Against His Will
By: Rona Y.
“Well, you’re very spruced
up tonight, big brother,” Joe remarked, from his perch on the table in front of
the fire. “Who’s the lucky lady?”
“I’m going to the monthly
meeting of the literary society, for your information,” Adam replied, in a
superior manner.
“That doesn’t mean there
won’t be a lady there,” Joe retorted, mischievously. He ducked to avoid the
blow Adam aimed at his head.
“Professor Bartholomew
Keene is giving a talk about the devices used in novels to make men do things
against their will.” Adam sat down to tug on his boots.
“Sounds riveting,” Joe
replied, in a tone that suggested he thought the exact opposite. “Have a good
time.”
“Thank you, I will,” Adam
responded. “A little culture is most refreshing and I heard about Professor
Keene when I was at college, although I never had a chance to attend his
lectures. You should come, Joe. You might enjoy it.”
“No thanks, Adam,” Joe
answered. He smiled at his brother. “It’s just not my scene. Not enough girls,
you see.”
“You’d learn a lot from the
professor,” Adam told him. “It seems a shame to pass up on meeting him. You,
too, Hoss.”
“Nope, that ain’t for me,”
Hoss replied. He moved a checker and glanced up at Joe, half smiling.
“Perhaps, but I’ll pass
this time,” Joe replied, neatly jumping all Hoss’ remaining checkers.
As Adam left, he could hear
Hoss exclaiming, “You cheated!”
******************
The talk was everything Adam
hoped it would be. The professor was a natural speaker, with the knack for
drawing in his audience. When the talk drew to a close, Adam was disappointed
it was over. He drew closer to the speaker as the people filed out and waited
to speak to him.
“I’m Adam Cartwright,” he
said, sticking out his hand. “I just came to tell you how much I enjoyed your
talk, Professor. My room mate at college heard you talk on several occasions,
but due to my class commitments, I never had the privilege before now. That was
a most informative and enjoyable evening, thank you.”
“Well, thank you, Mr
Cartwright,” the professor replied. He was almost the same height as Adam, with
greying, receding hair and a goatee beard. His round eyeglasses reflected the
light in a most peculiar way, so that Adam had difficulty in seeing his eyes.
“How nice to meet someone who has had more than a rudimentary education. I
enjoy giving these talks, but I often find that they are above the heads of
most of my listeners.”
Making a deprecating face,
Adam shrugged. “Well, a lot of the people in towns like this don’t have time
for education. They’re too busy trying to make a living.”
“Is that what you’re doing
out here?” the professor asked. He liked the look of Adam.
“Kind of,” Adam responded.
“My father has a ranch just outside of town. I live and work there, but I went
back east to college and studied engineering and architecture.”
“That’s very interesting,”
Keen replied. “Could I interest you in dinner this week? I’m staying here in
town for a short holiday, and have rented a house. I’m not going to swear how
good my cooking will be, but I hope the company will be to your liking.”
“Thank you, I’d like that,”
Adam replied, pleased. “And you must come and dine with us. Please, would
tomorrow be suitable? That would allow you some time to get properly settled
in.”
“Why, that would be
splendid, my dear fellow! However, I’m not travelling alone. I have my
assistant, Jim Stevenson with me, too.”
“He’d be more than welcome
as well,” Adam responded, smiling at the tall, thin, blond young man standing
quietly behind the professor. “I’ll come and collect you.”
“No need,” the professor
told him. “I’ve got my buggy with me. Just tell us how to find your home.”
Smiling, Adam did just
that, writing down the directions. As he left, Keen and Stevenson exchanged a
speaking glance and smiled.
******************
“What?” Joe gasped,
dismayed. “He’s coming to supper tonight?”
“Yes,” Adam replied, impatiently.
“And you are going to be here, Joe. It would be rude not to be.”
Glaring at his oldest
brother for so easily divining what was in his mind, Joe snapped, “I wasn’t
thinking any such thing!”
“No, of course not,” Adam
replied, while Ben looked on, amused. “Trust me, Joe, you’ll enjoy the
evening.”
Sitting across the table
from Joe, Hoss looked no less depressed. “I won’t know what he’s talkin’
about,” Hoss mourned.
“Hoss, he’s educated, not
stuck up,” Adam replied. “He’s a nice man and you’ll like him, I promise.”
“Sure thing,” Hoss mumbled
and stuffed some more scrambled egg into his mouth.
“Well, since we’re having
guests tonight, you boys had better come home early and get changed,” Ben
suggested.
“Yessir,” they both
muttered, dutifully and a few minutes later, they all headed off for the jobs
they were assigned to that day.
*****************
In town, Professor Keene
was wasting no time in finding out about his hosts for the night. There was
plenty to hear. Ben Cartwright operated the biggest ranch in the area. Although
he denied rumours that he was worth a lot of money, the townspeople were
convinced he was sitting on huge sums of cash somewhere. That he had been
widowed three times was common knowledge, along with the fact that he was
moral, upright and incorruptible.
There was a wealth of
information about his sons, too. Adam was the quietest son, thoughtful and
logical, given to thinking before he acted. He was considered the ‘clever’ one,
because he had gone to college back east. He was upright, dependable, sometimes
stuffy and fiercely protective of his family. Ladies liked Adam, but he was
cautious with his love life.
Hoss was the middle son, a
big, gentle man, who wasn’t into book learning, but nevertheless was wise in
his own way. Hoss was hard to anger, but protected his family from all comers.
It seemed to be a trait of all the Cartwrights. Hoss was extremely well liked
and could take a joke. He was wary of the ladies.
As for Joe, he was the
protected youngest of the family. Handsome, charming, high-spirited, moody, Joe
was well liked by both men and women, it seemed. He was rash and impulsive and
again had this need to protect his family. Joe was the shortest, slimmest of
the Cartwrights, favouring his mother. Joe was a ladies man.
There was plenty of gossip
available, too. Stevenson went to the saloon, and soon found that the men there
were willing to talk for the price of a beer. It was common knowledge that Adam
had shot Joe the year before and then been forced to remove the bullet himself
with no medical tools. Joe got into more trouble than most men ever saw, but
seemed to bounce back each time. Hoss and Adam had for a long time had to look
out for Joe, until he grew enough that he could fight his own way out of most
situations. It was also common knowledge that Joe and Adam did not always get
on.
Armed with his new-found
knowledge,
**********************
Hurrying into the house,
Joe braced himself for the inevitable explosion that he was late. He knew he
was late; there had been a problem with the last horse he had been breaking
that afternoon and Joe hadn’t felt he could leave until it was all sorted out. It
was, finally, but Joe was late.
“I’m afraid the bath
water’s cold,” Ben scolded, but he didn’t have the heart to be too angry with
Joe. It was obvious just looking at his face that his youngest had had a hard
day.
“Then I won’t linger,” Joe
replied, although he had been looking forward to a hot bath to loosen the kinks
out of his back. Hop Sing, scolding all the time, poured a little warm water
into the tub for Joe, but it was still too cold for anything except a quick
wash. Joe was in and out in record time.
Racing upstairs, he dried
himself swiftly and dressed in his starched white shirt and string tie. He
brushed his hair carefully back, making sure that annoying curl would not
escape right at the start of the evening. He wasn’t too sanguine about it not
having escaped by the end! As he slipped on his boots once more, Joe heard the
buggy arriving in the yard.
The professor looked
exactly like Joe had expected he would, but when he saw Adam’s pleasure in the
man’s arrival, he found himself warming to him, despite his reservations. When
Joe’s turn came to shake hands, his smile was quite genuine.
“I heard about you all in
town,”
“Well, it won’t be all
true,” Ben denied.
“Unless the stories are
about Joe,” Adam interjected. “In which case, they probably aren’t exaggerated
enough!”
“Thanks a bunch, big
brother,” Joe retorted, trying to find the remark funny, but not quite succeeding.
“I also made a lot of
friends in town,” he went on. “When I said I was coming out here, it was quite
amazing the way people fell over themselves to make sure I had what I wanted. I
was quite flattered.”
“They are nice people in
“Now, Mr Cartwright, don’t
run yourself down. I meant it quite sincerely.” He smiled as Ben graciously
accepted the praise.
The meal was as delicious
as always and Joe was pleased when the professor complimented Hop Sing. As far
as Joe was concerned, and the rest of the family too, Hop Sing was one of them,
as much family as they were. As ever when faced with grateful recipients of his
meals, Hop Sing was beaming at them.
Much to both Joe and Hoss’
surprise, the meal had not been tedious at all. Though clearly well read and
very clever,
“Thank you very much for
your hospitality,”
“I’ll look forward to it,”
Adam replied, smiling broadly.
The Cartwrights stood
together as their guests got into the buggy and drove away. As one, they went
back into the house. “I’m for bed,” Joe announced, and a wide yawn stretched
his jaws.
“Has using your brain tired
you out?” Adam teased.
“No, riding a bunch of
broncs earlier has tired my body,” Joe shot back. “My brain is just fine,
thanks. And before you asked, yes, I did enjoy the professor’s company.
Satisfied?”
“Sorry,” Adam replied,
putting up his hands, but he didn’t sound very sorry to Joe, he just sounded
jubilant. It was clear that Adam had thoroughly enjoyed his evening. “I meant
it as a joke.”
“You’re not a comedian,”
Joe advised him, as he went upstairs.
*****************
A few days passed in the
usual rush of work for the Cartwrights, then Adam’s dinner invitation appeared,
dated for the following week. He was surprised by how much he was looking
forward to going, and threatened to become very boring on the whole topic.
However, Adam was not completely insensitive and when his family clammed up
every time he said
Come the night of the
dinner, Adam was changed in plenty of time and rode off into town. Joe had been
cool to him all day, but Adam wasn’t concerned about this. He put it down to
Joe being jealous that he had not been asked along. This wasn’t the case at
all; Joe was just worried that Adam would be reminded once more about the
wonders of the east and leave.
Topics of conversation
roamed widely over the excellent meal. They moved on to brandy and cigars
after, although Adam refused the cigars, not being a smoker. The brandy was as
excellent as the meal had been.
“So, what did you think of
my choice of topic for last week’s talk?”
“I thought it was very
interesting,” Adam replied, truthfully. “I think it’s very difficult to make a
man do something against his will if he has very strong principals. There always
has to be a lever of some kind.”
“Like fear, you mean?”
“Yes, or love,” Adam
responded. “Or even a combination of the two. A man would do a lot to protect
his family, out of fear of what might happen, and love for the family. But if its
something he feels really strongly against and he is being pressured to do
something that is against his nature, then I think he would probably refuse to
do it.”
“Really?”
“Murder,” Adam replied. “I
don’t think a man could be made to murder if he was convinced it was wrong. But
you would be talking of a man who was mentally strong.” Adam was talking from
experience here, having learned the hard way about the things a man could be
made to do.
“It’s interesting that you
mention love,”
“Just because he doesn’t
have a wife and children doesn’t mean that he doesn’t have a family,” Adam
pointed out. “Look at me. I don’t have a wife, but I do have a family. We’re
very close.”
“So I’ve heard,”
“Well, that’s true, I’m
afraid,” Adam agreed, ruefully. “But that doesn’t stop us being close.”
“I’m glad to hear it,”
“If I can,” Adam replied,
flattered. “What would you want me to do?”
“Can you come back here in
a couple of days on short notice? I’m not quite sure when, as I’m waiting for
some research material to reach me and I can’t progress until then. I’m sorry
to be so mysterious, but if I tell you what it’s about, I’ll spoil the
experiment. Is that all right?”
“I’m sure that could be
arranged,” Adam agreed. “I’ll admit, Professor, you have me intrigued.”
“Good,”
**********************
The first thing Adam did when
he got home was tell Ben all about the professor’s proposed experiment. “What
do you think he wants you to do?” Ben asked, hiding his sudden unease about the
idea.
“I don’t know,” Adam
admitted, “but it’s probably something to do with arguing my case against
something someone has said. Don’t worry, Pa, I’m sure its nothing illegal!”
“Well, I don’t have a
problem with you doing this as long as you let me know when you’re going. I
wouldn’t like to send out a search party for you, only to discover you’ve been
in town all along,” Ben joked. He couldn’t admit his unease to his son.
“Now, Pa,” Adam teased
back. “I’m not Little Joe!”
*****************
“And please try not to be
all day about this, Joe,” Ben warned. “I don’t want you getting lost in the
saloon, is that clear?”
“Sure, Pa,” Joe replied,
slightly nettled at the thought that he wasn’t trusted complete. Okay, so he
had a tendency to get side-tracked, but it was raining and he hated riding in
the rain, so he wouldn’t stay out a minute longer than he had to. Although the
saloon was warm and dry, his saddle would get wet, and there was very little
worse than riding on a wet saddle! “I’ll come straight back, all right?”
“Make sure you do,” Ben
reminded him, and gave Joe a small smack on the behind. He smiled fondly at his
youngest son as he left.
By the time Joe arrived in
town, he was quite wet. He went to the mail office and collected the mail that
had accumulated there over the past few days. Absently leafing through it, Joe
was startled when someone touched his arm. “Joe! How are you?”
“Fine, thank you,
professor,” Joe replied. “How are you, sir?”
“Very well, my boy,” Keene
replied, beaming at him. “Could you spare a few minutes to come to my house?”
“Now?” Joe asked. “I’m
sorry, sir, but I promised Pa I’d be straight back with the mail.”
“I wasn’t really asking,”
“Adam?” Joe repeated,
sharply. He hadn’t seen his oldest brother since that morning.
“He’s my prisoner,” agreed
“All right.” His mouth dry,
Joe put the mail carefully in his jacket pocket and took his horse’s rein, all
the time careful to keep his hand away from his gun. He walked up the street
towards the professor’s house, his thoughts tumbling wildly around his head.
When they arrived, he obediently
hitched his horse to the fence and went inside. At once, Stevenson relieved Joe
of his gun. He and Keene moved away, and both aimed their guns at Joe. “All
right, Joe,”
“What?” Joe frowned.
Quick as a flash, Stevenson
backhanded Joe across the mouth. “Do as you are told,”
Swallowing, Joe hauled off
his boots and socks. The hall floor was cold. He dropped them where he was told
to. “Where’s Adam?” he demanded. “What have you done to him?”
“All in good time, boy,”
Again, Joe had no choice
but to obey. He hoped desperately that Adam was all right. He couldn’t imagine
why they were holding Adam, or what they wanted him for, but with Adam’s life
in jeopardy, he wasn’t going to do anything that might get him killed.
“Put your hand together and
stand still,”
Prodded with the gun from
one side, and pulled by the rope on his wrists from the other, Joe had no
choice but to go with them. He was led upstairs and into a room. It was bare of
furniture, except one chair. Joe was forced to sit down and his hands were tied
to a large metal ring driven into the wall above his head. The position wasn’t
too bad to begin with, but Joe knew it would become desperately uncomfortable.
His feet were bound together.
“Why are you doing this?”
Joe cried, unable to keep silent any longer. “Where is Adam?”
“In fact, Adam hasn’t arrived
yet,”
Appalled, Joe lashed out
with his feet, striking the professor on the shins and almost knocking him
over. Stevenson caught
A few more blows and Joe
was panting with pain, his torso criss-crossed with red marks. Stevenson
dropped the rope and stood looking at Joe, panting. “Gag him,”
Joe could not answer, for
Stevenson prised open his mouth, shoved in a bandanna and tied another cloth
around his mouth. Moments later, he had tied Joe’s feet to a ring set into the
floor that Joe had not noticed before. Then they went away and left him alone.
*********************
When Stevenson arrived with
the note from the professor, Adam left the herd, only pausing to send word to Ben
that he had gone. Stevenson watched impassively as Adam spoke briefly to Hoss
before following the other man into town. He tried to make conversation, but
Stevenson was reticent in his answers, and Adam eventually gave up the attempt.
When they arrived at the professor’s house, Stevenson took Sport for Adam,
while Adam went on inside.
“Adam, glad you could
come,”
“That doesn’t matter,” Adam
assured him. “We’re used to working out in all weathers, although my brother
Joe doesn’t like riding in the rain.”
For a moment,
“I think it’s just because
Joe’s vain,” Adam confided. “He’s scared that he’ll come in looking all
wrinkled and find the girl of his dreams waiting for him in the house and he’s
not at his most attractive!” He laughed.
“Come and have some
coffee,”
“I’m looking forward to
it,” Adam assured him and
“Not as much as I am!”
********************
“What?” Adam gasped, incredulously, looking at
“That’s what I said,”
agreed
“I can’t imagine anything
that would make me murder someone,” Adam replied, reminded all too forcibly of
Kane and what he’d tried to make Adam do. “I couldn’t do it.”
“Well now, that’s
interesting,”
“What lever?” Adam asked,
suspicious now.
“One of your brothers,”
“I would do a lot to save
Joe’s life,” Adam responded after a moment. “But I don’t think I could bring
myself to murder to save him.” He frowned. “Wait; are we talking about shooting
someone who was doing Joe harm? Or are we talking about me going out and
gunning someone down in cold blood? Because, if I had to shoot to save Joe from
someone who was hurting him, I would. But would I go out and shoot someone
otherwise? No way!”
“Hmm, well, that answers
that question, I suppose,”
“I still wouldn’t murder to
save him,” Adam replied, shortly. “That makes it sound like I don’t care for my
brother, but that’s not true. I care very deeply, but I can’t do something that
goes against the grain like that. The
answer is still no.”
“Come with me,”
He was perplexed when they
went upstairs, the faithful Stevenson trailing along behind. Adam was becoming
seriously worried now, but he didn’t really know what was going on and until he
did, he didn’t want to make any rash moves. Smiling broadly,
Whatever other horrors Adam
had imagined, this was not one of them. Joe was trussed up against the wall,
gagged, his green eyes swivelling round to widen in horror. He was covered in
painful looking red welts. “Joe!” Adam exclaimed and made to go over to him.
“Oh no!”
“Is this your lever?” he
asked, furiously. “Your ‘research material’?”
“Quite effective, don’t you
think?”
“Why are you doing this?”
Adam asked.
“I’m interested in what
makes men tick, Adam. Its research. I asked if you would help and you agreed.”
“I didn’t agree to murder
anyone!” Adam snapped. “And Joe certainly didn’t agree to this!”
“Well, that part is quite
true,”
“No,” Adam stated, quietly.
“No!” Adam shouted,
realising, too late, what
“Jim,”
Moving smoothly, Stevenson
untied Joe’s hands and yanked him to his feet. Joe tried to fight him off, but
the pain from his stomach was coming in waves and he couldn’t manage. In a
moment, Stevenson had his hands tied to another rope that dangled from the
ceiling. He pulled on the second rope until Joe was practically standing on
tiptoe, his feet still tightly bound to the floor, but with his hands stretched
above his head, and tied it off. Adam could see every muscle straining in Joe’s
body. Stevenson brutally stamped down his whole weight on Joe’s left foot. Joe
writhed in his bonds, unable to escape the searing pain.
“Have you changed your mind
yet?”
“No,” he replied,
strengthened by what he had seen in his brother’s eyes.
But he wasn’t prepared for
the punch Stevenson swung at Joe that landed hard on his stomach. Joe’s body
tried to contract again, but couldn’t. Joe bit into the gag as tears formed in
his eyes. He blinked them away.
“You know, its funny,
Adam,”
“I hated it,” Adam
responded. “But I had to do it to save Joe’s life!”
“Yet, you won’t murder to
save Joe’s life.”
“That’s different!” Adam
cried. “I did what I had to do! But I can’t go out and gun down someone in cold
blood! Not even to save Joe’s life!”
“Yet you shot him in cold
blood in the first place,”
“No, it was an accident!”
Adam cried. “I was aiming at a wolf, and the bullet hit Joe instead! It was an
accident!” Adam looked at Joe to see how his brother was taking all this. Joe’s
head was hanging, and he was breathing noisily through his nose. But just at
that moment, he lifted his head enough to look at Adam and nod.
“I’ll believe you, Adam,”
And so it went on.
“All right, we tried it the
easy way,”
“Leave him alone!” Adam
cried, filled with self-loathing that he had not seen through this man’s
façade.
“A crack in his armour?”
As the whip snaked out
towards Joe once more, Adam asked himself why he couldn’t agree to do what
But the question was who?
And would they come before Joe was fatally injured?
*********************
“If I’ve told that boy
once, I’ve told him a thousand times!” Ben stormed. “Come straight home, I
said! But did he listen? I’m going into town to find him.”
“I’ll come with you,” Hoss
offered, knowing that Joe might require a buffer between his father’s anger and
himself. Ben had been ranting away for hours.
Together, they mounted up
and rode into town. The ride went part of the way to cooling Ben’s anger, but
he knew it would flare up again if he found Joe in a saloon. The rain that was
still falling cooled him off slightly, too.
They took their horses to
the livery stable, rather than leave them standing in the rain, and Ben felt
the first pangs of true concern when he saw that Cochise was not in the livery
as he had rather expected. “Why don’t we split up?” Ben proposed. “We’ll cover
more ground that way. I’ll meet you back here.”
“All right,” Hoss agreed,
thinking that when he found him, he would have time to warm Joe not to make any
smart remarks.
However, as they went from
saloon to saloon, both father and son became more and more concerned, for Joe
had not been seen all day. Finally, they met up again, after almost an hour of
fruitless searching. “He ain’t bin in any o’ ‘em, Pa,” Hoss reported.
“No, it’s as though he just
vanished,” Ben agreed, a worried frown puckering his brow. “I don’t understand
it.”
“Evenin’, Ben,” said a familiar
voice from the shadows and they turned to greet Roy Coffee. “What cha doin’ out
on a night like this?”
“Looking for Joe,” Ben
replied, wearily. “Have you seen him?”
“Not since he went to the
professor’s house,”
“What are you talking
about?” Ben asked, confused. “It was Adam who went to the professor’s house.”
Now it was
“Joe went with the
professor to his house?” Ben repeated. He looked at Hoss, seeing the same
bewilderment on his face. “Did Adam mention that Joe was going to be there,
too?”
“Never mentioned him ta me,
Pa,” Hoss denied.
“I don’t understand this,”
Ben admitted. “Perhaps we should go and ask the professor how long Joe was
there and why.”
“Want me to come with ya,
Ben?”
“That might be best,” Ben
agreed.
*********************
The whipping had been
thorough and brutal. By the end, Joe was barley conscious. His ragged breathing
was audible across the room. Sickened, Adam could only watch his baby brother
hanging there in his bonds. There was nothing else he could do for him.
“Have you changed your mind
yet?”
“No,” Adam answered, dully.
“Well then, I’ll leave you
alone with your brother for a while and see if he can change your mind for
you.”
Dragging the chair across
the room, Adam looked in sorrow at Joe’s bleeding, bruised body. “Joe,” he
whispered. “I’m so sorry.”
Lifting his head, Joe
looked Adam in the eye. “Adam, don’t give in,” he pleaded. “Don’t let them make
you do something like this! It doesn’t matter about me! Don’t let them win!”
“Joe, I can’t bear to see you
like this!” Adam cried. “This is all my fault!”
“No, its not,” Joe
whispered. His mouth was so dry after wearing the gag for so long that he could
barely speak. “Don’t you know they’ll kill me as soon as you’ve killed someone?
If you do this, you’re dead. They’ll kill you, or you’ll be hanged. Adam, don’t
do it, I beg you!” He coughed weakly, the spasm hurting him deeply. Much as Joe
wanted the torture to end, he did not want Adam going against his principles,
for if, by some miracle, they survived this ordeal, and Adam had killed to save
him, their relationship would never be the same again. Joe wasn’t sure how he
knew this; he just knew it.
“I never wanted to hurt
you, Joe,” Adam told him. “I didn’t know this is what he had in mind.”
“I know,” Joe whispered. He
wished it was all over. He wanted to just lie down and sleep, so he didn’t feel
any more pain. “Adam, promise me you won’t do it, no matter what happens.”
“Joe,” Adam agonised, but
his youngest brother was determined.
“Promise!” he hissed, fiercely
and Adam, hooked by the pain in those green eyes, promised.
********************
“Hoss, have a look in the
barn,” Ben ordered, as they hid close by the house that
“Calm down, Ben,”
They waited in silence as
Hoss checked the barn. He was back quickly. “Cochise and Sport are both there,
Pa,” he reported. “They must be inside.”
“Hoss, you go round the
back,”
“Yes sir,” Hoss agreed and
moved away, surprisingly light on his feet for such a big man.
“What are you going to do?”
Ben asked.
“We’re gonna go right in,”
“Thank you,” Ben said,
fervently and
“Why, Ben, I dandled Little
Joe on my knee many a time. You think I want to see harm come to either o’
those boys?”
*********************
The lock clicked open and
Adam turned his head, giving
“No,” Adam replied, coldly.
Looking surprised,
“I told Adam that he
mustn’t back down,” Joe hissed. “I don’t care what you do to me!” A cry broke
from his lips as
“We’ll soon see!”
The next moment, there was
a loud crash from down stairs. Keened and Stevenson looked at one another, and
Adam took the chance presented to him and threw himself and the chair at
For a moment, Stevenson didn’t
know what to do, then he went to rescue
But despite the pain, Adam
wasn’t completely helpless, and he took a leaf from Joe’s book and kicked out
at Stevenson, desperately trying to keep the man off balance until whatever
help was downstairs arrived.
Once more, Stevenson shoved
Adam, pushing him further across the floor, and helped
As
********************
Working together, Ben and
Hoss cut Joe free from his imprisonment and lowered him gently to the floor.
“I don’t know,” Ben
replied. “We’ve got to get him to the doctor!”
“You get goin’,”
There was barely an inch of
unmarked skin on Joe’s body and Ben was almost afraid to touch him. But his son
needed treatment, urgently. He murmured under his breath as they carried Joe
down stairs and outside.
The rain was still falling,
coming down harder than ever, but they didn’t have time to worry about that.
Joe stirred as they rushed along the road, moaning slightly at first, then
crying out with pain. Ben panted reassurances, but Joe was confused and in
agony and not sure what was going on. He struggled weakly, which didn’t help
Ben and Hoss carry him, but they eventually arrived at the doctor’s office.
They had collected a sizeable following by then, as cowboys poured out of the
saloons to see what was going on.
“What happened?” Paul
Martin cried, as they entered his surgery.
“We don’t know,” Ben
panted, carefully laying Joe down. His son gave another cry and Ben reached for
his hand, holding on tightly to give support. “Easy, Joe,” he whispered.
“You’ll be all right now, son.”
“Pa?” Joe croaked. He
forced his eyes open and looked into his father’s worried face. “Adam?”
“Adam will be here in a
minute,” Ben soothed. “He’s all right. You just rest and let the doctor look at
you.”
With that, the door opened
and Adam came in under his own steam, although
“Do you know what
happened?” Paul asked.
“Yes,” Adam replied, and
slowly, he catalogued all the things that had been done to Joe that night. The
others listened in silence, their mouths hanging open in shock.
“Right,” Paul said,
briskly, bending over his patient again. “Now I know what I’m dealing with.” He
began to gently feel down Joe’s ribs, apologising when Joe winced miserably.
Drawing Adam away from the
examination table slightly, Ben asked, “But Adam, why? Why did the professor do
this?”
“This was his experiment,”
Adam replied. “He wanted to see if he could provoke someone like me into
murdering in cold blood. He wanted to see how much pressure he had to apply to
his ‘lever’ before I gave in and agreed.” He raised dull eyes to Ben. “I
couldn’t agree,
“It’s all right, son,” Ben
soothed, although he was not sure what he would have done in the same situation.
“
“And what did Joe say?” Ben
asked, sensing that this was crucial.
Swallowing, Adam replied,
“Joe made me promise not to do it, whatever they did to him. He begged me not
to do it,
“Sit down,” Ben urged, and
guided his son into a seat. Adam dropped his head into his hands, squeezing his
eyes shut. “Adam, Joe is going to be all right.”
“You don’t know that,” Adam
objected. “Pa, I should’ve given in!”
“No, you shouldn’t,” Ben
contradicted. “Adam, if that was the right decision for you, then that’s what
you had to do. Joe knew that.” He looked more closely at his son. “Adam, if you
had given in and you’d both somehow survived, would you have been able to live
with Joe, knowing that you had destroyed your convictions to save his life? I
don’t think so. I think you would have found it impossible to look at him. I
think Joe knew that, which is why he made you promise. You did promise, didn’t
you?”
“Yes,” Adam agreed,
miserably. “How could I not, with him in such pain because of me?”
“No,” Ben objected. “Not
because of you. Because of some madman. You can’t control everything that
happens in life, Adam. Both you and Joe were the victims in this case.
Something happened that was out with your control, but you kept your integrity
intact. I’m very proud of you, son.”
“I’m very proud of Joe,”
Adam whispered, but he seemed calmer.
“As am I,” Ben agreed. He
noticed that one of Adam’s hands was red and swollen, but he resisted the urge
to touch it, contenting himself with massaging his son’s shoulder.
After a few minutes, Paul
beckoned Ben over. All three Cartwrights went over, he noticed with amusement.
It faded again at once. “Joe is going to be fine,” he told them. “He’s badly
bruised, but there’s no internal bleeding. As you know, he was whipped and the
cuts all have to be cleaned, but there’s no sign of infection. His left forearm
is broken and so is his left foot.” He looked enquiringly at Adam.
“Stevenson stamped on it,”
Adam replied, dully.
“And he has a couple of
broken ribs,” Paul concluded, nodding. “But after I’ve bandaged him all up and set
those bones, I don’t see any reason why he shouldn’t go home with you tonight.
He’ll be in bed for quite a spell, but he’ll be fine.” Paul smiled at the
relieved faces. He, too, had feared the worst when he first saw Joe. “Adam,
Joe’s asking for you.”
Slowly, reluctantly, Adam
crossed the few steps that separated him from his brother. It was obvious at
once that Paul had given Joe something for the pain, for his eyes were glassy
and unfocused. “Adam,” he whispered and smiled.
It didn’t matter that Joe’s
lips were split, or that his face was lumpy with bruising. The love he felt for
his older brother, and the relief that Adam had come through the ordeal largely
unscathed were writ large on his face. “Listen,” he whispered, and Adam bent in
closer to hear. “Don’t go beating yourself up about this,” he urged. “You did
what you had to do. You hear me? If I find you’ve been getting bent out of
shape over what you think you should have done, I’ll get out of my sickbed and
come after you.”
“You just worry about
yourself,” Adam told him. “I’m fine.”
“Sure,” Joe agreed,
sceptically. His eyes were beginning to droop shut. “But you listen to me. You
did what you had to do, and none of this was your fault.”
“All right,” Adam soothed.
He tried to disentangle his hand from Joe’s grasp, but Joe was having none of
it.
“Promise,” Joe slurred and
tightened his grip until Adam reluctantly agreed.
“Promise.”
**********************
When he woke, late the next
morning, Adam lay still for a few minutes, listening. When Paul had examined
him the night before, it turned out that Adam had a broken hand. He looked down
ruefully at the bandage on his hand. He had had to break his right hand. Joe
always said that you never broke the hand you didn’t use as much, and he was right.
Rising slowly, Adam
wondered what kind of night Joe had had. Paul had doped Adam up with
painkillers, too and he had been unable to do anything except fall into bed
when they arrived back from town in the wee small hours. Shrugging on his
dressing gown – his clothes seemed like far too much hassle right then – Adam
made his way across the hall.
He stood outside Joe’s door
for several minutes before summoning the courage to open it. He did so quietly,
in case his brother was asleep, and saw that he was wise to have been quiet,
for Ben was asleep in the chair by Joe’s bed.
Joe was awake and when he
turned his head and saw Adam, he smiled at him. Adam felt like weeping. Since
he had promised his brother that he would not dwell on the incident, he had found
it surprisingly easy to follow instructions. Part of it had been physical and
emotional exhaustion. But part of it was that he had never broken a promise to
Joe and didn’t intend to start then. Another part of it was that Joe was not
holding any grudge.
“How do you feel?” Adam
asked, sitting carefully down on the bed. Joe was swathed in bandages.
“How do you think?” Joe
grunted, his smile fading, but Adam was reassured. Joe might well be feeling very
bad indeed, but his grumpiness was standard when he was on the mend. Adam knew
it was too soon for Joe to be healing, but he took it as a sign that all would
be well.
At the voices, Ben stirred
and woke. He jumped up at once, and laid a hand on Joe’s head to make sure
there wasn’t any fever. Joe had been a little warm the previous night, but that
was put down to reaction. “How do you feel?” he asked, and Joe made a face at
Adam, who laughed.
“I just asked that,” he
advised, “and got some cheek in response.”
“Well,” Ben blinked, “that
must be a good sign, don’t you think?” He smiled at Adam. “How do you feel?”
“Fine, Pa,” Adam replied,
using Joe’s standard response. “I feel fine.”
“I’ll get you something to
eat,” Ben told them and headed down stairs.
Alone with his brother,
Adam looked uncomfortable. “Joe, about last night,” he began.
“No, I haven’t changed my
mind,” Joe interrupted. “I meant what I said. You had to do what was right for
you. I told you not to beat yourself up over this and you promised.”
“I know,” Adam agreed. “But
I had to be sure that you meant it, now that it’s over.”
For a moment, Joe was
quiet, thinking. He glanced down at the cast on his wrist, and wondered why he
always broke his left hand, when he was left handed. Was it some kind of law?
Then he noticed the big bandage on Adam’s hand and relaxed. It must be, for
Adam had broken his dominant hand. Pity it hadn’t been the other way round, for
then they would have had a working pair.
Seeing his brother’s eyes
on him, Joe drew a cautious breath. “I think it was Shakespeare that said it.
In Hamlet if I remember correctly.” He closed his eyes briefly to remember the
exact quote. “’This above all; to thine own self be true. And it must follow,
as the night the day, Thou canst not be false to any man’.”
“I thought you didn’t like
Shakespeare?” Adam asked, huskily.
“Not much,” Joe agreed.
“But I like that. It fits us, doesn’t it? We stick to our guns, don’t we? None
of us is easily changed. It’s important that we be true to ourselves, when
there are so many people out there who aren’t. If we don’t have principals, we
don’t amount to much. I think it’s the difference between those people who are
dirt poor, but are honest and work hard, and those who steal. Principals. And
we’re lucky we have them.”
“Yes, I suppose we are,”
Adam agreed, slowly.
Giving Adam a cheeky grin,
Joe said, “Well, since you’ve gone to all the bother of having principals, it
seems mad not to stick to them.”
“I really hate to admit you’re
right,” Adam remarked. “But you are.”
The door opened and Ben and
Hoss came in bearing trays. “All right?” Ben asked, generally, keeping his tone
light.
Glancing down at Joe, Adam
nodded. “You know, Pa, I think we are.”
Smiling, Joe gently corrected
his brother. “I know we’re all
right.”
The end