his
understanding. Hansen handed him the reins of the horse he led and, silently,
slipped away.
A few minutes later, whistling, he strolled down the path and greeted the
sentries with a hearty "Halloo!"
The soldiers eyed him with suspicion. They got to their feet and brought their
rifles to the fore. Hansen smiled and spread his hands. "Gentlemen,
gentlemen, hold your fire. It’s only me, Brett Hansen, taking my evening
constitutional."
Before very long, he had them engaged in conversation. They laughed at
something he said, sotto-voice, and passed the bottle around. Hansen produced
his pack of cards and soon the three of them had a game going, the log, a table
between them.
Ben and Hoss Cartwright led the horses around them; the dark bulk of the
animals moved almost silently though the trees. Although the going was
difficult – the fold in the land was filled with brush and tumbled debris –
they stayed out of sight until they were well beyond the light of the army
fires. Then they swung into their saddles, each of them astride one horse, with
another on a long leading rein.. Ben looked around him and gathered his reins.
They were not far from the edge of the desert - a few miles of scrub-brush and
then the desolation began. The moon, full-faced and glorious, was rising over
the rim of the world; her radiance illuminated their way. Ben pointed out their
direction. "If you want to save you brothers’ lives, ride like the
wind!"
*******
A murmured conversation beyond the walls of the shelter made Adam
instantly alert to danger. He motioned Joe swiftly to silence, and, with a
speed the belied his injuries, he took up a position alongside the doorway. The
exchange of voices came again, this time louder, becoming heated as someone
argued a point. Adam failed to make out the words.
There was shuffling footfall just outside. Adam stiffened and braced
himself, a wary and battle-scarred predator prepared to do battle. The flap
pushed aside, and Willomenka ducked under it. In her arms, she carried a large,
fur-wrapped bundle. Startled, she shied away from his looming, dark presence,
then recoiled from the sight of his face. Adam relaxed, letting the breath hiss
out through his teeth. His first concern was for the woman. His hand on her
arm, he moved her into the centre of the shelter, away from the door. "You
shouldn’t have come here."
She looked at him with a strange expression: a mixture of sorrow and fear
and suspicion mingled together with something softer. "I was told that you
had returned. I had to see you one last time, Adam Cartwright."
Adam breathed carefully in and out, lifting his mighty chest. "I
didn’t betray your people,
Willomenka’s eyes remained cold. "It no longer matters what I
believe. You were once a friend to me. I would not be happy to watch you
die." She un-slung a small water-skin from over her shoulder and pushed
her bundle into Adam’s hands. It was a full-sized robe made of rabbit skins,
carefully stitched together. Concealed within it soft, furry folds were their
gunbelts, his own and Joe’s, together with their guns and Adam’s Bowie knife.
Willomenka cast a furtive glance towards the entrance. "You must go
quickly – both of you! The moon is rising. Already Kalikasi is heating his
knives in the fire. Soon he will come for you, and, then, there will be no
escape."
As if to underline her words, beyond the shelter, out in the night, a
drum began to beat: an ancient, primal rhythm that pulsed through the darkness
and chilled the blood.
Adam took her by the arm. None of this was working out the way he had
intended. "You have to leave as well: you and all your people. What
Kalikasi has seen in his visions might prove to be true. I left instructions
for the army, and I came back to warn you. They’ll be following me here. If you
don’t leave now, there’ll be no escape for any of you."
Willomenka gazed at him a long, wordless time, searching his face for the
truth. Finally she found it. Her hard eyes softened. "The children and
most of the women are already gone, northwards and west, into the forests. Only
the men remain to fight."
"All the better. The men can ride swiftly. They can get away. There
are many soldiers to ride out of Prion. A whole lot more than Washatak thinks.
If your braves try to fight the army, all will be killed."
Silence filled the shelter, throbbing with the drumbeat. The two of them,
the man and the woman of different cultures, struggled with each other’s
concepts of honesty and trust.
"I will give my brother your words." Willomenka said at last.
Adam’s mouth was dry. He was tempted to stay; he felt, still, deep down
inside that he could make the Shoshoni understand; he could earn their respect
with a display of raw courage, perhaps under torture, and win back their
friendship in the fullness of time. In a single moment he saw himself as a
go-between – an intermediary between the Indians and the white settlers,
working to win them a better life. There had to be a place for their culture
alongside that of the white man. Surely, in the world that his father’s God had
created, there was room enough for both.
And then there was the woman. He stood close enough to feel the heat
beating from her body; her heartbeat was the throb of the drum. If he closed
his eyes, the honeyed smell of her filled his head. Her flesh was firm and
infinitely inviting; he longed to draw her hard against him and taste, just
once, the sweetness of her lips. She had intelligence, charm and beauty and a
boundless measure of courage. He felt his need for her burn in his blood. Then
the fleeting moment was over; once again he was Adam Cartwright, dutiful son
and brother and, most of all, a white man. She belonged to her world, and he
must return, if he could, to his. He let his hand fall away.
Joe was looking from one to the other in complete bewilderment. The
entire exchange had been in Shoshoni and he hadn’t understood a word.
"Adam, what did she say?"
"She said we have to get out of here." Adam passed him his
gunbelt. "Put this on and get your stuff together. We’re leaving –
now!" He turned to Willomenka. "Washatak will know you have done
this."
"I know." She lifted her chin. "Do not be concerned for
me, Adam. He will be angry, but he will not harm me."
"You’re sure?"
"I am sure."
Adam resisted the urge to touch her again, afraid that if he did, he
might never let go. He looked at her face. "In another world…" he
said softly, wishing it could be.
Reaching up, Willomenka traced the line of his lips, brushing them only
lightly with her fingertips, careful not to hurt him. Then, she spun away, and,
with a quick step, she was gone. Adam stood and looked after her. His mind
echoed his words.
Adam exchanged the buffalo robe for the rabbit skins – they were warmer
and softer and lighter to carry – and he filled the canteen and gave it to Joe.
The tattered blanket and the water skin, he slung over his own shoulder. That
way, he figured, if they were separated, both would have water and something to
keep out the cold.
The Bowie knife slit through the hide at the back of the shelter, and
Adam stuck his head outside for a look. The night was dark but tinged with
silver as the full moon climbed into the sky. He could hear the thrum of the
single drum and many male voices murmuring a low, steady chant. Whatever
ceremony the Shoshoni had planned, the ritual was already well underway. Closer
by far, at the front of the shelter, he heard an intake of breath and the soft
creak of leather as someone shifted his weight. Clearly, their guards were
still in attendance.
He cut the hide further, all the way down, and stepped through from the light
to the dark. In a moment of time, Joe was beside him. Liberation had been a
long time in coming, and the younger man was anxious to be on his way. Adam
couldn’t blame him. After a great deal of deliberation, they had decided to
leave the much-hated crutch behind.
Adam straightened and peered cautiously around the side of the shelter.
There was only one brave in sight, his face turned away towards the glow of the
council fire. His arms folded, he carried a long-gun hugged close to his chest.
Adam would have given a lot for that rifle, but he didn’t dare risk the noise
of a scuffle. He knew that the guard would not be alone. Touching Joe on the
shoulder, he pointed the way to go.
They followed the escape route that Adam had mapped out in his mind at
least half a lifetime ago. Everything looked different in the dark, and Joe was
soon lost. Adam led the way. He moved silently down the hill, skirted the
village and kept well in the shadows. He knew that the horses were always well
guarded and took pains to stay well away from the valley where they were kept..
As they slipped away into the desert, the drumbeat faded into profound silence.
Only the glow from the fire reminded them of the fate that threatened, and that
too, grew fainter.
The moon was two hours into the sky; they had covered a mile and a half.
Adam began to look over his shoulder. He knew their escape was surely
discovered. He also knew that they had to rest. It had become apparent, very
quickly, that privation had taken its toll. Repeated beatings had left Adam
stiff and sore and with residual pains in his back and his belly that hinted of
lingering injuries that he didn’t like to think about. Joe had tired quickly,
and his limp slowed them down. Gamely, he didn’t make any complaint. Adam set
his sights on a place up ahead where three rocks leaned together.
Joe slumped to the ground, his back to the rock. Adam took a careful look
‘round, then lowered the water skin to the ground before he joined him. For a
time, only the rasp of their breathing filled the depths of the silence.
"D’you think they’ll come after us?" Joe asked, at last.
"They’ll come." Adam was sure of it. What he couldn’t make out
was why they hadn’t been overtaken already.
"They’ll kill us if they catch us." Joe sounded young and very
afraid.
Adam swept back in time a thousand years: the loft in the barn on a hot
summer’s day, Little Joe’s reed-thin voice piping out of the hay at the back.
"Don’t let Pa find me, Adam. He’ll kill me when he knows what I
done!" This time, it was harder to give reassurance.
"We’ve got guns, Joe we can fight." He looked his brother in
the eyes, his expression full of meaning. If it came to a fight, both of them
knew the sheer numbers against them would overwhelm them. To save themselves
from a long, painful death, each of them would have to save his last bullet for
himself. Joe nodded acceptance. He understood. Adam got up and offered his
hand. "Let’s get going."
Joe rubbed at the agony that burned in his leg. "Don’t think I can.
Don’t think I can walk any more."
Adam grabbed him by the arm and lifted him bodily onto his feet. Now, he
was angry; he heard his blood sing. "You think I came back for you just to
leave you behind?"
"Why did you come back?" Joe’s voice was bitter. "You
never did make it plain."
A long drawn-in breath cooled Adam’s temper. "Remind me to explain
it to you one day."
The moon-bright night grew steadily colder as the heat of the land
leeched into the sky. The men didn’t feel the chill. ‘Though their breath
puffed to steam in front of their faces, the heat of their exertions was more
than sufficient to keep them warm.
Adam’s back itched, dead-square centre, just below the line of his
shoulder blades. It was a sign he had learned to pay heed to a very long time
ago. Some sense finer than hearing or sight had picked up an indication that
they were being followed. Someone was trailing them, warily, silently,
gradually closing in. Looking back, he couldn’t see anything: only the desert
of shale, brush and stone, silvered white and velvet black beneath the canopy
of stars. He wasn’t surprised. Turning, he hurried to catch up with Joe.
Adam stumbled. Something was wrong. He must have been weaker than he’d
imagined. He couldn’t see properly any more. Around him, the moonlight was
darkening, turning red, the colour of blood defused in water. He wiped a hand
across his eyes in an effort to clear his vision. Battered and bruised as he
already was, he couldn’t afford another fall.
"Hey, Adam, what’s happening?" Joe had noticed it too.
Adam stopped and looked at the sky. A line was moving over the face of
the moon, as if someone unseen drew a curtain of fine, scarlet silk across her
glowing countenance.
Little Joe turned to him. "What is it?"
"It might just be our salvation." Adam let out a long breath. "It’s
a lunar eclipse."
"An eclipse? I though they only happened in day time."
"It’s the Earth’s shadow moving across the moon. Let’s hope the
Shoshoni think it’s an omen. It might hold them up for a while, give us time to
find some cover."
They were being followed, they were sure of it now. The sound had come
clearly over the desert, the tinkle of metal scraping on stone. An unlikely
accident or a deliberate warning - Adam didn’t know.
Joe was exhausted; he couldn’t go on. Adam knew he wasn’t in much better
shape himself. He pulled up by some rocks. "Joe, you rest here a
while."
Joe simply stared at him, mouth open, gasping for breath. His face was
pale in the crimson light. "It that a good idea?"
Adam put down his pack. "There’s someone in back of us. Just one
man, I think."
Joe pulled out his gun, his bright eyes searching the darkness. Adam put
out a hand. "Put that thing away, will you? One shot’ll have the whole
Shoshoni nation boiling down on our necks. I’ll go back and see to it. You wait
for me here."
He slipped down the trail with silent, rapid steps. The route he had
chosen, such a long time ago, lay right through this valley of tumbled stone,
heading for higher country studded with trees. A hellfire furnace in the heat
of the day, by night it was a place of distorted distances, twisted rock
formations and inky black shadows. The eclipse made it darker than ever before.
The trail that they followed was natural, or made so long ago that its makers
were forgotten by all but the wind. There were lots of dark hiding places along
the way. Adam slipped into shadow and waited.
A whisper of sound, not so much as a footfall, just the faintest movement
of air, warned him that the hunter was coming. A figure moved by, so smoothly
and lightly that he seemed to glide over the ground: a dark form in the deeper
darkness, tall and lithe in feathers and fur, a glint of red light on polished,
bronzed skin. Adam recognized Kalikasi. He should have known. The medicine
chief, alone, had intimate knowledge of the stars in their courses; he would
have known about the eclipse, might even have planned to use it in his ceremony
of death. Thwarted, he had come after them, apparently alone.
The Indian’s attention was centred on Joe, clearly visible at the turn of
the trail. Apparently dozing, his exhaustion had over taken him. Unknowing, he
was the bait in Adam’s trap.
Stalking the stalker, more silent than the Shoshoni himself, Adam crept
closer. Kalikasi hesitated – had he heard? Adam could see him plainly now. He
had taken off his beads and bells and his horned head-dress. He wore just the
loincloth and the soft leather boots. The war paint was smeared in the sweat on
his face. In his hand he carried a stone tomahawk.
He took a step, hesitated. His own sixth sense was prickling. The time
for stealth was over. Adam moved swiftly out of the concealing shadows.
Kalikasi spun round, the tomahawk rising in his hand. A savage snarl contorted
his painted face.
Adam crouched. He came in fast and low. The Bowie knife moved in an easy,
upward arc. Of its own volition, with just the least impulsion from Adam’s
hand, it slipped between the lowest ribs, still angled upwards, and cut through
the heart. Kalikasi stiffened, struggled briefly. Blood, hot and black in the
blood red moonlight, gouted from the hideous wound and smothered them both. It
had the smell of hot iron, like steam from a blacksmith’s forge. The medicine
chief relaxed, very slowly, and died in Adam’s arms.
Adam lowered the body onto the ground and crouched over it. He listened:
his eyes, ever watchful, caught the bloody light while his breath steadied to a
normal rhythm. Nothing untoward disturbed the peace of the night. Joe came
limping up. The rasp of his breathing was loud – it helped restore Adam’s sense
of reality. He looked down at the dead man. Kalikasi’s eyes were open,
reflecting back the blackness of the sky. Beneath him, an inky stain soaked
into the soil.
Ben and Hoss rode over the ridge and sat, just below the skyline, to let
their horses blow. The lunar eclipse was all but over, and with it, their
nightmare ride through the desert. They had found the hills, any number of
them, but not the Shoshoni village.
Hoss pushed his tall hat to the back of his head. "Y’know, Pa, I
reckon we missed that sentinel tree some place in the dark. Reckon we rode
right on by it."
Ben frowned, deepening the lines of weariness etched into his face.
Reluctant though he was, he had to admit it. "Could be that we did."
Below them, a stony valley between the dry hills was flooding with fresh,
new moonlight. Hoss sighed. "Supposin’ we take a swing ta the south and
then…" He stopped, staring. Sitting forward in the saddle, he leaned over
his horse’s neck and screwed up his eyes. "Hey, Pa, lookee there!" He
raised his hand and pointed his finger.
Two black motes crawled through a monotone landscape.
Hoss looked at his father. "D’you reckon..?" He didn’t dare
hope.
Ben stared, not really believing, and then with a dawning certainty. A smile
split his face. "I surely do!" He kicked his horse into motion.
Hoss took off his hat and waved it above his head. "Hey, there! Hey,
Adam! Hey, Little Joe! Yahoo!"
Down in the valley, the shouts seemed to echo. Adam, with Joe’s weight
slung by an arm from his shoulder, was confused. He heard the whoop and the
holler but couldn’t fix the direction. He thought it was the Shoshoni. Setting
Joe down on a rock, he turned to face the attack.
"Hey, Adam! Adam!"
He knew the voice, and he knew the bulk of the men riding towards him,
trailing spare horses. They were achingly familiar. "Pa?"
Ben all but fell from the saddle.
There was a time of fervent reunion: backslaps and hugs and handshakes
galore. Faces smiled until face muscles ached. Ben took a good long look at his
sons. They both looked thin and sick. Joe walked with a savage limp, and Adam’s
face needed stitching. It took some time to reassure them that the blood
soaking Adam’s tattered shirt was not his own. At last, Ben slapped them both
on the shoulder. "Come on, boys. Let’s get you home to a doctor."
Adam looked at him. His eyes were shadowed with concern. "Just one
problem,
Ben didn’t get time to consider. Hoss tapped him urgently on the arm.
"Looks like we got company." A barrage of shots followed his words,
reverberating ‘round the valley. The Cartwright’s four horses threw up their
heads and bolted. "Dad-burn-it!" Hoss let rip with an oath.
"There goes our transport home."
Ben took stock of the situation. Looking about him, he found nowhere to
hide, no defensible position. "Come on, boys, up the hill. Let’s get into
some cover." Their momentary confusion over, they started off in a
shambling run.
It was a narrow path that went up through the rocks; just one man at a
time could climb it. Joe went first, limping heavily but with a remarkable turn
of speed. Fear of recapture, torture and death added wings to the heels of the
young man’s feet. Hoss went after him, huffing and puffing, lurching like a
grizzly bear, prepared to give Joe a push should he need it.
Ben looked at his eldest son’s face. "Are you all right, son?"
Despite his bruises, Adam managed a grin. "All right,
Ben hesitated. Something tickled his intuition. A moment’s doubt
flickered on his face, but there wasn’t the time to argue. The Shoshoni were
streaming up the valley in a tide of painted bodies. He started up the path,
following Hoss.
Adam drew deep on his inner reserve. A fresh burst of adrenaline surged
through his body; the fatigue poisons washed away. He felt fine, if a little
light headed, as if he could run forever and never slow down. With a final look
over his shoulder, he started to climb.
The pathway was steep, and it switched back and forth among the rocks.
Sometimes, it was barely a path at all. The Cartwrights climbed it in single
file; there was no other way. By the same token, the Shoshoni could only follow
one man at a time – until they found another way up.
Because of the twists and the turns on the trail, guns were useless:
bullets merely ricocheted from the rocks. Arrows were another matter. Shot high
in the air, they dropped from above onto the fleeing men: an unholy rain of
razor-tipped shafts.
At the rear of the group, Adam began to fall behind. His legs faltered.
For some reason he didn’t understand, they felt numb and responded only
sluggishly to the commands his brain gave them. Weaving wildly, he stumbled and
almost fell. He shed the blanket and the water skin, seeking to lighten the
load that he carried. It didn’t make any difference. His knees weakened His
eyes lost their focus. He started to fall. Something hit him hard in the back.
There was intermittent gunfire from below and a fresh scatter of arrows
falling as the Shoshoni came within range. The braves were coming after them,
swarming up the hillside by a dozen different paths. Ben urged his sons to
hurry. Looking back, he saw his first-born fall.
Adam landed face down in the dirt and didn’t move. Obscene in the
moonlight, the white, feathered shaft of a Shoshoni arrow jutted out of his
back.
Ben started back, then stopped, horror on his face.
Looking back over his shoulder, Hoss saw what had happened.
"Adam!" He came back down the path "I’ll get him, Pa!"
Ben put himself in the way. "You can’t go down there!"
"But, Pa! That’s Adam! Get out of my way!"
Ben looked at his fallen son; considered the angle of the arrow. It was
the hardest decision he had ever made. "There’s nothing you can do for
your brother."
Still, Hoss tried to get by him. Ben wouldn’t let him go. "If you go
back, you’ll be killed as well. Do you think I could bear to lose both of
you?" With the whole of his strength he manhandled Hoss up the trail. By
the time he looked back again, the place where Adam had fallen, and his body
were already out of sight.
Ten
The narrow entrance of the cave was merely a hole in the hillside: an inauspicious
opening half concealed by a jumble of shattered stone. Stumbling in the
darkness, confused and disorientated by the sudden and tragic turn of events,
the Cartwrights, the father and two of his sons, were lucky to find it.
It was Hoss who had taken command. The big man’s face had crumpled in on
itself, but his jaw was set firm against the insupportable grief that
threatened to overwhelm him. The loss of his brother had stunned him. He
couldn’t believe that Adam had gone. As yet, the pain hadn’t started. He was
numb, unable to think about it clearly. He had taken his sorrow and his anger
and his memory of Adam falling, packaged them neatly and filed them away in his
mind. There would be time, perhaps, to deal with them later.
He sweated and strained to clear several large stones from in front of
the entrance. The hard, physical work helped clear his head. With the air of a
hunted and wounded animal going to ground, he shepherded Joe and his father
inside.
Revealed by the uncertain and transient light of a match, the cave was
the product of a one-time landslip. In shape, a rough-hewn teardrop formed out
of tumbled boulders and compacted dirt, there was a roughly circular chamber
and a short, narrowing passage at the rear. The sometime haunt of scavenging
animals, there was a scatter of bones on the floor and a foetid, feral stench.
The only natural light was a vagrant moonbeam that spilled in through the door.
Hoss checked the place quickly for rattlesnakes and found nothing. For what it
was worth, they had the place to themselves.
Ben sat on a rock that had once been a part of the ceiling and stared at
the floor at his feet. He was inconsolable. His eyes were dark wells of
despair, and he felt a hundred years old. Hoss returned from a reconnoitre at
the back of the cave and sat down beside him. "There ain’t no other way
out o’ here. Just the door we come in by." He looked at the opening,
delineated by a patch of pale sky. "I guess that could be a good thing. At
least them Injuns can only come at us one at a time."
Ben raised his head and gazed at him. He travelled back, in his mind,
from a place a long way away. "Indians?" he inquired vaguely. He
looked from Hoss to the entrance. "Yes. I suppose that you’re right."
The horror was still on his face. He pulled a long breath. "I was thinking
about Adam when he was a little boy…"
Hoss saw the black pit of despondency yawn open before him. This was
neither the time nor the place. "Pa…"
Ben was looking beyond him. "I’m the one to blame. I knew he was
right at the end of his strength. I should have done something about it. If I’d
made him go on ahead of me…" …then I’d be the one that was dead. The
unspoken sentence hung in the air between them.
"Pa, it ain’t no use you blamin’ yourself. You know it was never no
good arguin’ with Adam. With that smart mouth o’ his, he always did get the
last word."
Ben’s look was bleak. "He certainly has it this time." He gave
himself a firm mental shake. This wasn’t the frame of mind that had buried
three wives and brought him across a continent. "If we’re going to put up
any sort of a fight, we’d better get ourselves organized."
It was cold in the cave but not as cold as it was outside in the desert.
Joe was the one who suffered the most. Seeing him shiver, Ben insisted he wrap
himself in the rabbit skin robe and try to get some rest. Dry-eyed, still not
quite comprehending the enormity of what had happened, Joe complied. As he
warmed, he became drowsy. Later he slept. Watching the pale, pinched oval of
his sleeping son’s face, Ben found the grace in his heart to give thanks for
the return of this one, precious gift.
They had one canteen of water - the one that Adam had filled from the
water skin and given to Joe to carry. The remainder of their supplies, the
dried rations in their saddlebags – enough for several days - their rifles and
ammunition, were gone with their stampeded horses. All they had was a meagre
handful of rounds for their handguns that Ben and Hoss happened to have in
their coat pockets. Ben estimated, conservatively, that when the Shoshoni
attacked in earnest, they would last about ten minutes.
The night wore on towards morning. Ben and Hoss took it in turns to watch
the narrow opening while the other man pretended to doze. Once, Joe stirred in
his restless sleep and half awoke, crying out sharply: sure evidence that his
dreams were salted with nightmare. Once, Hoss heard the scrape of a stone
outside. He tensed and held his breath, but no dark form appeared to block the
bright flow of moonlight.
At one point, Hoss inquired, thoughtfully, "It that right, Pa, what
they say? That Injuns don’t like ta attack folk at night?"
"Not that I’d noticed." Ben said shortly and ended the
conversation.
In was inconceivable that the Shoshoni were unaware of the cave, close as
it was to their village. They had to know where the white men were hidden. They
had to be biding their time. Moonset heralded daybreak. Beyond the stone
portal, the silver sky became gold. Still the Shoshoni didn’t come. Hoss found
that the waiting got on his nerves.
"Why the heck don’t they attack?"
Ben wiped a hand across his mouth. They had decided to ration the water,
and, like the others, he was thirsty. "I guess they know that they’ve got
us pinned down."
"Well, I don’t like it." The big man’s face took on a
belligerent cast. "I’m goin’ out ta get me a look."
"Hoss!" Ben snatched at his sleeve, but Hoss had already gone
by him. All he could add was, "Be careful."
Hoss climbed into the opening. Morning, in the desert was a beautiful,
God-given thing. Every colour was clear. Every angle was sharply defined. Long,
dark shadows crept from every rock and crevice. The sky was bright - blue
turning to gold.
The sun was already above the horizon. His face was too bright to look
at, and Hoss could feel the heat of him drawing the sweat from his skin. From
where he sat at the mouth of the cave, he could see the head of the trail and a
narrow slice of the valley below. There was nothing moving, nothing alive to be
seen except for a yellow, black-eyed lizard warming himself on a rock and, far
away to the west, the soaring shape of an eagle searching the ground with a
bright, hunter’s eye. Hoss went back inside.
"I don’t see ‘em no place,
Little Joe was awake now. He claimed to feel better ‘though he still
looked pale and drawn. He insisted on playing a part. Turn and turn about,
throughout the morning, they sat in the mouth of the cave and kept watch on the
path. No one came up it. Nothing moved in the valley. No sound broke the sunny
silence except the creak and crackle of slowly heating rock. The lizard was
gone now, and the eagle, her hunting successful, had gone to her rest. Just
about at
"I don’t get it. It don’t hardly seem like there’s no one out there
at all."
Ben was doubtful. "I don’t think we can afford to take chances. You
saw what happened to Adam…" He stopped short. Neither of them needed to be
reminded.
The words were not out of his mouth when Joe let out a yell.
"Somethin’s goin’ on out here!"
Ben and Hoss exchanged looks of alarm and scrambled for the opening. Hoss
beat his father to it, his big body getting in Ben’s way as he squeezed
outside. Ben scrambled out after him.
Joe had wriggled on his belly as far as the top of the trail. Hoss got
down on all fours and went after him, and Ben followed, rather more sedately,
behind.
There were horsemen down in the valley; small dark figures rode back and
forth in apparent disorganization. Their shouts carried distantly to the
Cartwrights, and there was sporadic gunfire: white puffs of smoke rose suddenly
and, seconds later, the sharp report echoed down the valley. Ben slapped his
sons on their backs. "Looks like we’re rescued, boys. That’s Major
Granger’s army!"
Brett Hansen was easy to find: a big man sitting tall on a silver horse
that blazed like a beacon in the sunlight. He saw the Cartwrights, afoot in the
valley, threading their way among the rocks as they made their way towards him.
He rode the horse over. With a smile on his face, he stepped down beside them.
Ben introduced him to Joe, and Hansen shook hands all ‘round.
The amenities over, Hansen said, "Sorry I was late getting here.
Guess my timing’s a little off. That lunar eclipse last night kinda caught me
out. So, what did you do with the Shoshoni?"
Ben stared at him. "Aren’t you fighting them now?"
"Hell, no!" Hansen looked over his shoulder. The troopers were
milling about, whooping and firing their guns. "We picked off two or three
stragglers, old folks, I guess, left behind to put up some sort of rear-guard
action, but the village is empty; the Indians are gone. The Major and the
lieutenant are over there now trying to make sense of it. These troopers are
just shooting at shadows, letting off steam."
Ben looked at Hoss, who was equally bewildered. "Then where are the
Shoshoni? There were fifty of them here last night, thicker’n fleas on a hound
dog’s hide."
"I guess you must’ve frightened ‘em off," Hansen chuckled.
"Adam always told his family were pretty good with their guns." He
looked all around him. "Bye the way, where is Adam?"
Hoss put a hand on his shoulder and looked far away. "Brett, Adam
didn’t make it."
Hansen found them some horses, and, together, they rode over the shoulder
of the hill to the Shoshoni encampment. Joe was amazed that what had been such
a very long way a few hours ago in the dark, was just a short distance, and
covered so quickly, on the back of an army-issue horse.
The soldiers were moving from shelter to shelter, looting everything they
could find that might be of value and setting fire to the rest. Empty shelters
were already aflame, and an acrid smell of burning thickened the air. Ben came
across Harwell halfway up the hill. The lieutenant stood beside his horse and
observed the systematic destruction of other men’s homes with a small smile of
satisfaction on his face. It was an expression Ben didn’t much care for. The
lieutenant turned as Ben stepped down from his horse.
"Ah! Mister Cartwright, I’m glad you decided to rejoin us. I think
the Major would like a word with you."
Ben had the grace to look sheepish. He glared from beneath his eyebrows.
"I guess I have some explaining to do."
With Hansen, Hoss and Joe walking behind them, leading the horses, they
went up the hill.
Several of the fires were taking hold, now. A pall of smoke hung over the
encampment. The soldiers were laughing and feeding the flames with anything
they couldn’t carry away. Two men galloped by, whooping and dragging the side
of a shelter. The wickerwork panel banged and crashed and broke into fragments.
Another man, dressed in abandoned Shoshoni clothing, danced a parody of an
Indian war dance to the music of a mouth organ and riotous applause from his
friends. There was no doubt about it at all, Ben figured, the army knew how to
enjoy itself. He felt his stomach sicken with disgust.
The area around the council fire, the focal point of the village, was a
site of absolute devastation. The fire had burned right down to cold ashes; the
chieftain’s shelter lay in ruins. Two bodies lay sprawled at the side of the
clearing: the old men that Hansen had mentioned. They were the final defenders
who had remained behind to delay the army’s progress while the rest of the
tribe got away. Their arms and legs were spread akimbo in the abandoned
attitude of death. Another lay close to the council fire, within the circle of
stones. This one was wrapped up carefully in a buffalo robe, as if to protect
it from the encroaching cold. A furtive figure moved between them.
Harwell spoke a few words to the Major, who finally turned to face Ben.
"Well, your methods are nothing if not unorthodox; I have to give
you that. Not at all by the book," Granger harrumphed. "I’m not
saying that I approve of what you did – but I’m glad you saved one of your
sons." He shook hands with Joe. "It’s a shame that the savages got
away. Looks like they just melted into the desert…"
Hansen listened to the continuing conversation with only half an ear. Something
was bothering him. He looked ‘round the clearing with a growing sense of
unease. The Shoshoni hadn’t been given a chance to carry away their dead; that
was understandable, but why had they left one wrapped up in blankets? It didn’t
strike Hansen as right.
Corrigan Argyle was making his rounds. The pickings weren’t nearly as
rich as he had envisioned, but with twenty dollars the price for a hank of
Indian hair, he wasn’t about to leave anything behind. Two fresh trophies
already hung from one hand; his broad bladed skinning knife was clasped in the
other. In a crouch, he moved from one corpse to the other, doing his grizzly
work.
Hansen watched him with an expression of undisguised disgust. He had to
admit, despite himself, the man was, at least, efficient: two quick, clean
strokes of the razor-edged blade and the trophies numbered three.
Argyle moved again to the last of the bodies, the one that lay by the
fire. He reached for a handful of the long, lank hair. Hansen had a sudden
flash of intuition. "Argyle! Stop!"
Argyle looked up from under his eyebrows. His eyes glittered. His white
teeth showed in a snarl. "You’re not going to stop me, Hansen. This
bounty’s mine!"
Hansen clenched his teeth. "Don’t be a fool! Why do think that man’s
all wound up in a blanket? That’s Adam Cartwright, and he’s still alive!"
"Adam!" Ben started forward. Harwell grabbed him and held him.
Argyle’s hand tightened. "Hair looks black enough ta me."
Brett Hansen shot him. The ball smashed through his rib cage and went out
through his spine. Argyle sat down hard on his butt. His face filled up with
surprise. He said, "You killed me!" Blood ran out of his mouth and
splashed on to his chest. He fell on his back and died.
*******
The army doctor closed his bag and stood up, dusting off the knees of his
gold-striped pants. "Your son’s been lucky, Mister Cartwright. He’s taken
a flesh wound, deep and nasty, but the arrow glanced off a bone. It the angle
had been different – half an inch either way…"
Ben hesitated over the hanging end of the sentence. He didn’t much care
for the dubious expression on the doctor’s face. "Do you think that he’ll
be all right?"
"With time and care, I should think he’ll recover." The doctor
still sounded doubtful. "He comes from tough stock, after all. Someone’s
done a good job of fixing him up, I must admit - stopped the bleeding, closed
the wound, left him wrapped up here for you to find. I’ve put a few stitches
into his face. Wouldn’t want a scar to spoil his looks for the ladies. But he’s
taken one hell of a beating – several, in fact. I’d say he’s about at the end
of his strength. Right now he needs food and rest and, above all,
reassurance." He looked at Ben squarely. "I take it you’re the one to
give him that?"
"Indeed." Ben looked past him at his son’s blanket wrapped
form. I’ll take him home to his family. Can I speak to him?"
"Just for a second. I’ve given him something to help with his
journey. In a minute or two, he’ll go to sleep. If you ask him nicely, the
Major might let him borrow his bed."
Ben crouched down at Adam’s side. "Adam, son, do you hear me?"
Adam rolled his head against the ground. The doctor had stitched his face
very neatly, and some of the lesser bruises were starting to fade. He looked
vague and disorientated, barely aware. "What happened? I don’t remember
too much. I guess I ran out of steam."
"I guess you did." Despite himself, Ben managed a smile.
Still troubled, still fretting at a problem that had worried him for a
very long time, Adam demanded to know, "Joe? Is Joe all right?"
"Joe’s going to be just fine. The doctor’s taken a look at his leg.
He says exercise and time will strengthen the muscles. With luck, he might not
even limp. Don’t worry about anything. You’re both going to be well
again."
Adam looked around him, his eyes struggling to focus beyond his father’s
face. His head was throbbing and his vision was blurry; the whole of his body
hurt. His voice, never strong, grew weaker. "Pa, the Shoshoni?"
Ben put a hand to his shoulder to calm him. "It’s all right. The Shoshoni
are gone."
Adam mumbled something and turned his head away. The world was turning
about him, drifting, fading… His eyelashes lowered onto his cheek, and his
breathing slowed.
Hoss looked at his father, frowning. "What’d he say, Pa?"
"Something about – a shadow on the mountain."
"What’s that mean?"
"I’m damned if I know." Ben struggled to pull himself together.
"Perhaps he’ll explain it to us one day. Come on, give me a hand to get
you brothers home."
*******
Joe sat in the elegantly shaped, solidly
constructed armchair in the downstairs lobby of the hotel. To a man who had sat
on little else but the ground for a period of months, it was acutely
uncomfortable. The overstuffed back was altogether the wrong shape to support
his spine, and the wooden bar across the front dug deep into the backs of his
thighs. Joe twisted and wriggled and writhed in a vain attempt to make himself
comfortable. He fiddled with the band on his brand new hat, chewed at a
hangnail and picked at the seam of his pants. What he really wanted to do was
to get out of the chair and pace back and forth, but, of course, his leg
wouldn’t let him do that.
"Get lots of rest." The doctor had told him. "and lots of
exercise too." But he wasn’t to overdo it. If he was diligent with his
exercises, and patient and careful and lucky, he might end up just a little
lame.
The bespectacled desk clerk bustled about, lighting the lamps with a long
waxed spill and pulling closed the drapes. The gentle lamplight spread through
the room; it brushed warmly against crimson velvet and gleamed on gilt. Outside
the sky was already dark and the lanterns were lit on the boardwalks. Hoss
turned away from the window. The frown of concern that had taken up permanent
residence across his broad features was still firmly in place, but now that
concern was directed at Joe.
"Joe, why can’t you sit still? Is that leg o’ yours still painin’
you?"
"It’s not painin’ me much," Joe lied automatically. The doctor
had said that the ache would fade but it would probably return whenever it
rained or the wind blew cold from the north. He squirmed about some more in his
seat and rubbed at his thigh in a gesture that was to become an unconscious
habit.
"Then what is it with you, wrigglin’ round like you sat down on a
red-ant nest?" Hoss sat down and settled himself in another of the big,
wing-backed chairs. He studied Joe’s face. It was as plain as could be that
something was eating away inside of his younger brother. "You got
somethin’ botherin’ you?"
Joe sat well forward in the upholstered seat. He rested his forearms
across his knees and turned the new hat around and around by the brim. He cast
a lightening-fast glance at his brother’s face and quickly looked away.
Finally, he admitted his problem. "It’s Adam."
"Adam?" Hoss took a moment to think about it. "You heard
what the Doc. said. Adam’ll likely be all right, once he’s rested up some an’
gotten over that bang ta the head."
"I heard what the doctor said," Joe sighed. "I’m real’
glad about that. That’s not what bothers me."
"Then what?"
"I’ve got a feeling nothing’s ever going to be right between us
again." Joe chewed at his lip. Hoss sat silently and waited. He had the
insight to know that this was something Joe needed to get off his chest. Joe
began again. "The whole reason we went on that hunting trip in the first
place was so we could get to know one another again. After I stopped that stray
slug Adam meant for that cougar, I – I guess he sort of, didn’t trust himself
any more. And now this had to happen." He rubbed at his leg again.
"He went through hell itself to get me out of there: in one side and out
of the other. You didn’t see the half of what they did to him: the beatings,
the humiliation. He worked himself near to death. And then he came back for me.
I haven’t even said a proper ‘thank you’."
Both of them thought for a while about the long and uncomfortable journey
across untracked desert and rough forest trails that had brought them back to
Prion. Adam had ridden the whole of the way in the Major’s bed in the back of
the wagon; most of the time he’d been so deeply asleep that not even the jolts
had woken him up. Joe, riding up front with the driver, had found little
opportunity to speak with him.
"Why don’t you tell him now?" Hoss suggested, mildly.
Joe looked at him in surprise. "Tell him? How can I tell him? I
don’t suppose he’d understand. Besides, after all he’s been through because of
me, I’ll be surprised if he ever speaks to me again."
"Joe, you know Adam ain’t like that," said Hoss, with
assertion. "An’ the way you tell him – well – you just walk in an’ tell
him, that’s all. The way you just told me. I understood it alright, an’ Adam’s
a whole lot brighter than me."
Still uncertain, Joe looked at him. "You think he’d be willing to
listen?"
"I’ll bet he’s just waitin’ ta hear it."
Joe produced a grin from somewhere deep down inside. "Then that’s
what I’ll do." He looked towards the head of the stair. Now that the army
had cleaned out the hills, Prion’s surplus population had disappeared as if by
magic. Farmers and homesteaders were flooding back to their homes. The
Cartwrights had gotten back their old room in the hotel. "Pa’s been with
him a hell of a time. More than an hour now."
"Aw you don’t want ta read nothin’ inta that. They’re just getting
re-aquainted. Pa’s had a real’ rough time of it too."
Ben took the half-empty water glass from Adam’s hand and put it down on
the dresser. Turning back, he smiled at his son. "You’re beginning to look
better. You know that?" It was true. Adam’s cheek was healing well, and,
beneath its tan, his face had lost its deathly pallor. His eyes were haunted
with shadows.
He shifted his long body in the bed. "I think I’m starting to feel a
little better." It wasn’t altogether a lie. He still had deep soreness
under his ribs and stabbing pains in his back, but his head throbbed just a
little less, and the room didn’t spin any more.
"Well, that’s good." Ben sat down on the side of the bed. Adam
gave him a smile, albeit a crooked one somewhat distorted by the pain that was
still in the side of his face.
"Adam," Ben said, softly, "I’ve some idea what it cost you
– to lead the army to the Shoshoni camp. You must have felt you were betraying
your friends for the sake of you family."
Adam’s jaw worked, but he said nothing. Ben got the impression that he
was burying his feelings deep down inside. It was so typical of Adam. He
covered his son’s hand briefly with his own. "I’m glad the Shoshoni got
away."
"So am I, Pa," Adam said softly. "So am I." He drew a
breath in the silence that fell between them. "Thank you for coming after
us. Without you and Hoss, we would never have made it."
"Do you think I could have done otherwise?"
A light tap came on the wood of the bedroom door. Both men looked up. The
handle turned, and Brett Hansen stuck his head inside the room "Is it all
right to interrupt you two?"
With a laugh, Ben got up from the bed. "Sure thing, Brett. Come on
in. I was about to go see if I can find a barber to come along and cut this
young man’s hair."
Brett Hansen came into the room, and Ben, with a last smile back at his
son, went out. The two friends shook hands warmly, and Hansen pulled up a
chair. Adam eased his sore spots in the bed. "Pa tells me it’s you I have
to thank that I have any hair left to cut."
Hansen shrugged and gave a dismissive shake of the head. "Put it
down as one that you owe me. One of these days I might collect."
"I’ll remember that."
"I brought you a present." Hansen reached inside his coat and
brought out a leather bound book. "A little reading material. Something I
think you’ll appreciate."
Adam read out the title, " ‘Poetical Works’ by Samuel Taylor
Coleridge. Truly, a man of our times. Thank you, Brett." He fanned through
the pages. His expression told of his pleasure.
Hansen sat back in the chair and crossed one knee over the other. The two
men were comfortable in one another’s company. Theirs was a long-standing
friendship based on mutual respect and a genuine admiration for each other’s
values. Looking at his friend, Adam said, "I guess you’ll be leaving now,
heading down south to that fancy spread of yours."
"Not quite yet." Hansen smiled his easy smile. "I’ll wait
around a while, see you safely on your way to
"Pa tells me he’s arranged something with the army."
"So I heard tell. He’s a formidable man, you father."
Adam laughed gently. "You can say that again."
They sat for a while in companionable silence. Then, Hansen said,
"As soon as you’re back on your feet you must come visit – you and that
brother of yours. I’ve got some fancy horses that’ll make his eyes pop."
"I’ll be sure and do that. Joe’s very fond of horses."
"And I’ve got a bathhouse you wouldn’t believe. You can sit and soak
in the hot tub all day. Take the ache right out of your bones." Hansen
rubbed a hand along his own aching thigh. He knew from his own experience how
therapeutic hot water could be. "It’ll do you both the world of
good."
Painfully, Adam eased himself again. "Right now, Brett, that’s just
what I need."
********
Very quietly, Joe closed the door. His Pa and his brother and Adam’s
friend were all downstairs in the hotel lobby talking and enjoying a late-night
pot of coffee. Adam was supposed to be resting. Joe looked around the room. The
lamp was turned low, and the shadows lay thick in the corners of the room. The
brass-faced clock on top of the dresser reckoned the hour at shortly before
eleven.
If he listened carefully, above and beyond the tick of the clock, he
could hear the noise from the saloon across the street: the piano music and
raucous singing, the ring of a woman’s laugh. It was all muffled and diffused
by the glass and the curtains. Joe looked at his brother. Adam appeared to be
asleep. Joe could see the rise and fall of his chest and hear the soft sigh of
his breath.
A book lay closed beneath his hand, his long, brown fingers resting
lightly on the cover. Joe’s lips quirked in the ghost of a smile. He should
have known that big-brother Adam would quickly resort to the ultimate refuge of
the civilized mind – the written word. Then the smile died. Plain to see on
Adam’s wrists, below the sleeve of his nightshirt, were the scars of the
rawhide bindings. A semi-permanent reminder of what they had been through, they
would take a very long time to fade. Not wanting to disturb him, Joe turned to
slip out of the room as silently as he’d come in. Adam’s rich voice, muted by
drowsiness, summoned him back.
"Joe? Come and sit by me."
Joe hesitated, then walked over, lame footed, and settled onto the edge
of the bed. "I thought you were asleep."
"Just resting my eyes. The lamps’ turned too low for reading."
Adam pulled himself up in the bed. "I think I’ve had my fill of sleep for
a while."
The two men looked at each other. Joe studied his brother’s face.
"So how are you feeling?"
"I guess I’ve been better." Adam laughed ruefully. "I’m
sore in places I’d forgotten I had. And you?"
"The doctor says I might walk with a bit of a limp, but I’m gonna be
alright. I guess I’ll have a scar to show the ladies." He gave a quick
grin, and Adam chuckled.
"Adam, what happened to you after the Indians took you? We all
thought you were dead. Do you remember anything at all?"
"Not very much." Adam shifted his position. "
"And the medicine man? The one that you killed?"
Adam hazarded a shrug. That was a thing he didn’t want to talk about, or
even to think about. Not quite yet.
Joe picked up the book, reading the title and fanning through the pages.
Adam watched his face and waited. "Adam," Joe said at last.
"There’s something I have to tell you. I said some things to you a while
ago: things I shouldn’t have said." He turned the book over in his hands
and rubbed his thumb on the binding.
"Just forget it, Joe," Adam said quietly.
Mutely, Joe shook his head. The words were engraved on his heart and not
so easily forgotten. "I kinda figured that with that fancy education, you
helping Pa all the time with the books and dealing with the cattle buyers and
them mine owners and all, you’d got to thinking that you were better than the
rest of us - that you didn’t want to get your hands dirty."
"Joe," Adam interrupted. "You don’t have to do this."
"Yes, I do." Joe blinked back a tear. "I have to tell you
that I got it wrong. I’ve learned better now. I want to thank you for what you
did for me."
Adam drew a long breath and let it out in a sigh through his teeth.
"I guess I’ve learned something too." He looked at Joe from under his
eyebrows. "Not to underestimate my younger brother."
Joe lifted his eyes to his brother’s face. Adam smiled at him lazily. The
angry, driven stranger that had worn his mask for so long was gone. The
phantoms in his eyes had departed. Joe held out his hand, and Adam clasped it
warmly.
His irrepressible self again, Joe grinned. "Hey brother, as soon as
we’re both back on our feet, how about we go on another hunting trip, well away
from Indian country?"
Adam lay back on his pillows and thought about it a good long while.
Finally, he sighed and chuckled and said, "Joe, I think, in future, I’ll
just take you fishing."
For a minute, the room rang with two men’s laughter.
Source Material:
"The Shoshoni" by Kim Dramer.
"Cassell’s Dictionary of Modern American History" by Peter
Thompson.
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"A History of the Indians of the
"The High Sierra" Time-Life Books.
"Encyclopaedia Britannica"
Potters Bar 2001.