*These characters are not mine and such…they are the property of David Dortort etc.…Well, except Carrie, she’s mine…and Caleb and some of the other secondary characters…but the rest are the property of David Dortort* 

 

*Also, feedback is greatly appreciated.  Hope you like it!*

 

 

Too Many to Count

 

 

Written by:  Sarah S.

 

 

Carrie’s eyes crossed as she tried to focus on the raindrop sliding down her nose.  Sticking out her lower lip, she aimed a puff of air at the tiny droplet, sending it smattering across the bridge of her nose, the miniature beads tickling her nostrils.  She wiped the remaining residue from her face and concentrated on the situation at hand.  Scraping some of the dangling drops off the rim of the wooden slats she was seated upon, she turned her head to look at her father.

 

The tall man seated beside her, appeared to be uncomfortable and looked awkward in his oilskin.  Carrie watched as the moisture gathered on his cloak and trickled down his hat in tiny rivulets.  The damp weather was unusual for the season, and though it was an unexpected sight, it was a welcome one.  The Virginia City area, rarely saw more than an inch of rain or so during the month of May and even less as the summer months dragged on.  Any extra rain was looked on as a blessing by the peoples of Virginia City, welcomed not only by the poor dirt farmers who tried to scratch a living out of the arid soil, but by the ranchers and loggers as well.  More water meant better crops, ample drinking supplies, and teeming riverbeds to serve as a watery conveyance for the waiting logs.

 

The rain was not falling hard, in fact it was really only sprinkling, but there was a moisture in the atmosphere that dampened everything and clung to fabrics, skin, and hair.  Carrie took a deep breath of the heavy air as she and her pa plodded down the road into town.  A small smile graced her face as she inhaled the sweetness of the breeze.  A light, flowery scent floated on the wind, making Carrie feel refreshed and energized at the same time.  She peered down at the reddish road on which they were traveling and saw that the dust had been transformed into mud.  Carrie imagined taking her shoes off and stepping her feet into the wet earth, letting the warm, oozing, soil seep between her toes.  A slight cough from her father interrupted her musings and she nipped the idea in the bud.  Pa would never let me get away with that on the way into town, Carrie thought, and she settled back into her seat, content to let her father continue driving them into Virginia City.

           

*****

 

Carrie brushed a damp, wavy strand of hair from her eyes, as she peered through the thick glass of the candy jar she was inspecting.  The dark headed girl had a dime of her own to spend, taken from the life savings of $6.43 that she kept in a cigar box in the bottom drawer of her dresser.  Hoping to get enough to share with her uncle Hoss and still have some for herself, the question that remained on the tip of her salivating tongue, was not how much to get, but rather what to get.  That rainy, overcast, morning, every variety was enticing, and Carrie was having a tough time deciding.  A dime was a lot to spend on candy, she knew, but it had been a long time since Carrie had treated herself to the sugary delicacies (to this degree anyway) and she planned to make the most of it. 

 

The Cartwrights were not the only customers in the mercantile that Saturday morning, though the store was not crowded.  As other purchasers milled about, perusing the assorted goods the shop had to offer, Carrie barely paid attention until, from the corner of her eye, she noticed a dark little head, inches away from her own.  Straightening, Carrie turned slightly to inspect her fellow candy patron and saw that the dark head belonged to a boy, somewhat younger and smaller than she.  She did not recognize the child and allowed her eyes to wander up and down his thin body, taking in his shoeless feet and the threadbare britches and shirt he was donning.  The boy wore no hat and his black hair was still dripping slightly from the cool drizzle falling outside.  As she stared, the lad faced her and looked at Carrie with the biggest eyes she had ever seen, big almost black eyes that seemed too large for his tanned face.  He did not smile at Carrie, just peered up at her, with a sad look in his eyes. 

 

As Carrie let her gaze travel, she noticed two more children near him.  All of them had the same straight, black hair and big dark eyes.  There was a girl who appeared to be a couple of years younger than the boy beside her, holding onto the hand of another youngster, who looked to be no more than two years old.  All three children, Carrie observed, were staring hungrily at the jar of candy she had been considering.  Seeing the state of their clothes, Carrie wondered if their parents would have the money to purchase the sweets for them and turned her back to the heavy jars on the counter.

 

Deciding to make conversation with the lad, the curly headed youth looked down with a grin and offered her hand saying, “Hi”.

 

The younger boy looked at her shyly, glancing at the offered palm, then gazing down at the floor and responding, almost inaudibly, “Hi.”

 

“My name’s Carrie,” the young brunette said cheerfully, “what’s yours?”

 

The youngster, eyes still on the floor, hesitated for a moment and then replied meekly, “Joseph.” 

 

“I have an uncle named Joseph,” Carrie chattered, “though most people call him Little Joe.”

 

Joseph finally took his eyes off the floor and studied Carrie, a small smile lighting his face.  Encouraged by his reaction, Carrie continued talking to the little guy, learning the names and ages of his siblings and discovering that they had only just moved to the area from the Colorado Territory.  The spirited nine-year-old took no notice of the minutes ticking by and it was not until she saw her father approaching the counter with some purchases in hand, that she remembered the dime in her own. 

 

Looking back at the confections that adorned the counter, Carrie examined the dime in her hand.  A ten-cent piece was an awful lot of money to be spending on candy for herself alone, and considering the appearance of her new friends, Carrie figured that they probably hadn’t had a treat like that in quite a while.  With new determination, the older youth got the attention of Mr. Cass, the owner, and ordered a pound of assorted sweets for her new friends, and a half a pound of lemon drops, horehound (which she knew her Uncle Hoss wouldn’t swipe) and licorice whips for herself. 

 

As the large bag of treats was placed in the hands of the surprised Joseph, Carrie was rewarded with three huge pairs of eyes staring at her in something that could only be described as awe and worship.  Unable to believe their good fortune, the two oldest children whispered, “thanks”, and ran off to find their father, eager to delve into their gift.

 

Witnessing his daughter’s act of generosity, Adam gazed down at her proudly and let a hand rest atop her wavy head.  “That was kind of you, Carrie,” he said as Carrie turned to look up at him.

 

“Aw, it was nothin’, Pa,” Carrie said with a shrug, and then looking back down at her own bag of candy added, “I had a whole dime, after all.  What would I have done with a dime’s worth of candy?  Gotten sick probably…or worse, Uncle Hoss would have eaten it all!”

 

Adam grinned down at her with a gleam in his eyes, “Well, I’m glad that my daughter exercises such wisdom in matters of candy.”  Shuffling some of the wrapped goods in his arms he asked her, “Are you ready to go?”

 

“I guess so, Pa,” Carrie answered, turning her head to relocate her friends.  “Are we going to church tomorrow, Pa?”

 

Surprised by this question, Adam replied, “I don’t see why not.  I can’t imagine this rain will last until then.  Why do you ask?”

 

“Oh, I was just wondering if my new friends’ll be there.  I was thinking maybe we could invite them to dinner sometime, since they’re new to the area and all…” Carrie’s voice trailed off.

 

“I think that can be arranged,” Adam assured her, and with one hand on her back, he directed her towards the wagon.

 

*****

 

As the plodding percherons drew them over the rutted, road home, Carrie regaled her father with a barrage of information derived from her new friends, the Ryders.  The hour back to the ranch passed quickly as Carrie talked on and on, guessing at the various reasons for the Ryders’ move to the state of Nevada and when she might see them again.  Carrie’s voice eventually blended with the other repetitive sounds dancing in Adam’s ears, the sounds of rain drops hitting the road, and wagon wheels squishing in the mud, and the jangling of the reins and bridles.  Nodding and affirming Carrie’s rapid statements and rhetorical queries, Adam found his attention drifting away to more pressing matters concerning the ranch and the projects he had going on around the Ponderosa.

 

It wasn’t until he pulled the horses to a stop in front of the house that he took notice of the annoyed expression gracing the face of his little girl.  “What?” he asked her, innocently wondering what he’d done to offend her.

 

“Haven’t you been listening to me?” Carrie demanded, tapping her boot toe on the wooden slat beneath her feet.

 

“Of course I’ve been listening to you, Sweetheart, I just let my mind wander for a moment.  What is it that you said to me just now?”

 

“I said, do you think that Mr. Ryder will send Joseph to school since the summer break is almost here?”  Carrie crossed her arms across her oilskin clad chest and waited for her pa to answer.

 

“I don’t know, Honey,” Adam replied, “You may just have to wait until Monday to find out.”  With that, Adam jumped lightly down to the muddy ground and walked to the other side to help his daughter.  Swatting her lightly on the seat of her oilskin clad britches, he directed her towards the front door of the house, instructing her to alert her uncles to the supplies waiting in the back of the wagon.  Eager to do as she was bid, Carrie trotted inside, slamming the heavy door behind her. 

 

*****

 

Uncle Hoss…Uncle Joe…Pa wants you to help unload the wagon!” Carrie yelled up the stairs.  Her uncles were nowhere to be seen in the large room from whence she stood.

 

Carrie!” a big voice boomed behind the little girl and she slowly turned to find its origin.

 

“Oh…hi, Grandpa,” Carrie stammered, startled by his presence.  She had neglected to look in the office, and their presence remained hidden in her peripheral vision.  Seeing her uncles standing behind her grandfather, who was displaying some documents for their perusal, Carrie cleared her throat and said in a milder tone of voice, “Um, Pa wants you, Uncle Hoss and Uncle Joe.”

 

“Yeah, we heard ya the first time, Youngun,” Hoss said dryly as he moved around the corner of the big wooden desk towards the door, pausing to muss up the wet curls on Carrie’s head. 

 

“Carrie,” her grandfather addressed her again, having lowered the volume of his voice as well as his papers, “you know better than to enter this house, yelling like a banshee.  If you want your uncles’ attention, you go and find them.  I won’t have you shouting up and down the stairs at each other, is that clear?”

 

“Yes, Sir,” Carrie said, chewing a bit on her lower lip.  Then, smiling sheepishly, she removed her dripping oilskin and went to her grandpa’s side.  “I made some new friends today, Grandpa,” Carrie said excitedly, “Their names are Joseph, Kayda, and Elijah and they just moved here from the Colorado Territory.”  Carrie peered into her Grandpa’s deep brown eyes, and was relieved to see the corners crinkling in a smile, his irritation a fleeting memory.

 

“That’s wonderful, Darling,” Ben replied, “Will we be seeing them around the ranch anytime soon?”

 

“I hope so, Grandpa,” and Carrie proceeded to tell him all about her encounter with the Ryder children and their tattered appearance, and desire for candy, and big eyes…Ben didn’t get anymore work done ‘til after lunch.

 

*****

 

The next few days passed uneventfully.  Carrie, who had so hoped that she would see her new friends at church that Sunday, was disappointed, only to be delighted again on Monday, when Joseph arrived for school. 

 

Rushing to meet him, Caleb Michaelson trotted along behind her, eager to be introduced to the new kid in town.  Carrie exuberantly welcomed the boy and Caleb extended his hand in greeting and was pleased when the child took the offering lightly in his own, gazing at him with the biggest eyes Caleb had ever seen.

 

“Pleased to meet ya, Joseph,” the older boy gushed, as his enthusiastic hand shaking made the smaller boy’s teeth chatter, “My name’s Caleb.”  The blonde youngster let his eyes wander, assessing the younger child’s appearance.  His blue eyes took in the meager and tattered clothing Carrie had spoken of.  Joseph, he decided, could use a good meal, and Caleb made it his mission to watch out for the smaller, less fortunate boy, feeling obligated to be a protector, as well as a friend. 

 

Joseph, Carrie noticed, was wearing the same clothes she had seen him in, that rainy morning at Cass’ Mercantile.  The ground was no longer muddy, the parched soil having soaked it up, but Joseph’s feet were dusty and she saw that his worn shirt and trousers had not been washed for awhile.  None the less, Joseph was not the only child at the Virginia City School to be without shoes and newer clothing, and his hands and face were just as clean as hers.  Standing in the shade of the cedars and pines that skirted the schoolyard, Joseph’s eyes darted back and forth as he witnessed the antics of the other children.  Holding onto a dented, metal bucket which served as his lunch pail, Carrie could see that he had brought nothing else with him.  Joseph did not carry the standard slate and slate pencil, a copy book, or a McGuffey Primer.  No matter, Carrie thought, he can borrow them from Mr. Hudson. 

 

Caleb was trying to engage his new friend in chipper conversation, animatedly reenacting the frog gigging expedition he and his brothers had led over the weekend, when the bell sounded from the entrance of the school, hastening the children to the double doors.  Mr. Hudson awaited his pupils from the top step of the porch and ushered them in.  When Carrie and Caleb approached their revered teacher with their young companion in tow, Mr. Hudson’s face broke into a smile and he offered his hand to the nervous boy. 

 

“Well, who do we have here?” he asked, his face set in a grin.

 

“This is Joseph Ryder, Mr. Hudson,” Carrie informed him, “He’s new and he’s seven, so I guess he’ll be at the front with the other first years.”

 

The middle aged man removed his spectacles and patted Joseph’s head.  “It’s a pleasure to meet you, Mr. Ryder.  If you’ll come in, I will escort you to your seat.”

 

“Oh, Mr. Hudson,” Carrie looked awkward for a moment before motioning for the older man to lean down so she could whisper into his ear, “He doesn’t have a slate or a primer…”

 

The seasoned teacher cupped Carrie’s chin in his hand and said, “Don’t worry, Carrie, I’ll see that he gets everything he needs.”  And with that, they all entered the white, clapboard building that served as the schoolhouse.  

 

*****

 

As Carrie and Caleb took their respective seats in the small classroom, she noticed two of the bigger boys in her year level, whispering and sneering as the dark haired, little scholar took his seat on the bench at the front of the room. 

 

“Now class,” Mr. Hudson cleared his throat, “We have a new pupil with us today,” he motioned for Joseph to stand up, “This is Joseph Ryder, he’s from the Colorado area and I hope all of you will make him feel welcome.”

 

Carrie jerked her head around to the sound of stifled snickering and muffled comments.  Her eyes narrowed as she read the body language of two boys making fun of another. 

 

“Mr. Whitcomb and Mr. Fadely!” Mr. Hudson boomed from his position at the front of the classroom, “Perhaps you would like to share with the rest of us, what it is that you find so amusing?”  Mr. Hudson continued to stare at the rowdy boys, his lips set in an un-amused, thin line.

 

Breathing deeply and trying to get themselves under control, Lucas Whitcomb and David Fadely were quick to utter, “No, Sir’s” and “Sorry, Sir’s” before they angered their teacher any further.

 

Dismissing the interruption in an effort to move on to more important matters, Mr. Hudson instructed the older children to began writing an essay on their summer plans, while he composed simple arithmetic problems on the wrap-around board, for the younger children.

 

Carrie had only just begun her essay when she heard the garbled wisecracks of Lucas and David, seated only a few desks away.  She turned her head to glare at them and saw Lucas pointing towards little Joseph and whispering something to David.  Wracking her brain as to why the two rascals would have a problem with her new friend, she tried to focus on her assignment, but as their mumbling continued, she found her frustration beginning to grow.

 

Mr. Hudson, it seemed, had not noticed the commotion in the back of the room, or if he had, he was choosing to ignore it (which seemed unlikely to Carrie).  Getting Caleb’s attention, she motioned with a jerk of her head, to the desk where the two boys sat.  Recognizing the problem, Caleb shrugged his shoulders, for he also, could not fathom a reason for their antagonism of the “new kid”.

 

The morning dragged on, the only respite being when Jacob Martin “accidentally” got Sally Harwell’s braid caught in his ink well, turning the ends of her blond tresses a greenish black and sending her into a fit of wailing, which in turn, sent Jacob Martin into the corner where he spent the rest of his morning, until his classmates were released for lunch.

 

The midday recess was a welcome one for Caleb and Carrie and they hastily grabbed their lunch pails, seeking Joseph so as to escort him to their favorite eating spot, beneath one of the tall pines that towered above the little schoolhouse.  Carrie and Caleb had just settled themselves on the ground when Joseph’s battered lunch pail was snatched out of his hands by none other than Lucas Whitcomb.

 

“Whatcha got in here, Joseph,” Lucas snarled, exaggerating the pronunciation of Joseph’s name. 

 

Grabbing the contents of Joseph’s lunch and discarding them on the ground as he identified them, Lucas continued to heckle the small boy.  “A hunk of bread,” he sneered, “Some cheese, and jerky…Figures a dirty injun’ like you would be eating jerky for lunch.”

 

Carrie and Caleb got to their feet and Caleb attempted to remove the lunch pail from Lucas’ hands as Carrie retrieved Joseph’s lunch from off the dirty ground.  Poor Joseph only stood there, back to the tree trunk, cowering from Lucas’ approach. 

 

At the word “injun’”, Carrie’s head popped up and she hastily stood, brushing the grass and dust off of Joseph’s food as she squinted at the bigger boy, “Who are you calling a “dirty injun’?” she demanded.

 

“Who do you think, Cartwright?” the boy poked a dirty finger in Joseph’s direction, “I might have known you’d be an injun’ lover, just like the rest of your family.”

 

Carrie glanced at the small child who was nervously studying his feet, his hands clasped tightly behind his back, then returned her attention to the bully beside her.  “What are you talking about, Lucas?” she asked, her anger beginning to grow.

 

“I’m talking about your friend here, Joseph,” Lucas replied, “My pa says his pa married a Sioux squaw over in the Colorado Territory and had three brats by her.  After she died, they weren’t accepted by the tribe or by the folks in town, so they had to move West.  Why they came here though, I don’t know,” Lucas took a step towards the frightened youth, “We don’t want you either…rotten half-breed.”

 

At Lucas’ last comment, Carrie’s resolve snapped.  She had stood there, in shock, listening to Lucas’ ramblings, clenching and unclenching her fists, but when the last insult was spit from his mouth, she attacked the larger boy, heedless of any warnings, issued from the lips of her pa, on the subject of fighting.

 

 

“Oomph!” All the air whooshed out of Lucas’ lungs and he doubled over as Carrie’s head barreled into his abdomen.  The blow caught the bully by surprise, never suspecting the girl would attack, but the larger youth, no stranger to fist fights, was far from beaten.  Raising his head to look directly into his assailant’s face, the boy’s eyes squinted with determination.

 

“Take it back!” Carrie charged.

 

In response, Lucas leaped onto the angry Cartwright and knocked her into the sandy dirt below.  Rolling around in the rough soil, Carrie found herself growing dizzy, for at one moment she had the advantage, mounted atop of the bigger boy, the next moment she felt the ground beneath her back again.

 

Mr. Hudson, who had been quietly eating his own lunch in the sanctity of his classroom, could not help but hear the ruckus going on just a few feet from the open window, near his desk.  Leery of anymore trouble, especially after the incident with the Martin boy, the sight awaiting him was not a welcome one.  Rushing to the top of the white washed porch, his hands gripping the wooden railing, he groaned as his weary brain absorbed the scene of undersized pugilists, wrestling and exchanging blows.  Drumming up his remaining energy, and questioning his “calling”, the graying man trotted down the stairs, and stormed over to the little brawlers. 

 

Carrie happened to be in the superior position, at her teacher’s interruption, and was so bent on the bashing she was giving her schoolmate that she never saw his approach.  The dark-headed spitfire felt herself being lifted into the air, and gripped at her upper arms, by the strong hands of her teacher.  By this time, all reason had flown out the window, and any sense of impending chastisement was non-existent.  Fury had been on the side of Carrie Cartwright, and as such was the case, she had managed to beat her opponent into temporary submission.  The feisty youngun’s yelling shattered the serenity of the afternoon as Mr. Hudson carefully maneuvered around her flailing arms and legs.  The victim of Carrie’s wrath saw her removal as his chance for escape, and hastily scooted away from the swinging limbs. 

 

The long-suffering man’s well of patience, almost depleted with the wailings and dealings of little Sally and Jacob, drained completely at the impact of Carrie’s heavy shoe to his knee.  Mr. Hudson, who up to this point had been holding on to the struggling Carrie, rather awkwardly, and trying to quell the child’s anger, shifted her under his left arm.  Without hesitation, he landed a stinging swat to the little girl’s bottom, raising a cloud of dust from the seat of her skirt. 

 

The angry child’s struggling immediately ceased as the shock of pain from her teacher’s heavy hand swept through her.  Ol’ Mr. Hudson didn’t spank very often, but when he did it sure caught one’s attention.  Instinctively, she moved her hands to protect her backside and ward off anymore ‘attention getters.’ 

 

“Now just simmer down, ya hear me?” her teacher bellowed and Carrie noticed his face had turned very red.  She did not return to her kicking and arm waving so the frustrated instructor placed her on her feet, facing him, but maintained a firm grip on her upper arm. 

 

“You okay, Lucas?” Mr. Hudson asked the ruffled boy who was standing a few feet away from the duo, gingerly touching a split lip.  The youngster nodded and looking embarrassed, searched for an escape route.

 

“Care to tell me what you were fighting about?” Mr. Hudson aimed the question at his favored student and then looked over at Lucas.  Lucas, he had no doubt, had been the instigator of this brawl, but he had in no way been the winner, at least not when he, the teacher, had gotten involved.  Inwardly, Mr. Hudson smiled to himself that Lucas had been whipped by a girl his own age, but he knew he could not let the children get away with fighting.  Lucas studied the ground, red-cheeked, and kicked at a clod of dirt with his toe. 

 

Carrie looked up into her teacher’s bespectacled face, and in response to his question, relayed the conversation that had commenced between she and her adversary, before they’d come to blows.

 

Angered by what he heard Carrie saying, Mr. Hudson spun around to grasp Lucas by the elbow and asked the child if what Carrie had said was true.  Lucas stared into the gray eyes of the man that held him tightly and acknowledged his guilt.  Irritation mounting, Mr. Hudson turned to the small, wide-eyed child, the cause of all the commotion, and apologized for Lucas’ words.  Nodding slightly, and grasping the hand of Caleb, the little boy gazed at Carrie and stared at the ground when he noticed the larger boy glaring at him.

 

Maintaining his grip on both children, Mr. Hudson hastily made his way back into the crowded room, unsure of what he was going to do with them.  Possible consequences raced through the usually patient man’s mind; he knew they should both be punished for fighting, and that Lucas should be punished for his words to the young Joseph, but he was hesitant to discipline Carrie for something he would have been hard-pressed to resist, himself.  But with Lucas on the losing end of the fight, he couldn’t see himself justly punishing Lucas for fighting and not Carrie. 

 

Bemoaning the responsibilities of his position, the solution eventually came to the haggard teacher, and Carrie exited the schoolhouse that afternoon with a note for her pa and a bruise forming around her left eye.  Sensing the Whitcomb boy’s unceasing hatred for him, Joseph stuck close to his champion’s heels as she slowly made her way down the steps and towards the lean-to that housed her pony, as well as Caleb’s.

 

In no hurry to get home and face her father, Carrie locked eyes with her best friend and knew that he was reading her mind.  Looking to her right, she glanced down at Joseph and saw the nervousness in his eyes.  “Where do you live, Joseph?”  Carrie asked him kindly.

 

Quietly, Joseph replied, “A couple of miles outside of town, past the Sheriff’s office and the Livery.”

 

“That’s a long walk for a fellar with legs as short as yours,” Carrie smiled at her friend, “Would you like a ride?”

 

A glint of excitement flashed in Joseph’s large dark eyes, a gleam of happiness that Carrie had not seen since she had handed him that bag of candy two days earlier.  “I’ll take that as a yes,” she said and employed Caleb’s assistance in getting Joseph mounted onto Biscuit, before mounting herself.  Since her ninth birthday, Adam had relented in letting his daughter ride to school alongside her friend Caleb, on the conditions that they remained on the road together until Caleb was forced to turn off towards his house, and that Carrie came straight home. 

 

Momentarily forgetting, or perhaps ignoring, the latter promise to her pa, Carrie and Caleb turned their horses towards Joseph’s home and tried to forget the impending doom Carrie foresaw awaiting her back at the ranch.

 

*****

 

The calmness of the large living room was broken by Carrie’s high-pitched shouts.  Though separated by thick walls and timber floors, the young one’s protests rang out clearly.  Hoss shook his head in weariness and Ben placed one hand over his eyes with a sigh, as they heard the little girl exclaim, “No, Pa, I’m NOT gonna DO it!”

 

This declaration was followed by a short pause and then several smacking sounds and the muffled tones of Adam’s voice.  Though Adam’s words did not carry, as his daughter’s voice had, it was clear to the unfortunate audience, how angry he was.  They were not kept waiting long before Adam’s heavy footsteps sounded on the stairs.  Wearily he sank into the blue velvet chair, closest to the stairway, and rubbed at the pressure concentrated in the middle of his forehead. 

 

“Brandy, Son?” Ben offered the weary man a small snifter of the amber liquid.

 

“Thanks, Pa,” Adam said as he gratefully accepted the drink and took a sip before leaning back into his chair and shutting his eyes.

 

“She tell you what they were fighting about, Adam?” Hoss inquired.

 

Adam sighed and rested his elbows on his knees before raising his head and looking into his brother’s blue eyes.  “She told me what the Whitcomb boy did to her friend Joseph, and what he said about him.  Somehow, Lord knows where, Amos Whitcomb got wind about the Ryder family’s background and saw fit to share his views with his son.  Lucas in turn, saw fit to make the oldest Ryder boy feel as miserable and unwelcome as possible,” Adam said dryly, “So she jumped him, unable to tolerate anymore of his cruelties against her friend.”  Adam stared at the floor and took another sip of the brandy. 

 

“What is it that she so adamantly refused, Son?” Ben seated himself in the chair opposite Adam’s and crossed his legs.

 

Adam looked up, “You heard that, hm?” he looked back down, “Well I suppose it would have been hard not to.”  He rubbed at his temples again and finished the brandy, setting the small glass on the hearth.  “She refused to apologize to Lucas for attacking him.  She agreed to apologize to Mr. Hudson for fighting during school, but not to Lucas for injuring him.”

 

“How bad did she hurt him, Adam?” Hoss asked with a glint of amusement in his eye.

 

Adam returned his brother’s gaze and smirked, “Split his lip and an eyebrow, and blackened his left eye pretty well, from what I understand,” Adam smiled wryly, “I understand why she did it, but I can’t condone her fighting to solve her problems.  On top of all that, she was over two hours late coming home from school and couldn’t even start on her chores, and she knows the rules I set for riding on her own.  I didn’t know what had happened to her.” 

 

“Is that what you spanked her for, Adam?  Fighting and coming home late?” Joe asked his oldest brother from his seat atop the wood box.

 

“You heard that from down here too, eh?” Adam quipped, and he stared at the few logs burning in the fireplace, “I spanked her because of the attitude she took with me while I was trying to talk to her. She probably would have avoided that one completely, had she controlled her temper.”

 

Mentally smirking, Ben recalled another youngster who used to have trouble controlling his temper  Do you think she’ll apologize to the boy, Son?” Ben inquired.

 

Adam looked over at his father, wondering when the pounding in his head would cease and replied, “She’s going to have to if she expects to ride into school again on her own.  Those were my conditions, and she’s aware of that.  She had every right to be angry about the things Whitcomb said, but she shouldn’t have handled it with her fists.”

 

“At least she don’t usually stay mad after a fight,” Hoss observed, “seems to go back like normal after she’s had some time to calm herself down.”

 

“And she’s usually contrite after I’ve disciplined her, but I don’t know about this time,” Adam glanced at the staircase, “she fought me all the way to that spanking, and then I was the one who needed some time to calm down.”

 

“Are you going to go back up and speak with her, Adam?” Ben asked.

 

“Eventually,” Adam replied, “I want to give us both the opportunity to settle down as much as possible, before butting heads again.”

 

Hoss gave his older sibling a sympathetic look and said, while rising to his feet, “Well, I reckon I’ll head on to bed, Big Brother.  Good luck,” and with that, Hoss said goodnight to the both of them and proceeded up the stairs to his own bedroom.  The large man noticed, as he opened the door to his room that he could hear Carrie’s muffled crying drifting down the hall.  His heart went out to his beloved niece, but he knew that Adam had been right in his actions.  Carrie’d already had some kind of consequence comin’ and her disrespect when dealing with her father had just been the icing on the cake.  With hopeful thoughts that the morning would bring happier times, Hoss shut the door to the mournful sounds emanating down the corridor.

 

*****

 

Adam awoke during the early morning hours and lifted his head from the pillow to catch a glimpse of the sparkling night.  The sky had not yet begun to fade from its dark navy hue to a lighter blue, and the stars and moon cast their light onto the bed and floor.  Adam let his head sink into the feathers of his pillow and sighed.  He was worried about his baby girl. 

 

After the senior Cartwright had retired, Adam stayed by the dying fire a few moments longer, before making his way upstairs to check on the current cause of all his worries.  When he opened the door, his eyes focused on the child, sprawled across the covers of her bed.  As he came closer to her, Adam could see the remnants of the tears she had shed and he reached out, placing his large hand against her cheek, and leaned over and kissed her.  Evidently exhausted, she didn’t even stir, and Adam slid open a drawer of her bureau to retrieve her nightshirt.

 

With great tenderness he pulled his daughter into a sitting position, leaning her against his chest, and began to remove her clothing. As he slid the neck of the gown over the brown curly head, Adam felt pangs of nostalgia and his mind reverted to a time when he had helped a young Carrie, every evening, slip into her nightclothes.

 

Things were easier back then, he thought to himself, but he knew that wasn’t true.  With a small smile he resolved, they were only different.  Raising a child without one of the parents was never easy, but they had made it through the tough times before, and they would make it through this.  With the little comfort this resolution brought him, he tossed Carrie’s clothes onto the chair in the corner of her room, and lifted her to him as he pulled down the covers, and then tucked her underneath. 

 

Settling her head on the pillow, he whispered, “I love you, Carrie,” and he placed another soft kiss on her forehead.  Raising himself from her side, he started to leave, but found he couldn’t.  He was caught, rooted in that position, staring at his only offspring.  She looked so peaceful and innocent that all his previous frustrations melted, replaced with a love so strong, he wondered how he was ever capable of being angry with this angel. 

 

Pa would laugh at that, Adam mused, or would he?  He ran a hand through his own thick waves and speculated.  He wondered if Pa had ever felt the same way about he and his brothers.  Had Pa ever felt so much love for his boys that he had to question his ability to be angry with them? Tough call, Adam thought.  He knew from experience that the three boys had caused their father far more heartache at a much younger age, than this little one could possibly dream up.  Still, he had waited too long to speak with her; she was already asleep with the last thoughts in her mind, of a spanking from an irate father, and being left alone to cry out her sorrows.  Adam shook the guilty feelings from his brain before they had a chance to take root, and crossed the room to extinguish the flame of the small lamp on the bureau beside the door.  Blowing out the light, he closed his baby’s door behind him, and crossed the hall into his own bedroom.

 

That had been hours ago.  Adam sighed again and freed one foot from the thick quilted cover, letting it dangle beside the mattress.  The nights were getting warmer and he had never enjoyed feeling constricted.  Lacing his fingers behind his head, his mind flitted across the events of the day and he evaluated the choices he had made in dealing with the youngest Cartwright…

 

Pacing in front of the large fireplace, Adam ran a hand through his black hair, and sighed, muttering, to no one in particular, his angst at his daughter’s absence.  Fully expecting her at any moment, he struggled between jumping on his horse and searching for her, or letting his feelings simmer while he waited.  Cursing his decision to ever allow his baby to transport herself to and from the school on her own, he had made up his mind to go and find her, when he heard hooves approaching fast, and he bolted through the heavy wooden door, out into the front yard…

 

(Two hours earlier…)

 

Carrie sucked in a deep breath as she and Caleb came upon the home that Joseph claimed was his own.  As she looked around for signs of an adult, all she saw was a dilapidated shack, a structure she would never have mistaken for a house.  There were shingles missing from the weather-beaten roof and no glass resided in the window frames; some oil paper had been hung up, in an attempt to let the sun in and keep the rain and nature, out.  Behind the dwelling, perhaps 30 yards away, lay an empty corral.  As she and Caleb rode closer, with her small passenger clutching her waist from behind, a few chickens scattered and Carrie saw the front door open.

 

Standing partially behind the semi-open entrance, was Joseph’s little sister, Kayda, whom Carrie had met at the Mercantile.  Not far from her, was their baby brother, Elijah, who looked as though he’d been playing in the dirt.  He was covered, in Nevada dust, from head to toe, and appeared to have a cold, for the child’s nose had obviously been running and due either to lack of a handkerchief, or ignorance of how to use one, the remnants had been smeared across his cheeks.  

 

Caleb leaped down from his horse, first, and then scurried over to Carrie’s to help the smaller child from his perch.  The younger Ryder children remained in the doorway, Kayda observing her brother with wide eyes, and the toddler, Elijah, watching from a safer distance, with three dirty fingers in his mouth. 

 

“Would you like to come in?” Joseph asked his friends shyly, and kicked at a beetle with his toe.

 

Caleb and Carrie exchanged glances, and then with a smile, said, “Sure.”

 

Upon entering the structure, Carrie could scarcely believe her eyes at the conditions which presented themselves.  The cottage was nothing more than a single room containing a fireplace, an eating area, and a sleeping area.  The first item that caught her attention was a large trunk, positioned near the fireplace.  The leather bindings on the trunk, which apparently served as a table, were old and cracked.  There were a few planks resting on pegs, that served as shelves and when Carrie looked up, she could see that some of the holes in the roof had been hastily patched with clay plaster and mud.  There were two mattresses lying on the floor on the other side of the room, stuffed, most likely, with pine needles, which could be found in abundance, all around the area.  There were some food stuffs sitting on the trunk, partially covered by a buffalo hide, Carrie figured, to keep mice and other pests out.  The possessions they owned, she noticed, were kept as neat and tidy as possible, with the dusty breezes and feet that entered and exited.  Their belongings were sparse, but they were clean. 

 

Carrie tried not to look shocked, as she surveyed Joseph’s meager lifestyle, and smiled at the boy instead. 

 

“Don’t worry about Lucas Whitcomb, Joseph,” she said gently, “I’ll make sure he doesn’t bother you anymore.”

 

“Yeah,” Caleb agreed, “He doesn’t know anything anyway…just a big, dumb, ox.”

 

Joseph looked at one companion, and then the other and mumbled his thanks, attempting a grin.  Carrie, who was studying the appearances of the two younger siblings, could not help wanting to be of assistance.  “Are you kids hungry?” she asked them, pleased to see their faces light up.  They had not forgotten her sugary gift a couple of days prior.  Carrie smiled and walked back into the sunlight, removing her lunch pail from the strap tied onto her saddle bag, and inspected its contents.  Hop Sing always packed too much food into the already large pail, and with the day’s excitement, Carrie hadn’t had a chance to eat any of it.  Inside the metal bucket they found a thick roast beef sandwich, laid on two giant slices of homemade bread, an apple, a slab of cheese, and an ample piece of Hop Sing’s lemon pound cake.  For the underfed, Ryder children, the contents composed a feast.  Carrie carefully divided the food equally between Joseph and Kayda and gave a somewhat smaller portion to the toddler, careful to tear his food into smaller pieces so he wouldn’t choke.  Before she let the children eat, however, she made sure that they washed themselves from the water in a bucket sitting near the doorway, paying careful attention to the face of the youngest.

 

Happily watching the children devour her intended meal, and chatting away with the no longer tongue-tied youngsters, Carrie jumped up with a start when she realized how late she would be, getting home.  Issuing hasty good-byes, Carrie grabbed her now empty lunch pail and jumped on Biscuit, kicking the dappled mare into a canter down the road that led back to Virginia City and eventually towards home. 

 

Caleb was hot on her tail, knowing that he too would be tardy, though not so much as Carrie, and when the two friends arrived at the crossroads where they normally departed, they uttered quick farewell’s, wishing the other good luck with their parents. 

 

As Carrie continued down the path towards home, images of Joseph’s house streaked through her mind.  She couldn’t shake the emotions that had swept through her heart when the little boy’s house came into view, and then the feeling of being overwhelmed once she entered the lacking habitat.  Carrie’s mind projected reflections of her own home, at the Ponderosa, glimpses of her bedroom danced in her head, pictures of the dinner table where she dined at least twice daily, on enough food to feed the Ryder family for a couple of days.  A sense of extreme sadness filled Carrie’s heart and as she trotted home, she brainstormed on how to best help her new, less fortunate, friends.

 

(Back at the Ponderosa…)

 

Bursting through the front door of the house and into the sunlight, Adam shielded his eyes from the glare and his heart gave a leap at the sight he beheld.  His little girl was all right and dismounting as he watched.  Adam’s relief soon gave way to anger as he recalled how worried he had been for the past two hours, not knowing if she was injured or in trouble. 

 

Storming over to his daughter, Adam spun her around as her feet touched the ground, and demanded, “Where have you been, Young Lady?”

 

Carrie looked up at her father in surprise, then she realized the likely precariousness of her situation.  She knew from the rumblings in her stomach and the position of the sun, it was almost suppertime and she hadn’t even started her chores.  On top of all that, she had a note for her father, from Mr. Hudson, detailing her noon-day misdeeds.

 

“I…I’m sorry I’m late, Pa,” Carrie stammered, “I…it’s a long story…but I didn’t mean to miss chores, Pa, honest!”  Carrie looked into her father’s dark eyes, trying to read his mind through his expression.

 

Adam was in no mood to hear excuses, after trusting his little girl with the responsibility of conducting herself to and from her obligations, he expected her to comply with his rules.  After a moment of silent fuming though, Adam realized that he was probably being a bit premature in his assumptions and decided to let Carrie explain herself.  He listened patiently to the first part of Carrie’s story about escorting her new little friend home and her shock at what she found there, but when the meek-faced nine-year-old handed him a letter from her teacher, Adam’s anger brewed once more.

 

“So you’ve been fighting again?” Adam asked, one hand on his hip, leaning his face towards Carrie’s.  “What have I told you about fighting?”

 

Carrie stared at her dusty shoes and spoke softly, “That I shouldn’t solve my problems with my fists…” Carrie looked into her pa’s unblinking eyes, “but he had it coming, Pa, honest he did.  I just didn’t know what else to do.”

 

Adam sighed, and rubbed at the knot forming between his brows.  “Take care of Biscuit and then get inside and eat your supper,” he instructed, “We’ll talk about it, in your room, after we eat.”

 

Without another word, Carrie scurried to grab Biscuit’s reins and lead the tired horse into the barn, turning back to catch a second glance of her father’s face, hoping that his expression would relax and his mood soften as she did what she was told.  Adam watched her go, relieved that she was okay, and frustrated by the cards he’d been dealt.  The last thing he had wanted to do that evening was punish his daughter for wayward behavior...

 

That had been hours ago.  Adam slipped his foot back under the covers and analyzed his own actions.  After calming down and eating a good supper, he had taken the time to listen to Carrie’s side of the story.  He sympathized with her plight and it wasn’t until Carrie became belligerent and rude, that he reacted with a spanking.  Adam sighed and wished inwardly that it hadn’t come to that, but though he felt sorry for Carrie’s friend and could empathize with her feelings towards Lucas, she should have known better than to behave as she had.  Adam brushed off the feelings of guilt and rolled over in his bed, determined that the morning would shed light on all their situations.   

 

*****

 

As the rosy glow of the sun’s ascent cast streaks of gold into Carrie’s bedroom and onto her sleeping form, Adam slowly opened the thick, wooden door, so as not to make a sound, and crept into his daughter’s bedroom.  Satisfied that he had not awakened her yet, he felt his breath catch as he gazed at his beloved little girl.  The light from the window had illuminated the child’s face and Adam felt as though he was in the presence of an angel.  At that moment, she no longer resembled him, but rather her mother.  Her long, dark waves cascaded across her pillow like a mahogany waterfall, for Adam had forgotten to braid the long tresses before he said goodnight. 

 

Placing his weight on one arm, Adam gently sat beside his daughter’s sleeping body, and raised his other hand to brush a wayward curl aside.  Carrie inhaled deeply and stretched her arms over her head before opening her dark eyes to the brightness of the morning.  Trying to interpret the semi-fretful, yet warm, expression on her father’s face, the memories surrounding his previous departure flooded her mind and she was unsure of what to say.

 

“Good morning, Angel,” Adam crooned softly, allowing his left hand to remain on Carrie’s forehead, his thumb playing with the curls that threatened to fall.

 

“’Morning, Pa,” Carrie replied, and placed her left hand over her father’s right one, squeezing the squishy pocket of skin and muscle between his thumb and forefinger.

 

Adam smiled and as he opened his mouth, intending to recite the words he’d prepared, he was caught off guard when Carrie spoke first.

 

Maintaining her grip on her father’s hand, Carrie gazed at him pensively and said, “I’m sorry, Pa.

 

Adam tried to hide his surprise and responded, “Sorry for what, Darling?”

 

Carrie shifted her eyes to study the hand she was holding onto and explained, “I’m sorry for yelling at you the way I did last night.  I shouldn’t have done that…I…I guess I was just upset about Lucas and…and Joseph and…” her voice trailed off.  “Anyway, I shouldn’t have spoken to you like that, and I’m sorry.”  She looked back into her father’s eyes.

 

Adam shifted his gaze from her left eye and then to her right, and squeezing her hand assured her that all was forgiven.  “Let’s just forget about it now, all right?” 

 

Carrie’s smile became a mischievous grin as she asked, “Does that mean I don’t have to apologize to Lucas anymore?” a hint of pleading resounding in her voice.

 

Adam landed a mock swat to Carrie’s left hip and added, “No ma’am, that order still stands.”

 

With a sigh of resignation Carrie shrugged and said, “Well, it was worth a try.” 

 

Tousling her already tangled hair, Adam began to rise saying it was about time for Carrie to get ready for her day, when Carrie pulled him back down beside her. 

 

“Pa?” Carrie pulled herself into a sitting position and leaned back against the headboard, crossing her legs in front of her, Indian style, and tucking her hair behind her ears so she could look into her pa’s face unobstructed. 

 

“Hm?” Adam responded.

 

“I was thinkin’ ‘bout some things last night, after…well, you know,” Carrie’s cheeks flushed for a moment and Adam’s lips curved into a smile, “and I got to thinkin’ about what the Rev. Curtis had to say in church last Sunday…about ‘counting our blessings’?”  Carrie chewed on her lower lip thoughtfully.

 

“Well, Pa, I thought about the things that Joseph and his family had to be thankful for, and then I started thinking about all the things that I have to be thankful for…” Carrie paused, “and Pa…there were too many to count.  I think I fell asleep tryin’ to count all my blessings.”

 

Adam marveled at his daughter’s compassionate perceptiveness and tried to recall the last time he had thanked God for all their blessings.

 

“Pa,” Carrie continued, “Why is it that some people, like us, have a whole lot of blessings and other people, like the Ryders, don’t have hardly any?”  Carrie’s large eyes grew wider as she searched for the answer on her father’s face.

 

Adam remained quiet for a moment and replied, “I don’t know the answer to that, Carrie, but I can tell you this…that God wants those of us who have been graced with many blessings to share with those who haven’t as much.  By sharing with others, and being good stewards of what God has granted us, we can show honor and thanks to Him that gave it.” Adam paused to see if she understood the point that he was trying to make.  “Do you understand?” he asked.

 

Carrie looked serious and nodded her reply, assuring that she did, indeed, understand.  “Can you think of a way we can share our blessings with the Ryders, Pa?” she implored.  

 

Adam did not answer her right away, but after a moment, gave her hand a final squeeze and as he lifted himself off of the bed, reached down to cup her chin and said, “I’ll try, Honey, I’ll try.”  And with that, he exited the room, leaving Carrie to dress and ready herself for the day.

 

*****

 

Arriving at the breakfast table, Carrie appeared to have regained her typical cheerfulness and dominated the morning conversation.  Hoss and Little Joe had left before dawn, to get an early start on some fences that needed repairing in the North pastures.  Adam and Ben exchanged amused glances as Carrie chatted on and on, barely pausing to partake of the good breakfast Hop Sing had prepared.  Before long it was time for Carrie to head off for school and as she scooted her chair away from the table, she was dismayed to see her father do the same.

 

“You’re not planning on taking me to school this morning, are you, Pa?”  Carrie tried not to whine, but it was hard.

 

Adam wiped the remnants of breakfast from his mouth, placing the cloth napkin on his plate and smiled at his daughter.  “We had a deal remember?” he asked, “You apologize to Lucas and you can ride on your own.”

 

“But I’m going to apologize this morning, Pa, I promise,” Carrie argued.

 

“Well, you haven’t apologized yet so if you don’t mind, I’ll just tag along this morning, okay?” Adam finished the discussion with a poignant look.  “At any rate,” he added, “I’ve got some business to attend to in town, so let’s get a move on shall we?”

 

Carrie’s lips formed a pout for a few seconds, but she soon brought her sulking to a halt as her father began walking towards her.  Without another word, she scurried out the door, grabbing her satchel of books from the sideboard and almost forgetting her lunch pail.  With a sigh and a shake of his head, Adam left the same way, shutting the heavy door behind him.

 

Ben, sitting with his elbows on the table and his fingers laced, smiled as he watched the two leave, grateful that at least one of his sons was enjoying the perks of fatherhood.  Silently he wished the same blessing on his other two sons one-day, and carried his cup of coffee into the office to begin some dreaded book-work.

 

*****

 

Carrie did not remain completely silent on her way into school that morning and Adam reflected on her ability to “bounce back”.  She was not a brooder as he had often been as a child and he was glad for that.  He didn’t think there was room for two temperamental people in the family. 

 

Caleb greeted the Cartwrights upon their arrival at the schoolhouse, and the blonde boy stared up at Adam with big eyes, as he wished him a ‘good morning’.  Adam returned the greeting and searched the yard for the Whitcomb boy, but Carrie again, beat him to the punch.  With a firm jaw and a look of determination, Carrie made her way over to the bully and Adam was silently pleased when the larger boy’s saucy demeanor gave way to a look of apprehension at Carrie’s approach.  Adam wondered sometimes about Carrie’s femininity and ‘unladylike’ tendencies that, no doubt, she adapted from her all-male family; but he dismissed the thoughts, realizing that Carrie’s mother would have behaved the same way. 

 

Satisfied that Carrie had done as he bid, he waved goodbye to his daughter and turned his horse towards town, hoping to finish his duties before lunch and searching for a way to ease the Ryders’ financial situation as he had promised his daughter he would do.

 

*****

 

As Adam plodded down the road and approached Jake Blanchard’s Livery, he observed two men, deep in conversation, standing in front of the large building.  One man, a tall thin fellow whom Adam did not recognize, was holding the leads of five of the finest-looking horses Adam had seen in quite some time.  The other man, whom Adam recognized as Jake, appeared to be upset about something and was gesticulating his displeasure in a manner that befit only the ornery, stable owner.  As Adam drew closer, he watched Jake move nearer the other man and shove him back towards his horses.  The bedraggled looking victim of Blanchard’s onslaught was obviously angered by the move, but did not retaliate.  Instead of exchanging blows with the larger man, he wearily retreated to his mount, his cargo in tow behind. 

 

His curiosity aroused, not only by the argument, but also by the beautiful beasts in the man’s charge, Adam directed his horse towards the stranger’s route and was pleased to see him pause at the communal horse trough outside the Silver Dollar.

 

Adam stopped and dismounted outside the saloon, tying his horse’s reins to the hitching post, and taking a few steps towards the trough.  “’Morning,” Adam said placing a boot on the rim of the trough and extending a hand towards the man.  “Name’s Adam Cartwright,” he said cheerfully.

 

Adam’s observant eyes absorbed the details of the man who took his hand and shook it.  He was an average looking man, about Adam’s height and appeared to be around the same age.  The gentleman’s clothing was worn, but clean and he had a haggard appearance.  His dark hair was rather long and his eyes were large, but weary looking. 

 

“Ryder,” the man replied gruffly, “John Ryder.”  He removed his hand from Adam’s grasp and continued watering his horses.

 

“Ryder,” Adam paused, “You wouldn’t happen to be the father of one Joseph Ryder, would you?”

 

The tired man looked up in surprise and his eyes narrowed a bit.  “I might,” he said slowly, “it depends on who’s asking.”

Taken aback for a moment, Adam was quick to respond, “My daughter Carrie has taken quite a liking to your son.  We’ve been learning of him and your other children through her stories.”  Adam looked up at the man, trying to read his mood through the expression on his face.  “I couldn’t help but notice the conversation you were having with Jake a few moments ago,” Ryder looked at him expectantly, “I was wondering if you were having some sort of problem I might be able to help you with.”  Adam took his foot from the trough and removed his hat, brushing off some of the dust, and glancing at his new acquaintance for a reaction.

 

The careworn man looked thoughtful for a moment and caught Adam’s eye.  “Mr. Blanchard and I had a deal,” he explained, “or so I thought…” he looked back at his horses.

 

Seeing where his focus lay, Adam tried another approach.  “Those are some fine looking animals you have there, Mr. Ryder.  Mind if I ask where you got them?”

 

Focusing on the task at hand, John replied, “Caught ‘em myself…broke ‘em and trained ‘em.”  He affectionately patted the muzzle of the horse that was drinking and waited for Adam to respond.

 

“I’ll be honest with you,” Adam admitted, “I haven’t seen horses like that for a good while…I, uh, don’t suppose there’re for sale?” 

 

Ryder’s eyes widened, “That all depends on what you’re willing to pay for them,” he muttered, pausing, “Blanchard didn’t seem to think they were worth the price we originally agreed upon.”

 

Adam frowned, guessing at the reason for Blanchard’s balking.  Moving closer to the man’s small herd Adam took the liberty of checking the teeth and rubbing his knowledgeable hands down the flanks and legs of the five animals.  “Yessir,” he enthused with a pat to one animal’s glossy neck, “these are beautiful animals.”  Walking back towards the man Adam continued, “I’ll give you $75 a piece for them…that is, if you think that’s a fair price.”  Adam suppressed a smile as his new friend paled.  Taking the liberty of Ryder’s silence, Adam recanted.  “On second thought,” he said, “these stallions are worth more than the mares.  I’ll give you $100 a piece for the stallions and $75 for the mares.  That should come to…$450?  If that’s agreeable of course.” Adam stopped speaking and waited for a response.  Mr. Ryder looked as though he were finding it hard to breathe, let alone reply. 

 

“I’ll take your silence as a yes, then, Mr. Ryder?”  Adam grinned.

 

John Ryder managed to nod and then seemed to find his voice.  “Are you sure about this Mr. Cartwright?” he stammered, “They’re nice horses all right, but that’s an awful lot of money, even for them.”

 

Adam maintained his smile and answered, “Nonsense, Mr. Ryder, there’re gorgeous beasts and they’ll be an asset to our ranch and stock.  I consider them a bargain, even at that price…and by the way, it’s Adam, not Mr. Cartwright.”

 

Nodding again, the stunned man extended his hand towards Adam and smiled.  “It’s John, Mr., uh, Adam,” he stammered.

 

“John, it’s not everyday that I run across animals like this.  Do you have a steady supply of these specimens?”  Adam cocked his head and replaced his dusted hat.

 

“Well…Adam,” John stuttered, sounding ill at ease with the use of Adam’s first name, “I’m new to the area, but I’m hoping, given some time, to have a regular supply of this caliber…that is, if I can maintain a market for ‘em.”

 

Adam nodded his understanding at the man.  “John, we’re always searching for “this caliber” at the Ponderosa.  If you’re willing, I’d like to offer you a contract guaranteeing us horses of this stature and quality, and guaranteeing you some steady income…that is, if you think you’re up to it.”

 

“Oh, Mr. Cartwright, I mean Adam,” John quickly corrected himself, “I’m more than willing.  It’s a deal!”  John continued to shake Adam’s hand exuberantly, a grin splitting his leathered face from ear to ear.

 

“I’m happy to hear that, John,” Adam declared, and invited John to accompany him back to the Ponderosa where they might draw up the necessary papers, including a bill of sale.  As the two men, equipped with their small cavalry, rode back to the ranch, Adam imagined the happiness on his little girl’s face when she heard the news, and silently thanked God for their many blessings, and the opportunity he’d been given to share with their neighbor.

 

*****

 

“Pa!” Carrie shouted as she bolted through the front door into the great room where her father sat reading.  “Where did those horses in the corral come from?  They’re beautiful!” 

 

Adam set down the book he was reading and stood from his chair.  “I’ve been waiting for you to come home so I could tell you just that,” Adam started.  As Carrie approached her father, Adam sat down on the settee and patted the space next to him, indicating that she sit beside him. 

 

Pushing a stray curl aside from her forehead, Adam studied Carrie’s face and continued, “I met someone in town today…a man named John Ryder.”  Adam paused for Carrie’s reaction and was pleased to see her eyes light up.  “It turns out that your friend Joseph’s, Pa, is an excellent judge of horseflesh…and I was able to purchase those horses from him this afternoon.”  Adam couldn’t hold back a grin as Carrie jumped from the settee in excitement.

 

“Oh, that’s wonderful, Pa!” Carrie squealed and jumped on her father, nearly strangling him with her hug.  “That means Mr. Ryder will have some money to buy the things they need.  Thank you, thank you, Pa!” she gushed.

 

Adam loosened her grip from his neck, but kept her on his lap.  “I have even better news, Sweetheart,” Carrie stared at him, unblinkingly waiting for him to surprise her with something that would surpass what he’d already said.

 

“It seems that Mr. Ryder used to deal in horses, back where they came from, and at one time made a pretty decent living out of it.  I told him that the Ponderosa would continue buying from him on a regular basis if he could guarantee us the same quality animals as those I purchased today.”  Adam did not have to wait long for the excited child’s response.

 

Leaping onto her father’s neck once more, Carrie smothered her daddy’s face in kisses.  “Oh, Pa, you’re the greatest pa in the whole world.  I knew you’d come up with something, I just knew it!”

 

Typically uncomfortable with such blatant displays of emotion, Adam waited a moment for Carrie to settle down and repositioned her on his lap.  “Carrie,” Adam said softly, incapable of escaping his daughter’s entrancing smile, “I want you to know how proud I am of you.”  Carrie looked at him, puzzled.  “You showed great compassion and love for your friends this week, which reveals a maturity beyond your years,” Adam squeezed her leg and continued, “You’re so much like your mama sometimes, she could never let anyone go hungry, or bypass anyone who was hurting.  I want you to know…that no matter how frustrated I may get with you at times...I will always be proud of you.  Do you understand?"

 

Her smile never wavering, Carrie gently locked her hands behind her pa’s neck and nodded, “I think so, Pa.  And then thoughtfully cocking her head in a manner identical to her father’s, she whispered so only he could hear, “And Pa…no matter how frustrated I may get with you, I’ll always think you’re the greatest Pa in the world.”

 

Staring at his only child for a moment, Adam’s baritone laughter soon resounded through the great room, joined by treble-pitched giggling, and the two of them stayed in that position for many moments, enjoying the sound of each other’s merriment, until bleary-eyed and panting, they walked out into the sunlight to inspect their latest investments.

 

 

The End

 

 

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